[Deyun Club] Those who are close to you are sweet

"I kept awake all the time, trying to find something convincing from his emotions, but failed, I couldn't feel..."

Her eyes were absent-minded, and Xia Qingqing couldn't feel the slightest warmth from her indifferent appearance. She raised her hand and put it down again, hesitating.

"Then why is that, Err, obviously what we saw was not like this, do you know that when you suddenly disappeared at that time, Zhang Jiuling seemed to be crazy..."

Xia Qingqing was anxious, she had always been impatient.When Ying Xuaner disappeared, everyone was looking for her, especially Zhang Jiuling, who seemed to be crazy. If she hadn't learned from her mentor that Ying Xuaner had gone through the formalities by herself, Zhang Jiuling would have called the police.

Ying Xuan'er didn't know if what Xia Qingqing said was true, but after thinking about it, there was no need to lie to herself.But Zhang Jiuling, why should he?Did he think he was right?

"Qingqing, when I left, I didn't say anything to anyone, just because I wanted to get rid of it completely. You know, that's how I am. I can't even do it."

She reached out to pick up the water on the table, took a sip, looked up at the wall clock on the wall, and calculated that her father and brother went out to meet friends, and they would not be back until very late.

"You may all think that I am cold-blooded, but I have a clear conscience. I don't want to deceive myself like this all the time, and at the same time... I want to let him go."

Xia Qingqing saw Ying Xuaner took a deep breath, as if it took a lot of courage to mention the events of the year.

"Perhaps no one knows the reason? In fact, this matter is also funny to say. The real decision to leave is not because of anything else, but because I was driving to the supermarket that day, because I was on the phone with Zhang Jiuling, so I was distracted. Pay attention to being chased by a car from behind..."

What she said was endless, and Xia Qingqing was so confused that she couldn't understand what she meant for a while.

"Because of this? After that?"

Ying Xuan paused, obviously she didn't finish speaking, she looked at the cup in her hand, lowered her head, put the cup on the table, and fiddled with her fingers.

"The driver was drinking too much and pushed my car for a long distance. I was terrified, but Zhang Jiuling's phone still couldn't get through... At that time, I called him ten times over and over again. , He didn’t answer, but I was not afraid. I called the police very calmly, the traffic police came to deal with the accident and asked the repair shop to tow the car away, but I dragged two big bags and took a taxi by myself.”

Xia Qingqing looked at Ying Xuan'er, not knowing what to say, such a thing, even a fearless person like her would tremble when encountering it, let alone an ordinary girl like Ying Xuan'er.

"I went home, cooked as usual, and even added two of his favorite dishes, because last night he sent me a message saying that he would be back today. Qingqing, do you know? Before that, I had I haven't seen him for three days, I haven't even received a call, and I don't even know where he is."

She paused and continued:

"Okay, these are all fine. He is on the rise, and he has a lot of troubles at work. Whether it is the pressure from Mr. Guo or his own psychological pressure, I know it is difficult for him and he has no time to take care of my mood. , even if he didn't care about me for those two months, and even often stayed out at night, I can understand, I know this is what any man needs to go through. I cook and call him, he didn't Pick up, I called over and over again, I can't remember the number of calls, and finally someone picked up... But there...a woman told me that he drank too much. "

Ying Xuan'er's voice trembled when she said this, but she still held back her tears. Xia Qingqing looked at her, her heart ached so badly, she sat next to her and held her hand.

"Yes, that woman is right. He drank too much and couldn't stand upright. When he got to the door of the house, he began to smash the door and shouted my name loudly outside. If it wasn't because he called my name , probably I was so scared that I was going to call the police. I opened the door to help him, but accidentally knocked my forehead on the door frame of the bedroom. It has a perfume smell that can't be masked by alcohol, it's a women's perfume."

Now there was nothing to say, Xia Qingqing believed Ying Xuan'er's words almost without doubt, and even began to recall in her heart the women who had appeared by his side since she knew Zhang Jiuling.

"Er Er, why don't you ask what's going on when he treats you like this, it's too cheap for him to just leave, right?"

Xia Qingqing's thinking is different from Ying Xuan'er's. If this matter is on her, she feels that she will fight He Jiuhua at the lightest, otherwise she will be sorry for the grievances she has suffered.

"I don't care about that woman, but I can't ignore Zhang Jiuling. During that time, he seemed to be non-existent in my life. I couldn't even get through the phone when I needed him the most. Everything was different from before. I have exhausted all my enthusiasm, what should I use to love him? I don't want to explain, and I don't want to embarrass him, and I'm sorry that I really can't understand his difficulties..."

Her idea is very simple, since it is no longer suitable and the two don't need each other, why should they continue to torture each other together?What's more, if this matter is broken up and broken up, the biggest possibility is that the two will end up blushing. In this case, why not give each other a face when they parted?

Thinking of this, Ying Xuan'er couldn't hold back her tears, they flowed down silently, she didn't care, reached out her hand to touch it, and stood up.

"Qingqing, I won't keep you today, you should go back early. Also... please don't tell anyone about this."

It was also rare for her to have such great strength. She pushed Xia Qingqing out and sent her out. She closed the door with a smile, but turned around and fell to the ground.