little boy [rebirth]

He has seen this thing.

Ji Ran suddenly remembered that he had seen this thing beside Fu Yanbai more than once.

The most recent time was the day Cheng Duoduo left. He drove back to Yangyang alone to find Fu Yanbai.At that time, he thought that the other party would be in the hospital, but he missed it. After Fu Yanbai returned to the apartment, this small blue square was placed on the coffee table together with the car keys.

Further on.

It seems that he was still living in the apartment a long time ago. When he was still in school, he saw this thing in Fu Yanbai's car. It was rare for this person to ask for leave that day.

Ji Ran held the small square with "An" written on it, and twitched his brows:

"what is this?"

"Send the pendant, come here and watch people go, I will give you one."

The janitor smiled: "The main reason is that the parking fee is free, but it's also a meaning. The people inside live well, so don't worry too much."

Ji Ran was stunned and nodded.

It seems that Fu Yanbai has come here quite a few times.But Ji Ran couldn't think of anyone he would like to visit. The old man from the Fu family was still alive. Besides, this is Lu Yang. If they were family members, they should be buried in Tianbei.

His heart skipped a beat.

There is an absurd possibility.It must be impossible to be denied by Ji Ran at the moment when it just emerged...Is it impossible?

His thoughts lingered on the blue pendant, and he realized that it was not impossible.

He never said that he would give Fu Yan a white dog.Even people were turned away, where did you send the dog?

But the other party cheated his little border shepherd so swearingly a few years later, Fu Yanbai could buy any dog ​​he wanted, why did he go to his house and take away his dog?

And he is now a doctor.

Coincidentally, it happened to be the Department of Cardiology.

If I was really buried here after I left in my previous life, would Fu Yanbai also come to see me...

A gust of wind blew cold from head to toe, Ji Ran sat in the co-pilot and put the small blue sign under the windshield.

"Who did you come here to see?"

Fu Yanbai glanced at him, turned the steering wheel and said, "A friend."

"What friend?"

"A childhood friend."

Ji Ran remained calm: "Is it important?"

The car turned around at the fork, and the gate slope of the cemetery full of flowers quickly disappeared in the rearview mirror.After a while, Ji Ran heard him say:

"That's it."

"What is considered?"

Someone is chasing after him.

Fu Yanbai's car drove very slowly, as if he wasn't in a hurry, the glass on the side of his ear was shaking under his temples, and a slight cold wind came in, clearing his mind.

What does it mean?

He doesn't even know what it means.

Maybe it was an emotion that he never had the chance to figure out, because it happened so fast that people were caught off guard; and it happened too slowly, taking years.

He doesn't often think about the memories of his high school days, as if they were insignificant.However, he couldn't let go of the shock and silence when he knew that this person was gone.

Even in the first ten or twenty years of his life, nothing could be called shocking.

Fu Yanbai once interpreted this as an unsuitability to the departure of a fresh life, but found otherwise.

During those youthful years of seeking knowledge, he opened the phantom of his heart again and again to see those diseases again and again.

Alone well.

Why would you go?

Then he was relieved that it was something different after all.

No matter how many people changed at his table, the old slow and pale figure was never erased.

He even remembered the last time he saw someone, the cautious appearance of the other person, the outstretched and retracted palm, the bright and dark eyes.

Maybe it's just such a coincidence.

The last sentence he said to him was "no", with words that owed him, it was doomed that it would be difficult for him to forget about this matter, this person.

And when he decided on the department, he stood in that small room, wanting to know more about his illness at the time, but at the end he heard Ji Qianyu tell him that the other party left in February, NO.15.

An indescribable tightness of being oppressed and panting has occupied his 20 years of life with ease.

As if this is the original appearance of life.

What he saw was the last moment.He never had a chance to ask about the emotions he couldn't understand.

If only a little better.

That means he has been a doctor.

Standing in front of that hospital bed for more than ten years, Fu Yanbai never waited for anyone, for medicine, or for time.

He was afraid of not being able to wait.

Afraid to think of anyone.

"Why don't you speak? What is it? Yes! How can it be considered..."

Ji Ran was sitting next to him, muttering with dissatisfaction on his face. He was wearing a goose yellow wool cap, and his bangs were pressed on his forehead, which was very raised.

The person in front of me is clear.

lively.

Fu Yanbai regained his senses from deep thinking, glanced at the piercing pupils beside him from the corner of his eye, and felt that it was similar to his vague memory for a moment.In the next second, this similarity was broken again...

"Are you always thinking about others?"

The young master had an aggressive look on his face: "You used to... fell in love with him, didn't you?"

Fu Yanbai narrowed his eyes.

He likes Ji Ran's energetic little face very much, maybe because of being spoiled, this little face has always been happy and angry.

For example, now that the young master is jealous and unhappy, he just stares at him...

"No, uncle only misses you."

Fu Yanbai said solemnly: "In the past, he was always chasing me."

"..."

That night, without Ji Qiuqiu and gauze, Fu Yanbai didn't know why he couldn't lie on the same bed with Ji Ran.

Looking back at Tianbei, Ji Ran even gave him toothbrush and toothpaste to the second bedroom.

You can't get used to old things.

After New Year's Day, the Spring Festival is approaching.

It was the season of high incidence of infectious diseases again, the hospital was extremely busy, Ji Ran stayed up in the duty room for two nights, and completely forgot about this matter.On Friday, I remembered that I had left him out for two days, so I opened WeChat and typed a few words to Fu Yanbai.

Don't buy it: want to eat out at night.

"Xiao Ji, the medical director of the seventeenth bed said it was changed, right?"

The nurse ran past him, then backed away: "The director is not here, I'll give you some signed and stamped ones."

She seems to have regarded Ji Ran as Fu Yanbai's assistant. She is highly efficient and spends the most time in the hospital: "Xiao Ji?"

"He... is he behind?"

Ji Ran wrinkled her nose, and walked closer in two small steps: "I've been helping in the respiratory department for the past two days, where is the director going?"

"Go to Nankou. The hospital over there is understaffed and the situation is serious. The expert team dispatched by the Ministry of Health is estimated to stay for half a month."

"..."

After half a month, Ji Ran's little tail drooped, and when he looked at WeChat, Fu Yanbai came back.

I'm back: I'm on a business trip.

I'm back: I'll eat with you when I come back.

Ji Ran wrinkled her face and typed "Don't buy it": How long will it take?

Came back: two weeks.

Don't buy it: it's been so long.

After a while, Fu Yanbai came back.

Back: I try to be as early as possible.

The weekend was free for a moment, and Ji Ran suddenly felt a little low-spirited on the drive back, as if he had gotten used to having Fu Yanbai at home, although he was always thinking about his ass.

But he was the one who kicked him out. From before New Year's Day to now, he lived in the second bedroom for half a month.Now it has become an expert group again, and it will take another half a month to leave.

Ji Ran pursed her mouth, feeling as if she had shot herself in the foot with a rock.If I had known that I would not drive people away these few days, I could get along a little bit more...

Until he opened the door and squinted his eyes.

At some point, two pillows were placed on the big bed in the master bedroom, and the toothbrush and toothpaste in the bathroom were also in their place, and Fu Yanbai's charger was lying on the wall.

"..."

Before someone left, they obviously moved it back for themselves, quietly.

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Eleven at night.

Just as Fu Yanbai was free, the WeChat video rang.Ji Ran nestled in the quilt waiting for someone to pick it up, waiting for the connection ellipsis to move back and forth for a long time, until he frowned for a long time before the video was connected.

"Why so slow."

Ji Ran was not used to being so far away for the first time, and he was the only one in the big empty house: "Who allowed you to put the toothbrush back?"

Fu Yanbai held a towel in one hand, rubbed his freshly washed black hair, and only wore a loose bathrobe: "It's been a long walk, I'm afraid you won't get used to it by yourself."

"..."

Ji Ran turned over, held the phone on his forehead, and looked at the person inside: "Fu Yanbai."

"Ok?"

"Why are you so shameless now?"

"..."

He clearly remembered that this person used to be very reserved and restrained, as stable as a big rice dumpling wrapped in ten layers of skin.

The person at the other end also went to bed. Fu Yanbai put the materials and books on the hotel bedside table with one hand, and then leaned halfway on the bedside, his wheat-colored chest muscles dangling in front of the camera through the bathrobe.

"I'll take the initiative, okay?"

A deep voice came out through the bottom of the phone, with a little warmth: "I just want to chase you more, for fear that you will run away."

Ji Ran didn't seem to expect him to say that, or to answer so bluntly.Under the light, a smear of blood rushed to his cheeks, and his rosy face shrank into the quilt...

"I didn't let you keep chasing me, you are so anxious..."

Before he could finish his words, he saw Fu Yanbai taking off that bathrobe, and a large body of a man with a lot of vigor took over the camera...

Following the shaking of the screen, a warm bedside lamp was turned on.

"If you like it, you should chase after it."

The faint voice kept coming from inside, Ji Ran's ears turned red.

The face on the screen seemed to bring him back to his youth in an instant. Fu Yanbai was the same as before, handsome and unlike ordinary people, but his voice was more mature and deep:

"I'm in a hurry, I don't want to wait,"

Life is not long at all.Who knows what accidents will happen tomorrow, and whether we can meet again.

Ji Ran was stunned for a moment.

In fact, he knows this feeling better than anyone else.

Facing Fu Yanbai in the camera, he suddenly had the urge to speak, and his throat tightened:

"I actually..."

But the voice was delayed for a second, and the hoarse voice came over first:

"Hey, show it to uncle."

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