I Just Came to Borrow a Light

Lin Chengbu woke up very early today. Except for the day when he had to go to the shop to make tofu, he usually couldn't wake up so early, but today he didn't need to make tofu, so he still woke up early in the morning.

When he opened his eyes, he immediately knew why he woke up so early... Yuan Wu slept soundly with his messy hair on his head.

Yep, that's why his biological clock was out of whack.

Looking sideways at Yuan Wu who was still sleeping soundly, it felt more comfortable than picking up 100 million yuan, although the largest denomination of money he picked up was ten yuan.

Yuan Wu's hair covered half of his face, he carefully stretched out a finger to lift up the hanging hair, just as he touched the hair, Yuan Wu frowned, and quickly slapped him on the hand, Then he frowned and turned over.

When I turned over, I rolled up the small quilt that was covering me.

"Hey," Lin Chengbu suddenly felt a chill on his back, and pulled the corner of his quilt, "Save some for me..."

Yuan Wu continued to sleep without moving.

"Is that how you treat Heavenly Father?" Lin Chengbu turned his head and sneezed, then lightly poked Yuan Wuhou's back twice, "Hey, barbarian."

Yuan Wu scratched his back with his backhand, and slept arrogantly with the quilt rolled up.

Without a quilt, Lin Chengbu couldn't last a few minutes, so he sat up reluctantly, grabbed a piece of clothing and put it on.

In fact, it's not impossible for him to pull the quilt over with all his strength. As far as Yuan Wu's tolerance for him is concerned, he directly lifted the quilt, and Yuan Wu probably hurt him a few words.

But it was this that made him feel that something was wrong.

It stands to reason that the relationship between the two of them is theoretically much more advanced than that of friends with benefits, and it is normal for them to tolerate each other, but he always feels that Yuan Wu's "degree" is much greater than Yuan Wu's affection for him.

This is why, he has been a little vague in his mind, one is that he doesn't want to think about it, the other is that he can't figure it out, and the third is that he is afraid that something he can't accept will happen if he thinks it over.

Maybe, he was very courageous on the road of chasing Yuan Wu, no matter what he didn't care, but walked cautiously on the road of advancing feelings, like an old lady with small feet walking on thin ice...

When Yuan Wu got up, he had already put the breakfast on the table.

"Why didn't you sleep a little longer?" Yuan Wu looked at the omelet rice and corn juice on the table, "So rich early in the morning?"

"Isn't it because I'm afraid...it's going to cost a lot?" Lin Chengbu said.

"That's you," Yuan Wu entered the bathroom, "your blood is boiling."

Lin Chengbu was embarrassed for a while, and when he wanted to say something, Yuan Wu had already closed the bathroom door.

He had to sit down at the table and stare at the plates on the table.

Yes, this is also something wrong.

Yuan Wu followed him too much, cooperated with him too much, and didn't object to anything, not like Yuan Wu at all.

Maybe that's what it's like to have feelings for someone?

Or... Isn't that what I want?

No?

Is this really the case...

Yuan Wu is still Yuan Wu in front of others, but in front of himself, he is not like the Yuan Wu he knew.

"Hey..." He raised his head and looked at the ceiling.

Lin Chengbu, are you a little trembling, can't stand others treating you well?

When Yuan Wu returned to the 18th, his life basically returned to the previous state. If he didn't consider Yuan Wu's unconditional cooperation with him, Lin Chengbu felt that Yuan Wu's current state was much better than before he was insane.

On the surface, it seems that he is still the same, he is quite indifferent to everyone, has the virtue of rejecting thousands of miles, and is still impatient at every turn, but his mental outlook has changed a lot... The word mental outlook is used It's kind of funny, but that's what it is.

The depression in Yuan Wu's body disappeared little by little.

Lin Chengbu sat in the special seat of Yuanwu in the bar, looking at the bar counter with some emotion, it's pretty good, isn't it, if you don't think about it more.

"Why do you drink every day?" Jiang Chengyu put a bottle of wine in front of him, and sat down next to him, "Drink some of this with me."

"I'll drive later." Lin Chengbu took a sip of the drink.

"Hey——" Jiang Chengyu sighed with disgust and helplessness, "Lin Chengbu, your growth trajectory really doesn't show that one day you will grow up to be such a decent person."

"Isn't my growth trajectory quite popular?" Lin Chengbu glanced at him, "except that I didn't go to college."

"You guys who study auto repair, are you all so serious now?" Jiang Chengyu lit a cigarette.

"I don't know, I didn't do auto repair anymore." Lin Chengbu said.

"I know several unscrupulous cooks," Jiang Chengyu pointed at him with a cigarette in his hand, "Chang Yu is also a cook, do you know?"

"Huh?" Lin Chengbu was stunned, "It doesn't look like it."

"You don't look like that either," Jiang Chengyu stared at him and smiled, "At first I thought you were a model."

"It's so sincere." Lin Chengbu turned his head and continued to look at Yuan Wu behind the bar.

"Hey," Jiang Chengyu kicked him, "Are you and Xiao Wu quite stable now?"

"Why do you ask this?" Lin Chengbu said.

Jiang Chengyu suddenly didn't know how to answer this question, stable?He seems to be quite stable, he will pick up Yuan Wu when he has time, and he will go out to the streets like a date when he has nothing to do, watch a movie and have a meal, and Yuan Wu will invite him to drink milk tea...

But if it is really stable, Lin Chengbu feels that he has never been at ease in his heart, and there is always one piece he is carrying.

"Just ask, see if I still have a chance." Jiang Chengyu said with a smile.

"Didn't you target that dishonest cook?" Lin Chengbu glanced at him, "I haven't asked you yet, did you block him that day?"

"Forget it," Jiang Chengyu waved his hand, "One bastard."

"It's not blocked, is it?" Lin Chengbu laughed, "Boss Jiang, don't you have nothing to do with him? I think he still comes every day."

"Take care of him sooner or later." Jiang Chengyu took a sip of his wine a little unhappily.

Lin Chengbu didn't speak, just looked at him and smiled.

"Don't make meaningful appearances with me," Jiang Chengyu put his legs on the table, "I'm much more handsome than him here, there is a line of phones standing by the bed, this kid still has a crooked mouth when he smiles... ..."

Lin Chengbu took his cup in his hand: "Then why didn't you call to ask someone to line up?"

"Don't choke me with your words." Jiang Chengyu pointed at him.

Lin Chengbu took a sip of his drink and laughed for a long time.

Jiang Chengyu had never cared so much about anyone, even if he said he wanted to chase him before, that is, if he had nothing to do with going to Chunzhi for a meal, if he really ignored him, Jiang Chengyu would leave after eating.

He always felt that his relationship with Jiang Chengyu was more like a friend.

So... how does Jiang Chengyu feel about that common saying?Do you really like it?

Lin Chengbu sighed. He couldn't find anyone to talk about the delicate state between him and Yuan Wu. He only knew two or three gay guys around him, and none of them had ever been in a serious relationship.

There is no one who even supports a trick to analyze it.

As usual, Yuan Wu walked into the corridor as soon as he finished his work, Lin Chengbu got up and followed.

Looking back at the hall, Chang Yu didn't know when he came, Jiang Chengyu was sitting opposite him, the two of them seemed to be meeting with high-ranking leaders with a sense of solemn embarrassment.

Like someone, fall in love with someone, fall in love with someone.

What kind of process is it, naturally, or is there some kind of common pattern?

Lin Chengbu always felt that at least in front of Yuan Wu, he was a person who understood and had a lot of feelings, but Yuan Wu's inexplicable state took him a little astray.

"Eat something," Yuan Wu sat on the co-pilot and rubbed his stomach, "Why are you so hungry today?"

"It must be easy to get hungry when it's cold," Lin Chengbu pointed out the car window, "You listen to the old north wind... Do you want to eat barbecue?"

"Okay," Yuan Wu yawned, "Do you have time tomorrow?"

"I have time, what's the matter?" Lin Chengbu looked at him.

"Come with me to buy a water heater," Yuan Wu said, "I haven't bought one since it broke down for a long time, and I have to boil some hot water now."

"Don't you always take a shower at my place?" Lin Chengbu started the car, feeling a little depressed suddenly.

I don't know why, when Yuan Wu said that he wanted to change the water heater, he felt that Yuan Wu would stop going to his house anytime soon.

Although it's a bit unreasonable to say that Yuan Wu went to his place just to take a bath, but he really couldn't grasp the erratic sense of security many times.

"Can I still use a little hot water at home?" Yuan Wu sighed.

"Well, good," Lin Chengbu nodded, "I'll go shopping with you tomorrow."

There is a pretty good barbecue restaurant near Yuan Wu's house. Lin Chengbu parked the car downstairs at Yuan Wu's house, turned off the ignition and said, "Have a drink later, I won't go back at night."

"En." Yuan Wu responded and got out of the car.

Lin Chengbu stayed in the car for a while before getting off, followed Yuan Wu, and entered the barbecue shop in silence.

There were actually quite a few people at this time, and as soon as we entered, the excitement rushed over us, which diluted Lin Chengbu's depression of not being able to find the source a lot.

Yuan Wu picked four big dishes, including vegetables and meat.

"Have you finished eating?" Lin Chengbu couldn't help asking.

"Enough eating," Yuan Wu smiled, "Eat less, this may be bad for your stomach, see if there is any hot milk for you to drink."

"Oh." Lin Chengbu nodded.

Yuan Wu's words moved him again, and the depression in his heart was completely washed away.

Maybe it's because I think too much, maybe Yuan Wu's way of expressing his liking for a person is just like this.

own special tune.

own concern.

own good temper.

Isn't it good?

The waiter quickly brought over a large pile of barbecue that the two ordered, piled up like a hill.

"Put chili on?" Lin Chengbu stared at the meat, "Don't you like spicy food?"

"It's not standard to put a little bit of chili in the barbecue." Yuan Wu took a bunch of vegetables and put them on his plate, "You...you should be vegetarian."

"I want to eat meat." Lin Chengbu took the chicken wings, "I want to add fat to keep out the cold in the cold weather."

"You have enough fat." Yuan Wu said.

"...Really?" Lin Chengbu looked at him hesitantly.

"Yes," Yuan Wu pointed to his waist, "I pinched it yesterday, and it feels thicker than last month."

"Fuck me?" Lin Chengbu felt a little sad, "Isn't it? So obvious?"

"Well, but other places are fine," Yuan Wu glanced at him, "Are you in a hurry?"

"Can't you be in a hurry!" Lin Chengbu pinched his waist, "I always thought that my figure was so explosive, the kind that would cause nosebleeds just by looking at it."

"It's pretty good now, but the waist is a little thicker." Yuan Wu pinched the tip of his little finger and shook it at him, "That's all."

"...I haven't been to the gym for a long time," Lin Chengbu sighed, then looked at Yuan Wu after thinking about it, "You haven't been running, have you? Why aren't you fat?"

"God loves me." Yuan Wu said.

"Bullshit." Lin Chengbu said.

Yuan Wu took a bite of beef: "Why do you say I didn't run?"

"You ran away?" Lin Chengbu was a little surprised.

"Well, I run around the community when I have nothing to do." Yuan Wu said.

"When do I depend?" Lin Chengbu glared at him.

"When I'm not at your house," Yuan Wu smiled, "I don't have anything to do during the day."

"It's too embarrassing for you to run behind my back..." Lin Chengbu squeezed his waist again, "I want to run too."

"Run away boy." Yuan Wu said.

After being told by Yuan Wu, Lin Chengbu was in no mood to eat meat, and ate a lot of vegetables.

At the table next to it was a young couple. The girl was as thin as bean sprouts, or mung bean sprouts. Her boyfriend kept feeding her meat, and when he handed it to her mouth, she took a small bite.

Then she coquettishly said that if I don’t eat it, I’m so fat, so fat, and then my boyfriend took the meat and said that I’m not fat or fat, and I like it very much if I’m fat.

"Hey," Lin Chengbu squinted at the other side, "There is only the two of us in this world."

"Do you have any opinions?" Yuan Wu also glanced over there.

"I have no objection," Lin Chengbu clicked his tongue, "When it comes to dating, it's all two, the degree of two is just different, this belongs to severe two."

"Oh." Yuan Wu smiled.

"Like the two of us..." Lin Chengbu stopped talking halfway, and asked hesitantly after a long time, "The two of us... are you in love?"

"Huh?" Yuan Wu seemed to be taken aback, looking at him.

"Do you think," Lin Chengbu cleared his throat, "are we dating during this time?"

After asking this question, Lin Chengbu was so nervous that his back was covered with sweat.

But he could almost guess what Yuan Wu would say.

do not know.

"I don't know," Yuan Wu said, "I haven't talked about it."

"You don't have to talk about it to know?" Lin Chengbu was a little disappointed, but also a little dissatisfied.

"Then do you know?" Yuan Wu looked at him, "What do you think?"

"In terms of form...it's like this," Lin Chengbu sighed, took out a cigarette and lit it, "Picking up to and from work, eating, shopping, watching movies and having supper...go to bed."

Yuan Wu smiled and said nothing.

"But...in essence," Lin Chengbu leaned against the wall next to him, "Yuan Wu, do you like me?"

Yuan Wu put down the things in his hand, stared at him for a long time, then glanced at the young couple at the next table several times, and finally sighed: "I really don't have the kind of love that wants to feed you."

"Fuck," Lin Chengbu was stunned, and goosebumps ran over his body, "I don't have that kind of thing, I don't want to feed you at all."

Yuan Wu laughed.

"Then what else do you like?" Seeing that Yuan Wu was in a good mood at the moment, Lin Chengbu chased after him.

"Others?" Yuan Wu looked at him, and then put another bunch of broccoli into his bowl, "It should... yes, I like you very much..."

"It's okay!" Lin Chengbu quickly stretched out Erkang's hand, "It's okay, that's all."

Yuan Wu's words were not finished.

But he didn't want to hear it, and he didn't intend to guess.

Can't even guess.

I don't want Yuan Wu to say it.

Intuition told him that it should not be something he would like to hear.

So be it, let's be like this first.

Yuan Wu didn't know if he could see his emotions. After silently nibbling a chicken wing, he took a sip of tea and said, "I'm in a relationship."

"Huh?" Lin Chengbu looked up at him.

"We two, like this," Yuan Wu said, "I think it should be."

Lin Chengbu opened his mouth, and the feeling at this moment made him a little confused. He didn't know whether it was excitement, or touch, or the ecstasy of finally getting what he wanted, or the pressure in the deepest part of his heart, even after hearing Yuan Wu's answer. The unreliability has not been alleviated.

After Yuan Wu finished speaking, he continued to eat barbecue calmly, as if he didn't care about Lin Chengbu's unexpressed reaction.

"There's milk tea." Lin Chengbu said after watching him eat two skewers of big beef balls.

"Uncle will buy it for you." Yuan Wu said without raising his head.

"I want ice." Lin Chengbu said.

"Okay," Yuan Wu got up and patted his head, "I'll go buy it."

When Yuan Wu's hand brushed through his hair, there was a soft touch, Lin Chengbu narrowed his eyes: "Wow."

The cry was a bit loud, and the girl at the next table took a look here.

What to look at, burn you!

When Yuan Wu came back with two cups of milk tea, the phone in his pocket was ringing.

"Your phone number." Lin Chengbu said.

"Well," Yuan Wu put down the milk tea, took out his phone and glanced, "Chengyu?"

"What business is he looking for you this late at night?" Lin Chengbu asked.

"I don't know, maybe we are invited to have supper," Yuan Wu answered the phone, "What's the matter?"

"Let's go to Chunzhi tomorrow to play the autumn wind!" Jiang Chengyu's voice came from the phone, and Lin Chengbu could hear what he said half-yelled, "Let Xiao Linzi get us some palace-level dishes!"

"Evening?" Yuan Wu asked.

"Yes!" Jiang Chengyu's voice was still quite loud, "I'll bring two bottles of good wine!"

"Are you okay?" Yuan Wu said, "Why does it sound like a broken relationship?"

"Lost love, where should I go?" Jiang Chengyu's voice finally returned to normal, "I was beaten."

After Yuan Wu hung up the phone, Lin Chengbu approached: "What's wrong?"

"He said he was beaten," Yuan Wu was a little dazed, "Who dares to beat him?"

"Changyu!" Lin Chengbu tapped his fingers on the table, and then couldn't hold back his joy, "Fuck, it must be Changyu. I'll cook a good table tomorrow, and I want to hear his tragic history."

"Did you hear me laugh?" Yuan Wu put a cup of milk tea in front of him, "Why do I feel like I want to laugh now?"

"I'm already laughing now." Lin Chengbu picked up the milk tea and gave a tonic with a straw in his mouth.

But when they met the next day, Lin Chengbu couldn't smile much.

Jiang Chengyu's beating was really hard.

A piece of gauze was pasted on the corner of the eye, and large abrasions could be seen in the uncovered area, and the corner of the mouth was also wounded, red and swollen.

"Why don't you eat something..." Lin Chengbu looked at his mouth, feeling that it was difficult to open it, "Liquid food?"

"Uncle Liu," Jiang Chengyu sat down on the chair, gritted his teeth and controlled the opening and closing of his lips, "don't mess with me."

"Serve the dishes now," Lin Chengbu said, "six dishes and one soup, and I'll make a spare rib."

Jiang Chengyu waved his hand, still gritted his teeth: "Go quickly."

Lin Cheng walked back to the back kitchen, told the waiter to deliver the dishes he had prepared before, and then started making the ribs.

He had known Jiang Chengyu for so long, and this was the first time he saw him in such a mess. Even if he had some thoughts about Chang Yu, after being beaten like this, Chang Yu probably wouldn't lose anything.

He quickly finished the ribs, asked the proprietress for a while, and walked quickly to the box with the plate.

The burning soul of gossip.

"Do you think I like him? Maybe I like him a little bit. I have never seen the world, and I have never met his style before..." Jiang Chengyu gritted his teeth and said vaguely, "Really Quite like."

"It's very fresh," Yuan Wu said, "How do you define whether you like it or not? The change is quite fast."

"Fuck, do you still need a definition," Jiang Chengyu said, "How do you define it? If you like Lin Chengbu, you just like it. How do you define it?"

Yuan Wu did not speak.

"Don't say you don't like it," Jiang Chengyu waited for a while to see that he didn't speak, "I really haven't asked you, Xiao Wu, how are you and Lin Chengbu doing now? Are you done?"

Lin Chengbu stood outside the box door with the ribs in his hand, his hand that was about to push the door stopped.

The heartbeat is a little faster, and the breathing is not very smooth.

He pricked up his ears, afraid that he would miss Yuan Wu's answer.