lonely autism system

Zhao Tingtian lost his composure in public for the first time.

He grew up in a palace full of intrigues since he was a child. He escaped the open and dark arrows of his brothers, stepped on other people's corpses and licked the blood from the knife edge, and sat down to today's seat step by step.

Although the fly in the ointment is that the queen mother and her daughter Wanning are still staring at themselves.

In such a living environment, Zhao Tingtian absolutely cannot do anything beyond his own status.

However, at this moment, the No. [-] scholar was dressed in red, but his skin was as white as snow. He didn't seem to like to talk, and he was very out of place among a group of people who were toasting to him.

His occasional glances were like pebbles, disturbing Zhao Tingtian's side of the lake.

Zhao Tingtian moved his legs, then raised his glass to Xi Yun, "Congratulations to the champion."

Those courtiers surrounding Xi Yun seemed to have become the background.

Xi Yun turned around, nodded to Zhao Tingtian, and said in a calm voice, "Thank you, Your Majesty."

Zhao Tingtian withdrew his wine glass, and at the same time, he also felt Wanning's almost obsessive gaze on Xi Yun.

It's really a family, and the people who look at it are the same.

Zhao Tingtian appointed Xi Yun as a central official so that he could see him every day.

Zhao Tingtian usually puts on his clothes casually and goes to court, but for some reason today, he tidied his clothes in front of the mirror for a long time, and finally walked out the door and looked back at the mirror.

Above the court hall, Xi Yun looked indifferent, and shouted like other courtiers, "Long live my emperor—"

As soon as Zhao Tingtian heard Xi Yun's voice mixed with other people's voices, he felt that he should not be in court.

——He should be in the harem, watching Xi Yun say "Long live my emperor" to himself, and then he stopped him who was about to salute, pulled off his clothes and carried him to the bed...

Zhao Tingtian never touches people, both men and women, because the person next to his pillow is the one he needs to be most wary of.

But at this moment, he felt that even if Xi Yun was here to seduce him, he would definitely indulge in it without hesitation, and let Xi Yun cry "Sorry" under him.

Not being able to fly makes me perish.

Zhao Tingtian knew that Xi Yun had become crazy when he practiced calligraphy through intentional or unintentional contact.

Xi Yun can write in any typeface, regular script, running script and cursive script all have their own characteristics.Xi Yun also knew that his handwriting was good. Although he didn't speak every time, he waited for Zhao Tingtian's praise with a "proud" face.

In addition to his own good handwriting, Xi Yun also likes to collect other people's handwriting.Regardless of whether the person is a contemporary famous scholar or a poor scholar, as long as Xi Yun sees it and thinks it is good, he will try his best to get that word.

Originally, the national imperial examinations uniformly used teeny lowercase letters to prevent examiners from cheating by seeing the fonts.But for Xi Yun's liking, Zhao Tingtian included calligraphy as one of the contents of the imperial examination, just to see Xi Yun's inadvertent smile when he discovered his favorite characters.

Xi Yun said very little, but Zhao Tingtian slowly discovered that Xi Yun is actually very humorous, he would joke with you with a slumped face.

Zhao Tingtian once complained to him, "It's too tiring to be the emperor, and you have to take care of so many things."

Xi Yun said with a paralyzed face, "Then let me do it."

When Zhao Tingtian saw the corners of Xi Yun's mouth, he said slowly, "The emperor already has it, but the queen doesn't."

Xi Yun let out an "oh".

Besides calligraphy, Xi Yun also likes to drink.Most of the good wine in Zhao Tingtian's palace went to Xi Yun's stomach.

Once Xi Yun drank a particularly strong wine, Zhao Tingtian couldn't even remember what the wine was called, but he remembered that drunk Xi Yun blushed and was very cute.

Then he couldn't help pressing Xi Yun under his body, and as soon as his hand slipped on Xi Yun's back, he found that Xi Yun was asleep.

so you can sleep...

Zhao Tingtian withdrew his hand, sighed, and sent Xi Yun back to his residence.

Unexpectedly, after Zhao Tingtian put Xi Yun on the bed and was about to tidy up his clothes, Xi Yun opened his eyes.

"You're awake..." Zhao Tingtian was a little embarrassed.

Xi Yun breathed out the breath of alcohol, and Zhao Tingtian felt that the breath was on his body, itching.

Xi Yun did something that he couldn't even think of - he pulled Zhao Tingyun's neck and looked at him.

Zhao Tingtian did something that he had thought about many times - he took off Xi Yun and leaned over.

After Xi Yun woke up from the wine in the afternoon, he stared blankly at Zhao Tingtian with mist in his eyes.

"Don't cry, don't cry," Zhao Tingtian, who had never comforted anyone before, asked hesitantly, "Why don't you make you a queen?"

"A man being a queen... what kind of dignity..." Even though Xi Yun looked like he was about to cry, he still answered Zhao Tingtian's words seriously.

Zhao Tingtian held Xi Yun in his arms.

"You should know Gu's thoughts. If you don't like Gu, just push Gu away."

Xi Yun's hands slowly moved to Zhao Tingtian's chest - this was an action to push someone away.Zhao Tingtian felt that he was undergoing a terrible trial, however, Xi Yun moved his hands to Zhao Tingtian's back.

In this world, it is not rare for men to form Taoist couples with men.Xi Yun also understood Zhao Tingtian's love.

Zhao Tingtian, who got love, began to work hard in his career, and constantly took back the scattered rights of the Queen Mother.

Zhao Tingtian forced the Queen Mother to marry Xi Yun and Wanning. Xi Yun...

accepted!

Zhao Tingtian was so angry that he went to find Xi Yun himself.Xi Yun was furnishing a new house, looking very happy, Zhao Tingtian pressed him, "Are you going to get married?"

"That's right...don't you know?" Xi Yun asked with a smile.

Zhao Tingtian did the one thing he regretted the most in his life—he cut off his sleeve and said to Xi Yun, "Let's make a clean break."

Xi Yun realized that he and Zhao Tingtian must have had a misunderstanding. He felt that Zhao Tingtian was angry because he wanted to get married, so he followed Zhao Tingtian's words, "I didn't want to get married..."

But Zhao Tingtian became angrier the more he listened.

So Xi Yun couldn't say the rest of the words.

And this is what Xi Yun has never been able to say.

After Wanning came, Xi Yun realized what was going on.But the fact that Wanning married him has become known to everyone, Wanning also took his hand and said, "If you don't stay with me, my reputation will be ruined..."

Xi Yun temporarily accepted this result, but he was always looking for an opportunity to explain to Zhao Tingtian.

He didn't wait for that opportunity.

Because, Zhao Tingyun married the daughter of the Wang family as the queen.

Xi Yun still remembers Zhao Tingtian's tone when he said he wanted to be a queen, but now...

He and Zhao Tingtian are like strangers.

Zhao Tingtian didn't know that Xi Yun had never touched Wanning, and Xi Yun didn't know that Zhao Tingtian had never touched the daughter of the Wang family.In their hearts, each other is living a sweet life with their wives.

Just when Xi Yun thought that he and Zhao Tingtian were going to end like this, Zhao Tingtian suddenly locked him in the palace and announced that he was dead.

Yes, Zhao Tingtian couldn't let go of Xi Yun.

Xi Yun was locked up, and he could only see Zhao Tingtian day and night. His waking hours became less and less, and he gradually became a person who only knew how to be in a daze.

Except for going to court, Zhao Tingtian accompanied Xi Yun every day, but they never spoke to each other, only endless demands and sufferings.

Later, somehow a cat ran into the palace, and this cat gave Xi Yun a ray of light.

Xi Yun would smile at the cat and cry while hugging the cat.Such Xi Yun made Zhao Tingtian jealous of the cat, and he threw the cat out of Xi Yun's hands.The cat landed on the carpet, arched its back and howled "owwow".Xi Yun wanted to see how the cat was doing, but Zhao Tingtian pinned him on the bed.

Why...you cry and laugh at the cat, but you don't want to say a word to me.Zhao Tingtian forgot that he was the one who stopped Xi Yun from talking first.Zhao Tingtian loves Xi Yun badly, but he doesn't know that his way makes him and Xi Yun never get together.

Later, Zhao Tingtian acquiesced in the existence of the cat, but unexpectedly, the cat disappeared by itself one day.

Xi Yun searched for it for a long time but couldn't find it.

Zhao Tingtian still liked Xi Yun after all, he coaxed Xi Yun in every possible way and said, "Gu will find you another one."

Xi Yun kept shaking his head, "That's not it..." Then he turned his head to look at Zhao Tingtian, but said, "You're not Zhao Tingtian..."

"Who is that Gu?" Zhao Tingtian asked softly.

Xi Yun didn't speak anymore, he couldn't help shaking.

The last ray of sunlight just disappeared.

Zhao Tingtian treats Xi Yun very well, he carefully selects the food Xi Yun eats, and chooses the colors of the clothes Xi Yun wears.

When he thought that he might have to live like Xi Yun for the rest of his life, Xi Yun took the initiative to speak up one day.

"When I got married..."

Zhao Tingtian bit Xi Yun's lips.

In a way, he is also a very cowardly person.

After he let go of Xi Yun, Xi Yun's eyes gradually became clear. He first looked at the surrounding environment in surprise, and then suddenly asked Zhao Tingtian loudly, "What did I tell you just now?!"

Did he really come back to this moment?

He remembered that when he wanted to tell this matter back then, Zhao Tingtian stopped him, and after that...

"It's nothing." Zhao Tingtian replied stiffly, and seemed to feel that his tone was not quite right, so he said, "Gu will take you out for a walk."

Xi Yun was even more convinced of his guess. He covered Zhao Tingtian's mouth with his hand, "Listen to me, back then, I thought you were the one who wanted to marry me!!!"

"Really...really?"

Zhao Tingtian suddenly felt annoyed that he didn't understand what he was doing.

One sentence can explain all the misunderstandings back then, but he kept covering his ears.

"Xi Yun, I..."

Xi Yun stood up, chuckled lightly, and then let out a long breath.

Aftermath.

Just now, he was reborn.

After he committed suicide, his soul followed Zhao Tingtian, and saw how he told himself what happened back then, how he used secret methods to preserve his body, and how he opened the ancient formation to destroy the world!

Xi Yun regretted it very much. He hoped to tell this crazy man all the truth about that year.

Fortunately he is back.

Xi Yun looked at Zhao Tingtian with a paralyzed face, his painting style changed suddenly, "People are stupid because of their parents, so I can't blame you."

Zhao Tingtian murmured, "Yes, Gu is really stupid..."

Then he hugged Xi Yun, a kind of fear of wanting to cry and a sense of happiness lost and found intertwined in his heart, so he couldn't help but tighten his arms.

Although Xi Yun felt a little hurt from being hugged, he still stretched out his hand and hugged Zhao Tingtian back.

"Fool." Xi Yun said softly.

Unexpectedly, a big man like Zhao Tingtian actually cried.

Can't fly...

bring me down.

Xi Yun put his hand on Zhao Tingtian's face.

You and I are the same.