little boy [rebirth]

"Ran Ran, Mr. Fu, let's have breakfast."

In the early morning, two pairs of slippers appeared one after another on the cherry mahogany floor.

Ji Ran walked out with two big dark circles under her eyes, and squinted her eyes when she sat down.

Fu Yanbai followed behind him, opened the refrigerator and poured a glass of iced lemonade first, the sweet and sour taste burst out on the tip of his tongue, before he opened his eyes slightly.

"You didn't sleep well last night?"

Aunt Sun brought a large plate of steamed stuffed buns and smiled: "Did you hear that someone was arguing downstairs in the middle of the night last night? I was also woken up for a while."

"No." Ji Ran stuffed a mouthful of buns: "I fell asleep at eleven o'clock."

Fu Yanbai opened the chair and sat down: "No, I went to bed early."

"..."

Aunt Sun hesitated: "Oh... oh, it must be that the window on my side is not closed tightly... eat and eat."

The rabbit's head smelled the smell of steamed buns and jumped onto the table. Ji Ran held it in his arms, tore open one and fed it.Then I felt that Fu Yanbai's gaze was always on me as if nothing...

Ji Ran licked her lips subconsciously, and pursed her lips like a thief.

Because he secretly kissed Fu Yanbai, he was so excited that he didn't fall asleep all night, and he still didn't dare to look up at this person.

Ji Ran simply looked at Baozi and asked, "Are you busy today? Are you coming back tonight?"

Two seconds later, Steamed Bun replied steamingly: "Well, it's probably after nine o'clock."

Ji Ran: "Oh."

Baozi: "Eat after school, then write papers."

Ji Ran: "Oh."

05:30 in the afternoon.

As soon as he turned out of the school gate, Ji Ran's legs unconsciously began to twist, and when he turned left at the traffic light, the little boy lost his way home.

He had already secretly kissed Fu Yanbai.

It was the first time he did such a thing, and now he always has a guilty conscience after taking it by force.Although Fu Yanbai didn't come back until 9 o'clock, it was not impossible for him to go to the hospital.

He did the papers wherever he did them, and he sat next to Fu Yanbai to do them. If he didn't understand anything, he could ask in time, and he could improve his study efficiency.

And so late after nine o'clock, he went home with the lonely male doctor, which is also a kind of respect and love for doctors.

It was just six o'clock when Ji Ran arrived at the hospital. Fu Yanbai still had a lot of plus numbers for the expert account in the afternoon. Ji Ran was led to the office and wrote more than half of a sheet of English before he saw someone come in.

Fu Yanbai was followed by an assistant doctor and two family members of the patient, wishing he would say a few more words when he opened the door in the corridor, and he didn't completely stop until he closed the door and put down the notebook.

Perhaps a nurse had greeted him, but Fu Yanbai was not too surprised when he saw the ancestor at the table: "Why are you here? Have you eaten yet?"

"Not yet." The young master directly omitted the previous question: "What do you eat?"

"We have a meeting tonight, so we can eat in the cafeteria."

Fu Yanbai sat next to Ji Ran.The aisle outside the door is filled with the coolness of disinfectant, but the tip of the nose is the faint scent of shampoo in the boy's hair, as if two worlds were separated.

Fu Yanbai: "Are you ordering takeaway? Or let someone go to the tea restaurant opposite to buy some?"

Ji Ran: "I also eat in the cafeteria."

Fu Yanbai squinted his eyes, and kindly reminded: "Last time you said that the food was too unpalatable, and it didn't suit your appetite."

Ji Ran: "I'm reconciled now."

"..."

It was rare for him to come so far. What does it sound like to eat alone? Ji Ran put away his pen and was about to stand up when Fu Yanbai said, "Then stay here."

He glanced at Ji Ran's paper: "The cafeteria is far away, I'll buy what I want to eat."

"Oh." Ji Ran rubbed his nose and sat down: "Just be like you."

In the end, Fu Yanbai came back with two dinner plates. He didn't order two servings, but a little of the six dishes. The two servings of rice and fried dumplings were on the side, which looked very rich.

"I can't hold the soup."

"Need not."

Ji Ran sat next to him, and the two of them ate together. Although it was a little crude, it felt very fresh: "Are you...very busy lately?"

"Yeah." Fu Yanbai cut a lion's head in half from the middle, put half into Ji Ran's bowl: "Cheng Duoduo said he wants you to go to the singing competition, did he tell you?"

"Wechat said, next month." Ji Ran took a bite of the bad-tasting lion's head, swallowed it vaguely, and asked, "Are you going?"

"Look at the time."

There are not many dry vegetables in the cafeteria, and Ji Ran has always been on the thin side. Fu Yanbai picked it up with chopsticks, and found a chicken nugget from the pile of vegetables: "Do you want to eat?"

Ji Ran nodded.

But before the meat fell into the bowl, a high-pitched female voice suddenly broke in:

"Fu Yuan—"

The door of the office was pushed open a little, Ji Ran recognized the voice, turned around and saw the beautiful head nurse coming in sideways with a bowl of soup:

"Fu Yuan, I saw that you didn't bring soup just now, so I brought you a bowl. Look..."

The voice floated at the door.

She was turning around, only to see a small one sitting at the table.

"..."

Ji Ran looked at the small soup cup in her hand, the pretty head nurse reacted, walked over and put down the soup: "Xiao Ji is also there, I don't know, so I just took a bowl, or I'll go... .”

"No need." Fu Yanbai reached out to bring the soup over: "Rest, don't run away."

"Oh, that's good..."

With the plate in her hand, she glanced at the crowded table before closing the door in embarrassment and exiting.

Fu Yanbai then put the chicken nuggets just now into Ji Ran's small plate: "Hurry up, it's getting cold."

"I can't eat it."

"..."

Fu Yanbai looked at his ancestor's expression.

Ji Ran wiped her mouth, moved aside, picked up a pen, and continued to make papers.After a while, the office door was pushed open again.

"Yuan Fu, there is a meeting, the dean calls you over."

"it is good."

As a last resort, Young Master Fu put down the chicken nugget.Ji Ran glanced at the uncovered soup, pulled the cap of the pen and asked, "Would you like some soup?"

Take the hand of the sick book.Fu Yanbai glanced at him, and said after a while: "No."

Ji Ran: "Oh."

Fu Yanbai: "Eat the chicken nuggets."

Ji Ran: "..."

People left in a hurry, like some important meeting, Ji Ran only saw Fu Yanbai going out with a lot of materials, and then there was no movement.

He sat back in front of the dinner plate, quickly put the still hot chick into his mouth, and cleared the table after eating.

He was always a little lazy after eating, so Ji Ran took a few notebooks from his schoolbag and came out to study, planning to wait until the sleepiness subsided before continuing to do the papers.

It is also Fu Yanbai's request to use fragmented time.Especially for subjects such as Chinese and English, by reviewing notes, knowledge points can form a long-term memory in the mind.

Ji Ran was looking at the back, with earphones plugged into her ears, she didn't notice the movement of the door opening, and when she saw a big hand stretched out from the table looking for trouble, her reaction was already a step late...

"Yo, the notes are quite serious."

"You give it back to me!"

Wearing casual clothes, Gu Xuanhe appeared out of nowhere, took out the thickest and hardest book, turned around and began to read.

Ji Ran took off the earplugs and looked at him angrily: "What are you doing here?"

This person is against him.

"Of course I'm here for a meeting. Where's your Uncle Fu? Are you leaving?"

Gu Xuanhe lazily leaned on the sofa while flipping through his notebook, Ji Ran frowned at him: "Aren't you the big one?"

It's not a hospital, it's not even a city, so why come here for a meeting?

Gu Xuan and Nu Nuzui: "It's not the same, this is an operation for a big shot, how can a hospital be used for?"

Seeing Ji Ran's puzzled face, he knew that Fu Yanbai hadn't said it, and said kindly: "This time, the higher-ups ordered A Yan to undergo surgery, and we are cooperating. It's a big deal if it's done well. So he is very busy and under a lot of pressure. Be good and don't make trouble for him."

Ji Ran: ...

You're the only fucking blocker.

But Fu Yanbai seldom talked about work matters.It was the first time Ji Ran knew what Fu Yanbai was busy with, so he was still a little stunned for a moment.

Gu Xuanhe casually flipped through a few pages of notes, but didn't really read them seriously.Just when it was about to be closed, the book tilted outwards, and the two photos slipped out of the folder and fell to the ground...

Gu Xuanhe squinted his eyes, leaned over to pick it up: "Go out and play, so happy..."

When he saw the two people in the photo, his expression froze again.

It's the photo I took while skiing.

Ji Ran and a man were in front of each other, as if they were skiing on the hillside hand in hand.Of course he recognized that Fu Yanbai was taking pictures.

In the next second, the photo was taken back by Ji Ran with a "whoosh".

Gu Xuanhe didn't have time to look at it, but subconsciously felt that Fu Yanbai's expression was a little different, not his usual indifference.

In other words, it was rare for him to see this person so happy, and he was willing to reach out to take a picture. The big ice cube with a temperature of more than ten degrees below zero looked like a bright spring, which was rare and dazzling.

Weird feeling.

But can't tell what's different.

"Did you see another one?"

Ji Ran clipped the photos back into his notebook and glanced around on the ground. He clearly remembered that he had clipped two photos, and there was another one he picked up from Yu Lian.

Gu Xuanhe came back to his senses, only to see that there was still a sheet in the belly of the sofa at his feet, so he stretched out his hand and pulled it out:

"This one?"

Then he saw his handsome face.

"..."

Gu Xuanhe frowned, the photo showed him, Fu Yanbai and a few other boys holding basketballs with bright faces, it was a long time ago.

Ji Ran reached out to take it, but Gu Xuanhe raised his eyebrows frivolously: "Why do you hide uncle's handsome young photos?"

"..."

"It's not just you."

Ji Ran has never seen such a shameless person, he wanted to get back the photo, but Gu Xuanhe, who was a head taller than him, raised it up again, teasing like a kitten: "Then why are the photos of our high school here with you? Old Fu gave it to you?"

"Yuban gave it to me!"

Ji Ran jumped to take the photo back, but Gu Xuanhe suddenly froze, as if thinking of something: "She gave it to you? She kept it for herself?"

Ji Ran frowned: "Huh?"

This is not a class photo, but a private photo of a few boys playing basketball.

Ji Ran didn't understand what Gu Xuanhe meant, and put the photo back into the notebook, only to hear a voice next to him:

"This was taken for an old classmate."

-

Ji Ran stood still.

There was a moment of silence in the office.

It was almost a minute before Ji Ran opened his mouth and replied, "Which... classmate?"

Gu Xuanhe sat down on the sofa again: "When I was in school, it was more than ten years ago. At that time, there was a boy at the same table, who liked to watch us play. I won the game, and I said to take a photo for the old man. send it to him."

"It's a coincidence that you have the same name."

Gu Xuanhe smiled: "But he is more obedient, he doesn't make noise, he just sits around whenever he has something to do, unlike you, who go around collecting debts."

Ji Ran: "..."

your uncle.

But hearing this again from Gu Xuanhe's mouth, Ji Ran's breathing was still a little faster.

He looked at the photo again, and the figure on it came alive:

"Then... why did you send it to him?"

"Looks like he didn't come to school all of a sudden."

Gu Xuanhe leaned on the sofa, touching the green residue on his chin with one hand:

"Although he only follows A Yan's buttocks every day, it is quite worrying that a big living person suddenly disappears."

"..."

Ji Ran asked with red ears: "Then, didn't you ask?"

Gu Xuanhe casually said, "I asked."

"A Yan went to ask Yu Ban, and Lao Yu said that he transferred schools."

-

Ji Ran was stunned.

Transferred?

Why transfer?

"That's why I said to send him a photo." Gu Xuanhe pointed to the notebook in his hand: "We only found out later that he passed away."

They are the ways in which a person disappears into a period of life.The latter is more like a sudden letter.There was no time to say goodbye, and there was no address to return, so everything stopped abruptly at the moment of receiving the letter.

"The photo was given to Lao Yu..." Gu Xuanhe seemed to have thought of something, and paused: "I guess she has no place to send it, so she kept it for herself."

In the corridor outside the door, carts slid by from time to time, and the sound of the rollers rubbing against the ground made a sound like white noise.

Ji Ran remained silent.

Gu Xuanhe sat on the sofa for a while: "Since I gave it to you, then you can keep it."

After a brief trance, he returned to his unscrupulous look: "Look more at Uncle's differently handsome face, always staring at Old Fu, you don't get tired of panic... let's go."

After he finished speaking, he strode out of the office.

In the past ten years, nothing can not let go.

-

Ji Ran finished two papers in the hospital, Fu Yanbai took him back after the meeting, and made two more papers when he got home, and it was almost a little faster after the lights were turned off.

As autumn and winter change seasons, Aunt Sun ordered a newly bought aromatherapy at home. The sweetness of goji berry and blood orange is very good for falling asleep, but Ji Ran still couldn't fall asleep all night.

Why transfer?

Fu Yanbai also knew that the photo was sent to him?

He wanted to ask directly, but felt that this big rock would not say anything. After much deliberation, he went to school and Yu Lian's office with a burden in his arms.

Ji Ran specially waited for another hour after school to knock on the door.

Another old chemistry teacher had already rode a small electric donkey to get off work, and Yu Lian was wearing glasses and was sitting at the desk with frowned eyebrows correcting homework.

She was in her forties, with a neat black ponytail, a lilac-colored high-necked bottoming shirt from her neck, and the simplest teacher's attire, and almost all her energy was put on that desk.

"Report."

"Come in."

Yu Lian raised her head briefly, and helped the frame: "What's wrong? Are you having problems studying?"

Ji Ran shook her head, and leaned closer to her: "Yuban, the photo you sent me last time."

Yu Lian: "Huh?"

Ji Ran: "I accidentally dropped it."

Yu Lian's expression froze for a moment.

Ji Ran looked up at her, touched her nose and said, "Is it important?"

He remembered that photo was pressed under the glass together with the group photo of every class.So many years, so many students, it should be important to Lian...

just why...

"Well. It belonged to a former student."

Yu Lian's expression darkened: "Where did you fall? Can you still find it?"

Ji Ran didn't answer, and asked after a pause, "Then why did you promise to give it to me?"

"Because your names are similar."

Yu Lian said after a long time.

-

In fact, Ji Ran had already guessed seven or eight points in his heart, but he was still a little stunned when he really heard Yu Lian say it.

He didn't expect that after such a long time, someone would remember him and keep it in his heart.

In the small office, the desktop is full of homework and test papers. Yu Lian doesn't know if she wants to say it or Ji Ran gave her this opportunity.Some emotions that have been accumulated for a long time and long to be vented finally have a little outlet, like new branches and leaves, breaking out of the ground.

"He passed away."

Yu Lian said lightly: "Several students took the photos and wanted to send them to him. If I can't give them to him, I will give them to you."

Ji Ran: "Then don't they know?"

Yu Lian: "Yes."

Ji Ran: "Why?"

The young man's voice was very soft, without any oppression of questioning, but it was like a heavy bell ringing in the dull air, coming from far away.

After a long time, Yu Lian said:

"Because I didn't say it."

She was facing the window, and there was a blush outside the window, and the sunset glow remained unchanged for years, like a long river of time, which could not be wiped away from the sky, and could not pass through.

It was an expression of guilt and wanting to let go, but there was no way to export it, and it took a long time to find it.

Ji Ran looked at her without any blame in her eyes.In fact, after so long, everything has become easier to forgive.

She has just been promoted to class teacher.For the first time, she taught an experimental class.The huge study pressure in No. [-] Middle School, the parents who spread rumors, the school leaders who don't like such things, the top students who came to her for questioning...

And many, many more...

A transfer is far easier than death.

The sunset outside the window is slowly setting.

Yu Lian's drooping hair was pulled behind her ears, Ji Ran looked at her stubborn and stubborn side face, and there was a little light in the corner of her eyes.

"I've always regretted it."

Yu Lian: "He is a good boy, everyone misses him very much."

-

It was 08:30 when Ji Ran got home.

He only saw a few WeChat messages on his phone when he entered the door. Fu Yanbai didn't work overtime today, but sat at the table like waiting for a rabbit.

Aunt Sun has heated up the dishes on the table for two rounds, and the mushrooms and vegetables are slightly greenish-yellow.

Fu Yanbai put down the pen in his hand, asked Aunt Sun to fill the bowl of soup again, and then asked quietly:

"Where have you been?"

Ji Ran: "Lao Yu left behind."

Fu Yanbai: "..."

After washing his hands, when he came back, he saw the handsome face on the table frowning slightly, and Fu Da Zhuangyuan, the model of Miyoshi, had a serious expression on his face, and his voice became a little lower: "What's wrong?"

"nothing."

Fu Yanbai looked at him seriously, with a serious indifference in his expression, Ji Ran picked up the chopsticks and picked up a piece of shiitake mushroom...

"I asked her, and she said you used to be good at liberal arts."

Fu Yanbai: "..."

作者有话要说：感谢在2020-10-1718:54:57~2020-10-1821:18:28期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the grenade: 2 little mushrooms;

Thanks to the little angel who cast the mine: 2 dark cloud legs; little mushroom, 42293491, 42392435, 454058511;

感谢灌溉营养液的小天使：欧泡泡、番薯星人、carol、King、yy10瓶；若邪请大大爆更6瓶；幻梦酱5瓶；hmily、夜空中最亮的星、美目盼兮3瓶；二慕、Soft爹粉、哇塞2瓶；欧琑琑、万叶千声、小段，是个真正的莽夫、sakusaya、夏习清在我身下喘1瓶；

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!