Difficult to quit

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A hand landed on top of Zhuang Yi's head.

Zhuang Yi woke up from his memories, only to realize that he had been embraced by Li Qinghai at some point.

Li Qinghai patted his head, then groped for his face, rubbing the corners of his eyes.

"I didn't cry." Zhuang Yi said in a muffled voice.

"Yeah." Li Qinghai hugged him tightly, "Throw away all the things I gave you, is there anything left?"

Zhuang Yi hummed.

"Throw it away." Li Qinghai said, "Don't be sad."

Zhuang Yi doesn't understand, is he sad?He throws things away just so he doesn't feel bad.

He emphasized angrily, "I'm not sad, and you're not my brother, you..."

The warm breath brushed against his ears like feathers, his voice stopped abruptly, and his earlobes turned red from the sudden rise in temperature.

"I found that you have grown up with a problem. You like to talk hard." Li Qinghai said, "Say it again, say it well." The soft lips touched the hard diamond.

"Say, what are you talking about!" Zhuang Yi's breathing became disordered.

"Hmm..." Li Qinghai leaned against him, his hoarse voice piercing into his ears like an animal's tail, "Is it sad that you threw away brother's things? Brother left like that back then, You hate it in your heart, don’t you? You threw away all your things, thinking that your brother will come back one day, and it will make your brother feel uncomfortable when he sees it, isn’t it?”

Zhuang Yi's breath enveloped him completely, and every "is it?" was bouncing and bouncing into his cochlea.

This should have been a very sad topic for him, and he was really sad when he recalled that scene in the afternoon; but now Li Qinghai is too close to him, he is trapped in this square inch by embarrassment and embarrassment, Sadness was diluted instead.

Zhuang Yi annoyed him, annoyed him for repeatedly putting himself in this situation.

He turned his head away uncomfortably, and whispered, "I didn't think so."

A young man's love is always pure and passionate, he will not make Li Qinghai sad with tempting thoughts, but occasionally wakes up in the middle of the night, curls up on the empty bed, and thinks, if Li Qinghai knows, will he feel a little sad too?

"Well, Xiao Zhuang Yi is the best for my brother." Li Qinghai just smiled, "Throw away things as soon as they are thrown away, and my brother will send you a new one. Don't be sad about this, okay?"

Zhuang Yi didn't want to talk to him, who wanted what he gave.

He pushed, "Let me go."

Li Qinghai said: "If you're still sad, brother is here, you can beat him or scold you if you want, but you can't think about it after today, you know?"

Zhuang Yi couldn't care less about being sad, "I'm not sad, let me go."

Li Qinghai said slowly, "Don't worry, I have something to ask you."

Zhuang Yi: "Ask!"

"Aren't you happy to see my brother getting angry these days?" Li Qinghai laughed when he thought of the "one type" Zou Kai said, "Why didn't you explain it clearly to my brother, huh?"

"I told you on the first day that I have nothing to do with him." Zhuang Yi retorted.

"Well, yes, you said it." Li Qinghai smiled helplessly, Zhuang Yi said he was right, but he couldn't be completely at ease in his heart, of course he had to keep an eye on these two people.

If he had known that Zou Kai was like this, he wouldn't have done it.

Zhuang Yi said: "You are done asking, let me go!"

Li Qinghai said: "Hold me for a while, what are you in a hurry for?"

Zhuang Yi was angry: "I want to go to the bathroom!"

Li Qinghai let go of him, and followed him slowly.

Zhuang Yi stood in front of the toilet, staring at him uncomfortably, "Are you still going out?"

"It's not like I haven't seen it before." Li Qinghai's eyes turned somewhere, "I've done even more extreme things to you."

"..." Zhuang Yi pushed him out and closed the door firmly.

Li Qinghai smiled, leaning his back against the door, and said: "Zhuang Yi, if something like this happens in the future, tell me, your brother is a bastard, don't hold it alone, let me suffer together, okay ?"

There was silence inside the door for 3 minutes before a low "hmm" sounded.

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The next day, Yihai specially sent a driver to take Zhuang Yi to the set, accompanied by Tan Junfeng and Liu Han.

Because the filming of Xianxia Cultivation of Reality was filmed in a nature reserve in the suburbs, the hotel included by the crew was right next to the scenic spot. Zhuang Yi and Tan Junfeng lived in one room, and Liu Han lived with other artist's assistants.

I roughly sorted my luggage in the room, met the director, producer, and assistant director, and that night was the script reading. Zhuang Yi saw all the main actors and supporting roles of this drama for the first time, but he did not expect that Xing Yunfeng was also in it.

"Zhuang Yi," Xing Yunfeng smiled and sat down next to him, "I heard that Qingyi's competition is fierce, but I didn't expect you to get it."

Zhuang Yi also smiled at him, "I didn't expect that either. Who are you playing?"

"Han Qingming," Xing Yunfeng said, "I was born in a famous family but my family was ruined, and then I used my own ability to rebuild the family. How inspiring!"

This was the role that Tan Junfeng asked Zhuang Yi to try at the beginning, but Xing Yunfeng finally got it. Zhuang Yi was a little surprised and thought it was a coincidence.

The two exchanged a few words in a low voice, and stopped whispering after they started reading the script.

It took a week to read the script, and then the filming officially started. The director Chen Ming has high requirements for the play, and sometimes a scene has to be filmed many times until he finds the feeling he is satisfied with.

In the early stage of the plot of Qingyuanzong, apart from the heroine Yu Qingmiao, Qingyi played the most important role. Zhuang Yi had a week-long bad relationship with his previous teacher and Zou Kai, and his empathy for the characters could barely reach Chen's level. Ming's request, and he lacks filming experience, often takes a dozen or even dozens of times to pass a scene.

In the evening, I went back to my room to go over the scenes to be filmed the next day, and then fell asleep.

He was also uneasy in his dreams, and the excessive empathy during the day opened the floodgates of memory, and the memories he had suppressed for many years rushed to his face, and the past was full of chaos, obliterating his dreams.

He seemed to have returned to a few years ago overnight, and his face was wet when he woke up in the middle of the night.

Zhuang Yi has lost weight visibly with the naked eye, and his demeanor and figure are more in line with Qingyi who was bullied by everyone after Yu Qingmiao left. Even Chen Ming gave him approving glances and became more and more satisfied with his performance .

Chen Ming was worried that he would not be able to maintain this state, so he revised the shooting schedule and put the most important scenes of Qingyi's transformation in the front as much as possible. Zhuang Yi's shooting tasks are sometimes heavier than the protagonist.

Summer time flies by quickly, and autumn is coming in a blink of an eye. Zhuang Yi's filming progress has temporarily come to an end, and he will not be filming for the next few days. Tan Junfeng saw that he was under heavy physical and mental pressure recently, and was afraid that he would not be able to bear it, so he made the decision Take him out for a meal and relax.

Tan Junfeng drove, took Zhuang Yi and Liu Han, called Zou Kai, drove back to the city and found a private hot pot restaurant, ordered a large table, and ordered a lot of wine.

Zou Kai gave Zhuang Yi lessons for ten days, and Li Qinghai paid twice the market price for the lectures. Zou Kai didn't bother to take the show when his wallet was full, and he was so tired of playing games at home.

Seeing that Zhuang Yi was not in good spirits today, I teased him while eating, and besides Tan Junfeng and Liu Han were also enlivening the atmosphere, a few people chatted while drinking, Zhuang Yi didn't eat much, but the wine was too much few.

In the second half of the meal, Li Qinghai brought Xiao Chen over and asked the waiter to add more bowls and chopsticks. Zou Kai stood up and made way for Li Qinghai to sit next to Zhuang Yi.

Zhuang Yi was already a little drunk at this time, not to the point of discomfort, just a little lazy and slightly drunk.

He was not as repulsive to Li Qinghai sitting over as he was when he was awake, so he asked him casually, "Why are you here?"

"Come to eat with you." Li Qinghai stretched out his hand to loosen the neckline, stirred the small ingredients brought by the waiter with chopsticks, glanced at the wine glass in front of him, and asked him, "Drink too much?"

"Not much, I can still drink." Zhuang Yi said as he reached for the wine bottle and wanted to pour himself some wine: "Would you like to drink?"

His hand was a little unsteady, and the wine bottle made a crisp sound when it hit the glass.

"Let me do it." Li Qinghai took the wine bottle from him and poured him a glass.

Zhuang Yi asked again: "You don't want to drink?"

"Zhuang Yi, boss, he just came back from a drink..." Xiao Chen hurriedly explained that Li Qinghai wanted to come here as soon as he got off work today, but who knew that Li Qinghai came over after a drink when there was an unavoidable situation Yes, the smell of alcohol was very strong, but Zhuang Yi didn't smell it.

"It's okay." Li Qinghai waved his hand at him, took a clean cup and poured it for himself, clinked glasses with Zhuang Yi, "Drink with you."

Zhuang Yi picked up the wine glass and drank it down in one gulp. Li Qinghai drank a few sips himself and poured it for him again.

The two drank for a while, Xiao Chen couldn't stand it anymore, and couldn't help but said beside him: "Boss, you should eat something first."

In order to get away early, Li Qinghai didn't eat much at the wine table, and drank quickly and anxiously, if he drank like this with Zhuang Yi now, he was really afraid that the boss's precious stomach would not be able to take it.

Li Qinghai took a chopstick dish from the clear soup pot, wrapped sesame sauce in his own bowl, and put it on Zhuang Yi's plate, "Don't just drink, eat a la carte."

Zhuang Yi picked up the food and ate it, and muttered softly: "It's not as delicious as your seasoning."

"I'll get it for you when you're done filming." Li Qinghai filled up the wine for him again, "What else do you want to eat?"

Zhuang Yi said, "Potato chips."

Li Qinghai gave him potato chips.

Zhuang Yi chewed the potato chips and said vaguely: "You didn't serve me food before."

Li Qinghai patted his head, "What was I like before?"

Zhuang Yi said, "I won't tell you."

Li Qinghai smiled, stretched out his hand to pinch his temple, and poured him another glass of wine, "Drink, brother will accompany you."

Zhuang Yi has been in a bad mood recently. He woke up from a dream in the middle of the night and didn't fall asleep. His physical fitness is much worse than usual.

Originally, he was still restrained, with Li Qinghai by his side, but he soon became drunk, and in the end his eyes were clouded.

Li Qinghai didn't eat a few mouthfuls, but he picked up a lot for him. At the end of the meal, everyone was watching Li Qinghai drinking with Zhuang Yi.

After the meal, Xiao Chen went to pay the bill. Tan Junfeng and Zou Kai helped him to Li Qinghai's car. Li Qinghai sat next to him and asked him to rest on his shoulder and massage his dizzy head with one hand to refresh himself.

Zhuang Yi leaned into his arms, and suddenly said: "Didn't you let me drink before?"

Li Qinghai pressed his temples, his voice was tired and hoarse, "I didn't let you smoke or swear before."

Zhuang Yi raised his head in his arms, closed his eyes and smiled at him, "I don't listen to you, why should I listen to you?"

Xiao Chen, the co-driver, said that he was really drunk, and turned to Li Qinghai, "Boss, send Zhuang Yi back to the set?"

"No." Li Qinghai flicked his upturned face with his fingers, and said, "Go back to my house."