Difficult to quit

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It rained heavily all night, and intensified again in the morning.

Zhuang Yi suffered from insomnia yesterday, and he didn't know what time he fell asleep. When he was pushed awake by Zou Kai, he felt a splitting headache and wanted to throw him off the stairs.

Zou Kai opened the curtains for him, revealing the gray sky outside, and sat on the edge of the bed pulling his quilt, "Wake up, it's cloudy today, suitable for eating shabu-shabu."

Zhuang Yi was so annoyed that he pulled the quilt to cover his face, "What kind of hot pot do you get up early in the morning!"

"Have hot pot at noon, I have to go shopping now." Zou Kai pulled his quilt off, "Don't go to sleep, go shopping with brother!"

Zhuang Yi rubbed his dry eyes, and his tone was very irritable: "Can't you go by yourself! You can't find the supermarket or my house?!"

"I won't go out for two days to buy more food. I can't carry it alone, and it's still raining heavily outside." Zou Kai said righteously: "I was told by the last benefactor that it is easy to damage your hair in the rain. triggering a midlife crisis."

"..." Zhuang Yi stretched his legs and kicked him off the bed.

In the end, he was kicked up from the bed by Zou Kai, went to the bathroom to take a shower, ate Zou Kai's fried eggs, and was dragged out of the door by Zou Kai with his sleepy eyes open.

There is a small supermarket not far from his residential area. Zhuang Yi followed Zou Kai all the time in a free state, and almost fell asleep while pushing the cart behind. Fortunately, Zou Kai didn't expect anything else from him, and he picked and weighed vegetables by himself.

Zou Kai moved swiftly, and bought a bunch in a short while, which was enough for the two of them to stay at home until the audition on Monday. After paying the bill, Zhuang Yi was still sleepy, and walked back with him under an umbrella. doze off.

"Did you become a thief in the middle of the night last night?" Zou Kai held something in his hands and scolded him dissatisfiedly, "Move the umbrella this way, my shoulders are wet!"

This clean freak, Zhuang Yi yawned, and moved most of the umbrella to his side, exposing his entire shoulders.

Zou Kai was satisfied, and said, "I got up in the morning and took a look. You have already rushed to No.2, and you are only 2 behind Zhou Yang!"

Zhuang Yi couldn't help but yawned again, "Twenty thousand is still called 'talent'? Zhou Yang has a company as the backing. If my popularity rises again, Wang Xun should spend money to buy him a navy."

"Wang Xun is too shameless to push one another, but it's okay. I think you are very popular this time, and it is not hopeless." Zou Kai elbowed him and said very loyally: "At worst, we will To buy a navy, for the sake of our good relationship, I will give you a hundred to support you, no more!"

"Get lost," Zhuang Yi couldn't help kicking him, "You still buy a navy for 100 yuan, do you think the navy is picking up junk?"

Zou Kai made an exaggerated "Aww", jumped three feet high, and wanted to reason with him: "What's the matter with 100 yuan, don't look down on 100 yuan, when I was a group performer in Hengdian, I only gave it to you in one day. Sixty!"

He dodged Zhuang Yi's kick from behind, and ran out of the range of the umbrella by himself, "Why do you get on your feet when you say nothing, your feet are so dirty, it's not that my brother doesn't support you, recently "Star Wars" There is a new skin again, I really—”

What he said behind him came to an abrupt end, as if he was suddenly pinched by the neck, the sound disappeared instantly.

"?" Zhuang Yi didn't know why, so he crossed the turning in a few steps, and happened to meet Li Qinghai's eyes.

It was raining heavily, and Li Qinghai stood silently in the rain, his black hair was dripping continuously, his expensive shirt and trousers were drenched, and his red eyes were filled with rage.

"Zhuang Er, is this—?" Zou Kai turned to look at Zhuang Yi hesitantly.

"Get out!" Li Qinghai pushed out a word from between his teeth without even looking at him.

Zhuang Yi stood where he was, and whispered to Zou Kai, "Go back first."

"That, that's good, I'll go home first." The atmosphere at the scene was too condensed, Zou Kai greeted indiscriminately, took all the vegetables in Zhuang Yi's hand, and ran away in the rain without needing an umbrella.

He didn't dare to run far, and walked into the guard's room a few steps, fearing that something might happen to the two of them.

Li Qinghai's face was extremely pale. He looked at Zhuang Yi, who was full of vigilance and indifference, and said in a hoarse voice, "That little artist named Zou Kai? Why, go to his house first, and then come to yours?"

Zhuang Yi suddenly changed his expression, "Are you investigating me?"

Li Qinghai took a sudden step forward and pushed Zhuang Yi against the wall behind him!

Zhuang Yi's back hit the wet, slippery and cold wall heavily, and the umbrella fell to the side. Li Qinghai supported his face with one hand, trapping him in it, and the strong smell of alcohol came to his nostrils.

"You all live together, are you still afraid that I will investigate?" Li Qinghai said in a cold tone, "He cooks for you, buys vegetables, what else is he doing? Are you together?"

The water line slipped from the narrow outer eaves of the wall and splashed on the two people's heads, drenching the two people instantly.

Li Qinghai looked down at Zhuang Yi, staring at his prey like a lone wolf, his eyes were bloodshot, fierce and embarrassed, "I told me yesterday that I don't want to, I don't like it, I don't want to go this way again, so I turned my head and walked away." Sleeping with another man?"

His heart hurt like a tear, and he said in a rage, "Zhuang Yi, you have really improved. You have learned everything I didn't teach you from other men, right? Does it feel good to be fucked?" ?”

Zhuang Yi's expression changed suddenly when he heard this, he clenched his right hand and punched Li Qinghai hard on the face!

Li Qinghai was beaten to the side, he licked the cracked corner of his mouth, spit out a mouthful of bloody saliva, suddenly reached out to grab Zhuang Yi's hand, and pressed him against the wall with his backhand!

The aggressiveness of this posture was too high, Zhuang Yi was stunned, and struggled like crazy, but Li Qinghai had an advantage in height and weight, suppressing him like a mountain, he couldn't break free at all!

Li Qinghai twisted his hands with one hand, pinched his chin with the other hand and forced him to turn his head, lowered his head and kissed him fiercely!

The strong smell of alcohol permeated the whole mouth, Zhuang Yi opened his mouth and bit it without hesitation, the bloody smell instantly spread between their lips and teeth!

Li Qinghai narrowed his eyes slightly, and the anger in his eyes flashed away. He kissed him recklessly, as if only in this way could he be sure that he was Zhuang Yi, the nightmare that haunted him for seven years, and those more than 2000 sleepless nights , only he is salvation!

As soon as he thought of the scene he saw just now, Zhuang Yi and that man came back from buying vegetables, holding an umbrella together, and making intimate jokes, he felt as if his heart had been cut by a knife, and all the rolls were bloody. guilt!

That man dared to call himself "brother", Zhuang Yi's brother is him, it can only be him!

His Zhuang Yi can only belong to him!

Li Qinghai kissed him almost desperately!

The rainwater slid down his sharp face and fell on Zhuang Yi's face, mixed with the smell of wine stained with blood in his mouth, it was as cold as suffocation, bringing the illusion of almost drowning, and the only warmth and breath were all From the man who robbed him fiercely.

After a long time, Li Qinghai's imprisoned strength finally relaxed a little.

As soon as he loosened his grip, Zhuang Yi immediately clasped his arm with his backhand, bent down with strength, twisted his body and threw Li Qinghai hard into the rain!

Zhuang Yi's chest heaved violently, his eyes were red, and he stared at him.

"Li Qinghai, you fucking," Zhuang Yi's eyes were fierce, like a cornered beast, "Get out, don't fucking let me see you again!"

Li Qinghai fell into the rain and got covered in mud. He licked the blood between his teeth, and his voice was so cold that he said, "It's okay to sleep with someone else, but just give me a kiss?"

Zhuang Yi was furious, "I'm going to sleep with no one and I won't sleep with you!"

"Who are you with, who do you want to be with?!" These words pierced into Li Qinghai's heart, he got up and rushed towards him recklessly, trying to press Zhuang Yi into his arms.

He drank all night, and his control was far worse than usual. Zhuang Yi broke away from his hand, kicked him, and kicked him back into the rain.

Zhuang Yi panted heavily, stared at him, and squeezed words out from between his teeth: "Li Qinghai, don't force me to beat you! It's okay for us to be so fucking entangled, is it interesting? !"

He turned around and walked away, with such big steps that it seemed uncomfortable to be on the same land as him.

Li Qinghai supported himself for a while, but couldn't get up again. He stared at Zhuang Yi's back, his voice hoarse, "Zhuang Yi, you are really——you are so cruel."

Zhuang Yi's footsteps paused severely, and he quickened his pace in embarrassment.

Sitting in the rain, Li Qinghai saw Zhuang Yi's back walking away in the rain, Zou Kai ran over and looked at him with embarrassment, then trotted to pick up the umbrella and put it in his hand, then hurried to chase after Zhuang Yi .

Li Qinghai can pinch him by the neck and push him to the ground, tell him to roll, and keep him away from Zhuang Yi.

But he didn't move.

Zhuang Yi hates him, there are other men around him, if you drive Zou Kai away, there will be others.

His Zhuang Yi, from the age of 14, taught him to like him, taught him things between men, and carefully protected him, restraining himself not to hurt him.

— don't want him.

His Zhuang Yi really doesn't want him anymore.

Torrential downpour.

Li Qinghai closed his eyes slowly, drenched by the rain from inside to outside, and was bone-chillingly cold.

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Zhuang Yi went into the bathroom as soon as he entered the door, turned the shower to the maximum and then flushed. He opened his mouth facing the shower and let the water hit his mouth frantically, trying to wash away all the smell of that person!

He stretched out his hand and rubbed his lips fiercely, as if he wanted to rub off a layer of skin!

The cold water flowed down the throat, his stomach convulsed, Zhuang Yi leaned over and retched violently.

As if he was going to spit out all his internal organs, as he spit out, tears welled up and slid across his cold face, giving him the illusion of being hot.

Like once, in the long dusty memory, that person's dexterous and powerful hands.

After a long time, Zhuang Yi turned off the water, took off his soaked clothes and threw them into the washing machine, and walked out of the bathroom naked.

Zou Kai waited in the living room, silently handing him a dry towel.

Zhuang Yi took the towel and wiped it on his face indiscriminately, went back to the room without saying a word, and slammed the door with a "bang".

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感谢在2020-06-0109:09:27~2020-06-0317:26:50期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the mine: He Chang Wu Du 2;

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