[Three Kingdoms] The daily struggle of female counsellors

Guo Jia never felt that his life experience was bleak.

Just like thousands of people in this world, he just became a little lonely in the process of growing up, but there is no absolute good or bad in loneliness, it is just a form of existence in a certain state of life.

Some people love the hustle and bustle of the world, while others are willing to embrace the quiet loneliness.

He is precisely the second kind of person, nothing more.

Perhaps because of this, even Wen Yi often said that he was idle and carefree, as if he had a cold nature, and no one had ever broken into his heart.Guo Jia smiled and shook his head every time, he was just not used to getting close to people, and he was even more afraid of parting without warning after getting close to them.

The day he met Ah Jin, he thought it was just like thousands of ordinary evenings in the past, and he thought that his life would not change a single bit because of it.

At that time, his first thought was, I want to make her hate me, make her unable to bear herself, let her leave hastily like all other relatives who try to integrate into his life.

So he started his usual tricks, he thought that he was pretending to be indifferent, even unreasonable and mercenary, so that the other party could not wait to escape from him and escape from this calm yard like a pool of stagnant water.

What he didn't expect was that Ah Jin didn't care about all of his self-righteousness.

She was like a wandering cloud floating in the sky, after he thought he knew even a little bit about her, the other side would show him another side mercilessly.

It's like...a treasure.

When he heard the "Jia Jia" from Ah Jin's mouth, countless crazy thoughts flashed through his mind, he wanted to keep her by his side, selfish and desperate.

But he was still one step too late, and Ah Jin just left without saying goodbye.

Erlang held the letter left by Ah Jin in his hand, and worriedly clutched the corner of his clothes, not knowing whether he was comforting him or saddened by Ah Jin's decision.

For the next six months, he tried to get himself back to his previous life.

Simple and pure, no one will make him scratch his heart and have trouble sleeping and eating. He thought he could do it, but after hearing the news from his uncle that his uncle and nephew Xun Yu returned to his hometown for the festival, he guarded his half-opened eyes. The window sat alone all night, and then packed up with the sunrise of the next day.

Want to see a person, often involuntarily.

Guo Jia comforted himself like this, he thought it was just the trouble of the long-lost family relationship, he thought he just wanted to make sure why the other party left without saying goodbye.

However, what he didn't expect was that before he found Xunfu, he was attracted by the sound of knives and guns in the downtown area.The skillful and concise defense, the sharp attacking moves, even though she was wearing an inconspicuous lotus-colored dress, and even the mask was a ghost face that people should keep away from, but Guo Jia had an inexplicable feeling that this person was Guo Jin.

So he followed the other party all the way, and when the other party was discouraged and relaxed, he successfully grabbed the man's arm.

It was warm and soft as if there were no bones, and it made people feel like strangling her even if they were tight.

It was such a distressed girl who just now offered help without hesitation.

He felt both angry and somewhat inexplicably sad.

When he tightened the opponent's waist and saw that elegant and refined face without accident, Guo Jia knew that he had lost.Messy breathing and vigorous heartbeat all declared to him: Admit it, you just like her.

He originally thought that it would be a matter of course for the two of them to connect with each other, but soon he discovered that there may have been someone else who A Jin cared about.I have only missed more than half a year, but who knows that I have missed the most precious thing.

But no one stipulates that liking must have a response.

He just hides what he likes carefully, and is so selfish that he doesn't want to share it with anyone.

Later, he watched Xun Yu go back to his hometown to marry a wife, and the two were wasted and tormented, which eventually turned into regret.The moment Ah Jin leaned on his shoulder and wept, he suddenly felt a little disgusted, hated the self who was so happy in his heart.

If someone asked him, where is your favorite experience in your life?

Then he will definitely answer, in the city of Chang'an.

It wasn't that he was greedy for the bustle and prosperity of Chang'an, but that it was the first time at the Chang'an family banquet that he clearly saw Ajin's feelings for him.So she would be jealous of herself?That kind of explosive joy was immersed for a long time, so much so that he couldn't help smiling when he saw the other party's jealous but stubborn mouth and refused to admit it, and just stayed there all night.

Nothing can compare to the joy of running in both directions.

But what he didn't expect was that A Jin chose to escape first after the execution of the director.

She was going to Xuzhou, but she didn't intend to go with her.Guo Jia admitted that this was the first time he was angry with A Jin. Not only did he leave Chang'an early on the grounds of escorting Guo Xi and his wife, but he also deliberately refused A Jin's send-off.

The result of being arrogant is the inexplicable lovesickness day after day.

I thought that I would be relieved for a while by getting drunk, but I saw the secret of the wordless booklet.

How could Ah Jin have such a miraculous thing?What is even more amazing is, why can I understand the strangely shaped characters?Although he never replied to the question about "riding the horse galloping", he tested Xi Zhicai, and the other party couldn't read the contents of the pamphlet at all.

Although he was puzzled, Guo Jia didn't get entangled in it. He kept this booklet every day, and only wanted to wait for the reunion day to ask Ah Jin in person and tell her all the doubts in his heart.

The day of the reunion was completely accidental, he thought he was in a dream, but he really saw Ah Jin's figure.The wind is also rustling, and both of them are dressed in white clothes as graceful as immortals. I don't know if Ah Jin has noticed her "careful tricks"?

After the reunion, Ah Jin seemed to be much more stable, so stable that she was willing to go undercover in Lu Bu's army, re-enter Xuzhou alone, and plot Xuzhou's land by herself.

When he heard about this from Cao Cao, he didn't care to discuss it with Ah Jin, so he pretended to be a guard, concealed his appearance and body, and chose to escort him himself.He originally planned to come to Xuzhou to confess again, but he was almost plotted by Chen Gong on the way.

Guo Jia felt that all her forbearance and restraint, when she saw A Jin's tears welling up in her eyes, she put them all behind her and ignored them.He just wanted to get close to the girl in front of him, to be close to her skin, to be intimate with her.

Even if Ah Jin rejected him once, Guo Jia would not let herself do whatever she wanted.

But she didn't, so can I think that Ah Jin has the same intention?

On the eve of Lu Bu's "Hongmen Banquet", he said that he would do one thing when he returned to Xuchang, and that was a promise he made to her after being careful and careful.

I love you more than a day or two, more than a star and a half.

I want to say that I like you in peace and health.

This is the best imagination he has ever had.

Thinking that success or failure would be tomorrow, Guo Jia returned to the room and infinitely deduced ten thousand possibilities for the banquet on the manuscript paper.

In the end, he was extremely sleepy, and Guo Jia wanted to get up and go to bed, but unexpectedly, he accidentally took a palm-sized brown booklet with him in his sleeve robe. He wanted to return the booklet to Ajin by the way tonight, but by some strange coincidence, Guo Jia opened the booklet in front of him again.

The dialog box of galloping horses was still shining brightly. Guo Jia controlled himself not to click on it. Instead, he scrolled down curiously. Glimpse at a special title——【Talk about the most poignant "what ifs"】

Guo Jia clicked in to see, they were all like [If you have never traveled through], and there was even a [If the first emperor did not die, how big is the territory of our country? 】

Could it be that Shi Huang was referring to Ying Zheng?What does "passing through" mean?

Guo Jia's brows became tighter and tighter, and he swiped his fingers a few times quickly, and finally his eyes stopped on a striking question - [If Guo Jia lived to be 37 years old, who is better, he or Kong Ming? 】

Thirty... seven years old?

Guo Jia's eyes suddenly went dark, and Weng Weng's vibration kept ringing in his ears, but the beating of his heart became slower and slower.

You see, how can there be love in this world?

But it's all my Nankeyimeng.

Some people are doomed to be lonely, so why bother with other people's happiness?

The author has something to say: I have sorted out the content of the previous part of Jiajia, and at the same time paved the way for the content of the Xuchang chapter. The Xuchang chapter should be the penultimate chapter, with about ninety chapters.