[Entertainment] Eye of the Storm
Chapter 82
Kong Liu thought he was dreaming, and he really thought so!It's just that this dream was a little longer and too strange. He never knew that he was the type to have such strange dreams. The question is, why is An Wenshu in his dream so weird?It's not that he let An Wenshu understand him at all, it's obviously An Wenshu who is letting himself understand her!
Kong Liu, who started a "dream" on An Wenshu's lap, was taken home by An Wenshu's question "How do you want me to know you", and showed her his own works, playing handsome?No, I want to tell her that I also have a dark side, and Kong Liu thinks there are quite a lot of them.
Maybe it's thinking that it's a dream anyway, maybe it's knowing that An Wenshu doesn't care about the harsh remarks that ordinary people sound, and there are more things that Kong Liu said before.He always felt that An Wenshu saw him with a filter, and he wanted her to see the truth.
The TV series is too long, and the focus is not too much. Kong Liu showed An Wenshu the stills, and said why he skipped the work when he took on this work. After that, there are movies, guest appearances and starring roles. The characters are normal and strange. There are all of them, but the most important one is "The Martyr".
Kong Liu's home is very suitable for his aura. The books and magazines, as well as the hanging paintings and decorations everywhere, all have the feeling of an intellectual who has read a lot of books.There are no unique and eye-catching decorations, and no artistic decorations. It is very regular. Probably the most special decoration is that there is a wall with his works and trophies.
An Wenshu, who had changed his slippers, did not intend to visit the house, and Kong Liu did not invite him to visit. The meaning of bringing the girl he likes home in the middle of the night is too much. Kong Liu did not want An Wenshu to misunderstand those connotations, even if it was a Not even dreams!
Kong Liu, who brought her into the living room, asked An Wenshu what she wanted to drink, made her a cup of black tea, and started his long speech. The core content was what he said before, I am not as good as you think.If it's not bad, it's not that good, you think too well of me.
The DVD of "Martyr" is playing on the TV in the living room, and it is currently in a pause stage. The coffee table is full of scripts, and the script of "Martyr" is placed on the top.There were a few cigarette butts in the ashtray, black tea and coffee were placed on the left and right with the ashtray as the dividing line, just like the respective drinkers, sitting on the L-shaped couch with the novel "The Melting Pot" as the dividing line, sitting on both sides.
Kong Liu, who was sitting sideways on the sofa, pointed at the cover of the novel with his index finger, looked at the script on the coffee table, and said his dark thoughts, "When I first saw this novel, the first thing I thought of was that the writer really wanted to People who dare to say anything about making money, actually take such things as content, and say that they were changed based on real stories, which is useless."
"I found out later that it was true, and I was beaten in the face. This is the consulting room. I wanted to shoot this work, partly because of what you said. I feel that I have a sense of responsibility to society, and as a public figure, I have a sense of responsibility to society. But more, it is actually I thought, this is an opportunity, a chance for me to return. The military service period is too long, and many actors who have been in the military for a long time have not returned to this circle. Even if they return, the results are not satisfactory."
"At that time, the books sent to me were basically TV series. There were few movies, and even fewer were worth filming. It can be said that there were none worthy of my comeback. "The Melting Pot" is different, you know, like this It's difficult to make a movie about something, but it's not impossible, and the drama and subject matter in itself deserves to be adapted, even if it doesn't make money."
"Not all movies are for making money. Commercial movies are also conveying certain values. The things in this novel should be seen by others. I..." Kong Liu was stunned, said something wrong, and immediately switched back "I mean , I am not very short of money, social and artistic films can help me return better."
"Although I can't say I'm very rich, at least I don't have to worry about food and clothing. Many actors enter the industry with debts and accept any film. The salary is the most important thing. I am relatively lucky, and I don't have much trouble in that regard, so awards and me My hobbies are more important than money. Adapting this novel is considered a hobby, and it can be regarded as a ladder for me to get an award."
"It took me a while to play this role. When I was filming, I even thought about why such a school exists, why such people can live, and why don't they die. These things have been lingering in my mind for a long time. I have to see a psychiatrist for a long time to get better."
Kong Liu, who was holding a cigarette case and wanted to smoke, thought for a while and then put it down, then turned to look at An Wenshu, "You understand what I mean, right? I'm also very utilitarian. The last name is Kong, but I am not a saint like the ancestor of this great surname as you think."
From the time he started talking, An Wenshu was only responsible for listening, not expressing any opinions, just listening.Listening to him now, it seems that he has finally finished speaking, and he almost understands what he wants to express. He maintains a well-behaved sitting posture with his legs together and hands on his knees, and quietly nods to show that he understands.
Kong Liu felt that she didn't understand, "I mean, I'm not as good as you think, maybe not even half of it."
"Me neither." An Wenshu looked at him obediently, imitating his words, "I'm not as good as you imagined, it's not that I can't do it, it's true that I'm not even half of it."
The slightly stunned Kong Liu didn't quite understand what she meant, and asked tentatively, "For example?"
"For example, all the rumors you've heard, whether it's money transactions requiring unspoken rules, or me doing anything for the box office of "The Martyr", are all true." An Wenshu tilted his head and thought about it. Chaos|chaos, it was intentional, because a partner likes chaos, it is my gift to him."
Kong Liu, who was completely stunned, looked at her majestically. An Wenshu seemed to feel that this did not explain how bad he was, and continued, "The congressman who was arrested by the prosecution and committed suicide in the detention center was me. The information provided to the prosecution is also a gift, given to the newly elected president in exchange for benefits."
"You want to adapt the novel for a grander return. I want to shoot "Martyr" to use it as a fulcrum to leverage greater interests. The income that a "Martyr" brought me is close to 2000 before and after. Billion, and..." An Wenshu looked at him with dull eyes, and waited quietly for him to digest before continuing.
The stiff-faced Kong Liu stopped her with one hand and told her not to continue. He fumbled for the cigarette case with the other hand, trying to get the cigarette in his hand, but he couldn't grasp it and dropped it on the carpet.An Wenshu bent over to pick up the cigarette case, took out two cigarettes, lit them, put one on his lips, waited for him to bite the cigarette, and asked him if he still wanted to hear.
"A little bit, let's talk about small things first, don't be so big." Kong Liu emphasized that "very small things are fine, especially small ones."
An Wenshu, whose sitting posture is still well-behaved, followed his advice and said from a very young age, "I am used to making a good impression on others. After you said about opening the door, I went to learn how to sit, stand, and walk. , the posture of pouring wine, including a series of Korean etiquette."
"I don't like this thing, and I can't say I hate it, it's just because what you said is right, and doing so can bring me benefits. The starting point for me to do anything comes from what this thing will bring to me, For this reason, liking and disliking is indifferent. This kind of thing is a bit like instinct, subconscious behavior."
"Just like now." An Wenshu turned his head slightly and looked at him. "There is a paper on behavioral research that shows that people will have a good impression of those who have mirror behaviors. The so-called mirror behavior means that you do what you do, and I will do it." What. You smoke, I also smoke, this is a very small behavior, but this behavior will give your brain an illusion, and lower your defenses to me to induce goodwill."
Kong Liu listened dumbfounded, and An Wenshu took a puff of cigarette and slowly exhaled, "Patriarchy is still the main social point of view in Asian culture, so female smokers will be criticized for cultural reasons to some extent, but the human brain is Innate, cultural transmission is acquired. Innate instincts will be affected by cultural transmission, but cannot be changed."
"In a special community, behaviors such as smoking and drinking can quickly shorten the relationship between each other. Similarly, smoking|drugs..." An Wenshu paused, because his expression changed, and explained, "I don't smoke|drugs, That would affect my judgment and the damage to the neurons in the brain is irreversible."
Kong Liu, who didn't know what to say at all, wanted to take a puff of cigarette to calm his shock, but he felt weird when he put the cigarette to his mouth, so he put his hand down silently, and murmured, "You know a lot about psychology."
An Wenshu, who nodded to express his understanding, said, "At first, I wanted to understand what happened to me, and later I wanted to understand why others did what they did. To a certain extent, ethology is better than psychology. Psychology is theoretical and inductive. Too strong, it is easy to cause misjudgment, there are tens of millions of people, and the direction of group division is too large, it is not easy to operate.”
"I hate everything that can make me addicted, but I also like them very much. It is the instinct of the body. Like smoke, chili, drugs, etc. I will restrain myself from touching them, not because I hate them, but because They cause damage, damage to the body, damage to the brain."
"Restraining certain behaviors is not easy for me, but I try to make restraint a habit, so that it seems to be easier. Restraint is the rule I have structured for my world. That rule is not law, not morality, but to let I can find a purpose to continue living in a boring world."
"But you changed my world, and it's crumbling."
Seeing that this topic is about to turn into an academic discussion, An Wenshu changed the subject and entered the emotional channel. Kong Liu didn't even react when she heard it, and she said, "You are something that my body instinctively likes, and you are rational and clear. You're warning me that you're going to hurt me, and that's why I should stay away from you."
"Those words that you are not that good just prove that you are a very good person. You said that you will be attracted by the darkness like me, but you forgot that the darkness like me will also be attracted by your light. Moths flutter Fire is not a good word, but the moth's instinct makes it gravitate toward light, and it cannot resist."
An Wenshu looked at Kong Liu with a very calm expression, and spoke softly, which was obviously so touching, but not so touching, as serious as the previous academic discussion.
She said to Kong Liu, "You are my light, the fire that will consume me, but I can't help but stay close to you."
Kong Liu looked at her, just watched, his mouth squirmed as if he wanted to say something, but he couldn't say a word.The room became quiet, and the quietness made Kong Liu flustered. This was really not a love plot he could understand, it was too much like a story, the one with no beginning and no end.He really thought it was a dream, but after this step, he seemed unable to convince himself that it was a dream.
Kong Liu took a deep puff of cigarette, put out the cigarette butt in the ashtray, held the ashtray and faced An Wenshu, waited for her cigarette to be extinguished, put down the ashtray, propped the sofa up, sat cross-legged on the sofa and faced An Wenshu, Just when she was about to speak, she watched her learn to sit cross-legged by herself, then swallowed her words back and said something else.
"Let's talk about this matter. Can I make sure that your behavior studies, such as smoking, are useful to me?" Kong Liu saw that she was silent, and when she acquiesced, he continued to ask, "I Can you know what's there?"
An Wenshu blinked, "There are too many, do you want to talk about them one by one?"
Kong Liu, who nodded hesitantly, added a sentence before she opened her mouth, "Tell me from a young age, don't play so big." After speaking, the words seemed familiar, and coughed, "You go ahead, if you can't, I will interrupt you." Press Chest "It's not you who has a heart attack now, it's my turn." He has never doubted his ability to bear it, and now he thinks it is worthy of doubt.
"Small words..." An Wenshu glanced at the novel between the two of them, "When we first met, your shoulders were spread out when you saw me, and your eyelids were drooping when you spoke. You were guilty at that time. Because When you meet this book, your shoulders sink, and when you sit down, your knees and toes are facing the door, you don’t want to see me, but you still feel guilty.”
"Wait until I tell you about this book, you..."
Kong Liu, who reached out to interrupt, answered her words, "I'm surprised."
An Wenshu was slightly taken aback, "No, you like me." He was also taken aback, and explained, "It's not the kind of liking you think about the relationship between men and women, it's closer to the kind that is interested in a person." He stretched out his hand and held a cup gesture, the thumb slowly rubs the 'cup wall', and the head is slightly lowered. "The lower jaw is tightened, and the neurons at the end of the knuckles are touched. This is a sign of thinking and interest."
Kong Liugang, who moved his shoulders, wanted to say something, but his body froze unconsciously, and he chose to continue asking, "Why can I remember so clearly?"
"When you confessed to me, you liked what you said, but your body language was a bit defensive." Seeing him puzzled, An Wenshu reminded him, "It's downstairs at Enya's house, and what you're doing now." Index finger He tapped his shoulder blades, "There are sensory nerves here. When fleeing or feeling dangerous, the shoulders will twitch unnaturally."
Facing Kong Liu who wanted to refute, An Wenshu asked him to think clearly before saying, "Although ethology is not necessarily accurate, it is just to build a model for a certain person, and then judge according to the model. I will remember it so clearly because I tried to build it for you. Model, your confession is so weird, I want to know why you did it."
Kong Liu, who felt like a guinea pig, really didn't dare to move now, but the sense of absurdity was too strong. Is there really someone alive like this? "This is why you never believed me when I said I liked you?"
"I believe you like me, but you don't like me that much. At least it's not worth you to do a lot of unnecessary things. Then you said something about your age, and I understand. On the one hand, it's your upbringing that makes you do those things. The other side is that you do like me, and that's enough for you."
An Wenshu looked at him and repeated the words that he would say even though he had forgotten a lot, and told Kong Liu once, "I don't believe in people's words, because people can lie, and the words in their mouths are not worthy of trust. "
"Then why are you like this? I mean, why are you so honest now?" Kong Liu was really puzzled, "You don't have to be so honest."
An Wenshu, who started talking coquettishly, started with the phrase "I love you". Kong Liu, who listened to it, doubted whether the other party knew what he was doing, so she continued to say, "You brought me here to tell me , the real you are not what I imagined, then I should also tell you what the real me is like."
"Although you may not be used to it now and find it weird, you like my honesty, and I want to do what you like." An Wenshu tilted his head slightly, his eyes were a little confused, "Love is so strange, people can only think about each other, I'll be happy only if you're happy, it's really special."
The chandelier above the head is full of light sources, and the little girl under the light has a soft and cute face saying something that doesn't stick to her face at all. Compared with her face, the weird sense of absurdity is inexplicably cute.Kong Liu felt that there was a hole in his brain, and sincerely, his brain was flooded.
But the foolish Kong Liu laughed unconsciously. He didn't realize that he was smiling, but he saw An Wenshu's sudden smile, and then realized that he was smiling.After reacting, the smile became bigger, and the little girl on the opposite side also smiled.
All the previous sense of academics and absurdity faded a lot because of the smile, at least things like defense were gone.Kong Liu laughed out loud, for no reason, he thought of the plot of robots turning into humans in sci-fi movies.
"Do you know that I will become whatever I like you?" Kong Liu asked her with a smile, "He is obviously such a provocative child, how can he suddenly become a person who doesn't understand anything and can only tease you?"
An Wenshu shook his head slightly, maintaining his honesty tonight, "I can pretend to be the type you like, but that's not me. I know all the ways to tease you, but it depends on behavioral models and judgments of you, not on the heart. .My heart wants to be close to you, but I don't know how to do it. I'm afraid you don't like it."
The index finger points to the temple, "Here are countless ways to make you bewitched." The arm slides down and the palm is placed on the chest, "I'm worried here, in case you don't like it." Then move it back to the temple, "Here are thousands of ways to lure you into the net" The whereabouts reached the chest again, "I will be afraid here, afraid that you will be sad."
"I have too many ways to immerse you in illusory joy. As long as I don't tell you, you will never know. I have more ways to let you step into the trap step by step, making you think that it is out of Love is voluntary, even if I warn you that it is a lie, you will still believe me."
An Wenshu laughed softly, "There are too many, I can't count them, and I can be the only one in your life, and everyone around you can say, I love you too much, and you love me too much." .But that's just tricks, and those tricks are one deception after another."
"Some people say that as long as you can tell a lie for a lifetime, it doesn't matter what the truth is. But I can't bear it, I can't bear you to be cheated, I can't bear your smile because of a lie, and I can't bear the false beauty that makes you happy. You deserve the best , I want to give you the best, you like the truth, then there will be no falsehood in everything."
An Wenshu looked at him, his voice was very soft, and he didn't know whether to tell him or himself, "I don't want to, how strange, just love you, I don't even want to make you unhappy."
Kong Liu's heartbeat missed a beat, his breathing stopped for a moment, goosebumps stood up on his back, and he was also stupid. He looked at An Wenshu stupidly, and said even more stupid words, "You really like me."
"I love you." An Wenshu looked at him seriously, "I love you so much that I am willing to destroy the world for you, but when I think that it will make you unhappy, I want the world to become what you like, as long as you are happy."
The love words were too beautiful, but Kong Liu was even more flustered, he didn't know how to respond to her, the words were too heavy, and they weighed heavily on his heart, making him breathless.Even half a year ago, his likes were far less heavy and profound.Just liking a girl, isn't it, how complicated it is.
An Wenshu in front of him is not complicated, but Kong Liu thinks it is too complicated. If there are cameras around the complicated place, he can directly use this line to shoot a touching love story.A person who puts on a mask in front of everyone is willing to tear off all disguises just to make him smile, which makes him more stressed.
Kong Liu was a little scared, afraid that this was one of An Wenshu's countless routines, afraid that this might be another mask of hers, he was afraid.The thing I'm afraid of is that this is not a dream, but reality. This is a huge pit dug by that girl. If I step into it by myself, I won't be able to get out for the rest of my life.Worse still, he didn't want to come out.
Kong Liu, who was afraid of standing on the edge of the pit and suspected that he was about to jump into the pit with one foot, showed his acting skills all his life, and asked An Manjusri with a little curiosity, "Can you show me one of your tricks?"
"Ah."
As soon as the words fell, An Wenshu lowered his eyelids and looked up at him with a bright smile, "Do you know why my relationship between men and women is so chaotic, but I never did anything to you?" Seeing that he was puzzled, he smiled and reminded, "Nothing happened to us. However, except for some words that you like me and I don't like you, nothing happened to us."
"The first time I went to bed was because of drugs. At that time, you didn't even know who I was. Then I had a child, and I asked you if you wanted to be a father. Then the child disappeared, so you confessed to me." An Wenshu said one by one, "I refused. You, did nothing and rejected you."
"You confessed again, you still said something like spiritual support, I said I would tease you, but in fact I never took the initiative to find you. Whether it was before or today, I have never taken the initiative to find you. According to the cultivation of spare tires way, I didn't do anything to you."
"I can do it, it's nothing to do, you look good, your eyes are good-looking, and you have a good figure. Even if you don't talk about relationships, just go to bed, I can do that. But I don't. I am a person who has a particularly chaotic relationship between men and women. Didn't do that, do you know why?"
Kong Liu suspected that he had guessed the answer "Because you love me?"
"Because I love you." An Wenshu sat up on his knees, took away the 'melting furnace' between the two, and walked up to him on his knees, "I love you, but I am afraid that I will fall into the trap of love. Love is too dangerous for me. Makes me look like a fool, hinders my career, and even makes me feel like I'm not me anymore."
The book fell on the other side of the sofa, and the sound was very soft, but Kong Liu's scalp was numb because of the sound, and he had no strength at all. He couldn't move his head back to avoid it, let alone lean forward to get over it.He could only be numb, waiting for her to approach, with a faint scent, but for some reason it was so strong that he suspected that his sense of smell had failed.
The girl with a straight back was half a head taller than the other party, looked down at him, put her palm lightly on his shoulder, and slowly slid towards his neck, "I'm afraid I won't miss me anymore, so I dare not approach you, I haven't loved anyone, and I don't know where that fear comes from, so I can only stay away from you."
Kong Liu could barely hear what she was saying, his attention was all on that hand, that strange hand that seemed to penetrate the fabric and caress the skin even though it was separated by a layer of clothes.That hand made his ears ring, it was too close to the ear.
The index finger moved up against the man's skin, close to the back of the earlobe, the palm of the hand could not be touched, the heat floated on the skin "All my rejections are because I love you, only rejection can make me leave what scares me , I have no choice, I can only..."
The man who raised his head fiercely took all the woman's words into his mouth. It didn't look like Kong Liu's kiss. It was completely different from his personality. He was too aggressive and took over cities and lands.I don't even want An Wenshu's kiss, which is obedient, careful, shy, tolerant, and too much lingering.
It seems to show that no matter how gentlemanly a man is, he is also a man, and no matter how fierce a woman is, she is also a woman. This kind of East Asian culture has been passed down for thousands of years.Men are like rigidity, women are like water, hard and hard, soft and soft.Maybe something should happen at this time, after all, the atmosphere is so good, after all, there is no need to endure the physiological reaction.
What a shame nothing happens.
Unfortunately, nothing happened.
The reason why a gentleman is a gentleman is because a gentleman will not take advantage of others' dangers.
Kong Liu felt that he was taking advantage of others, so the kiss was just a kiss, but the situation was reversed, An Wenshu was An Wenshu, she started to invade, Kong Liu tolerated it with a smile, and a muffled laugh came out of his throat, comforting her, telling her not to be so anxious .
Maybe it's because the smooth hair on the back is very effective, or maybe it's because Kong Liu's attitude is really gentle, the kiss becomes tender, the tip of the tongue is playing, the laughter and the sound of water are intertwined, they parted slowly, and their foreheads are close together .There was a smile in each other's eyes, and the deep kiss turned into a pecking kiss.
Kong Liu put his arms around An Wenshu's waist and hugged her, and kissed him one after another. An Wenshu wanted to deepen the kiss, but he avoided her and rubbed the tip of her nose.The laughter made the chest vibrate, and it turned into a big laugh, a smile that was too pleasant, and finally a smile that waited for the flower to bloom.
Kong Liu, who smiled like a big boy, asked the little girl in his arms if she liked him so much with a little teasing~ The little girl answered in the affirmative, but the next sentence made him unable to laugh.
"This is a kind of trick." An Wenshu raised his head and kissed his chin. "Do you want me to change it?"
Kong Liu looked at her with a stiff expression, but his arms tightened, and he hugged her tightly, "If you don't tell me, I will never see it." It's so coherent!
"I'll tell you, I won't lie to you." An Wenshu rubbed his neck sideways. "I love you, I won't lie to you."
With the ex-love Kong Liu just now, I really don't know how to trust her, "Maybe this sentence is just lying to me."
"I have a very simple way to let you know if you have been cheated."
"what way?"
An Wenshu reached out to pull his hand, but Kong Liu paused for a moment before letting go of the intertwined arms, and let her hold the wrist, but the other arm did not leave her waist. Kong Liu could completely wrap his arms around his waist.
"Be sure of the heartbeat. There is a baseline for a human heartbeat. Even when I lie, the heartbeat will be different." An Wenshu pressed his hand on his wrist, and then thought of something, "But don't touch your neck, where is it?" Being too easily attacked makes me feel dangerous and I don't really like being touched."
The pulse of the fingertips is very clear, and the way to test the heartbeat is also very scientific. The problem is that it is not romantic at all!He still said so many clichés just now!Kong Liu was amused by her, and he withdrew his hand and laughed at her, "Your heartbeat is too fast, are you lying?"
"Beside you." An Wenshu hugged him, rubbing his head on his chest. "My heart beats so fast when I'm by your side. I feel like I'm going to get sick."
"Is this a trick or the truth?"
"I will say it when I use tricks."
"Why didn't you say that just now?"
"I said it."
"When?"
Looking up at him, An Wenshu reminded him, "I said yes, you asked if you could take a look, and I said yes."
"Huh?" Kong Liu recalled carefully, "Isn't that a casual answer to show that you heard it?"
An Wenshu, who was sitting a little uncomfortable, lowered his waist and replied, "It's a habit, I don't want to remind the other party, it's a habit of deliberately letting the other party relax their guard." He poked his lower back and looked at him innocently, "What's wrong?"
He picked her up with one hand and changed his posture, lowered his legs and hugged her and sat on his lap, and lifted her chin to make her honest Kong Liu smirk, "Your habit is too special, next time you can Can’t remind you, use a more obvious method to remind.”
"for example?"
Kong Liu kissed her, "Like this."
An Wenshu who immediately kissed back replied "OK."
Holding someone in her arms, the weight on her legs seemed to make her heart feel at ease, Kong Liu rubbed her side face, and sighed with a smile, "If you tell me again, you just like to play with people's hearts, that's why you say those things, do that." I really don’t know what to do with these things.”
"I won't." An Wenshu reassured him, rubbing his hand, "I won't treat you like that, because..."
"you love Me?"
"Ah."
Kong Liu smiled, and sighed with a smile, "This is really going to admit defeat~"
An Wenshu also smiled, a shallow smile, if the eyes were not bent, it would not be obvious.
The light smile reminded Kong Liu of the 'trick' just now, and with a bit of unwillingness, he poked her side face and asked her, "The words just now were all tricks, so there was no sincerity?"
An Wenshu hesitated, and Kong Liu poked her again, "Don't tell lies, even if they make me happy, just tell the truth."
"You won't be happy to be honest."
"That has to be said."
The blinking An Wenshu didn't speak, just smiled, Kong Liu rolled his eyes very unfriendly, the answer was too obvious.Still a little upset, "Then why did you refuse me before, because you didn't like me?"
"No, it's just not worth it." An Wenshu touched the tip of his nose, a little guilty, "It's troublesome to be with you, it's not worth it."
Kong Liu was slightly stunned, the answer was really unexpected, "Why bother? Because of the actors? This doesn't seem like something you would care about."
"It doesn't matter what your occupation is, actor, idol..." An Wenshu, who was poked in the face again, grabbed his fingertips and kissed him, and continued, "It's your personality that is so good. If you really get together, you will inevitably find some things I do. You will hate those things, and I am too lazy to conceal them deliberately, it is unnecessary and not worth it."
Kong Liu, who understood but had more doubts, asked her, "Wouldn't Jin Zaizhong know? You don't have to hide anything from him?"
"No, there is nothing to hide between us." An Wenshu froze for a moment after finishing speaking, and before Kong Liu asked, he explained first, "He doesn't care about those things, just like I don't care where he is, what he does and what he does. It’s the same as whoever meets. He won’t go in the study, and he won’t touch the writing paper and documents. His rules are very good.”
This answer is weird, but Kong Liu didn't want to talk about his ex-boyfriend when the atmosphere was so good, so he changed the subject, "Then can you not do the things I hate?" This is mostly meant as a joke, or flirting , just saying that.
But An Wenshu nodded directly, "Yes." Seeing him stunned, he asked in confusion, "Since I know you don't like it, why would I do it?"
"But that's your career." Kong Liu frowned slightly, then smiled instantly, "Your love seems a bit exaggerated, spiritual pillar, my worldview is your worldview, it sounds a bit weird."
An Wenshu, who didn't know what was wrong, asked him, "Don't you like this?"
"I like it, why don't I like it. I just need to worry, will I make you worse? What if my world is also very bad?" Kong Liu feels that he has a great responsibility. "I took you to see it before. The psychiatrist told me that even if the method of spiritual support is successful, it does not mean that you are cured, it just transfers the focus of the disease to me."
An Wenshu agrees with this point, but "your world will not be worse than mine."
"You are very confident." Kong Liu smiled, and suddenly remembered, "Since you didn't think it was worth it before, why is it suddenly worth it?"
An Wenshu, who has always followed the honest route, told him very honestly "because..."
The author has something to say:
Tyrants~
读者“小小藍”,灌溉营养液+12019-02-2413:58:42
读者“雪曳”,灌溉营养液+12019-02-2409:52:52
读者“弥生”,灌溉营养液+12019-02-2407:26:32
读者“云朵”,灌溉营养液+482019-02-2401:31:33
读者“很酷不爱笑”,灌溉营养液+12019-02-2401:06:20
Kong Liu, who started a "dream" on An Wenshu's lap, was taken home by An Wenshu's question "How do you want me to know you", and showed her his own works, playing handsome?No, I want to tell her that I also have a dark side, and Kong Liu thinks there are quite a lot of them.
Maybe it's thinking that it's a dream anyway, maybe it's knowing that An Wenshu doesn't care about the harsh remarks that ordinary people sound, and there are more things that Kong Liu said before.He always felt that An Wenshu saw him with a filter, and he wanted her to see the truth.
The TV series is too long, and the focus is not too much. Kong Liu showed An Wenshu the stills, and said why he skipped the work when he took on this work. After that, there are movies, guest appearances and starring roles. The characters are normal and strange. There are all of them, but the most important one is "The Martyr".
Kong Liu's home is very suitable for his aura. The books and magazines, as well as the hanging paintings and decorations everywhere, all have the feeling of an intellectual who has read a lot of books.There are no unique and eye-catching decorations, and no artistic decorations. It is very regular. Probably the most special decoration is that there is a wall with his works and trophies.
An Wenshu, who had changed his slippers, did not intend to visit the house, and Kong Liu did not invite him to visit. The meaning of bringing the girl he likes home in the middle of the night is too much. Kong Liu did not want An Wenshu to misunderstand those connotations, even if it was a Not even dreams!
Kong Liu, who brought her into the living room, asked An Wenshu what she wanted to drink, made her a cup of black tea, and started his long speech. The core content was what he said before, I am not as good as you think.If it's not bad, it's not that good, you think too well of me.
The DVD of "Martyr" is playing on the TV in the living room, and it is currently in a pause stage. The coffee table is full of scripts, and the script of "Martyr" is placed on the top.There were a few cigarette butts in the ashtray, black tea and coffee were placed on the left and right with the ashtray as the dividing line, just like the respective drinkers, sitting on the L-shaped couch with the novel "The Melting Pot" as the dividing line, sitting on both sides.
Kong Liu, who was sitting sideways on the sofa, pointed at the cover of the novel with his index finger, looked at the script on the coffee table, and said his dark thoughts, "When I first saw this novel, the first thing I thought of was that the writer really wanted to People who dare to say anything about making money, actually take such things as content, and say that they were changed based on real stories, which is useless."
"I found out later that it was true, and I was beaten in the face. This is the consulting room. I wanted to shoot this work, partly because of what you said. I feel that I have a sense of responsibility to society, and as a public figure, I have a sense of responsibility to society. But more, it is actually I thought, this is an opportunity, a chance for me to return. The military service period is too long, and many actors who have been in the military for a long time have not returned to this circle. Even if they return, the results are not satisfactory."
"At that time, the books sent to me were basically TV series. There were few movies, and even fewer were worth filming. It can be said that there were none worthy of my comeback. "The Melting Pot" is different, you know, like this It's difficult to make a movie about something, but it's not impossible, and the drama and subject matter in itself deserves to be adapted, even if it doesn't make money."
"Not all movies are for making money. Commercial movies are also conveying certain values. The things in this novel should be seen by others. I..." Kong Liu was stunned, said something wrong, and immediately switched back "I mean , I am not very short of money, social and artistic films can help me return better."
"Although I can't say I'm very rich, at least I don't have to worry about food and clothing. Many actors enter the industry with debts and accept any film. The salary is the most important thing. I am relatively lucky, and I don't have much trouble in that regard, so awards and me My hobbies are more important than money. Adapting this novel is considered a hobby, and it can be regarded as a ladder for me to get an award."
"It took me a while to play this role. When I was filming, I even thought about why such a school exists, why such people can live, and why don't they die. These things have been lingering in my mind for a long time. I have to see a psychiatrist for a long time to get better."
Kong Liu, who was holding a cigarette case and wanted to smoke, thought for a while and then put it down, then turned to look at An Wenshu, "You understand what I mean, right? I'm also very utilitarian. The last name is Kong, but I am not a saint like the ancestor of this great surname as you think."
From the time he started talking, An Wenshu was only responsible for listening, not expressing any opinions, just listening.Listening to him now, it seems that he has finally finished speaking, and he almost understands what he wants to express. He maintains a well-behaved sitting posture with his legs together and hands on his knees, and quietly nods to show that he understands.
Kong Liu felt that she didn't understand, "I mean, I'm not as good as you think, maybe not even half of it."
"Me neither." An Wenshu looked at him obediently, imitating his words, "I'm not as good as you imagined, it's not that I can't do it, it's true that I'm not even half of it."
The slightly stunned Kong Liu didn't quite understand what she meant, and asked tentatively, "For example?"
"For example, all the rumors you've heard, whether it's money transactions requiring unspoken rules, or me doing anything for the box office of "The Martyr", are all true." An Wenshu tilted his head and thought about it. Chaos|chaos, it was intentional, because a partner likes chaos, it is my gift to him."
Kong Liu, who was completely stunned, looked at her majestically. An Wenshu seemed to feel that this did not explain how bad he was, and continued, "The congressman who was arrested by the prosecution and committed suicide in the detention center was me. The information provided to the prosecution is also a gift, given to the newly elected president in exchange for benefits."
"You want to adapt the novel for a grander return. I want to shoot "Martyr" to use it as a fulcrum to leverage greater interests. The income that a "Martyr" brought me is close to 2000 before and after. Billion, and..." An Wenshu looked at him with dull eyes, and waited quietly for him to digest before continuing.
The stiff-faced Kong Liu stopped her with one hand and told her not to continue. He fumbled for the cigarette case with the other hand, trying to get the cigarette in his hand, but he couldn't grasp it and dropped it on the carpet.An Wenshu bent over to pick up the cigarette case, took out two cigarettes, lit them, put one on his lips, waited for him to bite the cigarette, and asked him if he still wanted to hear.
"A little bit, let's talk about small things first, don't be so big." Kong Liu emphasized that "very small things are fine, especially small ones."
An Wenshu, whose sitting posture is still well-behaved, followed his advice and said from a very young age, "I am used to making a good impression on others. After you said about opening the door, I went to learn how to sit, stand, and walk. , the posture of pouring wine, including a series of Korean etiquette."
"I don't like this thing, and I can't say I hate it, it's just because what you said is right, and doing so can bring me benefits. The starting point for me to do anything comes from what this thing will bring to me, For this reason, liking and disliking is indifferent. This kind of thing is a bit like instinct, subconscious behavior."
"Just like now." An Wenshu turned his head slightly and looked at him. "There is a paper on behavioral research that shows that people will have a good impression of those who have mirror behaviors. The so-called mirror behavior means that you do what you do, and I will do it." What. You smoke, I also smoke, this is a very small behavior, but this behavior will give your brain an illusion, and lower your defenses to me to induce goodwill."
Kong Liu listened dumbfounded, and An Wenshu took a puff of cigarette and slowly exhaled, "Patriarchy is still the main social point of view in Asian culture, so female smokers will be criticized for cultural reasons to some extent, but the human brain is Innate, cultural transmission is acquired. Innate instincts will be affected by cultural transmission, but cannot be changed."
"In a special community, behaviors such as smoking and drinking can quickly shorten the relationship between each other. Similarly, smoking|drugs..." An Wenshu paused, because his expression changed, and explained, "I don't smoke|drugs, That would affect my judgment and the damage to the neurons in the brain is irreversible."
Kong Liu, who didn't know what to say at all, wanted to take a puff of cigarette to calm his shock, but he felt weird when he put the cigarette to his mouth, so he put his hand down silently, and murmured, "You know a lot about psychology."
An Wenshu, who nodded to express his understanding, said, "At first, I wanted to understand what happened to me, and later I wanted to understand why others did what they did. To a certain extent, ethology is better than psychology. Psychology is theoretical and inductive. Too strong, it is easy to cause misjudgment, there are tens of millions of people, and the direction of group division is too large, it is not easy to operate.”
"I hate everything that can make me addicted, but I also like them very much. It is the instinct of the body. Like smoke, chili, drugs, etc. I will restrain myself from touching them, not because I hate them, but because They cause damage, damage to the body, damage to the brain."
"Restraining certain behaviors is not easy for me, but I try to make restraint a habit, so that it seems to be easier. Restraint is the rule I have structured for my world. That rule is not law, not morality, but to let I can find a purpose to continue living in a boring world."
"But you changed my world, and it's crumbling."
Seeing that this topic is about to turn into an academic discussion, An Wenshu changed the subject and entered the emotional channel. Kong Liu didn't even react when she heard it, and she said, "You are something that my body instinctively likes, and you are rational and clear. You're warning me that you're going to hurt me, and that's why I should stay away from you."
"Those words that you are not that good just prove that you are a very good person. You said that you will be attracted by the darkness like me, but you forgot that the darkness like me will also be attracted by your light. Moths flutter Fire is not a good word, but the moth's instinct makes it gravitate toward light, and it cannot resist."
An Wenshu looked at Kong Liu with a very calm expression, and spoke softly, which was obviously so touching, but not so touching, as serious as the previous academic discussion.
She said to Kong Liu, "You are my light, the fire that will consume me, but I can't help but stay close to you."
Kong Liu looked at her, just watched, his mouth squirmed as if he wanted to say something, but he couldn't say a word.The room became quiet, and the quietness made Kong Liu flustered. This was really not a love plot he could understand, it was too much like a story, the one with no beginning and no end.He really thought it was a dream, but after this step, he seemed unable to convince himself that it was a dream.
Kong Liu took a deep puff of cigarette, put out the cigarette butt in the ashtray, held the ashtray and faced An Wenshu, waited for her cigarette to be extinguished, put down the ashtray, propped the sofa up, sat cross-legged on the sofa and faced An Wenshu, Just when she was about to speak, she watched her learn to sit cross-legged by herself, then swallowed her words back and said something else.
"Let's talk about this matter. Can I make sure that your behavior studies, such as smoking, are useful to me?" Kong Liu saw that she was silent, and when she acquiesced, he continued to ask, "I Can you know what's there?"
An Wenshu blinked, "There are too many, do you want to talk about them one by one?"
Kong Liu, who nodded hesitantly, added a sentence before she opened her mouth, "Tell me from a young age, don't play so big." After speaking, the words seemed familiar, and coughed, "You go ahead, if you can't, I will interrupt you." Press Chest "It's not you who has a heart attack now, it's my turn." He has never doubted his ability to bear it, and now he thinks it is worthy of doubt.
"Small words..." An Wenshu glanced at the novel between the two of them, "When we first met, your shoulders were spread out when you saw me, and your eyelids were drooping when you spoke. You were guilty at that time. Because When you meet this book, your shoulders sink, and when you sit down, your knees and toes are facing the door, you don’t want to see me, but you still feel guilty.”
"Wait until I tell you about this book, you..."
Kong Liu, who reached out to interrupt, answered her words, "I'm surprised."
An Wenshu was slightly taken aback, "No, you like me." He was also taken aback, and explained, "It's not the kind of liking you think about the relationship between men and women, it's closer to the kind that is interested in a person." He stretched out his hand and held a cup gesture, the thumb slowly rubs the 'cup wall', and the head is slightly lowered. "The lower jaw is tightened, and the neurons at the end of the knuckles are touched. This is a sign of thinking and interest."
Kong Liugang, who moved his shoulders, wanted to say something, but his body froze unconsciously, and he chose to continue asking, "Why can I remember so clearly?"
"When you confessed to me, you liked what you said, but your body language was a bit defensive." Seeing him puzzled, An Wenshu reminded him, "It's downstairs at Enya's house, and what you're doing now." Index finger He tapped his shoulder blades, "There are sensory nerves here. When fleeing or feeling dangerous, the shoulders will twitch unnaturally."
Facing Kong Liu who wanted to refute, An Wenshu asked him to think clearly before saying, "Although ethology is not necessarily accurate, it is just to build a model for a certain person, and then judge according to the model. I will remember it so clearly because I tried to build it for you. Model, your confession is so weird, I want to know why you did it."
Kong Liu, who felt like a guinea pig, really didn't dare to move now, but the sense of absurdity was too strong. Is there really someone alive like this? "This is why you never believed me when I said I liked you?"
"I believe you like me, but you don't like me that much. At least it's not worth you to do a lot of unnecessary things. Then you said something about your age, and I understand. On the one hand, it's your upbringing that makes you do those things. The other side is that you do like me, and that's enough for you."
An Wenshu looked at him and repeated the words that he would say even though he had forgotten a lot, and told Kong Liu once, "I don't believe in people's words, because people can lie, and the words in their mouths are not worthy of trust. "
"Then why are you like this? I mean, why are you so honest now?" Kong Liu was really puzzled, "You don't have to be so honest."
An Wenshu, who started talking coquettishly, started with the phrase "I love you". Kong Liu, who listened to it, doubted whether the other party knew what he was doing, so she continued to say, "You brought me here to tell me , the real you are not what I imagined, then I should also tell you what the real me is like."
"Although you may not be used to it now and find it weird, you like my honesty, and I want to do what you like." An Wenshu tilted his head slightly, his eyes were a little confused, "Love is so strange, people can only think about each other, I'll be happy only if you're happy, it's really special."
The chandelier above the head is full of light sources, and the little girl under the light has a soft and cute face saying something that doesn't stick to her face at all. Compared with her face, the weird sense of absurdity is inexplicably cute.Kong Liu felt that there was a hole in his brain, and sincerely, his brain was flooded.
But the foolish Kong Liu laughed unconsciously. He didn't realize that he was smiling, but he saw An Wenshu's sudden smile, and then realized that he was smiling.After reacting, the smile became bigger, and the little girl on the opposite side also smiled.
All the previous sense of academics and absurdity faded a lot because of the smile, at least things like defense were gone.Kong Liu laughed out loud, for no reason, he thought of the plot of robots turning into humans in sci-fi movies.
"Do you know that I will become whatever I like you?" Kong Liu asked her with a smile, "He is obviously such a provocative child, how can he suddenly become a person who doesn't understand anything and can only tease you?"
An Wenshu shook his head slightly, maintaining his honesty tonight, "I can pretend to be the type you like, but that's not me. I know all the ways to tease you, but it depends on behavioral models and judgments of you, not on the heart. .My heart wants to be close to you, but I don't know how to do it. I'm afraid you don't like it."
The index finger points to the temple, "Here are countless ways to make you bewitched." The arm slides down and the palm is placed on the chest, "I'm worried here, in case you don't like it." Then move it back to the temple, "Here are thousands of ways to lure you into the net" The whereabouts reached the chest again, "I will be afraid here, afraid that you will be sad."
"I have too many ways to immerse you in illusory joy. As long as I don't tell you, you will never know. I have more ways to let you step into the trap step by step, making you think that it is out of Love is voluntary, even if I warn you that it is a lie, you will still believe me."
An Wenshu laughed softly, "There are too many, I can't count them, and I can be the only one in your life, and everyone around you can say, I love you too much, and you love me too much." .But that's just tricks, and those tricks are one deception after another."
"Some people say that as long as you can tell a lie for a lifetime, it doesn't matter what the truth is. But I can't bear it, I can't bear you to be cheated, I can't bear your smile because of a lie, and I can't bear the false beauty that makes you happy. You deserve the best , I want to give you the best, you like the truth, then there will be no falsehood in everything."
An Wenshu looked at him, his voice was very soft, and he didn't know whether to tell him or himself, "I don't want to, how strange, just love you, I don't even want to make you unhappy."
Kong Liu's heartbeat missed a beat, his breathing stopped for a moment, goosebumps stood up on his back, and he was also stupid. He looked at An Wenshu stupidly, and said even more stupid words, "You really like me."
"I love you." An Wenshu looked at him seriously, "I love you so much that I am willing to destroy the world for you, but when I think that it will make you unhappy, I want the world to become what you like, as long as you are happy."
The love words were too beautiful, but Kong Liu was even more flustered, he didn't know how to respond to her, the words were too heavy, and they weighed heavily on his heart, making him breathless.Even half a year ago, his likes were far less heavy and profound.Just liking a girl, isn't it, how complicated it is.
An Wenshu in front of him is not complicated, but Kong Liu thinks it is too complicated. If there are cameras around the complicated place, he can directly use this line to shoot a touching love story.A person who puts on a mask in front of everyone is willing to tear off all disguises just to make him smile, which makes him more stressed.
Kong Liu was a little scared, afraid that this was one of An Wenshu's countless routines, afraid that this might be another mask of hers, he was afraid.The thing I'm afraid of is that this is not a dream, but reality. This is a huge pit dug by that girl. If I step into it by myself, I won't be able to get out for the rest of my life.Worse still, he didn't want to come out.
Kong Liu, who was afraid of standing on the edge of the pit and suspected that he was about to jump into the pit with one foot, showed his acting skills all his life, and asked An Manjusri with a little curiosity, "Can you show me one of your tricks?"
"Ah."
As soon as the words fell, An Wenshu lowered his eyelids and looked up at him with a bright smile, "Do you know why my relationship between men and women is so chaotic, but I never did anything to you?" Seeing that he was puzzled, he smiled and reminded, "Nothing happened to us. However, except for some words that you like me and I don't like you, nothing happened to us."
"The first time I went to bed was because of drugs. At that time, you didn't even know who I was. Then I had a child, and I asked you if you wanted to be a father. Then the child disappeared, so you confessed to me." An Wenshu said one by one, "I refused. You, did nothing and rejected you."
"You confessed again, you still said something like spiritual support, I said I would tease you, but in fact I never took the initiative to find you. Whether it was before or today, I have never taken the initiative to find you. According to the cultivation of spare tires way, I didn't do anything to you."
"I can do it, it's nothing to do, you look good, your eyes are good-looking, and you have a good figure. Even if you don't talk about relationships, just go to bed, I can do that. But I don't. I am a person who has a particularly chaotic relationship between men and women. Didn't do that, do you know why?"
Kong Liu suspected that he had guessed the answer "Because you love me?"
"Because I love you." An Wenshu sat up on his knees, took away the 'melting furnace' between the two, and walked up to him on his knees, "I love you, but I am afraid that I will fall into the trap of love. Love is too dangerous for me. Makes me look like a fool, hinders my career, and even makes me feel like I'm not me anymore."
The book fell on the other side of the sofa, and the sound was very soft, but Kong Liu's scalp was numb because of the sound, and he had no strength at all. He couldn't move his head back to avoid it, let alone lean forward to get over it.He could only be numb, waiting for her to approach, with a faint scent, but for some reason it was so strong that he suspected that his sense of smell had failed.
The girl with a straight back was half a head taller than the other party, looked down at him, put her palm lightly on his shoulder, and slowly slid towards his neck, "I'm afraid I won't miss me anymore, so I dare not approach you, I haven't loved anyone, and I don't know where that fear comes from, so I can only stay away from you."
Kong Liu could barely hear what she was saying, his attention was all on that hand, that strange hand that seemed to penetrate the fabric and caress the skin even though it was separated by a layer of clothes.That hand made his ears ring, it was too close to the ear.
The index finger moved up against the man's skin, close to the back of the earlobe, the palm of the hand could not be touched, the heat floated on the skin "All my rejections are because I love you, only rejection can make me leave what scares me , I have no choice, I can only..."
The man who raised his head fiercely took all the woman's words into his mouth. It didn't look like Kong Liu's kiss. It was completely different from his personality. He was too aggressive and took over cities and lands.I don't even want An Wenshu's kiss, which is obedient, careful, shy, tolerant, and too much lingering.
It seems to show that no matter how gentlemanly a man is, he is also a man, and no matter how fierce a woman is, she is also a woman. This kind of East Asian culture has been passed down for thousands of years.Men are like rigidity, women are like water, hard and hard, soft and soft.Maybe something should happen at this time, after all, the atmosphere is so good, after all, there is no need to endure the physiological reaction.
What a shame nothing happens.
Unfortunately, nothing happened.
The reason why a gentleman is a gentleman is because a gentleman will not take advantage of others' dangers.
Kong Liu felt that he was taking advantage of others, so the kiss was just a kiss, but the situation was reversed, An Wenshu was An Wenshu, she started to invade, Kong Liu tolerated it with a smile, and a muffled laugh came out of his throat, comforting her, telling her not to be so anxious .
Maybe it's because the smooth hair on the back is very effective, or maybe it's because Kong Liu's attitude is really gentle, the kiss becomes tender, the tip of the tongue is playing, the laughter and the sound of water are intertwined, they parted slowly, and their foreheads are close together .There was a smile in each other's eyes, and the deep kiss turned into a pecking kiss.
Kong Liu put his arms around An Wenshu's waist and hugged her, and kissed him one after another. An Wenshu wanted to deepen the kiss, but he avoided her and rubbed the tip of her nose.The laughter made the chest vibrate, and it turned into a big laugh, a smile that was too pleasant, and finally a smile that waited for the flower to bloom.
Kong Liu, who smiled like a big boy, asked the little girl in his arms if she liked him so much with a little teasing~ The little girl answered in the affirmative, but the next sentence made him unable to laugh.
"This is a kind of trick." An Wenshu raised his head and kissed his chin. "Do you want me to change it?"
Kong Liu looked at her with a stiff expression, but his arms tightened, and he hugged her tightly, "If you don't tell me, I will never see it." It's so coherent!
"I'll tell you, I won't lie to you." An Wenshu rubbed his neck sideways. "I love you, I won't lie to you."
With the ex-love Kong Liu just now, I really don't know how to trust her, "Maybe this sentence is just lying to me."
"I have a very simple way to let you know if you have been cheated."
"what way?"
An Wenshu reached out to pull his hand, but Kong Liu paused for a moment before letting go of the intertwined arms, and let her hold the wrist, but the other arm did not leave her waist. Kong Liu could completely wrap his arms around his waist.
"Be sure of the heartbeat. There is a baseline for a human heartbeat. Even when I lie, the heartbeat will be different." An Wenshu pressed his hand on his wrist, and then thought of something, "But don't touch your neck, where is it?" Being too easily attacked makes me feel dangerous and I don't really like being touched."
The pulse of the fingertips is very clear, and the way to test the heartbeat is also very scientific. The problem is that it is not romantic at all!He still said so many clichés just now!Kong Liu was amused by her, and he withdrew his hand and laughed at her, "Your heartbeat is too fast, are you lying?"
"Beside you." An Wenshu hugged him, rubbing his head on his chest. "My heart beats so fast when I'm by your side. I feel like I'm going to get sick."
"Is this a trick or the truth?"
"I will say it when I use tricks."
"Why didn't you say that just now?"
"I said it."
"When?"
Looking up at him, An Wenshu reminded him, "I said yes, you asked if you could take a look, and I said yes."
"Huh?" Kong Liu recalled carefully, "Isn't that a casual answer to show that you heard it?"
An Wenshu, who was sitting a little uncomfortable, lowered his waist and replied, "It's a habit, I don't want to remind the other party, it's a habit of deliberately letting the other party relax their guard." He poked his lower back and looked at him innocently, "What's wrong?"
He picked her up with one hand and changed his posture, lowered his legs and hugged her and sat on his lap, and lifted her chin to make her honest Kong Liu smirk, "Your habit is too special, next time you can Can’t remind you, use a more obvious method to remind.”
"for example?"
Kong Liu kissed her, "Like this."
An Wenshu who immediately kissed back replied "OK."
Holding someone in her arms, the weight on her legs seemed to make her heart feel at ease, Kong Liu rubbed her side face, and sighed with a smile, "If you tell me again, you just like to play with people's hearts, that's why you say those things, do that." I really don’t know what to do with these things.”
"I won't." An Wenshu reassured him, rubbing his hand, "I won't treat you like that, because..."
"you love Me?"
"Ah."
Kong Liu smiled, and sighed with a smile, "This is really going to admit defeat~"
An Wenshu also smiled, a shallow smile, if the eyes were not bent, it would not be obvious.
The light smile reminded Kong Liu of the 'trick' just now, and with a bit of unwillingness, he poked her side face and asked her, "The words just now were all tricks, so there was no sincerity?"
An Wenshu hesitated, and Kong Liu poked her again, "Don't tell lies, even if they make me happy, just tell the truth."
"You won't be happy to be honest."
"That has to be said."
The blinking An Wenshu didn't speak, just smiled, Kong Liu rolled his eyes very unfriendly, the answer was too obvious.Still a little upset, "Then why did you refuse me before, because you didn't like me?"
"No, it's just not worth it." An Wenshu touched the tip of his nose, a little guilty, "It's troublesome to be with you, it's not worth it."
Kong Liu was slightly stunned, the answer was really unexpected, "Why bother? Because of the actors? This doesn't seem like something you would care about."
"It doesn't matter what your occupation is, actor, idol..." An Wenshu, who was poked in the face again, grabbed his fingertips and kissed him, and continued, "It's your personality that is so good. If you really get together, you will inevitably find some things I do. You will hate those things, and I am too lazy to conceal them deliberately, it is unnecessary and not worth it."
Kong Liu, who understood but had more doubts, asked her, "Wouldn't Jin Zaizhong know? You don't have to hide anything from him?"
"No, there is nothing to hide between us." An Wenshu froze for a moment after finishing speaking, and before Kong Liu asked, he explained first, "He doesn't care about those things, just like I don't care where he is, what he does and what he does. It’s the same as whoever meets. He won’t go in the study, and he won’t touch the writing paper and documents. His rules are very good.”
This answer is weird, but Kong Liu didn't want to talk about his ex-boyfriend when the atmosphere was so good, so he changed the subject, "Then can you not do the things I hate?" This is mostly meant as a joke, or flirting , just saying that.
But An Wenshu nodded directly, "Yes." Seeing him stunned, he asked in confusion, "Since I know you don't like it, why would I do it?"
"But that's your career." Kong Liu frowned slightly, then smiled instantly, "Your love seems a bit exaggerated, spiritual pillar, my worldview is your worldview, it sounds a bit weird."
An Wenshu, who didn't know what was wrong, asked him, "Don't you like this?"
"I like it, why don't I like it. I just need to worry, will I make you worse? What if my world is also very bad?" Kong Liu feels that he has a great responsibility. "I took you to see it before. The psychiatrist told me that even if the method of spiritual support is successful, it does not mean that you are cured, it just transfers the focus of the disease to me."
An Wenshu agrees with this point, but "your world will not be worse than mine."
"You are very confident." Kong Liu smiled, and suddenly remembered, "Since you didn't think it was worth it before, why is it suddenly worth it?"
An Wenshu, who has always followed the honest route, told him very honestly "because..."
The author has something to say:
Tyrants~
读者“小小藍”,灌溉营养液+12019-02-2413:58:42
读者“雪曳”,灌溉营养液+12019-02-2409:52:52
读者“弥生”,灌溉营养液+12019-02-2407:26:32
读者“云朵”,灌溉营养液+482019-02-2401:31:33
读者“很酷不爱笑”,灌溉营养液+12019-02-2401:06:20
You'll Also Like
-
Elf System: I, the strongest champion of the league
Chapter 1359 1 hours ago -
Football: What is a mad dog full-back?
Chapter 121 1 hours ago -
Dragon Ball: Saiyan Transformation Era
Chapter 349 1 hours ago -
There is no limit to the rewards from the rich, I can do whatever I want
Chapter 439 7 hours ago -
The villain who travels through the book counterattacks and plunders the hero's luck
Chapter 188 7 hours ago -
Rebirth of the Unruly Little Demon of the Boliang Guard
Chapter 234 7 hours ago -
Hunting system, and I ended up becoming the empress!
Chapter 243 7 hours ago -
After rebirth, I rejected the Regent, but he pursued me instead
Chapter 160 7 hours ago -
After a flash marriage to a wealthy family, Mr. Xie hid the marriage certificate and laughed like cr
Chapter 173 7 hours ago -
The host of the quick travel holds the poor villain and won't let go
Chapter 238 7 hours ago