Two worlds get together [entertainment]

It has been raining these days, and the atmosphere is a little dull. Qin Siruo told Chu Xianxin about Wan Anan's previous strategy. Chu Xian didn't realize it at first, but it was too late when he realized it later. Wan Anan came over every day to apologize. , sending this to that, disturbing their rest, not even sleeping in.

In fact, she was not angry and didn't take it seriously at all, but Wan An'an offered to help them buy things for the wedding, Chu Xian's heart was moved.

Wan An'an has a wide circle of people, so if he could help at this time, it would be his wish, so Chu Xianxin took advantage of the situation and said that he would forgive her if she had a good wedding. I look at the wedding dress and the hotel every day, so I don't have a rest...

Qin Siruo was busy with her career all day long. Xi'an stopped temporarily and gave her half a month to rest, but she was busy with all kinds of things as soon as she returned to Shanghai. Chu Xianxin never had the chance to be intimate, and spent most of it at work.

But what surprised her was that Chu Xianxin would often sneak up by her side and give her all kinds of little surprises. She liked it very much, but once she ran out of the crew to shout cheers and almost made her jump from the stage. Falling down excitedly, after that time, Chu Xianxin never dared to sneak in again.

Recently, Chu Xianxin and Wan An'an discussed buying three boxes of wedding candies and biscuits. She said that she would give it to anyone she wanted, because she had nothing to do, so she went out with An'an to clear up contacts.

As for why she said that, because her announcements are getting less and less, and Li Nan keeps exploiting her. In the past few days, two of the three or four endorsements have been pushed, and only one is left. In the hands of other people in the company, Hebiancao is doing pre-stage publicity, Lin Ji has asked for leave, and the start-up time has been postponed again and again, which means there is no filming.

Although Qin Siruo felt that Li Nan's actions were disgusting, but when he thought that An An was forcing her to give up Chu Xianxin, he held back his desire to help Chu Xianxin.

But she is also very anxious, after all, how many 26 years old is a woman?

The more melancholy she felt, Chu Xianxin saw her displeasure. The psychiatrist she had said before was free to make an appointment today. Chu Xianxin was invited to participate in an interview in the morning, and she didn’t care about Li Nan’s company meeting in the afternoon. Notification, ran to see a psychiatrist with Qin Siruo.

Before leaving, she packed a lot of things in her bag, including biscuits, wedding candies and cakes.

Qin Siruo laughed at her as Doraemon, Chu Xian touched his nose and smirked silently.

When I went back to the psychology department and saw the doctor, Chu Xianxin immediately took out the candy and biscuits and handed them to him, making him confused.

The doctor knew Qin Siruo, but he didn't know Chu Xianxin. Her popularity had been lowered by An An. People who don't often watch news and TV dramas probably don't know Chu Xianxin well.

"This is..." The doctor really asked.

Qin Siruo pulled off the mask, looked back at Chu Xianxin, who was sitting on the chair, and said with a smile: "Chu Xianxin, my fiancee, this is our wedding candy, I just proposed a few days ago, and I will get married later , I will invite you then."

As he spoke, he showed the diamond ring. Because they were afraid of being photographed by the media, the two of them wore the diamond rings on different fingers, and Qin Siruo wore it on the index finger of his right hand.

Seeing the shiny diamond ring, the doctor made up his mind and accepted the wedding candy and biscuits.

"When will you get married?"

"Not yet." Qin Siruo smiled.

"That's a good relationship, and when the time comes, I can have a meal with you, the Queen of Heaven."

"Your ambition is too small, just to eat a meal with me." Qin Siruo sighed.

"I've been waiting for your meal for a long time. Today's psychological exchange is my gift to you. You made an appointment half a month ago. It's all because of my busyness. Otherwise, I would have finished reading it for you long ago."

"It's okay, we can wait, the mood is not that bad recently, and there is no filming, just watch it."

"Well, regular review is better."

Listening to the exchanges between the two of them, Chu Xianxin was completely absent-minded. For some reason, when he thought that he would be famous soon, he couldn't listen to anything, and was just thinking about life in a daze.

Aunt Qin Miao was still asking her about the banquet yesterday. Qin Siruo wanted to do it as early as possible, but Chu Xianxin felt that she could push it a little longer. She wanted to tell everyone that she was going to get married, and everyone she knew should be notified. Once again, it is inevitable that there will be fish that slip through the net, so we must think twice.

While looking at the wedding tablecloth sent by my aunt and thinking about it, the doctor had already tested Qin Siruo, and the final conclusion was mild depression and moderate anxiety.

Qin Siruo had never realized that she had depression and anxiety before this, so what was she anxious about?Maybe it's about to get married, some pre-marital anxiety, and a series of problems facing the body, career, and whether the two of them can reach the end in the future.

After all, the mother-in-law hasn't officially come out yet, so she can't relax.

After getting the report, she sat calmly on the sofa and thought seriously. It turned out that she was really sick... Chu Xianxin's deduction was correct. She should have come as early as after Ye Lan's death. She always thought that I fell into sensitivity because of my rich feelings. Unexpectedly, there are also some factors of depression in it.

"It's okay, it can be cured."

Seeing her deep in thought, Chu Xian sat beside her and comforted her.

Qin Siruo nodded: "I think that being in the acting industry is more or less a little bit, I remember that I acted in a play the year before last, and the character in it was a mentally ill patient, and I couldn't get out of the play for a few months after the play. The state, at that time leaves..."

Qin Siruo lowered his head to look at Chu Xianxin, fearing that she would care, so he changed his words: "At that time, An An thought I would commit suicide, so she went to my house to stay with me and watched me for a week to make sure I was fine before leaving. He was also treating me at that time. my..."

"What about Ye Lan? She should be your girlfriend at that time."

"Ye Lan?" Qin Siruo didn't expect that she would take the initiative to mention Ye Lan, so he said patiently: "Ye Lan... was traveling at that time, so she couldn't come back for me."

"What? How could she do this!? Siruo, look at me."

Chu Xian held her face in his heart and looked at him. Qin Siruo stared at her with innocent eyes, and heard her say: "As long as I stay by your side from now on, you have to live well, you know?"

Qin Siruo took a deep breath, only this little idiot was afraid of her death every day, he never thought of dying...

"Ah."

But she nodded anyway.

"I will stop filming from now on. You will support me. I will cook for you every day, and I will be your assistant." Chu Xianxin leaned on her, and suddenly saw that her eyes were sweating, and stretched out his hand to wipe her.

"I am very satisfied when you are by my side. You are very talented in filming. You must love filming. I can't interrupt your dream. Film well. Don't worry about other things. I'm fine. He will heal me. mine."

Qin Siruo pointed to the doctor, and Chu Xianxin remembered that there was a doctor sitting next to him. He was already bowing his head in embarrassment. Fortunately, she knew Qin Siruo very well and knew Qin Siruo's orientation. She had been her personal psychotherapist for so many years She will keep it a secret, so it is not surprising.

"Excuse me……"

Chu Xian sat up straight, her face was mostly red, Qin Siruo supported her head with one hand, smiled and watched her joke: "You are so cute and silly."

Chu Xian stared at her heartily: "I'm Miss Yu."

"Sister Yu? Whoever calls you Sister Yu when you walk out from here? I'll sleep on the sofa tonight. Calling you baby is almost the same. The appearance is too deceptive."

Chu Xianxin: "...That's not because in front of you..."

Qin Siruo pinched her face and rubbed it playfully, Chu Xianxin grabbed her fidgeting hand and pressed it down: "Don't move, listen to the doctor's order!"

"it is good--"

Qin Siruo stopped playing around and sat up solemnly.

"For this disease, it's faster to take medicine. If you don't want to take medicine, it's more difficult to deal with. It's still a little difficult to rely on psychological counseling. Usually, you can relax. Siruo's time is tight, and you are more strict with yourself. Filming And the nerves are tense, so it is recommended to take medicine."

The doctor wrote something quickly on the medical certificate, Qin Siruo shook his head: "I can't recite scripts after taking medicine, I can't take it, Jiang Sheng, is there any other way?"

"Other methods are difficult to achieve the effect. Let me think about it... Hypnosis? But I don't know if hypnosis is suitable."

"Hypnosis? Is this real hypnosis?"

The question Chu Xianxin asked was hilarious, and Dr. Jiang Sheng smiled and said, "Well, it's really hypnosis. Of course, it's not as complicated as in the movie, and it's not as magical. It's my private...treatment method, but I can't guarantee results, so I don't recommend it."

Chu Xian nodded heartily, glanced at Qin Siruo who was thinking, and said, "Thank you doctor, I'd better choose to be conservative, I will take her out to relax when I have time."

"Okay, come back regularly for a follow-up visit."

"Ah."

Chu Xianxin got up and picked up her bag and was about to pull Qin Siruo up, but she was pulled into the sofa instead.

"Xianxin, do you want to watch it too? I was worried when you fainted on the stage before. If I could watch it, I think... my heart disease will get better soon..."

Qin Siruo said to her seriously.

Only then did Chu Xianxin understand that coming to the psychology department this time was not entirely for Qin Siruo himself, but also for her.

After a long silence, she surrendered: "Well, good."

Jiang Sheng dug out another blank medical certificate and asked, "What's the specific situation, why did you faint? Have you been checked? Si Ruo told me some things in WeChat, but it wasn't complete. You can ask me more." Tell me about it."

Chu Xianxin tightly clenched her hands, very nervous, she never thought that seeing a psychiatrist would be so nervous...

"I...sometimes I dream that I am dead, or...Qin Siruo is dead..."

"Dead? Did you faint because of this?"

Jiang Sheng's question touched Chu Xianxin's knowledge blind spot. She didn't know if it was because of this, or even if the world here was real. She just wanted to be with her sister, and didn't want to know anything else.

"do not know."

"Her examination report is all normal. She just had two complete physical examinations half a year ago. I checked carefully, and nothing happened. The doctor said that she had convulsions. I think it has something to do with what she was thinking."

Qin Siruo took out his mobile phone and opened the notepad of the mobile phone. Chu Xianxin moved over to it, and it was filled with his dreams...

This... in a trance, she also saw herself and said, "Sister, hurry up and I'll be fine soon?"

"You...this is..."

Qin Siruo was fascinated by it, and it took a while to realize: "Oh, it's not this document, it's this one."

As she said that, she clicked on the other one, which was filled with what she said when she was having nightmares, including, sister, don’t die, sister, I was wrong...

Chu Xian asked in surprise, "You...have recorded everything? I...how embarrassing!"

She fanned the wind vigorously, and her cheeks were flushed for a while, Qin Siruo remembered this kind of thing clearly, it was really... Feeling so ashamed.

"Well, when he was not free, he told me to observe you more, so I will record the time and content of every nightmare you have."

Qin Siruo handed over the phone to Jiang Sheng.

"Okay, then I can ask, did you see some horrible things when you were a child? Is that what caused your current mental state?" Jiang Sheng quickly glanced at the phone, and then wrote the diagnosis on the notebook.

"Should...not." Chu Xian didn't know whether to say it or not, but now it was really difficult to ride a tiger.

"Well, how about recently? Did a relative die? Or saw some terrible car accident on the road?" Dr. Jiang Sheng asked again.

Chu Xian stared at the ballpoint pen, her thoughts seemed to go back to the past, she didn't know if she should say... She was afraid that her sister's secret would be discovered, and she didn't want people to know the existence of that world... But she also felt that if If she doesn't get cured, will she always be like this? She also wants to live a good life, and doesn't want to carry so many memories that she doesn't know are true or false.

"Xianxin, it's okay, I'm by your side, don't be afraid."

Qin Siruo hugged her and gave her courage.

In the end, Chu Xianxin just sighed lightly.

"Yes, a long time ago, a person I loved very much died, it was suicide."

At this point, the birds chirping in the quiet room outside could be heard clearly. Qin Siruo stared blankly at Chu Xianxin. She didn't expect Chu Xianxin to tell the story so quickly. She lowered her brown eyes. She saw Chu Xianxin's reddish eyes, her hands clasped together, her knuckles turned white with tension, her heart must be in pain.

Did he hurt her?It was my fault that she shouldn't have been treated in the first place.

"It's dead, let's go back."

She took Chu Xianxin's hand, diverted her attention, and pulled her out of here.

"Sister, where are you going?"

"Going home, An An is here today, my aunt is here, Li Yang is here, and Su Mei is here too, heh, come to celebrate our successful marriage proposal."

"But..." Chu Xianxin looked at the door of the psychology department that was gradually moving away behind him, and was still a little tangled in his heart.

She wanted to cure her convulsions, but she didn't want to completely treat that Qin Siruo as a dream. This is a paradox in itself, or in other words, her existence is a paradox...

"If it's too painful, it won't be cured. Anyway, I'm a patient, and you are a patient. It's enough for the two of us to be by each other's side. Are you happy when you're with me?"

Qin Siruo faced her and asked.

Chu Xian watched affectionately for a few seconds, then nodded shyly: "Happy, what about you?"

"I'm happy too, as long as you're by my side..."

She took a look at the report, then tore it up and threw it into the trash can.

"As long as you are by my side, I will always be happy, I don't need this."

The author has something to say: Qin Siruo: Today I dreamed of Mengmeng.

Chu Xianxin: ...

Qin Siruo: I dreamed of Wan Anan today (go beat her up tomorrow)

Wan An'an: Grass, sister Chu, please let me go!

Chu Xianxin: I didn't do it on purpose!I just dreamed of playing games with you!

(PS: I will come back here in the future, and I will understand everything in the future, so I will be warm and warm first)

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