[Deyun Club] Those who are close to you are sweet

The kiss didn't last too long, Zhang Jiuling seemed anxious to say something, Ying Xuaner was stunned, and let him hug her into his arms.

I still remember that in the past, every time I lost my temper, Zhang Jiuling would run over like this, hold her in his arms, and coax her over and over again.Every time she is hugged by him, Ying Xuaner feels that there is no better moment in the world than this, being held in the arms of her beloved, listening to him say 'love' over and over again.

At that time, young and ignorant, she regarded Zhang Jiuling as her whole world.

But now, the ignorance of her youth has long since disappeared. When she saw Zhang Jiuling, Ying Xuaner would only subconsciously feel nervous and at a loss. Being held in his arms, she no longer knew what to do except be dazed. Response is good.

Maybe... this is not love, right?

"Jiu Ling, let me go."

Ying Xuaner felt that she was so tired that she didn't even want to make any more struggles, and she was a little weak even when she spoke. She wanted Zhang Jiuling to let her go, let her go forever, so that the two of them would not have to repeat the same mistakes .

"I won't let you go, don't even think about it!"

She thought so, but how could Zhang Jiuling be obedient?Anyway, there was no one in the background, so he still hugged her tightly in his arms as if playing tricks.

"If you don't want to talk to me, don't talk, just listen to me."

He still stubbornly wanted Ying Xuaner to listen to him, no different from two years ago, as if he hadn't grown up at all, and stubbornly felt that he would be able to redeem something.Ying Xuan'er was too lazy to talk, let alone make unnecessary struggles, so she could just be hugged in his arms and listen quietly.

"Err, now... I won't be the same as before. My level has been steadily improving, and I have also opened a special session. I am valued by the master, and I have also been on the show..."

"Jiu Ling, is this what I care about?"

Ying Xuan'er interrupted without finishing what he said, and stretched out her hand to push him. Although she didn't have much strength, she couldn't resist Zhang Jiuling's defenselessness.

"Do you think I care about this? I'm naturally happy for you as your professional level has improved, but I'm not your boss, and that's not what I care most about."

"I know, I know Erl!"

He naturally knew that Ying Xuaner didn't care about these things the most, Xia Qingqing's words that day had already woken him up completely.

"I know you don't care about this, you love me, so you love me no matter what I look like, it's me who doesn't care about you, listen to me..."

Zhang Jiuling seemed to be afraid that Ying Xuan'er would run away, so he reached out and grabbed her hand, holding it tightly, staring at Ying Xuan'er without blinking.

"Zhang Jiuling, I don't love you anymore."

Seeing him staring directly at her, Ying Xuan'er felt inexplicably annoyed after speaking, but she didn't know why, so she could only slightly lower her head and look away.

"No, I won't allow it, you have to love me!"

He said these words almost crazily, lifted Ying Xuan'er's chin forcefully, told her to look directly at him, stared at him for a while, and then slowly opened his mouth as if he had regained his clarity.

"What happened two years ago can be explained, and I can explain it! That woman, I was so drunk at the time, I didn't know what kind of woman it was, and I didn't know who sent me home. I also asked Da Nan I just found out that after I was drunk that day, I met a friend. She saw that Da Nan and I had drunk too much, so she sent me home! As for her answering your call, I...I I really drank too much, and I don’t know anything.”

"And you called me that day, and the phone was on silent that day. I really didn't see it. In addition, there was no performance that day, so I had a drink with Da Nan, so..."

He hurriedly explained, and stubbornly asked Ying Xuaner to look at him, but Ying Xuaner couldn't squeeze him, stared at him and nodded silently when he saw that he had finished speaking.

"Okay, I see, so... can I go home?"

Zhang Jiuling didn't expect her to react like this at all. He thought that as long as he explained well, he would be able to redeem something. Without any emotion, he just asked him indifferently if he could go home.

"Jiu Ling, it has long been impossible for us."

Ying Xuan'er ignored him, but stood up, took her bag, opened the door and went out without looking back.

It was getting late, and the other actors had been away for a while. Ying Xuaner came out and closed the backstage door, with her hands still on the doorknob, she closed her eyes and took a deep breath.

There are some things that require a lot of courage just to say them. Even after two years, she still can't bear it.

"Miss, are you a staff member? Is Zhang Jiuling still inside?"

The sudden strangeness caused her to open her eyes suddenly, only to realize that there were a group of girls standing below, all of them holding up their mobile phones, not knowing what they were taking pictures of.Where has Ying Xuaner seen such a scene?Immediately waved his hands, lowered his head and hurried away.

By the time Zhang Jiuling opened the door and came out, she had already boarded a taxi.And Zhang Jiuling was also surrounded by fans signing autographs and taking pictures, so he had no chance to chase after him.

I thought it was just a small episode, but when Ying Xuaner put on a mask and was about to go to sleep in the middle of the night, she suddenly received a call from her colleague Ai Ying.

She was wondering, seeing that it was almost one o'clock in the morning, and Ai Ying, who always paid attention to her health and forced herself to go to bed early every day, called her, especially at this time, what could be the matter?