I Just Came to Borrow a Light

There was no one in the toilet, so Lin Chengbu held up the bottle in a daze for a while, trying to find a place to hang the bottle, when he saw a row of small eyes on the wall above the urinal...

"Fuck?" He was a little speechless, and those eyes happily indicated to him that the nails that had been stuck in it were gone.

After hesitating for a moment, he could only hold the bottle in one hand and pull the zipper in the other.

I made a mistake today, I should have worn a pair of sweatpants, but in order to look more handsome in front of Yuan Wu, I wore slim-fit slacks.

With a needle stuck in his hand, he always felt that the needle was about to break out of the ground when he moved his hand, and he didn't dare to use any strength, so he pulled the zipper several times before he tore it open.

The hand holding the bottle was lowered because he subconsciously wanted to help. When he lowered his head, he saw a large part of the blood in the needle tube, and quickly raised his hand again. He was relieved when he saw that the blood in the tube was gone.

What a fucking effort.

When he drew his gun and was about to pee, someone grabbed the bottle in his hand from behind.

"What are you doing!" Lin Chengbu was taken aback, for someone snatched up the water bottle when he went to the bathroom!

He turned sharply, feeling that if he had a real gun in his hand he should have pulled the trigger.

"Get it for you." Yuan Wu stood behind him, looking down.

"I rely on you to come in, why don't you make a sound!" Lin Chengbu hurriedly turned back to face the urinal, with indescribable embarrassment, "I'm not afraid that I'll pee all over you."

Yuan Wu took the bottle from his hand: "Hurry up...do you want me to help you?"

"...No need!" Lin Chengbu was a little speechless.

But... I stood there for ten seconds, but still didn't pee.

"Aren't you still afraid of peeing all over me?" Yuan Wu's voice came from behind, "There has been no movement for a long time, do you feel that your body has been ripped out..."

"You bitch." Lin Chengbu frowned.

Yuan Wu lost his voice, Lin Chengbu concentrated his energy and tried his best to ignore the feeling of someone behind him.

Finally solved.

He still felt awkward when pulling the zipper. In order to shorten the time, he didn't even worry about whether the needle would pop out, so he pulled the zipper firmly twice.

"It's so fierce," Yuan Wu said, "Aren't you afraid of getting caught?"

Lin Chengbu looked at him and didn't know what to say for a long time. In the end, he could only take the bottle in his hand and walked out of the toilet.

After returning to the infusion room and sitting down, Lin Chengbu glanced at Yuan Wu: "I'll tell you."

"Yeah." Yuan Wu sat next to him, lowered his head and flicked on his phone.

"I really didn't realize you were such a person before." Lin Chengbu said in a low voice.

"Really," Yuan Wu tugged on his mask, "I didn't realize you were such a pure person before."

"I'm not pure!" Lin Chengbu frowned, and felt that the words sounded a bit awkward after speaking, "No, I'm pure..."

It was very awkward, and he couldn't continue talking halfway through.

Yuan Wu didn't make a sound, the mask covered half of his face, and he couldn't see his expression, only his eyes were always bent.

"Laugh, laugh." Lin Chengbu sighed.

When the vial of medicine was about to be finished, Yuan Wu's cell phone rang, and he quickly picked it up: "Hello? Well, I'm... right in the hospital, um, come in, in the infusion room... ok."

Lin Chengbu turned his head and stared at him: "Who? Who wants to come?"

"I won't tell you." Yuan Wu said.

"Jiang Chengyu?" Lin Chengbu asked.

"Your suitor, why call me if you want to see you." Yuan Wu glanced at him.

"No," Lin Chengbu was a little anxious. He had already been irritated by Changyu just now, and now there is another one, and from Yuan Wu's tone, he seemed to have made an appointment with someone at all, which made Lin Cheng Bu felt his heart was full of small thorns, and he panicked when he moved, "Did you invite someone over?"

"Who are you dating?" Yuan Wu asked.

"How do I know!" Lin Chengbu really didn't know, Yuan Wu really didn't have many friends, and there should be fewer after he lost his mind for two years, and he didn't see anyone he contacted.

Yuan Wu ignored him, and after a while suddenly waved to the door of the infusion room behind him, then stood up: "Here."

coming!

Yuan Wu actually stood up to greet him!

Lin Chengbu suddenly heard bullfighting dance music, and he turned his head abruptly.

Because he turned too hard, he was already weak, and immediately became dizzy, and when he saw the person clearly, the person had turned and left.

Yuan Wu took two small bags and sat back beside him.

"Takeaway?" Lin Chengbu's voice was out of tune, Yuan Wu ordered a takeaway?

"Well," Yuan Wu nodded, took out a straw from a small bag and poked it, and handed the bag to him, "You probably can't drink milk tea now, let's satisfy your craving."

"Oh," Lin Chengbu felt his tears were about to fall at this moment. He took the bag, which contained a cup, took a sip, and tasted it for a long time, "Porridge?"

"Lotus seed porridge," Yuan Wu poked open his cup and took a sip, "otherwise you would think it was something."

"Porridge and milk tea are two different things." Lin Chengbu laughed, "If I really want to drink milk tea, how can drinking enough porridge satisfy my cravings?"

"It's all in cups." Yuan Wu said.

"...It makes sense," Lin Chengbu glanced at his cup, "What are you drinking?"

"Green tea milk cap." Yuan Wu said.

Lin Chengbu opened his mouth and said nothing, feeling deeply hurt.

Yuan Wu took two more sips before turning his head: "I'm sorry."

"Can't you drink something else?" Lin Chengbu looked at him sincerely, "Can you drink some lemon tea, red date longan tea, ordinary milk green milk red pearl pudding? "

"Is it because you don't like to drink?" Yuan Wu asked.

"En." Lin Chengbu nodded.

"That's so boring." Yuan Wu said.

"I...Damn it?" Lin Chengbu pulled his arm and pointed to himself, "I, a patient, is still very ill. I just got sick on the second day and I'm still hanging water. You treat me like this ?”

"Then you call Uncle." Yuan Wu looked at him.

"Why?" Lin Chengbu hesitated, "Uncle."

"Take a sip," Yuan Wu put the cup in front of him, with the straw facing him, "Just one sip."

Lin Chengbu was stunned, and leaned over to take a sip.

"Okay, is it balanced?" Yuan Wu asked.

"...Hmm." Lin Chengbu laughed.

It's already noon after hanging the water. According to the doctor's advice, I can't eat high-protein, greasy or hard food that is not easy to digest. Yuan Wu said to drink porridge.

"I don't want to drink porridge anymore." Lin Chengbu rubbed his stomach and thought for a while, "How about we go eat bean curd?"

"Douhua?" Yuan Wu looked at him.

"Well, Jiang Chengyu has treated guests there twice before," Lin Chengbu said, "It's all kinds of fancy bean curds, with salty, sweet and original flavors."

"Okay." Yuan Wu nodded.

It was cloudy today when I walked out of the hospital gate. When the north wind blew, Yuan Wu pulled on his mask: "It's kind of like autumn."

"Are you cold?" Lin Chengbu immediately began to take off his coat, Yuan Wu was wearing very thin clothes today.

"Not cold." Yuan Wu glanced at him.

"Oh." Lin Chengbu paused, and put his coat back on.

"A patient," Yuan Wu said, "don't be so stylish."

"You think I have style with everyone." Lin Chengbu clicked his tongue.

After getting in the car, Jiang Chengyu called, Lin Chengbu picked it up, and heard his slightly confused voice: "Are you feeling better?"

"It's okay, I just came out after hanging the water." Lin Chengbu glanced at Yuan Wu.

Somewhat disappointed.

Yuan Wu seemed to be completely uninterested in whether he had a phone call or who was calling. He just sat in the driver's seat and flipped through his CD bags one by one.

"Can I eat?" Jiang Chengyu asked, "I can eat, brother, please have a light meal."

"Not yet, it's just porridge and liquid," Lin Chengbu said, "You don't have to be so polite."

"Who is being polite to you?" Jiang Chengyu yawned, "Just to care about you."

Just as Lin Chengbu was about to speak, he heard another man's voice coming from the receiver, and he didn't understand what he said.

"You...I'm fine, you hang up," Lin Chengbu was a little embarrassed, "Is there someone there?"

"Well," Jiang Chengyu said, "Isn't there always someone here?"

"You can accompany someone." Lin Chengbu looked at Yuan Wu again, and Yuan Wu took off his mask and glanced at him.

"Did Xiao Wu accompany you to get an injection?" Jiang Chengyu asked.

"Well, the two of us are in the car together." Lin Chengbu said.

"If you have time, keep an eye on him and ask him to come back to the 18th," Jiang Chengyu said, "at least integrate into the society and get back to yourself."

Lin Chengbu laughed: "Understood."

"Okay, you two go on, I just want to ask about your situation," Jiang Chengyu yawned again, "I'm dead."

After Lin Chengbu hung up the phone, Yuan Wu started the car: "Is it Chengyu?"

"Well," Lin Chengbu glanced at him, "Ask me if I'm better."

"After a few days, let him treat you to a big meal." Yuan Wu drove the car out of the parking lot, "Where is the tofu shop you just mentioned?"

Lin Chengbu gave him the address, and after a moment of silence he asked, "Yuan Wu, have you ever been jealous?"

"Jealous?" Yuan Wu was stunned, "Whose jealous."

"Anyone will do." Lin Chengbu leaned back on the chair, turned his head to look at him, "Have you eaten?"

"No." Yuan Wu replied.

"Not at all?" Lin Chengbu frowned.

"Is Yuan Shen counting?" Yuan Wu asked.

"Yuan Shen?" Lin Chengbu was stunned for a second and sat up straight, "Don't scare me, what I said is..."

"Oh," Yuan Wu smiled, "That's not it."

Lin Chengbu sighed lightly: "Then how do you eat Yuan Shen's jealousy?"

"I didn't eat much," Yuan Wu said. "When I was young, I didn't understand, so I couldn't figure out why everyone was so nice to him. Grandpa and grandma loved him so much. Give him something delicious first, buy clothes and toys... Later It’s not like that anymore, I don’t feel anything.”

Lin Chengbu looked at him and said nothing.

"This is a bit like the jealousy you mentioned," Yuan Wu tapped on the steering wheel, "Actually, it doesn't make any difference whether you are jealous or not."

"It's not that there needs to be a change." Lin Chengbu looked at the road ahead, "It's just a state of mind. If you care about it, you will be jealous."

"Really." Yuan Wu smiled.

Lin Chengbu didn't say anything more, Yuan Wu probably never had jealousy, he longed for the same treatment as Yuan Shen when he was young, and hoped that his family would treat him as well as Yuan Shen, and if he couldn't get it, he would treat him as well. I will be jealous, but after a long time, I may not feel it anymore.

By the way, this subtle emotion was also wiped out.

Lin Chengbu glanced at Yuan Wu again, and couldn't help reaching out and gently pinching his shoulder.

"Who are you jealous of?" Yuan Wu asked, "Who do you still want me to be jealous of?"

Lin Chengbu smiled and sighed: "Forget it."

"That idiom?" Yuan Wu thought for a while, "It's not necessary, I don't even know him."

"Hey." Lin Chengbu was indeed a little jealous, but he was a little embarrassed to be said so bluntly by Yuan Wu.

"Do you still want me to be jealous of Jiang Chengyu?" Yuan Wu asked again.

"Ah..." Lin Chengbu turned sideways, "Stop talking."

"Chengyu and I are pretty close friends. If something happens between us one day, I won't be jealous of him." Yuan Wu stopped the car and waited for a red light, "You two are not on the same road. There can't be anything, and he knows it himself."

"So sure," Lin Chengbu clicked his tongue, "That's not possible, I can't keep chasing after you, maybe I'm tired, so I'll turn around and be with him."

Yuan Wu smiled: "You are not his opponent, and you can't find him if you look for anyone."

"Why," Lin Chengbu turned back to look at him, "underestimate me."

"He's just playing with words, freedom is the first priority, someone with higher morals than him must take care of him," Yuan Wu glanced at him, "You definitely can't."

"Then what about you?" Lin Chengbu turned to him again, "What kind of person do you need to take care of?"

"I don't know." Yuan Wu said.

"I think so." Lin Chengbu opened the window of the car, took out a cigarette and lit it, "You are like this, I have to clean it up, especially ruthless vs very persistent."

"The doctor said you should avoid alcohol and tobacco." Yuan Wu said.

"Just one is fine, it's all lit," Lin Chengbu looked at the cigarette, "I haven't touched a cigarette since yesterday."

"Well, you can't waste it when you order it," Yuan Wu nodded, "give it to me."

"Is it fine to deduct points for smoking?" Lin Chengbu said.

Yuan Wu didn't speak, and turned the car directly into a side road.

"Hey, the direction is wrong." Lin Chengbu said quickly.

Yuan Wu drove another section, parked the car in a temporary parking space on the side of the road, reached out and took the cigarette from his hand, and put it in his mouth: "Is this okay?"

"...You are crazy." Lin Chengbu laughed.

Yuan Wu held his cigarette silently, took two puffs, and watched the smoke drifting out of the window in a daze.

After a while, he turned his head and put his hand on Lin Chengbu's shoulder, flicking his fingers up and down his earlobe: "Xiaobubu."

"What?" Lin Chengbu looked at him.

"Are you tired?" Yuan Wu asked, "It's like this every day, are you tired?"

Lin Chengbu didn't speak.

"If a person can't see hope all the time, he will be tired, no matter how much he cheers himself up," Yuan Wu frowned, "you will still be tired."

"I'm not tired," Lin Chengbu grabbed his hand, a little unsure whether Yuan Wu was talking about the matter in front of him, or had other meanings, "So what if I'm tired? It's not a day or two when I'm tired No, the camel doesn't care."

"When you are tired for a long time, it will gradually fade away." Yuan Wu pinched out the cigarette that was only half smoked, "I really don't know how long it will take for the two of us to become like you want, or if we can become like that ..."

"It's okay," Lin Chengbu moved closer to him, "Anyway, no one is waiting for us to get married and have grandchildren, so don't worry."

Yuan Wu laughed and looked at him: "You've been around me every day, someday you'll get bored and leave... There is no one who will always be by your side, really no one."

"I'm not going," Lin Chengbu said immediately, "really, if I'm not going, where am I going? Let me tell you this, I don't need you to have a relationship with me, that's all, you Come however you feel comfortable, as long as you don't drive me away."

"Why are your requirements so low?" Yuan Wu said with a smile, "You know, no matter what, don't put yourself too low, no one is everything to everyone..."

"That's why you don't understand," Lin Chengbu clicked his tongue twice, "I call it suppress first and then raise."

"...Is this the same thing?" Yuan Wu looked at him.

"That's what I am, first get it with a low eyebrow and pleasing to the eye, and then slowly clean it up," Lin Chengbu said, "Look at you now, you want to get angry, want to come and go, right, in the future! In the future, you won't Same, if you dare to stare at me, I dare to beat you."

Yuan Wu was stunned for a moment, then burst into laughter, unable to stop laughing: "I'm not angry at you now."

"Aren't you still in the recovery period? After you're done recovering, you'll be the most awesome fucker in the world you used to be. If you don't get angry with me, I'll take your last name." Lin Cheng step said.

Yuan Wu didn't speak, but laughed even harder.

"No, what's so funny," Lin Chengbu frowned, "I told you so seriously that I was going to whip you, can you cooperate?"

"How should I cooperate?" Yuan Wu wiped away the tears from laughing.

"Are you moved to tears?" Lin Chengbu stared at him.

"No." Yuan Wu said.

"Let me see." Lin Chengbu leaned close to his face and stared.

Yuan Wu sighed and watched him not move.

The eyes are a little red.

Lin Chengbu touched Yuan Wu's eyes lightly: "You are really crying."

"En." Yuan Wu closed his eyes, a small teardrop slipped out from the corner of his eye and landed on Lin Chengbu's fingertip.

"Is it moving?" Lin Chengbu asked in a low voice.

"I don't know," Yuan Wu looked at him, "I can't tell."

"It's best not to be moved," Lin Chengbu said, "I don't want to be moved."

"What do you want?" Yuan Wu curled his lips.

"I want an emotional relationship that starts with a physical relationship." Lin Chengbu said.

"It has nothing to do with your physical appearance as a sick beauty," Yuan Wu patted his face, "I haven't seen your face get better after sleeping all night, I'm afraid it will make you dizzy... "

"What did you say?" Lin Chengbu raised his eyebrows.

"I said..." Yuan Wu didn't finish his sentence when the phone rang, and he was taken aback, "Who is calling me?"

"Let's have a look." Lin Chengbu said.

Yuan Wu didn't move: "Chengyu won't call me right now, who else will?"

"Other friends? Brother Yang knows that you are back now, so why would he tell others, or..." Lin Chengbu stopped halfway through speaking, and he saw a trace of panic in Yuan Wu's eyes.

He suddenly understood that Yuan Wu wasn't really thinking about who would call, but that he didn't dare to answer the phone call when he thought no one would call at all.

"May I take a look for you?" Lin Chengbu reached out and touched the pocket of his coat.

Yuan Wu didn't make a sound, he took out his mobile phone, and saw that the incoming call displayed on the mobile phone was a local number, but he didn't know who it was. Lin Chengbu looked at Yuan Wu's mobile phone, and the saved numbers in the contacts were totally different. More than ten.

"Shall I read the number to you?" Lin Chengbu asked, the phone was still ringing, so he pressed the mute button.

When the ringtone disappeared, Yuan Wu suddenly relaxed: "Did you hang up?"

"No..." Lin Chengbu looked at the screen, "It's dead now."

Yuan Wu breathed a sigh of relief, and took a look at the phone from his hand: "I've never seen this number before."

"Wrong number?" Lin Chengbu said, "Or a harassing call."

"But..." Yuan Wu was about to put the phone back in his pocket when the ringtone rang again, and he flicked on the screen as if startled.

The bell disappeared.

Yuan Wu stared at the phone.

Lin Chengbu pointed to the phone and whispered, "You answered it."

Someone in the receiver was saying hello, the voice was so loud that Lin Chengbu could hear it, it should be a man, and the voice was not young anymore.

Very good, it shouldn't be a potential love rival.

Yuan Wu put the phone to his ear very slowly, and said in a low voice: "Who?"

Lin Chengbu wanted to eavesdrop, but he didn't feel very good. Just as he was about to lean back to the co-driver, Yuan Wu said again: "Second Uncle? Which...Second Uncle?"