After being pregnant with the cub of the junior next door

Xu Yan'an finally decided to make an appointment online to go to the hospital the next day.

He learned from the Internet that the operation is very fast and can be completed in half an hour at most, because the child is still relatively young, and the body will recover after going home for about a week after the operation.

It's just that after making this decision, Xu Yan'an felt a little restless throughout the night.

A huge sense of guilt, like sea water, swept towards him overwhelmingly in the darkness.

He blamed himself and was sad.

This sense of guilt stems from irresponsibility for a life.

Xu Yan'an is not some white lotus of the Holy Mother, and he knows clearly in his heart that even if he knows who the father of this child is, there is no way for this child to stay.

Nonetheless.

But he is sad, and there is no abruptness between the two.

The whole night, Xu Yan'an didn't fall asleep, and he only fell asleep for a while when it was too early to dawn, but he didn't sleep well, and he was always in a kind of nervous state. stretched state.

In a trance, it was like falling into a dark pool, and there was nothing around.He walked and walked in the dark, but he couldn't reach the end no matter what.

Suddenly, a soft and soft call came from nowhere——

"dad."

In the dark, Xu Yan'an only felt that his heart was pinched by something. He exclaimed, opened his eyes suddenly, and felt something moist from the corner of his eyes. He reached out and touched it. A face was already full of tears.

After a while—

Only then did he realize that he was dreaming.

Xu Yanan curled up instinctively, he rubbed his face vigorously, panting heavily.

But even so, he still felt a little short of breath.The gap in my heart seemed to be even bigger under this dream, and before the breath was inhaled into the lungs, it had already escaped along the gap.

The cry of the baby in the dream seemed to still be lingering in my ears.

"I'm sorry..." Tears welled up again, and Xu Yan'an put his palm against his stomach, and murmured word by word, "Father, I'm sorry."

Outside the house, Guan Hongying, who heard the commotion, quickly came up from downstairs, but he did not push the door and walked in, but reached out and knocked lightly on the door a few times. After a few seconds of silence, he opened the door The door panel said, "An'an, are you okay?"

After a pause, he added: "It's almost time, we will be ready to go in a while."

Xu Yanan just wanted to respond, but when he opened his mouth, he found that his voice was extremely hoarse, as if a rusty iron plate was stuck, and there was still a bit of bloody smell.

Xu Yan'an quickly cleared his throat, trying not to sound so strange: "Got it, I'll come down after changing my clothes."

But this kind of pretending to be calm can deceive others, how could it be possible to deceive Guan Hongying.

Guan Hongying was so distressed, but he couldn't say anything.

He also knew that Xu Yan'an needed some space to be alone, and he would eventually go back the same way if it reached his throat, and he responded easily as usual: "Okay, then I'll go down first, you hurry up, it's rare that I personally cook for you. You cook porridge, don't let it get cold in a while."

Xu Yanan agreed.

When going downstairs, the redness and swelling around Xu Yan'an's eyes that had finally subsided last night will be red and swollen again.

Seeing that he didn't say anything, Guan Hongying also pretended not to understand, but just took some ice cubes from the refrigerator, put them in a towel and baked them, and said with a smile: "You see, you are so delicate, you have spent the whole night, The eye has not recovered."

"You're so ugly." Guan Hongying handed the ice towel to Xu Yan'an, and said very unkindly and awkwardly: "But that's fine, with your current appearance, I can guarantee that we will go shopping now, There must be more Alphas who added me on WeChat than you. It’s not easy, who would have thought that the reason I can turn over is because your eyes are swollen.”

Xu Yan'an knew that his friend was trying to ease the atmosphere on purpose, so he forced a smile at this meeting, and cooperated: "You are beautiful. My eyes are swollen quickly, and they will heal soon. Don't look at my redness now, wait a minute. It will recover when it goes out!"

When Guan Hongying heard the words, he heheed twice, curled his lips: "It's better."

"Porridge, porridge," Xu Yan'an urged while covering his eyes, "Hurry up and bring it to me."

Guan Hongying floated to the kitchen holding the orchid finger, and soon floated back with a bowl.

What I cook is preserved egg and lean pork porridge.

But Guan Hongying's culinary skills are really unflattering.Although it was porridge with preserved egg and lean meat, but at a glance, it was obvious that the preserved egg was thrown in after the porridge was cooked.

According to Xu Yan'an's understanding of Guan Hongying, this person must have forgotten to add preserved eggs when cooking the porridge, and only remembered it after the porridge was cooked, so he threw the preserved eggs in again in an attempt to get away with it.

But Xu Yan'an didn't say anything, he was so full of things that he didn't feel like eating anything.

The two ate very quickly, but they were almost done in about 10 minutes.Guan Hongying took out a facial tissue and wiped his mouth, glanced at his watch, and said, "I'll go out and drive first, you can tidy up later, then change your shoes and come out."

Xu Yan'an agreed: "Okay."

In fact, there was nothing to tidy up, Xu Yan'an first put the dishes on the table into the sink in the kitchen, and then went to wash his face.

The slightly swollen eye circles have recovered a lot after the ice compress, but they still look a little red.

Xu Yan'an didn't bother to take care of it anymore. After finding a mask and putting it on, he picked up the canvas bag on the sofa and went out.

It may be that everyone who is pregnant can't escape the curse of 'one pregnancy is stupid for three years'. After Xu Yan'an changed her shoes at the entrance, she dazedly picked up the key on the shoe cabinet and forgot to lock the door. Just walked out.

The weather today is not good.

It's already past eight o'clock, but the sun still doesn't show its face at all, the clouds are thick and thick, and the air is a little damp and greasy.The rain that does not come out seems to be rising at any time.

Although today is not a working day, there are still many vehicles on the road.

Guan Hongying stopped at a red light intersection for the third time, looked at the endless vehicles in front of him, flicked the steering wheel with his fingers helplessly, and said pointedly: "What's going on today? It’s the number one red light, and it’s still blocked.”

At this moment, Xu Yan'an was laying down the co-pilot's seat at the end, his heart was beating fast because of uneasiness, and he stretched out his hand to press his forehead, and suddenly said irrelevantly: "Yingzi, I'm a little scared."

"Then..." Guan Hongying glanced sideways at Xu Yan'an, thought for a while, and said, "An'an, you don't need to be so anxious. If you haven't prepared yourself mentally, we'll turn around now. Anyway, I've already talked to my tutor. I have asked for a long vacation, and when you are ready, I can come with you."

Xu Yan'an was silent for a few seconds, watching the traffic light in front of him jump from red to green, and then the car behind him pressed his horn to urge him.He shook his head slightly, and said, "Go ahead."

Guan Hongying agreed, without saying anything, just played a soothing light music: "Then you take a rest, and when it's time, I will call you."

Meanwhile, on the other side.

08:30 sharp.

Tang Xiuzhu came back from the morning run and didn't sleep all night. His complexion was ugly, perhaps because of the heavy dark circles under his eyes. Compared with usual, those eyes were a little less colorful.

Seeing that the door of Xu Yan'an's house was open, he was slightly taken aback, and subconsciously stepped up and wanted to walk over.

But the next moment, he remembered something again, his footsteps stopped suddenly, and his eyes dimmed a bit.

After a while, Tang Xiuzhu let out a breath, turned around and continued walking.

However, at this moment, a cat's meow suddenly came from not far away, and the meow was suppressed with a threatening 'purr' sound.

Tang Xiuzhu looked subconsciously at the sound, and frowned slightly - he saw that Aowu, who should have been paralyzed in the cat's nest, was lying beside the green belt next to the curb, as if rolling in the mud. Unfortunately, the original white hair was gray, and there was still a little mottled blood on the front left leg, which was injured.

On the opposite side of Aowu, there was a big gray cat with its tail raised high, its fur all over its body bursting out, and it was barking viciously at Aowu.

Poor Aowu has always been just a nest, and being frightened like this, he has no sense of resistance at all, lying there cowardly, not daring to move, even trembling slightly, as if he was extremely scared.

Tang Xiuzhu's face turned completely cold. He was already in a bad mood. Seeing this situation, his eyebrows became a little bit more hostile, and he walked over quickly.

Cats have always had a keen sense of hearing, and Tang Xiuzhu made big moves, and the two cats looked sideways at him.

Seeing 'my family', Aowu finally moved a little bit, and meowed at Tang Xiuzhu twice eagerly, as if to say - save me, save me, save me, there are cats bullying me!

And this action directly angered the gray cat, the gray cat barked viciously, and suddenly stretched its claws towards Aowu.

However, Tang Xiuzhu's movements were even faster. Before the gray cat caught Aowu, he had already reached out and grabbed Aowu into his arms. Looking down at the gray cat, the hostility on his body almost turned into It was substantive, as if the gray cat could be kicked to death at any time.

Seeing this situation, the gray cat was keenly aware of the threat, and quickly ran into the green belt, and quickly disappeared.

There was a booming thunder sounded in the dense dark clouds high in the sky.

There are thin raindrops falling.

"Meow~"

Seeing Tang Xiuzhu standing still, Aowu let out a soft cry, and then licked Tang Xiuzhu's neck.

Only then did Tang Xiuzhu come back to his senses, and then his eyes fell on Aowu, paused, half blamed and half distressed, and said: "Why did you run out by yourself?"

Awow and meow two more times.

Tang Xiuzhu sighed, stood there for a few more seconds, then walked towards Xu Yan'an's house with Aowu in his arms.

This time he didn't go in directly, but stood at the door for a long time, and wanted to call Xu Yan'an several times, but he didn't know how to say it. In the end, all the thousands of words were simplified into a few hard words: "At home ?"

It's just that there was no one responding to him other than woo-woo and meow.

Tang Xiuzhu frowned, and called out again. Seeing that there was still no response, he waited for a while, but he still couldn't hold it back. He walked a few steps forward and entered the house. He was about to continue calling Xu Yan'an, but he caught a glimpse of the door in the hallway from the corner of his eye. A medical record from the hospital lay on the insole.

Tang Xiuzhu was stunned for a moment, subconsciously bent down and picked up the medical form.

The next second, after reading the contents of the medical form, the pupils suddenly constricted!

The author has something to say: If nothing else, I!want!open!beginning!hair!sugar!up!