Lonely Lover ABO

The dark night rushed over like a distant tide.The faint voice in his head and the faces that flashed from time to time were like ghosts, densely occupying his chaotic thoughts.

"...Where is Omega as ugly as you? You can't speak, you are dumb!"

"Look at the scar on your face, it's really ugly—hey, Cheng Shen, is this your brother?"

"No? Ha, if not, then I'll be rude!"

"He's in heat...in heat...the smell is so strong..."

A big hand stretched out towards him through the overlapping faces, Cheng Qian woke up suddenly, and sat up straight.He was gasping for breath, obviously it was late autumn, but there was a layer of cold sweat on his back, and his forehead was also wet.

...is a dream.

With lingering fear, he lifted the quilt and got out of bed, went outside and poured a glass of water into his stomach in one breath. Cheng Qian stood by the table, his legs trembling uncontrollably.He sat down on the sofa dejectedly, no sleepiness at all.Because of Li Yu's first estrus, he failed to hand in the sketch that day, but for a reason, the teacher allowed him to delay for a day.But the scene in the atrium of the hospital that night has been haunting him like a ghost... The man came out of the dim light and saw him with a meaningful smile on his mouth... Cheng Qian was suffocated and couldn't help but I closed my eyes in pain, as if I returned to the time when I was 13 years old in an instant.

The temperature in the middle of the night already brought a hint of winter chill, he was curled up on the sofa in only thin pajamas, shivering uncontrollably.There is chaos in the head, and the long-lost fear is overwhelming... Cheng Qian clasped his hands tightly, closed his eyes and hypnotized himself in a low voice, don't be so afraid... You are Beta now, you are taller than before, he can't put you How about... those things are over, you won't be in heat anymore, you won't lose control and lose the strength to resist because of this, those things are over, he can't do anything to you now...

He muttered like this on the sofa for nearly half an hour, until his whole body was eroded by the cold air, and then he walked off the sofa barefoot and returned to the room in a daze.

I don't sleep well at night, and naturally I don't have energy during the day.Some classes were already boring, and with this, the result was that Cheng Qian dozed off more often in class.Li Yuchu watched from beside him, still feeling a little guilty, wondering if he was too busy that night, so that he couldn't make up for it for a few days?After a while, the teacher called the roll call, and Miss Li wanted to ask him to get up to answer, but seeing his black eyes, she couldn't bear it in the end, so she changed her voice and helped him fool the past.

"What's the matter with you recently, you always sleep in class, are you a thief at night?" After class, Li Yuchu asked him while packing his schoolbag.Cheng Qian rubbed his eyes, his expression was very tired, and his voice was weak: "...it's okay, I haven't slept well these days."

"Yes...Did I go through too much trouble that day?" Following his footsteps step by step, Li Yuchu was no longer arrogant at this time, but looked like a little daughter-in-law.Cheng Qian glanced at her lightly, the corners of his mouth curled up slightly, and shook his head: "No, it's none of your business." After a while, he walked to the gate, and Li Yuchu was going back to the dormitory, so Cheng Qian waved to her and went to the gate by himself. The direction is gone.

Seeing his thin and tall back gradually going away, Miss Li stood there for a long time, until Wang Jing called her, and she replied "Coming!" and followed.

Walking home alone, Cheng Qian found that he had always been alone since he could remember.

When he was a child in the Cheng family's mansion, the grandfather of the Cheng family liked him and often let him sit on his lap.At that time, he was the only Omega in the generation of the Cheng family. Grandpa said that he looked like his deceased grandma, so he held him in his palm and pampered him every day.Even after the second master of the Cheng family had two omega daughters, Cheng Qian's status never wavered.He was quite happy when he was with him, although Cheng Shen didn't know why he didn't play with him, and no one talked to him in the kindergarten, but at least he still had his grandfather.

When he was about 11 years old, his grandfather was seriously ill, and his father left him to Jiang Xina.Before that, Cheng Qian felt that she was not kind to him, and now that she was within her control, Jiang Xina would naturally not show mercy.At that time, Cheng Qian didn't really have any idea in his mind, even though Jiang Xina always showed him embarrassment and scolded him every now and then, he just felt a little sad.But... the only younger brother in the family who is the same age as him never talks to him. Cheng Qian always looks at him eagerly, watching him play with building blocks, play games, and play football in the yard.He really wanted to play with his brother, but every time he got close, Cheng Shen would give him a vicious look, and then he would go to another place with the toy in his arms to play.

…When I was young, there were always many things that I couldn’t figure out, and I couldn’t understand why there were such obvious likes and dislikes among children.It wasn't until I grew up that I realized that it was because I was a child that I was deceived and hurt others so recklessly.He remembered that something happened to him at that time, and when he was sent back from school, the principal was afraid of taking responsibility, so he told his father that it was no big deal, it was just a game among children.

——As everyone knows, this "juvenile game" is the cruelest and worst.

Thinking back on what happened before, Cheng Qian still felt chills on his back even though he was wearing thick clothes while walking in the sun.

The air in late autumn is cool and thin, and the street trees on both sides of the street have begun to shed their leaves, and the leaves, either yellow or red, are sprinkled everywhere on the street.The cloudless sky made the sun even more dazzling. Facing the unobstructed western sun, Cheng Qian couldn't help but raise his hand to cover his aching eyes, and walked into Jiu'an Street with vain steps.

At this time, it is meal time, and every household is cooking.The children are basically playing at this time, running and having fun all over the ground.Cheng Qian walked downstairs, looked back unconsciously, and found that there was no girl Qianqian among the children.Maybe it's at home... Cheng Qian didn't think much about it, and turned around to go upstairs.But just as he walked into the stairs, he heard... someone talking in the dark corner under the stairs: "...don't be afraid, uncle, just take a look and see if there are any bugs on your body." ...Oh, there are a lot of bugs under the tree at this time..."

"I do not watch……"

"Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, hey! Uncle saw it, come, help you catch it..."

Just hearing these two sentences clearly, Cheng Qian was so angry that he was about to explode.He sent the schoolbag down and threw it aside vigorously, making a muffled loud noise.The man seemed to be startled, and there was no movement in the corner.Cheng Qian walked over with a dark face, and with the light from outside, he saw Qianqian being grabbed by a middle-aged male Alpha's small wrist, and her outer pants had been taken off to her knees!The man was obviously a little nervous when he saw him, but he was a Beta, so he didn't intend to let go of the little girl: "Who the hell are you, get out, don't mess with me!"

Cheng Qian had seen this person before, he was an idle Alpha on the street, he had nothing to do properly all day long and wandered around.Seeing him, Qianqian burst into tears on her already aggrieved little face: "Brother!" Cheng Qian was so excited by the shout, he immediately walked over with a dark face, and couldn't help but hold the little girl to another place. A hand pulled her over all of a sudden: "Who am I, haven't you heard, I'm her brother!"

Holding the weeping little girl into his arms, and quickly pulled up his pants, Cheng Qian tensed his face, glared at Alpha with a guilty look on his face, and shouted sharply: "—Get out!" The other party knew Forgiveness, I didn't dare to pester him any more at this time, so I could only stare at him with hatred, and quickly ran away.

Seeing that he was gone, Cheng Qian patted the little girl's trembling back, picked up her schoolbag and walked upstairs slowly.Qianqian was obviously frightened, she lay on his shoulder and cried softly.Cheng Qian felt uncomfortable hearing this, so he went upstairs to comfort her: "Stop crying, Qianqian won't cry... In the future, if someone wants to imitate you and take you to a dark place, remember not to go with him, you know ?"

"Hmm..." The little girl nodded, sobbing, and hugged his neck tightly.Cheng Qian's complexion was not very good. He walked all the way up to the door of the house, his expression was still dark.Knocking on the door of Qianqian's house, Grandma Qianqian was obviously taken aback when she saw her granddaughter hugging her neighbor and crying: "Qianqian, what's wrong with you?"

"The bastard who lived at the intersection just now tricked her into the corridor and took off her pants." Cheng Qian said, and handed Qianqian to her grandma.Grandma Qianqian was startled at first, and then a look of anger and powerlessness appeared on her face: "That guy...why is that guy so bad! Hey... our family Qianqian, this is to provoke him! "The old man shouted, and couldn't help crying in his voice.It seems that Qianqian's parents have been out of town for the past few years due to job transfers, and they won't be able to return until next year, so grandma has always taken her with her.If it wasn't so, Cheng Qian would have beaten up that person just now, but it's a pity that he is often away, Qianqian's family is an old one and a young one, if that person wants to take revenge, no matter how determined he is, he will be beyond his reach.

Cheng Qian entered the house after giving Grandma Qianqian a careful reprimand.Putting down his schoolbag and walking into the kitchen, looking at the cold pot and stove inside, and at the almost empty refrigerator, Cheng Qian closed his eyes tiredly, not wanting to go out to buy groceries, let alone cook.Simply not hungry now, he walked to the sofa, threw himself into it, and lay down with his clothes on.

When I woke up again, it was already eleven o'clock in the evening.

The lights in the room were not turned on, and the faint light of the street outside came in through the window, casting large square spots of light on the ceiling.Not far away came the sound of a car speeding past, like the whistling of the wind, which made Cheng Qian feel dazed.

It was approaching midnight, and there seemed to be speedsters racing outside. The roar of the motor came from far and near, and then gradually went away—Cheng Qian got up from the sofa, stood in front of the window, and looked outside quietly.From time to time, a stray cat ran past on the quiet street, and the gray and black shadow flashed past, like the shadow of a ghost.Touching his shriveled stomach, Cheng Qian turned around slowly, took out the remaining two eggs from the refrigerator, boiled them in boiling water, then leaned against the window, just peeled the shells and ate them .

In the past few years, he has been coming here like this.

Tang Yu said that he cooks delicious food and his house is clean, but he doesn't know that he has been living alone since high school.He has an introverted personality, and few people in his class are willing to take the initiative to talk to him, so he didn't live on campus in high school, and neither did he in college.He used to have a lot of homework, and he didn't finish class until after ten o'clock in the evening self-study, so he came and went by bicycle.It was too cold in winter, and there were many chilblains on his hands, which still recur every year until now, and it was so itchy that he almost scratched his skin.It's rare to be free on weekends, so he will buy some vegetables and make a few good ones, and have a full meal.If you can't finish the rest, put it in the refrigerator and prepare to eat the next day.But the next day is the week again, and there are classes, so those dishes are often frozen for a week without being moved, and the quality has deteriorated by the next weekend.

Swallowing the dry egg yolk down his throat forcefully, Cheng Qian was choked until tears welled up in his eyes, extremely uncomfortable.He got up and touched the table to pour water for himself, looking at the dim little house, Cheng Qian stretched his eyebrows vigorously, trying to relieve the astringency in his eyes.He's used to it, and he still felt aggrieved before, but now he won't... Just leave it at that, there's nothing wrong with it, that's all he can do.

He had just slept, so he didn't cry for a while, so Cheng Qian lay down by the window and took out his phone to see if the two brothers from the Tang family were chatting in the wechat group.I have been in a trance for the past two days, and I haven't opened it to look at it, and I don't know if Tang Yu has looked for him.

As soon as I opened WeChat, more than [-] messages popped up from the "Caring for Little Cripples Growth Association".Cheng Qian opened it and saw that most of it was Tang Yu who was calling him, saying Cheng Qian, I won that field just now and scored twice!In other words, your school has also won, and it is estimated that you can qualify together!Seeing that Cheng Qian ignored him, he still shouted, where are you going, please reply to my message, or I will call you tomorrow!Tang Jin would choke on him occasionally, saying that people don't want to talk to you because you are so noisy.When Tang Yu was angry, he would confront his brother, wow wow wow.

Watching the conversation between the two brothers, Cheng Qian lay on the window sill and couldn't help smiling.He lowered his eyes and pressed a reply: I have been busy for the past few days, so I didn't come up. I saw your message. Congratulations to your team.

The time is displayed on the upper right corner of the phone. It's 32:[-] in the evening. I guess I'm asleep.Just as he was talking about putting away his phone, a sudden ringtone rang, which scared Cheng Qian into a fright.He frantically held it up and took a closer look...Scary, it turned out to be Tang Jin!

He connected in doubt, and before Cheng Qian could speak, the other party's gentle voice came over first: "It's so late, why haven't you slept yet?"

"Uh, I'm... going to sleep." Cheng Qian lied subconsciously, but it was obvious that he was not proficient in business, so he was immediately exposed: "I don't feel sleepy at all from your voice, are you going to stay up late to draw pictures? Woolen cloth?"

"The picture is handed in... I just woke up after a nap." I had no choice but to tell the truth.Cheng Qian tilted his body, his heart ached, and suddenly realized that this was the first time he was still on the phone with someone so late... for a while, he couldn't help but feel a little dazed.Tang Jin chuckled, and was not in a hurry to continue, but heaved a long sigh before continuing: "Today, someone called me and said that it was your classmate who wanted to come to Tang's Jianye for an internship during the winter vacation. Do you know him?"

When Cheng Qian heard this, he straightened up, feeling extremely embarrassed: "Is...is his name Zhao Zhining?"

"Well," Tang Jin's voice was very gentle, but Cheng Qian felt so embarrassed and uncomfortable for some reason, he also said: "I asked him how he knew my phone number, and he said, you gave it to him. Hearing this, Cheng Qian couldn't help but covered his face in annoyance, and argued weakly: "I didn't give it to him... He asked me for Tang Yu's phone number, but I didn't give it to him. A few days ago, some students in the class were in heat. He and I sent someone to the hospital. At that time, he asked me for a coat, and my cell phone was in it. He probably found it himself... I, I'm sorry... I didn't expect him to do this, I'm really sorry ..."

"It's okay, you don't have to worry about it, I'm not very troubled."

"I'm really sorry, I'm sorry..." Cheng Qian covered his face in his hands and kept murmuring his apology in a muffled voice. At first glance, it sounded like he was just recovering from a serious illness.Tang Jin leaned against the head of the bed, feeling something was wrong, why... He put the documents in his hand aside, lowered his voice, and asked softly: "What's wrong with you, who made you unhappy...? "

"It's okay, I'm not unhappy." His words seemed to be faintly nasal, with some emotions that had been buried for a long time, and it was difficult to hide them because of the nightfall.Tang Jin listened quietly to his heavy breathing, not in a hurry to force him to say something, he just listened without saying a word.After about half a minute, he said slowly, "I secretly tasted a little of the sweet-scented osmanthus sauce you made earlier. It seems that it hasn't been brewed yet, but it's already very fragrant and sweet."

"...that will take another two months to eat, and the sugar hasn't melted yet." The voice was still muffled, but it sounded more energetic.There was a smile on the corner of Tang Jin's mouth, and he continued: "I don't really like sweets, but the one you made is really delicious. I opened it once, and the room was full of sweet-scented osmanthus. My mother thought I What kind of sweet-scented osmanthus perfume did I buy, which frightened her."

Cheng Qian's low laughter came from the phone, like an unhappy child being coaxed into laughter.Tang Jin blinked quietly, lay down and pulled up the quilt, and chatted with him intently: "During this time, Tang Yu has been playing with you crazy, right? I have come back several times to show off that I ate your food If you buy any dishes, you will bully me to work overtime."

"Do you have a lot to do?"

"Of course there are many. It's not like you don't know that I will take over the Tang family in the future."

"Well... that must be a little tiring."

"I'm so tired that I don't even have time to eat, Xiao Yu always takes pictures of your dishes and sends them to me."

Cheng Qian chuckled and said in a low voice, "I didn't expect him to be quite a cheater."

"This kid is dead, okay? It's not been so many years since the whole family dotes on him. He was a devil king when he was a child." Tang Jin squinted his eyes halfway, speaking ill of his brother with a little mentality There is no burden, even eloquence.Cheng Qian leaned on the window sill, listening to him counting in a low voice one by one the bad things Tang Yu did when he was a child, teasing other people's dogs with flowers at home, what a brat.He gradually felt more at ease when he heard it, and suddenly he would choke on Tang Jin: "...I don't believe you haven't spoiled him."

"Although I do love him, but not my mother. My mother said that she just wanted a son like Xiao Yu, and said that I was too obedient when I was young, and I didn't feel fulfilled when I was disciplined."

"You good? Who knows..."

"You do not believe?"

"General letter..." Cheng Qian's voice was small, as if absent-minded, but Tang Jin listened very comfortably.He lay on his side, smiled and closed his eyes, a little sleepy: "You don't believe it, next time I ask Xiao Yu to show you my family's photo album, do I smile obediently in every photo? "

When Cheng Qian heard this, there was another series of soft laughter.Tang Jin blinked weakly, sighed slightly, and said, "If I just woke up from sleep like you, I should be able to chat with you longer, but right now... I'm really sleepy. "As he said, he yawned for a long time.Cheng Qian leaned against the window, lightly scratching the iron edge with his fingers, his voice was more vague than his: "Then go to sleep, you've been busy all day."

"Well, then... good night." After saying this, Tang Jin closed his eyes, but did not hang up the phone.Cheng Qian didn't either, he just lay there, listening to Tang Jin's shallow breathing, his mind was quiet.At first, he thought that Tang Jin would hang up the phone, but after a while, the slow breathing was still in his ears, and Cheng Qian realized that the guy fell asleep without hanging up the phone.

Cheng Qian pressed the hang-up button in a mocking manner, and Cheng Qian raised his eyebrows, put the phone in his pocket, and his thoughts suddenly became long.The lonely state of mind just now seemed to have disappeared, replaced by a silent night and the slightest sound of wind.

The author has something to say:

It's hot, Cheng Qian was only initially marked by Song Shiming, and then he was kissed twice, children, don't panic...