I Don't Want To Be Reborn

I don’t know if it’s because God also felt that their team had endured too many thrills that night, so he specially gave them the green light for their next trip. They didn't encounter any fatal critical situation again.

Although I still encounter groups of zombies from time to time, and occasionally encounter a few mutated animals, they are still within the range that can be dealt with.

Ten days later, the convoy was lucky enough to meet the team sent by the Northwest Base to look for Shen Ping in City B and pick him up. It didn't make the team go wrong, and it also reduced the possibility of Shen Ping and his detours. , can be said to be a happy event.

First, they rendezvoused with another team, with more people capable of dealing with zombies, and then entered the radiation range of the Northwest Base. The places they passed were all cleaned up. The number of zombies encountered by the team was greatly reduced, and Ye Xuan also He retreated from the front line of dealing with zombies and began to think about the future of the base.

He originally wanted to ask Ling Jiaze about his grandfather's personalities and hobbies when he was resting at night, so he made preparations early and prescribed the right medicine, but he didn't expect Ling Jiaze to be worse than him, who was about to visit the house for the first time.

Seeing that Ling Jiaze was distracted again, Ye Xuan couldn't help shaking his hands in front of his eyes, and sat next to him when he regained consciousness, and asked, "Why do you feel a little absent-minded all day long?"

Ling Jiaze asked back without realizing it, "Well, is there?"

"I've been observing you all day. You smile up at the corner of your mouth for a while, and then tighten your lips for a while. You look extremely nervous. If you don't know, you think it's you who came to the door for the first time?"

A thin blush appeared on Ling Jiaze's face, and he retorted: "Don't talk nonsense, why did you come to the door for the first time? Haven't you already met my little uncle?"

"How can this be the same?" Ye Xuan said solemnly: "The first time Uncle Shen and I met was completely by chance, and didn't we have a relationship at that time? Now that the two of us are officially in love, we are going to meet again tomorrow. Knowing that your grandfather's family is in the Northwest Base, going to the base, isn't this considered a visit?"

Ling Jiaze's lips parted slightly, intending to refute Ye Xuan, but he didn't know what to say. In the end, he could only say without arrogance, "Anyway, you are always right!"

"Of course I'm right," Ye Xuan said with a smile, and then he stopped joking, and said seriously: "Okay, let's not bother you, how about telling me what troubles you these two days? "

Seeing that Ye Xuan still insisted on asking after changing the subject once, Ling Jiaze could only hesitantly say: "It can't be called trouble... I just want to see my grandfather, so I'm a little nervous."

Ye Xuan asked puzzledly, "You're timid to be close to the country?"

It is true that when a wanderer returns home, he will have mixed emotions, but seriously, the Northwest is not Ye Xuan's home, and he is not going to see his parents now. It stands to reason that such a person who has been wandering in a foreign land for many years will not appear. Feeling,

Furthermore, now is the end of the world, and it is not an era of peace. It is difficult for many people to see their relatives. Even if they are so close to home, they should be wiped out, right?

Thinking of his little secret, Ling Jiaze said with some embarrassment: "It's not that I'm timid because of being close to home. I really told you, so don't laugh at me!"

Seeing Ling Jiaze showing such emotion for the first time, the villain in Ye Xuan was so curious that he jumped up, he quickly said, "I promise not to laugh at you."

Ling Jiaze faltered and said: "That's... isn't there such a sign of the end of the world before the end of the world? Then my grandfather suggested that I come to the northwest instead of staying in City C alone. At that time, I felt that the end of the world might come Sex is very small, and... and I just had some interaction with you, so I'm not willing to leave..."

Thinking of the past, Ye Xuan's face was also a little ugly, he followed Ling Jiaze's words, "Then the end of the world really came, and you almost fell into C University."

After making up his mind, Ye Xuan didn't dare to think about what would happen to Ling Jiaze if he went to him on the day he awakened his power.

Whether he will never see this person again, he dare not even think about this possibility!

Now that Ling Jiaze brought up the old matter again, his expression immediately became uglier than Ling Jiaze's.

Seeing that something was wrong, Ling Jiaze quickly comforted him and said, "Don't be like this, am I fine now? Don't think about it!"

Ye Xuan said noncommittally: "You continue to say, your grandfather suggested that you come to the Northwest, and what happens after you reject it?"

"There's no more..." After being startled by Ye Xuan, Ling Jiaze couldn't care less about the shame of being honest about the little secret, and said flatly, "I didn't listen to my grandfather before, and I made them worry so much." It's been a long time, and I almost won't be able to come back, and he will definitely train me when we meet."

Ye Xuan couldn't believe it and asked: "He hasn't seen you for so long, he should be more happy than angry, right? Are you worried that he will scold you after meeting these few days?"

Ling Jiaze shook his head, and said seriously: "Grandpa has been the strictest to me among all the elders since I was a child. As long as I make a mistake, no matter how I act like a baby, I will definitely be punished. It's the same this time. Even if he happily forgot about it in the first few days when we met, he would not be able to escape the scolding he deserved."

And apart from the fact that he was left alone in the dangerous city C, Ling Jiaze had another major event that Shen Ancheng hadn't filed for, and that was the shocking event that his sexual orientation was male...

The matter of disobedience and putting himself in danger should be able to reduce most of the reprimand after he arrived at the Northwest Base safely and showed his grandfather that he lived a good life along the way and did not suffer too much.

After all, although he is not very old, he is still an adult man. As long as he is responsible for his actions, even if his grandfather is a little dissatisfied with his insistence on going his own way, it will not last long.

But for the big issue of sexual orientation, Ling Jiaze had no idea what his grandfather's reaction would be after he brought back a male lover without preparation.

He was afraid that his grandfather would have a bad opinion about the fact that he fell in love with a man, so he would say something ugly to Ye Xuan, and he was also afraid that Ye Xuan would be angry or hurt because of his grandfather's attitude. I can't let go of both ends.

Today, he understands why people in the circle have always said that it is best to come out first and then bring someone back, which is good for his lover and family, at least it will not let the family have the idea that he is the one who brought my child to harm, and it will not let Lovers bear the fiercest wave of opposition from family members.

However, his situation is quite special. First, when he found out that his sexual orientation was male, he witnessed Ye Xuan's stern rejection of a junior who confessed to him, which made him want to retreat.After he felt that the relationship was hopeless, he didn't even have the thought of falling in love, let alone going out first to plan for a rainy day.

Later, when I finally fell in love with Ye Xuan, the apocalypse had already arrived, and it became extremely difficult to contact my family, let alone communicate with them about my sexual orientation.

This matter was dragged on and on, until coming out of the closet and a frank love affair were forced to collide with the matter of Ye Xuan meeting his grandfather for the first time, forming a situation where he had no idea how it would develop.

If we really want to talk about this matter, it should be attributed to his special sexual orientation - not because he likes men, but because he likes Ye Xuan.

How could it be that after so many years of misunderstanding Ye Xuan's homophobia, he hasn't met anyone who can make him think, oh, I should come out?

So in the final analysis, it was Ye Xuan who had to face the Shura field, and the root of the problem was still on him.

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Ye Xuan didn't know that Ling Jiaze had thought about so many things in the past few days, but thought that he was a little nervous about the upcoming meeting because he was restrained by his grandfather when he was a child, so he comforted him and said, "Don't worry, it's been so long since we met. , your grandfather must miss you very much. When he is happy, if you say a few nice words, he will definitely not hold on to your pre-apocalyptic affairs anymore."

The grandson who had been worried for so long finally came back, even if Shen Ancheng was angry, he would be dispelled by the joy of reunion, so in Ye Xuan's view, Ling Jiaze's worry these two days was completely in vain.

Ling Jiaze nodded absently, but did not directly respond to Ye Xuan's words.

After a long while, he suddenly said: "Ye Xuan, my grandfather may react a little violently when he sees you, I will tell him well, you... can you stop worrying about him first?"

When Ling Jiaze said the latter, he was obviously ashamed, as if he was making an excessive request.

In his opinion, it is his job to handle the relationship between his boyfriend and his family. He shouldn't let his grandfather worry about his own affairs, let alone let Ye Xuan get angry because of his own affairs.

But when things got to this point, it was beyond his control.

Grandpa is getting old, and Ling Jiaze is afraid that something unexpected will happen to him because of his own affairs, so even though he knows that this is too much, he can only be cheeky and ask Ye Xuan not to confront Grandpa for his sake.

Ye Xuan was stunned for a moment, then he wanted to understand what Ling Jiaze meant, and he confirmed: "Your grandfather doesn't know your sexual orientation?"

Seeing that Shen Ping accepted the relationship between the two of them well, Ye Xuan thought that Ling Jiaze had already come out to his family?In addition, he has no one to come out of the closet, so he unconsciously ignored this big problem.

After getting this information, Ye Xuan finally knew why Ling Jiaze was so wrong these two days, he said with some distress: "You have been so nervous these two days because of this matter? I know what to do, don't worry! "

Even if there is no question of sexual orientation, the first visit will not be smooth, but now it is just a higher level of difficulty, and Ye Xuan feels that he can still solve it.

And he felt that the other big killer in his hand seemed to be able to solve this problem smoothly...

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感谢在2019-12-1113:37:01~2019-12-1215:01:11期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw mines: Anzen 1;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!