riddle net

Alone in the crowd, Qin Qi felt as if his soul had been swallowed.People around come and go, fight and fight, and bump into themselves from time to time.Look, life clearly exists in such a real way, but it still feels barren.

In fact, Qin Qi hasn't had contact with so many people for many years.

It's ridiculous to say that a 30-year-old man is actually afraid of abortion.However, from which year Qin Qi did try his best to avoid crowds.

Among his contacts, there were only Lin Xi and the manager.

His world only has company and home.Sometimes, I won't say a word for a week, and sometimes I can just sit there for a day.In such a barren world, he spent one year, five years, and the next ten years, or even his whole life, peacefully.And time is actually meaningless to him.Because every day is the same for him.

Maybe, in fact, he's just been that kid who yearns to go to the playground once, even though he's 30 years old.

Qin Qi stood in the crowd, looking a little at a loss.He stared blankly at the place where Lin Xi disappeared, recalling the unexpected kiss just now, and survived the panic for a moment.

It seems that Lin Xi insisted on seeking an explanation from the manager of the amusement park because of Qin Qi's hand injury.He asked Qin Qi to wait for him here, so Qin Qi stood there without leaving.

Finally, amidst the crowds, Qin Qi saw Lin Xi at a glance.This person whose memory of him is so little that it is almost blank, wants to be close and depend on him from the bottom of his heart.

Lin Xi tilted his head and said something to the man behind him who was bending over and with low eyebrows.Then the man kept bowing.Lin Xi seemed to want to say something, but when he raised his head, he saw Qin Qi who was really watching him from a distance.

So, he ignored the people behind him and ran towards Qin Qi with vigorous steps.

"Is it very hot, why are you sweating so much?" Lin Xi ran to Qin Qi, and saw that his face was covered with sweat.It's not hot today, the wind is rustling, and it's even a little chilly.Worried, he reached out to wipe the sweat off his forehead, but was taken aback by the chill on his forehead

"Why is your forehead so cold? Is there any discomfort?" Lin Xi was a little worried

"It must have been blown by the wind." Qin Qi also touched his forehead, it was indeed cold and wet.Helpless, it took too much energy and courage to resist the fear of crowd flow.

"Don't be afraid." Lin Xi looked at himself, and suddenly said softly.

Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, why did he say that?Is this feeling just fear?Facing Qin Qi's sudden loss of focus, Lin Xi tentatively asked, "What's the matter? Let's go back quickly?"

Qin Qi came back to his senses, nodded, but still stared blankly at Lin Xi, not moving.

Lin Xi laughed again, "Why do I feel like you are a 3-year-old child, or a lost child?" Lin Xi raised his hand, as if he wanted to touch Qin Qi's hair, but it turned into a pat at the moment it fell. .Sure enough, it became the appearance of comforting the child, "Let's go, lost child, brother will take you home"

Qin Qi didn't refute, just nodded and walked beside him.He didn't want to deny that he was indeed lost, but it seemed that Lin Xi was his direction.

On the way, Lin Xi took Qin Qi to the hospital to bandage his hands. Although Qin Qi didn't think it was necessary because he didn't feel the pain, he couldn't bear to refuse Lin Xi.

In fact, Lin Xi was right. Although Qi Qin didn't feel any pain, the impact was indeed severe. The bones in his hand were also bruised, and the back of his hand was bruised and purple.Now, Qin Qi has become a justifiable patient.Lin Xi resolutely took the responsibility for the injury on himself, so it became Lin Xi's responsibility to take care of Qin Qi before Qin Qi recovered from his hand injury.

I can spend another few warm days with Lin Xi like today.Qin Qi thought, somewhat satisfied.

However, the world is always unsatisfactory, and everything is not what Qin Qi imagined.

Lin Xi left in a hurry on the third day after Qin Qi's hand was injured.But Lin Xi just left the sentence "the company has something to do" and left.

He didn't say when he would come back, nor did he say whether he would come back.

Lin Xi disappeared.

Wake up every day, no longer hear the sound of rustling in the kitchen.No one will repeatedly clean the clean floor that can be used as a mirror, no one will hand him a cup of hot water with care, and no one will tuck him in the quilt before going to bed.Most importantly, in his world, there will no longer be Lin Xi.

There will be no more Lin Xi, this is what Qin Qi realized after he disappeared for a week.

At the beginning, Qin Qi also believed Lin Xi's words, until a week later, Lin Xi still did not show up.He suddenly thought, if Lin Xi came back, how could he even take Eleven away?How could it be, no more phone calls or text messages?

So, Qin Qi understood.Lin Xi left, walking very thoroughly, as if, in fact, he had never appeared before.It's as if, in fact, what I suspect is right, I have never had such a good friend who I have been with for more than a year.And everything before that was just a boring fantasy.

Qin Qi returned to his original life.Boring, flat, stable.

No longer suddenly want to laugh, no longer suddenly flustered.

It's just that on a certain rainy day, he would suddenly think of that rainy night, the person he met by chance, that extremely gentle smile.Just at a certain moment, he would suddenly think of that unexpected kiss, that wet, soft, warm touch.

Then, in the blink of an eye, all thoughts vanished without a trace.

He didn't know why Lin Xi left.

Or maybe he knew.

Maybe a person like him who is full of warmth in his heart will never forgive an extremely indifferent person like himself.I didn't want to understand or accept, so I chose to leave.

Qin Qi sometimes wondered if he would still answer like that if he could do it all over again that afternoon.The answer is, yes.

Even if he knew that such an answer would lose Lin Xi.Nor did he want to fool himself.What's more, Lin Xi never belonged to him.

Go back in time to that afternoon.

The two were busy with everything, and it was just boring.So, sitting on the sofa and started chatting with each other.

I don't know what they were talking about, but I just remember that Lin Xi suddenly sat across from him and asked hesitantly, "Qin Qi, is it true that you have no relatives?"

The cup Qin Qi held in his hand shook violently.Then he lowered his head and thought for a long time, so long that when Lin Xi thought it was impossible to wait for the answer, Qin Qi raised his head, smiled slightly and said, "My mother is dead. Father, his wife and children, in this world, I A happy life in a corner I don’t know. But, they are not my relatives, so I have no relatives”

Qin Qi smiled again.It was the first time to say such words out of my mouth.He thought it was difficult, he thought it was painful.In fact, look, the relationship can be explained clearly in just a few words.However, it seems that these few short sentences have imprisoned him for a lifetime.

Lin Xi looked at Qin Qi and kept smiling, but that smile seemed to be covered with ice and snow, with pieces like knives piercing the enemy's heart without mercy or scruples.It's just that what can't be ignored is that the originally clear eyes are even more wet, and they are still reddish.

Lin Xi paused, as if even his breathing became heavy, "Qin Qi, if..." Lin Xi's words disappeared from his mouth the moment Qin Qi looked at him in the blink of an eye.

"What if?" Qin Qi asked puzzled

"I mean if..." Lin Xi emphasized again, and after thinking for a while, he said, "If, your father comes to you, asks your forgiveness, and wants to make up for you. Is it possible for you to forgive him? Isn't it often played in TV dramas? Kind of play?"

Qin Qi snorted, "Do you also watch TV dramas?"

"Uh, occasionally...it's just a hypothesis anyway." Lin Xi was a little embarrassed.

Qin Qi nodded, and resumed his indifferent expression, silent as if thinking about Lin Xi's question.I don't know how long it took, he looked at Lin Xi's expression that seemed to be suffocating, and said slowly, "Although I have never thought about such a problem before. But I just thought about it carefully. Although TV dramas usually choose to forgive, But, I'm not in a TV series. So, my answer is, no"

After hearing this, Lin Xi revealed an expression that was as it should be, with some disappointment.He didn't seem to intend to let go of this topic, and then asked, "What if he died. And he only hopes to get your forgiveness before he dies? What if this is the case?"

Although Qin Qi was surprised by Lin Xi's uncharacteristic pursuit today, he still obediently answered "No".

Lin Xi seemed to have been hit, and lowered his head and murmured, "If it's the one who took away your father's love, you won't forgive me even more."

Qin Qi didn't understand what Lin Xi was saying, but when he saw Lin Xi's bowed face, he felt a little sad.This must be an illusion.Qin Qi thought.

How could someone as warm and sunny as Lin Xi be sad?Could it be that he was sad for himself?

"I don't have family, I don't need family. I would never in my life see any of them if possible. Fortunately, I really don't. I think this is the most comforting thing in my life." Because I am doing well now." Qin Qi said to Lin Xi with a smile.

He just wanted Lin Xi not to be sad, not to be sad for himself.It's not something to be sad about.However, what he didn't expect was that Lin Xi got up in the next second, excused something, and ran away from him as if fleeing.

Qin Qi looked at the instantly vacant seat, at the door that had just closed and seemed to be trembling slightly, feeling very puzzled and regretful.

Obviously, his words not only did not relieve Lin Xi, but seemed to stimulate him.

Qin Qi didn't understand.

He thought about it carefully, and he didn't say anything wrong.

Indeed, he really didn't want to see any of them, because it would make him think of all the gloomy, wandering years, and the forever lonely home in those days.Although, I have already been deported, and that house is no longer my home.

What did I say wrong?Qin Qi thought for a long time, and the only reason that "Lin Xi can't stand his indifference" is more reasonable.

In fact, it was nothing, Qin Qi knew from the very beginning that Lin Xi was such a warm person.Warm people and cold people are destined to be the two ends of this earth, and they are destined not to meet.

Ridiculous, however.This indifferent person like myself seems to be a little greedy for that warm person.

Sure enough, is it human nature to warm up?

Then, the ridiculous thing is that I will never meet this warm person again.

"Qin Qi, let go, what the hell are you doing?!" Qin Qi was suddenly pushed away, his footsteps were flimsy, and his waist hit the tea table in the boiling water room, and he just woke up.

"Qin Qi, why are you pouring your hands on boiling water? Are you crazy!" As soon as Qin Qi raised his head, he saw his female colleague scolding him with red eyes, staring fixedly at his hands , and his lips trembled slightly.

Following the line of sight of the female colleague, I saw my hand that was almost peeled off by the boiling water, and then I understood the reason for the female colleague's reaction

"It doesn't hurt." Qin Qi smiled politely, put down the cup he was still holding, got up and left.Qin Qi didn't lie, he did not feel pain.

Looking at the back of Qin Qi leaving indifferently, the female colleague could hardly describe the shock in her heart in words.

Qin Qi has never talked much, and always looks icy and cold.In fact, at the beginning, many female colleagues in the company wanted to strike up a conversation with Qin Qijiao when they saw Qin Qijiao's good looks.But they were all frightened away by this icy temperament.

I am also one of them, and I can only stay away from Qin Qi.Because Qin Qi is nothing but a moving iceberg, a machine without emotion.

But today.She actually saw another side of this cold man.

What is it that makes you drench in boiling water without knowing it?What took away your thoughts, your senses?