Ashes in the crematorium

Li Ran sat at the door of the emergency room, guarding nervously.

I don't know how long it took before Chi You was pushed out of the operating room.

He hasn't woken up yet, but the doctor said that Chi You was out of danger, and Li Ran finally breathed a sigh of relief when he heard this.

At this time, the police station called and Li Xiao had been arrested.Because Chi You hadn't woken up yet, he couldn't do the investigation.

Li Ran has been working nonstop for the past few days to take care of Chi You, and Chi You's injury is gradually improving.

Seeing Chi You lying on the hospital bed as fragile as a porcelain doll, Li Ran felt a strong sense of guilt in his heart.

"Sorry, it's all my fault."

Chi You smiled and comforted Li Ran, "I'm fine, didn't the doctor say that it will be fine after a while, don't worry."

Chi You stretched out his hand to Li Ran, Li Ran quickly passed it over when he saw it, and held Chi You's hand tightly.

Chi You said at this time, "Did you let Li Xiao do this on purpose when you were at home?"

Li Ran was stunned for a moment, and Chi You said again at this time, "I guessed, you want to send Li Xiao to prison again by hurting yourself, right?"

"Of course not." Li Ran said indifferently, and pulled out his hand, picking up an apple to peel it off.

Seeing Li Ran's appearance, Chi You sighed, "Why are you so stupid, how can you use such a stupid method, have you ever thought that if Li Xiao..."

Speaking of this, the pool tour stopped immediately.

But Li Ran understood what he meant.

Li Ran felt that he had no choice but to have a peaceful life, except for Li Xiao's death, there was no other way.

When he let Li Xiao in, he never thought about the result.

He is willing to take a gamble and risk his life.

He is not afraid of death, but seeing Chi You like this.

But he was afraid.

very afraid.

Li Ran put down the apple in his hand, and said seriously to Chi You, "I'm sorry, I won't do this again."

He has already regretted it.

Li Ran never thought of hurting anyone in the past, but he never thought that the person he cared about would be in danger for himself.

If he had never been so reckless, he would never be so reckless.

"I don't blame you, I'm just a little disappointed, why do you treat your life like a child's play, if something happens to you, have you ever thought about what I will do in the future, what will I do anyway, there are still many people who care about you people."

"I'm sorry..." Li Ran apologized again.

At this moment, there were two knocks on the door of the ward, and then the door opened, and the two policemen stood at the door.

Li Ran left the ward to make room.

Then he took a taxi to the prison where Li Xiao was being held.

Li Xiao was in prison, and he was not surprised at all when he said that someone was visiting the prison.

In the visiting room, there is a huge transparent glass that separates Li Xiao and Li Ran.

When Li Xiao saw Li Ran, no matter how annoying he was, he smiled, but this time, Li Xiao didn't smile.

He looked at Li Ran calmly.

He was not surprised that Li Ran would come to find him.

So Li Xiao was very calm, the first thing he did when he sat down was quietly waiting for Li Ran to speak first.

The two were silent for a while.

After a while, Li Ran spoke first.

"I didn't take my mother as a burden, nor did I take you as a burden. No matter how difficult the family is, we are a family after all. No matter how difficult it is, we have been away for so long. I just don't understand why you treat me like that, it's me did something wrong?"

Li Ran has never thought about this question.

"I hate you very much, you know that?" Li Xiao said.

Li Ran hummed, he knew it a long time ago, since he was in elementary school, he could feel Li Xiao's hostility from time to time.

Especially when he was in high school, this feeling was more obvious.

"I'm not as smart as you, and I'm not as obedient as you. Whether it's my parents or the neighbors, they all like you. Yes, you have been obedient and well-behaved since you were a child, and your grades are good. I can't compare with you. I admit it, and I also like you." I don't care, but I never thought that my parents would be partial to that degree, and I became like this, it's all your fault, it's all my parents' fault." Li Xiao's face was a little excited when he said this.

"I also want my parents to praise me, but it's because of you, how can they see me! I used to study hard, and I was also among the top in my class. I also want to get into a good university... "Speaking of this, Li Xiao cried.

This is the first time Li Ran sees Li Xiao crying.

"I want to go to a good college, I want to get out of poverty, I want to get out of this family, I'm really fed up... But you don't know when you're going to high school, Dad said to me What, he actually told me not to go to school, let me go out to earn money for you to go to school..."

Excited, Li Xiao stood up from the stool and stared at Li Ran fiercely, "Why? I'll ask you why? Why do you have to sacrifice me to fulfill you!"

"It's all your fault!" Li Xiao roared with despair.

"From that day on, I told myself that as long as I live in hell, I will definitely hold you."

When parents were still around, no matter what it was, the first thing that came to mind was Li Ran, followed by Li Xiao.

He, Li Xiao, will always live in Li Ran's shadow.

If that's the case, he doesn't care.

Whatever it is, it has been like this in this life anyway, so Li Xiao left the school and became a gangster who eats and waits to die, which is what people call scum.

He doesn't care, no one cares about him anyway, he has nothing to be afraid of.

Li Xiao took a deep breath, then sat back on the chair.

After saying these words, he felt extremely happy in his heart.

Li Ran raised his head and looked at Li Xiao, the puzzlement in his heart was finally answered.

So is that so.

So this is the reason why Li Xiao indulged himself, and then kept making troubles for him, even stealing his scholarship, stealing his tuition fees, fighting outside, and then making his father spare energy to clean up the mess behind him besides taking care of his mother.

Do not understand.

Li Ran still didn't understand.

"Li Xiao, since I was in junior high school, I haven't spent my family's money. I have a scholarship. Besides school, I also have to work in restaurants, as waiters, in the back kitchen, washing dishes, and distributing flyers. I dare not stop, because I am afraid that as long as I stop, I will have no chance to move forward."

Li Ran felt terrified when he thought of those days like a spinning top.

Really tired.

Not only to learn, but also to earn money.

At that time, he hoped that it would be great if he could stop and have a good rest, even for a day.

At that time, he wanted to earn a lot of money, and he also thought selfishly, if he hadn't been born in such a family, would he be much better off.

So he has to succeed.

He didn't want to live so tired, and he didn't want his parents to live so tired.

He can only be like a spinning top, unable to stop himself.

Because he was really afraid, and if he stopped, he really couldn't move on.

But every time he took a step forward, Li Xiao would pull him behind.

Pull him back.

Li Ran couldn't understand.

Even for that reason, he couldn't.

"I have never spent my father's money. In order to afford my mother's medical expenses, my family has already been wiped out. Every step I take is paid for by myself." Li Ran said.

Li Ran stood up, lifted his clothes, revealing a scar on his waist.

"Did you see it?" Li Ran asked Li Xiao.

Li Xiao saw the scar that Li Ran showed, his eyes were a little puzzled, he didn't know what Li Ran was trying to say.

Li Ran put down his clothes, and said, "Do you know how this scar came from?"

"Since you hit Luo Tao's father, you went to prison, so you don't know anything. Dad was hit by a car while not watching the road in order to borrow money. Mom's body also had problems at this time, and Luo Tao Father Tao is waiting for surgery."

"Li Xiao? Do you know what kind of mess you left me?"

Li Xiao was silent and didn't speak, it seemed that he didn't know.

"I was really driven to nowhere. I saw an advertisement for organ donation on a telephone pole, so I went."

When Li Ran said this, Li Xiao finally raised his head to look into Li Ran's eyes, then moved his eyes down to look at Li Ran's abdomen.

"Then your..."

"Still." Li Ran knew what Li Xiao wanted to ask.

"I almost died at that time. During the operation, because the environment was not sterilized up to the standard, the organs were infected and hemorrhaged. If it weren't for luck at that time, you might not have seen me."

Li Ran still remembered the scene when the police caught up with this organ reselling place and broke into it.

Then Li Jialin, an intern doctor, was brought in to do community service nearby. Li Jialin heard the sound of a police car and saw the police call 120 while asking for help.

Li Ran was Li Jialin's first patient, the intern who entered the post on the first day was forced to give Li Ran emergency treatment.

Li Ran can't forget the terrified expression on his face and the gesture of restraining his hands and feet.

Therefore, Li Jialin is Li Ran's only trusted friend and the most important person in Li Ran's life.

And Li Ran is also special to Li Jialin.

When Li Ran almost died, it was Li Jialin who took care of him.

When facing death, Li Ran was not afraid at all, because the moment he opened his eyes, he thought that there was still a lot of mess waiting for him behind him.

Sometimes, Li Ran even thought that it would be great if he really died in that small workshop.

There is not so much waiting for him.

Li Ran has a psychological problem.

During that period of time that Li Ran didn't even dare to recall, it was Li Jialin who guarded him and walked out with him.

Li Jialin was worried about Li Ran's accident and asked him to work as a nurse in the hospital. At this moment, Li Ran met Old Madam Ren by chance.

Old lady Ren has a bad temper, few people can bear it, I heard that her wife just left, but Li Ran didn't know much about it at the time.

He needs money, very much.

Being the nurse of Mrs. Ren is very profitable, and under the recommendation of Li Jialin, he became the nurse of Mrs. Ren.

During the period of taking care of the old lady Ren, it was not easy, but Li Ran didn't care, no matter how scary she was, she was not as scary as Li Xiao.

There's nothing scarier than the piles of things waiting to be dealt with.