I Just Came to Borrow a Light

Yuan Wu didn't know why he drove Lin Chengbu's car to the downstairs of Lin Chengbu's house again today.

Are you nervous?

He sat in the car and lit a cigarette.

He opened the car window and just took a breath, the cold wind blowing in made him shiver, so he had to close the car window again and open the sunroof.

It was past twelve o'clock in the evening, and the surrounding area was very quiet, only one or two people who came back from the night shift trotted into the corridor.

Yuan Wu suddenly felt a little lonely.

In the past, I didn’t feel much when I was alone, and I even felt quite enjoyable. I went to the bar alone, came back from the bar alone, ate alone, went out alone, and occasionally met and chatted with friends.

pretty good.

Even in those days when he was dazed on the boat, he could still live on. Sometimes the big head would come over and nag, and after a long time he would get annoyed and push the big head back.

But now it's a bit different, he doesn't know if Lin Chengbu forcibly pulled him out of the closed state, anyway he began to feel lonely.

When I'm alone, I'm in a trance, hoping that there's some movement around me, that someone is talking, or someone is playing with their mobile phone.

It would be even better if this "someone" was Lin Chengbu.

Yuan Wu took a puff of smoke upwards, trying to eject the ash from the skylight, but when he raised his hand, he felt that the cigarette butt was stuck on something, and then shattered small sparks fell down his arm.

"Hey!" He was startled, and quickly patted his clothes on the car seat. When he looked up to study what was going on, he found that the sunroof was open, but the sun visor was not open. A hole poked through the leather of the sun visor.

Gee.

Are you sick? There is an ashtray in the car...

Lin Chengbu's car is not new, but it has only been in use for a little over three years, and it is still in good condition. Yuan Wu felt sorry for him when he stared at that eye.

Yuan Wu was thinking about whether to change this piece tomorrow when the phone rang.

He took out his mobile phone and checked the time on the car. It was almost a little later, and the screen showed that it was a call from Lin Chengbu.

"Aren't you sleeping?" He answered the phone.

"I'm asleep," Lin Chengbu said in a low voice, "I got up to pee, and I checked the time, and it felt almost right. You should have returned from the 18th, so I just made a phone call."

"Is something wrong?" Yuan Wu asked.

"It's okay," Lin Chengbu smiled, "I just know you're still up, and I want to hear your voice."

"Oh," Yuan Wu glanced up, "I happen to have something to tell you."

"What's the matter?" Lin Chengbu asked.

"Just... your car, the sun visor on the sunroof," Yuan Wu touched the sun visor, "I just accidentally burned its eyes."

"... Does it have any conflict with you?" Lin Chengbu was stunned, "What do you use to burn it?"

"Cigarette butts." Yuan Wu said.

"Are you putting out cigarette butts on the roof?" Lin Chengbu was a little surprised.

"I want to reach out to flick the cigarette ash." Yuan Wu said.

"Oh," Lin Chengbu seemed a little confused, "Hey, if it's hot, it will be hot anyway, no one looks up."

"I'll change your sun visor tomorrow." Yuan Wu said.

"No need, you might as well buy me milk tea with that money," Lin Chengbu said, "It's much better..."

"Let me buy you some clothes first," Yuan Wu sighed, "I can't stand those old men's clothes in your closet."

Lin Chengbu laughed: "Why are they old men? How old do you think they are?"

"It's too regular," Yuan Wu said, "It's too ordinary."

"I'm just an ordinary person." Lin Chengbu said with a smile.

"You are not an ordinary person, you are Jehovah Xiaohua..." Yuan Wu suddenly remembered the Heavenly Father and Amen in Lin Chengbu's closet door, and suddenly became a little angry, "By the way, is there something wrong with you. "

"...Is there?" Lin Chengbu thought for a while, "There should be nothing serious about me."

"Did you hang that cross-stitch on the inside of the closet door? Did you use your brain to make the decision?" Yuan Wu said, "Didn't you feel that you were bathed in the holy light when you opened the door to change clothes?"

"Oh," Lin Chengbu couldn't help laughing, "I didn't know you would open that door, I just didn't find a suitable place to hang it, and it feels a bit magical to hang it on the wall..."

"Can't you roll it up and put it in a drawer?" Yuan Wu said.

"No way," Lin Chengbu said, "You didn't give me any of the things you gave me, except for the watch I've been wearing all the time, and it fell into the water at the old wharf."

"Didn't I give you another piece later?" Yuan Wu sighed softly, remembering how Lin Chengbu looked for his watch in the water that day, "As for it?"

"You don't understand," Lin Chengbu said, "I have saved all the text messages you sent me before. I don't care about you."

"It's rare because there are too few." Yuan Wu adjusted the seat back and closed his eyes. "If there are too many, it won't be rare, right?"

"Whoever said that love and money can't be too much," Lin Chengbu said, "If you have too much, you will be at ease, and people are most afraid of not being at ease."

Yuan Wu didn't speak, and thought for a while in silence.

"What's wrong?" Lin Chengbu asked over there.

"No," Yuan Wu smiled, "Why put the money in it and say it together."

"I'm afraid you'll think it's too far-fetched just to talk about feelings, but it's more convincing to have one." Lin Chengbu replied solemnly.

Yuan Wu laughed for a long time.

"Hey," Lin Chengbu lowered his voice, "Are you still in the car?"

"Yes." Yuan Wu said.

"Is it downstairs at my house?" Lin Chengbu's voice was full of expectation, without even a hint of concealment.

"Yes." Yuan Wu felt that in his state, even if he was not downstairs, he had to say that he was there, lest he be disappointed.

"Then you go up, what are you doing waiting in the car?" Lin Chengbu laughed immediately, "Okay, I'll just listen to your voice, it's okay, you go back, I'll hang up, I'll be arguing for a while The kid in my room should complain."

"By the way," Yuan Wu suddenly remembered this matter, "Why don't you even have a private room? How did you sleep?"

"The standard room I arranged for you is not bad. It was originally arranged in a school dormitory, but it was still a canopy bed." Lin Chengbu said.

"Your roommate... who is it?" Yuan Wu asked.

"Chef, just like me." Lin Chengbu said.

"Oh." Yuan Wu replied, feeling that Lin Chengbu's answer was not perfect.

But it's like sometimes you feel an itchy place on your body, but it's useless to scratch anywhere, and you can't find it at all. Now he feels this way, always feels that there is a place that is uncomfortable, but it seems that no matter how Lin Chengbu answers Can't get rid of this discomfort.

"I found something," Lin Chengbu laughed suddenly, "Uncle, are you jealous?"

"...Why do you want me to be jealous so much?" Yuan Wu felt helpless.

"Curve to save the country, it's not good to directly desire you to fall in love with me," Lin Chengbu said, "I have to curve to desire you to be jealous."

Yuan Wu didn't speak, but frowned.

Are you jealous?

Is it because it is comfortable?

Lin Chengbu and another man, for three months, met every day during the day to train together, and went back to the house to sleep together at night. Although they didn't go to the toilet and take a bath together, at least they would change clothes and so on.

Fuck it doesn't seem that different from cohabitation?

"Ah," Yuan Wu seemed to have eaten a tube of mustard, and suddenly felt that all the blocked orifices were cleared up, "Yes."

"What?" Lin Chengbu was stunned, "What is it?"

"Jealous." Yuan Wu said.

The sudden wild laughter from the phone startled Yuan Wu so much that he almost threw the phone out.

"What are you doing?" He yelled under his breath, "You forgot to bring your brain fragments!"

"No, I just..." Lin Chengbu couldn't stop laughing, but before he finished speaking, there was a knock on the door.

Then it was probably the roar of the roommate who was woken up, roaring like a cannonball, even Yuan Wu could hear it: "Lin Chengbu, can't you shit quietly! Just keep talking while shitting , is it so fun to poop! Is the constipation finally cleared? You are so successful! Make people sleep!"

"Hey, I'm sorry," Lin Chengbu said quickly, "Don't push the door, don't push the door, I'm not wearing pants..."

"You're not wearing pants?" Yuan Wu was stunned, "Are you really shitting?"

"This kid was stunned. If I didn't say that, he could really break into the door when he was angry," Lin Chengbu said in a low voice, "Okay, he walked away."

"Go to bed, it's really a bit disturbing in the middle of the night." Yuan Wu said.

"Well," Lin Chengbu responded, hesitated for a moment and asked again, "No, you're done with your jealousy? He's about to come in, why don't you continue to eat?"

"... What can you two do if he goes in?" Yuan Wu said.

"No...can't do anything." Lin Chengbu said.

"That's terrible," Yuan Wu sighed, "I'll just take a bite of vinegar, can I really keep eating it, I'll get an acid reflux."

"One mouthful counts as one mouthful," Lin Chengbu said with a smile, "Okay, I went to sleep, and now I have to wake up at 05:30 every day."

"Go to sleep," Yuan Wu said, "good night."

"Good night." Lin Chengbu hung up the phone.

Yuan Wu put the phone back in his pocket, stared at the street lights outside for a while, and then got out of the car.

It's too late, let's sleep at Lin Chengbu's house today.

As soon as he reached the elevator entrance, the phone rang again, Yuan Wu took it out to take a look, and Lin Chengbu sent a message.

-Don't change the sun visor, I want to keep it.

- I'm sick, go to sleep.

Yuan Wu sighed and entered the elevator.

Why keep the sun visor with a broken eye, commemorate it?

Yuan Wu sometimes doesn't understand Lin Chengbu's thoughts, but he still decides to listen to him, and don't change it if he doesn't want to change it. Anyway, when the thing is closed, no one will look up at it. will move it away.

Back at Lin Chengbu's house, Yuan Wu went around each room as usual, getting some water for Cycad to pour, which meant that he didn't come here specially to sleep.

When he opened the closet, he saw Heavenly Father and Amen again. Reluctantly, he took Heavenly Father down, rolled it up and put it in the corner of the closet, then found a pen on Lin Chengbu’s desk, and wrote the words It was painted out, leaving two round blanks in the middle, and a black round cake was painted on the outside, and two triangles were added to the black round cake.

What a beautiful little black cat.

Yuan Wu took a step back to look at it, and added two vertical bars in the blank space, um, it looks more like it.

artist.

He closed the door.

Then pull away.

Close it again.

Pulled it apart again, took out an ordinary t-shirt from Lin Chengbu, and changed it on.

Yuan Wu felt a little sad when he woke up in the morning.

When Lin Chengbu left, he probably never expected that someone would stay overnight at his house, so the kitchen and refrigerator were all cleaned up. Except for a pack of dried shiitake mushrooms, Yuan Wu didn't even find a biscuit in his house.

Just as he was thinking whether to go out for lunch or order a takeaway, the doorbell rang suddenly.

This was the first time Yuan Wu heard the doorbell of Lin Chengbu's house, and it was actually changed by him, with a serious tone of his own.

"Hello. Hello."

As soon as this movement came out, the person who rang the bell outside was probably stunned, and instead of pressing it again, they replied: "Hello."

"Who is it?" Yuan Wu walked over and asked, and saw a takeaway boy carrying a lunch box through the cat's eyes.

"Hello, the meal you ordered has been delivered to you." The little brother said.

Have you developed the superpower of ordering food with your mind?

Yuan Wu was very alert immediately: "I didn't order food."

"You have ordered it," the younger brother took out a piece of paper from his pocket, read out the address of Lin Chengbu's house on it with a southern accent, and asked, "Is this your address? Is the name your name?"

Yuan Wu was stunned: "What?"

"No?" said the little brother.

"... Lin Chengbu?" Yuan Wu opened the door, "Did Lin Chengbu order the meal?"

"Yes," the little brother handed over the lunch box, and he spoke quickly, with an uncontrollable accent, "The omelette rice girl mixes shredded chicken and drinking urine."

"Thank you." Yuan Wu took the lunch box.

Lin Chengbu ordered lunch for him, omelet rice, shredded chicken, side dishes, soup and drinks, which took up more than half of the table.

Yuan Wu looked at the pile of food, took out his mobile phone to take a picture after a long time, and sent it to Lin Chengbu.

-You remind me of automated pig feeding.

Lin Chengbu didn't reply to the message. At this time, he was probably still receiving repairs from Chef Liu. Yuan Wu clicked his tongue, wondering if his culinary skills would improve by leaps and bounds after he came back.

He came over with two bowls, intending to divide the dishes and save some for dinner, but after thinking about it, he put the bowls back.

With Lin Chengbu's character, if he ordered a meal at noon, he would definitely order another meal in the evening. If he stayed here all the time, he would probably be able to eat at all the nearby restaurants in the past three months.

too frightening.

Yuan Wu ate a mouthful of omelet rice, and it was terrible to face a psychopath.

Lin Chengbu didn't reply to him until after three o'clock in the afternoon.

-Is it delicious? I also ordered dinner for you. You don’t have to go out to look for food. If you want to eat, just tell me. Don’t order it yourself. This is my spare time. Tell me when you go home. I will order it for you and send it to me. I know where. The home is delicious, probably because it was posted secretly, Lin Chengbu's news didn't even have a punctuation space or anything, Yuan Wu almost held back when he read it.

-tasty.

Although he only answered two words, this was probably Lin Chengbu's only pastime, and then he enthusiastically started to order food every day, with new tricks.

Yuan Wu felt that he had eaten all the food delivery stores near his home and Lin Chengbu's home within a week, all kinds of tastes, all kinds of rice, all kinds of noodles, all kinds of cakes...

"You haven't had fun yet?" Yuan Wu opened the takeaway lunch box while making a phone call, "I know all the food delivery people."

"Ah!" Lin Chengbu shouted, "I ignored it!"

"What?" Yuan Wu was stunned, "Don't be surprised all the time, at least you should be careful when you dress so middle-aged and old."

"Is there any handsome one?" Lin Chengbu asked.

It took Yuan Wu a few seconds to react, and he was a little speechless: "There is no one more handsome than you."

"That's okay," Lin Chengbu said with a smile, "Actually, I think it's not easy to be more handsome than me."

"...I'm telling you Xiaohua," Yuan Wu sighed, "As for the photo you sent me that day, it has nothing to do with the word handsome."

"Fuck, I just said I won't take pictures that day, I didn't shave that day!" Lin Chengbu said angrily, "I'll send you another one later!"

Almost 10 minutes passed after I hung up the phone, but Lin Chengbu did not send the photo.

Just when Yuan Wu thought he had forgotten, the phone rang.

Yuan Wu smiled when he opened it, no wonder it took so long.

Lin Cheng walked in the room, leaning against the table beside the bed, posing in a position where he could stretch his legs as long as possible, his beard was shaved, and his hair looked like it had just been washed and blow-dried.

Although Yuan Wu felt like laughing, he still had to admit that he was very handsome.

-How about it?

-Who gave you the shot?

- As for that stupid roommate, he pointed out my poses, he is more experienced in taking pictures of his girlfriends, I am handsome!

-handsome.

Yuan Wu clicked on the photo and looked at it again. Apart from being handsome, he could also see that Lin Chengbu had indeed lost weight, and his chin was a little pointed.

While watching, Lin Chengbu called again.

Yuan Wu glanced at the time. It was time for them to have dinner. Lin Chengbu usually went to work after eating and resting like a war, but today he was so free.

"Don't you need training tonight?" Yuan Wu answered the phone.

"Today can be a little later. There is something wrong with our stove, and it is being repaired." Lin Chengbu smiled, "Is it obvious that I am thin?"

"Well, your chin is sharp," Yuan Wu said, "I see you wear a lot of clothes in the house, didn't you turn on the air conditioner?"

"When the air conditioner is turned on, it can't keep up with the heating," Lin Chengbu said. "Several people have caught a cold."

"Isn't it like spring all the year round?" Yuan Wu asked.

"I thought so too." Lin Chengbu was a little depressed, "After thinking about it, spring isn't that warm. What's the cold spring or the cold spring... I didn't bring enough clothes."

"Go buy it." Yuan Wu said immediately.

"I don't have time," Lin Chengbu said, "but it's okay..."

"How about," Yuan Wu thought for a while, "Do you have your address? I'll send it to you."

"Huh?" Lin Chengbu was stunned.

"I'll send it to you. Aren't all your clothes in the closet? Wouldn't it be enough to send you a few?" Yuan Wu said.

"Oh, good, good, good." Lin Chengbu's voice trembled with laughter.

"... Isn't it very touching." Yuan Wu wanted to laugh when he heard his movement.

"It's not touching," Lin Chengbu said with a smile, "You know, you should treat me better, I just... miss you so much."

Yuan Wu didn't speak, Lin Chengbu's words were like a soft little hook, hooked somewhere in his heart, which made him feel unspeakable.

"Have you..." Lin Chengbu said tentatively, "Do you have a kind of... that, just... wish I... I'm by your side... How should I put it..."

"Do you want to ask me if I miss you?" Yuan Wu asked.