The sky is dark, and there is a pool of stagnant water under the feet, which is blacker than black. Between the sky and the earth, a lone bird flies across the earth, uttering an ancient mournful cry, leaving behind a trajectory like a meteor.

That is the only light.

Chu Xianxin stepped barefoot on the ground in front of her, and it was the only colored lava flowing into the distance.

His feet were scorching hot, and every step was excruciatingly painful.

She didn't know why she was here, why she was chasing that light...

All she knew was that her whole body was scalded, and she had to catch it.

The land suddenly became soft, and the lava turned into black water again. Chu Xian fell into the water, suffocating desperately.

The water splashed everywhere, and every bird that landed on the water sank, and finally failed to come out.

Consciousness disappeared as the body sank, Chu Xian stretched out his hand, trying to hold something, but he couldn't.

"Envy!"

A voice came from next to my ear, and the scene in front of me was replaced by a small room, square and square, a living room.

Chu Xianxin leaned against the wall and coughed, panting desperately for breath, and it took a while to recover, only to find that her clothes were all dry.

When I looked up, I realized that she had been here before...

It is my sister's home.

"We cuddle close to each other, we can't say enough about our affection, we cuddle close to each other..."

The sound came from the record, with mechanical interference, which seemed intermittent.

Chu Xianxin stood up, only to realize that the sunlight here was yellowish, with movie-like particles flowing past her eyes.

She walked on the tiles, the coldness from her feet made her unable to tell whether it was reality or a dream...

In the living room, the white sofa is long and horizontal in front of the TV, and the TV is playing a concert for an unknown number of years, and "Treasure Tonight" is being sung in it.

On the sofa, Chu Xianxin saw someone sitting there, she was sitting there like a statue, with her back straight, her back facing her, one foot resting on the back of the other, humming slowly This song.

Warm light sprinkled around her body, her beauty was like a rose, proud, glamorous, yet so fragile...

"elder sister……"

He blurted out inadvertently, causing the person on the sofa to stop humming, turned his head tremblingly, and stared at it all the time, his face was haggard, his hair was messy, his lips were not as bloody as usual, as if he was sick...

"Sister...it's me!"

Chu Xian opened his mouth, but that person didn't seem to see her, sighed and lowered his head, and said to himself, "I'm hallucinating again..."

Auditory hallucinations?

Chu Xian shook his head heartily: "It's not an auditory hallucination! I'm right here! Sister, what's wrong with you?"

She squatted beside Qin Siruo, Qin Siruo didn't see her, he opened the medicine bottle on the table, swallowed two pills, took a big sip of water down his throat, and then lay there motionless as if he had lost his soul Looking at the picture on the TV.

Qin Siruo was stunned, very sleepy, his slender body was extremely weak, his eyes were bloodshot, it could be seen that he hadn't slept for a long time.

Chu Xian's heart hurts so much, she couldn't bear to see such a scene, she wanted to force herself to wake up quickly, closed her eyes, bit her hand, but once she didn't feel the pain...

she can't wake up...

Opening his eyes again, he saw Qin Siruo lowered his head and drew something on the note on the table. Chu Xian mustered up the courage to look at it. The note was written with the date and time, the time of taking medicine every day, and the time of follow-up consultation. Clearly, for fear of forgetting the same thing.

What's the matter, sister?

She reached out to touch her, but when she touched her, she couldn't touch anything.

My sister is like a gust of wind, and it disperses as soon as I touch it.

Dazed for a moment, everything in front of my eyes was falling, as if burned to ashes, and the scene changed into a small bathroom again.

My sister likes solid colors, so the colors of the bathroom are mostly black and white.

Qin Siruo slowly filled the bathtub with water, reached out to test the temperature of the water, it was slightly hot.

Chu Xian couldn't touch her, so he was sure it was a hallucination or a dream, but if it was a dream, why didn't he wake up?She didn't want to watch it anymore, she was so scared...

Qin Siruo sat in the living room and put on makeup for herself. The painting was exquisite without any flaws. She still used the eye shadow box that Chu Xianxin gave her. Chu Xianxin stood there, looking at her steadfastly... …

This set of eyeshadow was given to Qin Siruo when she met her, and she always thought that Qin Siruo had lost it, but she still kept it.

My sister was dressed beautifully, her long white dress was dragging on the floor, her favorite high heels made a slight sound on the floor, she went to the bathtub and sat down quietly, picked up a cigarette, and smoked five or six cigarettes in a row. The bag was almost smoked, and she looked at the loneliness and bewilderment around her, surrounded by smoke, and her eyes were empty.

In fact, Chu Xianxin was squatting in front of her, always accompanying her.

"Sister...I miss you so much..."

Tears fell on the ground, but they did not disappear, but actually fell on the ground. Qin Siruo stared at the water drops on the ground in a daze, then looked up again, and after a while, she regained her emotions after no more drops of water fell.

It was the last cigarette, and Qin Siruo smoked very slowly.

Time also passed slowly.

Chu Xian hopes that time will stop here, she loves her sister, she doesn't want to see her like this, if she knows how sad her sister is, she will definitely not choose to separate.

"Sorry……"

Chu Xianxin apologized powerlessly again and again, but the person in front of her couldn't hear her. She collapsed and sat face to face with her, waiting for her sister to finish smoking.

After an unknown amount of time, she finally finished smoking, got up, went to the living room, and turned on the record.

"We say goodbye to Yiyi, complaining that the sun is about to rise to the east, we say goodbye to Yiyi, we want to meet again in a dream..."

The sound came from the record, with mechanical interference, as if intermittently returning to the way it was just now.

My sister sat back by the bathtub again, looked down at the cigarette butts on the ground and was silent for a while, then got up silently to clean up again, swept the cigarette butts into the trash can, opened the window, and rinsed her mouth.

Chu Xianxin watched this move, and for some reason, tears flowed down his face, but the corner of his mouth was smiling.

She remembered that she had always disliked the smell of her sister's cigarette after smoking, and asked her to open the window to ventilate and rinse her mouth with mouthwash every time she finished smoking.

Unexpectedly, my sister actually listened to it...

Qin Siruo touched the temperature of the water again, it was still a little hot, she had to wait a little longer.

Picking up the phone and opening the photos, all of them are Chu Xianxin's photos, and each one has a story.

Chu Xianxin caressed her face, although what she touched was nothingness, but her sister seemed to have some senses, her eyes turned slightly, and she looked to the right, but the next second it turned into disappointment.

She looked at the photos on the phone, the corners of her mouth slightly raised, and she pressed the photos with her left hand, deleting them one by one.

Chu Xianxin knew that her sister did this to protect herself, and the relationship between them would never be known to outsiders, and Chu Xianxin would gain real freedom...

After deleting it for a long time, my sister didn't cry, she was very calm, but her eyes were a little red. Although these were painful pains for her, they were also reassuring.

At least, she was protected.

After resting for a while, she opened WeChat again, clicked on the top WeChat message, and her good night message was still on the screen.

Next to good night is an exclamation point, she has been blocked.

Chu Xianxin lowered her head and looked, it was her WeChat. It turned out that her sister would say good night to her every day after the breakup...

Qin Siruo edited a lot of words, but hesitated when she wanted to send them, but even if she sent them, the other party would not receive them, but she just didn't have the courage to send them.

Chu Xian's heart was sore and her nose was sore, her eyes were already blurred by tears. She wiped away her tears and carefully read what her sister said to her.

……

[My sister thought a lot about the beginning, but I couldn’t think of what to say hello to you, but I know you don’t want to see me, so I won’t disturb you, but I still can’t help but miss you and want to talk to you, as if you were Same as around.

Xianxin, my sister often dreams about you these days. In the dream, you still cling to me, kiss me, and hold my hand. We are not afraid of lights or bad people. Only you and I treat each other honestly.

But as soon as you woke up, you disappeared, and I realized that we had broken up for a year. It's ridiculous. I could still talk to you in my dream, but I couldn't say a word when I woke up...

Xianxin, please forgive my sister, my sister gave you everything, please forgive me?Don't hate me anymore.

You are my only light, my sun, I miss you almost every second, but I just can't say it, I can't bear to hurt you...

Suffering for too long, I am no longer like myself, I can't distinguish between dreams and reality, I collapsed, I succumbed...

Yesterday, I found out that I can keep seeing you in my dreams...

Xianxin, my sister wants to see you all the time, really, I miss everything about you.

miss us together, miss you holding me, miss you kissing me

I can feel you holding my hand right now, I really... miss you so much.

But now, I am not afraid of anyone anymore, because I can be with you soon.

I am actually very happy, that world is beautiful, and there is you there, everyone is there, the two of us can grow old...

It's beautiful, isn't it?

But when you think of the real you, you can't rest assured.

I will never appear in your world again, don't worry, no one will hurt you, even if my sister is not here, there are still An An, Mu Ran...

I made a deal with An An, she will protect you for me for the rest of my life.

envy,

I still love you, wherever I am, for you. 】……

After reading it, Chu Xian couldn't help crying, the water droplets on the ground piled up more and more, Qin Siruo hugged his knees, just glanced lightly, and didn't make any move.

She didn't send this passage, but silently deleted it.

Her eyes are red, and the tip of her nose is red, but she can't cry, because if she cries, the makeup she just put on will fade away, and it won't look good at all if someone finds out...

Qin Siruo put down his phone and reached out to feel the temperature of the water.

Just right.

What happened next, Chu Xian was shocked.

She saw her sister pick up the knife, cut off her wrist vigorously, and then put her hand in the bathtub. The blood instantly spread to the entire bathtub, staining everything red.

Chu Xian stared dizzily at the bright red in front of her eyes, she was really speechless, she was already stunned, she was afraid...

I don't want to see such a picture at all...why let her see...

"Sister...don't...want..."

"The south wind kisses the face lightly, the stars are thin and the moon is dim, we cuddle up and kiss each other, the affection is endless..."

Her hoarse voice is humming a moving song. In this lonely house, with a white beauty, she is waiting for death alone...

Chu Xian couldn't help crying, her head was hurting, and she tried desperately to grab her sister's hand, but it didn't help, as she turned into air when she was touched, she cried for help, but no one heard her.

"Please...don't go...sister! I beg you!"

"elder sister!"

Finally woke up from a dream, the pillow towel was soaked, Chu Xian stared at the sunlight outside the window, it was not warm at all, it was cold, the sky was dark, and it was still thundering.

The mood was still dull and uncomfortable, she couldn't breathe, tears kept flowing from her eyes, her fear was still there...

"Sister... sister! Ah—"

She roared as hard as she could, expressing her inner depression.

"I'm sorry! I'm sorry! I'm sorry for you!"

She tightened the quilt, crying uncontrollably, the phone vibrated beside her for a long time and she didn't listen.

She was so sad, so sad, and hoped that the person who died was herself...

Why not yourself?

"sorry!"

She yelled crazily, sadness swallowed her whole, she was in so much pain!My whole body hurts!

"I didn't mean to... sorry..."

She pulled the quilt over her head, stuffed herself into the quilt and wept.

My heart really hurts, I feel like I can't breathe, it's so uncomfortable.

"Envy?"

In a daze, she seemed to hear her sister's voice, and she wrapped herself a little tighter in fear, she didn't want to see her dead sister, she was so scared, so sad, and she really wanted to die with her sister, at least, Don't leave her alone...

"Xianxin! What's wrong with you?"

This voice didn't let her go, and was still torturing her, Chu Xian shouted: "I'm sorry for you! I'm sorry..."

After a while of silence, the quilt was pulled away abruptly, and Chu Xianxin was pinned down on the bed by himself.

There is no trace of fatigue on the beautiful face, and the deep affection in her eyes is the longing she has missed for a long time, and it is her Si Ruo.

'Boom'

There was a loud thunder outside, which frightened her into a stupor.

"What's wrong?...Why are you crying? Don't scare my sister, are you sick?"

Qin Siruo's eyes were also red, seeing Chu Xianxin's appearance made him feel very uncomfortable.

Chu Xian came back to his senses, only to realize that everything just now was a dream, and now is reality, isn't it?

My sister is not dead...

"Sister! Don't leave me!"

She hugged Qin Siruo desperately, never wanting to be separated from her, not even for a minute or a second.

"Hey, I won't leave you. Tell my sister, what's wrong with you? Who bullied you? Is it Lin Ji? Can my sister help you clean her up? Don't cry...you scared my sister."

Qin Siruo just came back from the airport, and she was a little confused. Before returning to the villa, she called her, but she didn't listen, and took the spare key to open the door. As soon as she entered the door, she heard her yelling upstairs, which frightened her. Without taking off, I hurried upstairs to see her.

Chu Xian was sobbing, and looked at her for a while before realizing that this sister was still alive...she was still alive...the skin was warm, and the hands were warm...

"Don't leave me! Please... I won't leave you either! I swear! Unless I die... otherwise, I will always be with you. I want to be with you for a lifetime, a real lifetime! Not for a short time One or two years!"

"Okay, okay, sister knows, sister knows that Xianxin likes me, loves me, and sister loves you too, okay? From now on, we two will never be separated again, never, grow old together, get rheumatism together, together to gray hair."

"I'm not kidding!"

Chu Xianxin roared in a low voice, making Qin Siruo suddenly dumbfounded and at a loss what to do. She didn't know what Chu Xianxin had experienced and why he was suddenly so irritable.

Rubbing the crying man, Qin Siruo nodded: "I'm not joking, Chu Xianxin, I want to marry you and be together for the rest of my life. Don't cry. My sister keeps her word and never lies to you."

Chu Xian nodded heartily, and wanted to see her more, so he kept staring at her, her sister's appearance should be like this, not the decadence in her dream.

"Sister, life is long, I will always be with you."

Qin Siruo grabbed her hand, lowered his head and kissed the back of her hand: "With you, this life is not long enough, without you, it would be too long."

The breeze blowing in from the window still made people shiver with cold, Qin Siruo came to the window and wanted to close it, but here, she smelled a scent of sweet-scented osmanthus, she stopped there for a while before closing the window.

When he turned around, Chu Xianxin was turning on the music on his phone, and a song "How Precious Tonight" came out from the phone.

"Why do you suddenly want to listen to music?"

When Qin Siruo came to her, he was relieved to see that she was in a better mood, so he took off his coat and hung it on the wall.

"Sister, come here and let me take a good look at you."

Qin Siruo moved closer, his good-looking eyebrows remained the same, everything was as usual, there was nothing wrong.

Chu Xianxin put his hand on her lower lip and stroked it, fixed his eyes on her lips and said, "This song is quite nice..."

"Well, I like this song because my mom...uh..."

Before she finished speaking, she was already deeply kissed.

The lingering tongue made her want to stop, this little fairy could arouse the fiery desire in her heart all the time.

Just as he was about to take off his coat and have an earth-shattering leisure, the man suddenly let go again.

"What's wrong?" Qin Siruo was full of doubts.

Chu Xian was confused, so he thought of asking some questions.

"Why are you back? Aren't you filming?"

"Oh, there is a brand catwalk show, and there is a temporary shortage of people. I told An An that I can participate for free, so I came back to walk a show. I wanted to give you a surprise, but I didn't expect you to react so much. I will go to the rehearsal later, tonight I just started, I still have time to exercise..."

After speaking, he kissed her again.

The time was really tight. She only slept for three hours a night, and she kept awake on the plane. Just for this moment, she really didn't want to waste a second.

"I brought you two tickets... Huh... Remember to bring your aunt tonight... Mmm... Mmm..."

Obviously she was wearing a silk pajamas, but in a blink of an eye, she was thrown away by the person on her body, and she didn't know where to throw it away, but Chu Xian didn't care so much, her heart was still hurt, she needed her sister I need her to be by my side, otherwise I will be very depressed...

"Ah."

The tears in the corners of her eyes were kissed, and Chu Xian buried her sadness in her heart. She hugged her sister tightly, trying to pull herself back to this reality, and she didn't want to experience the pain of losing her again.

"Qin Siruo, I miss you..."

"Call my sister."

"Sister, hold me tight. I just had a nightmare. I'm so cold and scared."

"Okay, I'll hold you and tell my sister, what did you dream about?"

"...dream... I died and fell into the bottom of the sea. I also dreamed of you. You spent the second half of your life happily, but without me in the second half of your life..."

How could she have the heart to say that her sister died? She didn't have the courage to say it, and she didn't dare to say it, so she replaced the protagonist with herself, and in the world she hoped, the one who died was herself...

Qin Siruo stopped caressing, and stared at her blankly, the affection in his eyes filled Chu Xianxin's heart, she really liked her sister looking at her like this, a lifetime of seeing her would never be enough.

"Fool, my sister will tell you a secret. I have never regarded you as a canary from the beginning. I have always been aiming at the goal of being together and your well-being, but the progress is a bit slow..."

"It's not too late...we did it within two days of knowing each other."

"Well... still very slow, I think, if you don't refuse me, I can go faster."

The elder sister's tone was like the warm sunshine, and Chu Xianxin was amused by her again, and each other's breath spread on each other's cheeks, crisp and itchy, tender and gentle.

Qin Siruo lowered his head, took off a string of necklaces around his neck and put them on for her.

"You believe in ghosts and gods. I went to the temple to ask for it before I came back. It can bring good luck and avoid bad luck. When I'm not around you, it will protect you from nightmares. Seeing it is like seeing me. okay?"

After stroking her lover's hair on the sideburns, Qin Siruo's eyes were rosy. She never thought that she would shed so many tears on a certain person, as if this person was here to beg for tears, and she was willing to do so.

"Um……"

Responding softly, Chu Xian raised his head, closed his eyes and covered Qin Siruo's lips.

The two turned over on the bed, Chu Xianxin wrapped the quilt around the two of them, she hoped that a complete sister would appear by her side, and never go through those pains forever, she couldn't afford to lose, nor could she Dare to gamble again.

The author has something to say: My sister seems to have heard her cry, and time and space have finally merged, which is not easy.

Children make choices!I want two sisters! !

Chu Xian must be with her sister!None of them live up to it! ——"The promise of love from my own mother, sweetheart baby"

The lyrics appearing in the article "The south wind kisses the face gently, the stars are thinning and the moon is misty, we cuddle up and kiss each other, and the love is endless..." I want to see you again in a dream..." "We cuddle up and kiss each other, we can't say enough about our affection, we cuddle up and kiss each other..."

Both come from the song "Treasure Tonight" by Tsai Chin

Thanks to the little angel who threw the rocket launcher: 1 real notebook; thanks to the little angel who threw the landmine: A Guli Chacha, the author’s hair, and the people want to set fire to it; thanks to the little angel who irrigated the nutrient solution: TC1 bottle;

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