I am the only one in the whole world who is seriously cultivating

"I think we should be able to find a suitable solution! There are so many seniors in the group, and you are so powerful, Senior Beitang..." Dongfang Xiaoyue said in a low voice, "It's all a god, I'm your apprentice, in case something happens Well, help me too..."

"How can you be so sure that I will help you?" Senior Beitang asked back, "Just because you are my apprentice, if you get into trouble, I have to be responsible for helping you clean up the mess?"

"Isn't it..." Dongfang Xiaoyue murmured, "Besides, things have already happened. I made Yan Xi work so hard to build a foundation. Do I still have to tell her that you don't want to practice anymore? This is too cruel Right? I swear I didn't even think about cultivation at the time, it was only when Yan Xi mentioned me that I got an idea..."

"A sudden idea? Why didn't you think about it? In the final analysis, it's still the same sentence, little friend, what do you think of cultivation? Is it a means to avoid death?" Senior Beitang looked very serious, "Thought to do it If you become a monk and have the magic weapon of resurrection, can you be unscrupulous? You are disrespecting life! Is life a cheap item that you can come and go when you call it? Oriental friend, do you want to pretend to be a god? ?”

"But after becoming a monk, even if she is implicated by me, there is at least a possibility of escaping! Do I want to watch that person explode in front of my eyes like before? I am not Senior Beitang! I am not so Supernatural powers! I can only do my best to protect my cherished friends within my ability!" Dongfang Xiaoyue argued, "I am not very strong now, and I don't know how to tear apart the space of my predecessors. I rushed over in an instant, and I can't help it! What else can I do? Am I willing to involve ordinary people?"

"Since the matter started from the elves, and the elves are no longer causing trouble, there is no reason for Yanxi to continue cultivating!" Senior Beitang said, "Anyway, she is only first rank now, and I can let her return to the life of an ordinary person. "

"Senior Beitang...!"

"Why? Don't you want to? Little friend Dongfang, think about it carefully, what was the purpose of you letting Yanxi get in touch with cultivation?!" Senior Beitang spoke mercilessly, "Are you protecting her? You are clearly doing it for your own selfishness! You know in your heart that if you set foot on cultivation, you will definitely experience the theory of longevity. Your parents are practitioners, but what about her parents? What about her relatives and friends?"

"Because at the time, I thought that Senior Beitang was very powerful, and he would definitely help me a little at that time... And with one more person around me who cultivates the truth, we can make progress together. I have no other purpose."

"Why do you think that I will help you in this matter? Do you think that because of my high position and authority, I will definitely choose to protect human beings?" Senior Beitang's voice gradually became louder, "Yes, we are directors. Gods of various positions, we are obliged to manage the human world well. But nowadays, humans have never feared gods, so why should gods protect humans?"

Unexpectedly, Dongfang Xiaoyue's thinking suddenly became tricky at this time: "If human beings fear gods and gods will protect human beings, then from now on, Yanxi and his family will start to believe in gods, worship gods, and respect gods. Have you protected them... um!"

As soon as the words fell, Dongfang Xiaoyue felt that a hand was strangling her neck, as if she could die instantly with a little force.

"Little friend Dongfang, how can you say such words in such a relaxed tone..." Senior Beitang sighed, "You have disappointed me so much."

"Actually... I know that there is something wrong with me in this matter. But I hope that senior Beitang will not be too emotional." Dongfang Xiaoyue, who was strangled by the neck, said intermittently, "I hope that senior just because I'm so angry because my views on this matter are different from mine... It's not because Senior Lang Jun and Senior Yun Feng are gone."

The moment she finished speaking, she felt a strong killing intent from the person in front of her, but that was only for a moment.Senior Beitang's control over murderous aura is very delicate, and he rarely loses control.

"Senior Beitang... Did you want to kill me just now?" The hand didn't keep pinching, Dongfang Xiaoyue lowered her eyes, "The last time I felt such murderous aura was when I was filming..."

"You shouldn't have said that." Senior Beitang withdrew his hand, "It wasn't your fault, even if it was, I have already forgiven you."

"Is it really?"

"I've forgiven you, but you keep lowering yourself. You're afraid that I'm angry, you feel guilty, and you think that nothing you can do will make it up to me. Even if I say it, I don't care anymore , you will also feel that it is comforting you."

Dongfang Xiaoyue smiled wryly: "Isn't it? Even if Senior forgives me, they won't be able to come back..."

"After others have forgiven you, you still keep lowering your figure and belittling yourself. Because you are ashamed of the other party and feel that you should be inferior to others, and thus feel guilty for your whole life, this behavior is fundamentally a sin." Senior Beitang shook Shaking his head, he looked at Dongfang Xiaoyue and said, "Even if you are guilty, you have already paid for it. Little friend Dongfang, you are insulting yourself."

Dongfang Xiaoyue was slightly taken aback, then lowered her head, not knowing what she was thinking, and she couldn't see her expression.

"Yanxi, can she really not continue to practice?" She asked in a low voice, "Even if the matter of the elves is over, I think as long as she has the corresponding awareness, she can still...well, should...should be able to continue to practice Bar?"

"I will talk to her about her matter later." Senior Beitang said, "If she really has that kind of awareness, then let her go. On the contrary, if not—"

"Even if you don't, I hope you won't be too harsh on her. After all, even though she was the first to propose cultivation, I was the one who finally agreed. If there is any dissatisfaction, it should be borne by me."

After hearing this, Senior Beitang frowned slightly. She wanted to say something, but she sighed softly after seeing Dongfang Xiaoyue with her head down and couldn't see her expression clearly, and then turned around a little irritably.

"I won't criticize her."

Dongfang Xiaoyue raised her head slightly to look at that figure's back, then bowed to that person and said softly, "Then thank you, Master."

Senior Beitang's figure trembled slightly, but he left without saying anything.

Fairy Wangyou was a little surprised when he saw Senior Beitang come back, because Senior Beitang looked very serious, and he was a different person in normal times.With sharp eyes, she noticed that the snow-white cuff was stained with some bright red, so she walked over to grab the other's right hand in two or three steps and said, "What's wrong? Are you injured?"

Senior Beitang was taken aback when he heard this, then he opened his palm but found that it was covered with blood.She shook her head with a wry smile and said, "I'm fine."

"Are you done?" Fairy asked.

"Probably." Senior Beitang looked at Yan Xi who was sitting on the sofa neither humble nor overbearing, and then said, "Yan Xi, right? I have something to ask you."

"Well, you ask."

"Now there are only three of us here, let's have a good talk?" Senior Beitang put on a smile, and then said in a very gentle tone, "Then please tell me, why do you want to cultivate?"

"Because Dongfang... She has become very guilty since I died that time. I don't think it's her fault, so I thought, if I am also a cultivator and have some resurrection magic weapon, she will not feel so guilty. gone."

"anything else?"

"She said she would always protect me, but I know that she only said that because she didn't want the same thing to happen again. I don't want her to say that because she feels guilty about me. I hope she... can That's what a friend says."

"anything else?"

"Cultivation is very convenient in today's society, and it can also lead to longevity."

Senior Beitang smiled and shook his head, interrupting her: "No, only this sentence, you are lying."

"..."

"Tell me, she won't know."

Yan Xi was silent for a while, and finally turned her head and said in a low voice: "I don't want to have such a sense of distance between the two of us, I want to get to know her by being in the same hobby as her. Because although Dongfang looks very Approachable, but in reality it’s not.”

Senior Beitang nodded, and motioned for her to continue.

Yan Xi said softly: "As for her, as long as something happens, she will take the blame on herself. And if the friendship is not deep, even if there is something hidden in her heart, she will not tell others easily. I don't want to If she keeps hiding her thoughts like this, she will not be able to enjoy life well. If she must, is destined, must become like this, then at least—at least I can be her trusted confidant, that's all. "

"Your original intention was good, but you used the wrong method, with selfishness in it." Senior Beitang said, "Do you know what cultivation means? Endless lifespan? Yan Xi, you can't understand, After all, you are such a smart person."

"..."

"Little friend Dongfang was deceived by you. You actually know everything, right?" Senior Beitang sighed, "Yes, even though you don't know anything about cultivation, you know very well what it means to step into cultivation. Yours It is impossible for parents and relatives to step into cultivation again, and they can only increase their lifespan through some treasures in the cultivation world, and you, because you have become a monk, can use the magic weapon of resurrection, and you have successfully dispelled your worries."

"But you actually know that an endless lifespan will face countless life and death. You will watch your parents, your relatives, and your friends leave you one by one, even if you are a monk or a god. , and there is no way to change this. And when you made the decision, you didn’t actually discuss it with your parents. I did that. Yan Xi, Yan Xi, such a smart woman, do you know? Cultivation is a very serious matter, and you can't mix it with your own selfishness."

"I'm sorry." Yan Xi apologized softly, "I just... want to know her too much. That person, if there is no one around her to enlighten her, she will collapse."

"Although it's an old-fashioned question, I still want to ask - is it worth it for you to do this?"

"It doesn't matter if it's worth it or not, only if you want it."

Senior Beitang sighed: "You have seen Lanyue, you should know that you have no talent for cultivation. No matter how hard you try, you will not be able to break through the third rank in your life. Even so, do you still want to do this? You can I once thought that the lifespan of a second-rank monk is only a hundred years. When your lifespan is about to expire, what will little friend Dongfang think? She will still feel that it is her fault, because she brought you into cultivation. Now But I can only watch you go. You will become the eternal pain in her heart—or is that your intention from the beginning? "

"No, it's not...!" Yan Xi was startled, and then explained, "I really didn't think that way... So second-rank monks only have so much lifespan? I'm sorry, I was too naive... "

Senior Beitang also sighed dumbfoundingly and said, "You! Didn't you even understand the most basic knowledge, did you just make a hasty decision like this?"

"I'm sorry... If that's the case, I don't have to be a monk, really!" Yan Xi said, "I never thought of being the pain in her heart, I don't want her because I am unhappy, she is already Such a person, I shouldn't be her hindrance."

"I'm very glad you think so." After hearing these words, Senior Beitang finally showed an approving smile, then tilted his head and looked at Yan Xi and said, "Hey, Yan Xi...do you want to be my teacher? apprentice?"

"Eh?" Yan Xi was confused by this sudden turning point.

"That's right, you really don't have the talent for cultivation, because you have already passed the best time for cultivation, and your parents are ordinary people, and you don't have any cultivation blood." Senior Beitang's voice became very soft, "Then, should you To try something new? You may not have the talent for cultivation, but—you must have other talents, because you have such a heart."

"I'm just an ordinary person...can I do it?" Yan Xi asked cautiously.

"Why do you think ordinary people can't do it?" Senior Beitang pointed at himself and smiled confidently, "I, at the very beginning, was also an ordinary person..."

Yan Xi was taken aback for a moment, and then a look of surprise appeared on his face.

"Then let me ask you one last question—" Senior Beitang put away his smiling face and said seriously, "This is really a road of no return. Once you choose this road, you will experience very painful things, countless life and death , all kinds of powerlessness, boring and hard practice, and—the never-ending loneliness. Do you really have such an awareness?"

Yan Xi did not hesitate at all, she solemnly bowed to Senior Beitang, and then said word by word: "Yes, I have already decided, please let me worship your teacher as my teacher!"