i'm a wang

Lin Siran is dead.

When Xiao Lu heard the news, he was having dinner with Wan Shiliu.

The call was made by a prison guard who had received a bribe/bribe. At first, he thought the news was so absurd, and even felt that the prison guard was teasing him.However, when he turned on his mobile phone and saw the news that "Big Homosexual Scammer committed suicide in prison" spread all over the Internet, he was finally willing to believe that that person was really dead.

He finished his meal in a daze, dealt with his girlfriend in a daze, and drove home in a daze.

How could he commit suicide?He thought, he had planned it out early on, and after the sentence was sentenced, he would bring Lin Siran out under the pretext of being released on bail.He will trap him at home, so that he can live in peace and stop attracting bees and butterflies.

He thought, was it a mistake to cure his disease at the beginning?If he had been ill, there would not have been so many people seeing him, and there would not have been so many people liking him, and he would not have had to set up a scheme to lock him up.

But why did he die?

He felt like there was an empty piece in his heart, and there was cold frost and snow pouring into it, filling more and more, filling more and more, until his heart became cold and heavy and fell into the dark abyss.

It was clearly scorching sun outside the car window, but he felt the bone-chilling cold.

He remembered what the prison guard said. He said that he was hanged. He tied a shoelace to the iron window of the detention center, then knelt on the ground, put his head in the loop made by the shoelace, and hanged himself like this. Own.

He said that he died in pain. There were bright red fingerprints on the snow-white walls around him, and his nails were peeled off because of painful scratching, revealing bloody tender/flesh.

He said that he killed himself by will. He could have escaped from the simple noose at any time, but he didn't. He would rather suffer inhuman pain than escape.

He said that he died in an unattractive appearance, his face was bruised and swollen, his eyeballs were bulging, the tip of his tongue was exposed, and he was incontinent.

He says……

He talked a lot, a lot.

Xiao Lu didn't want to hear it, but those cruel words were like sharp knives one after another, splitting his brain again and again, just to fill in the horrible reality like straw——to make him feel helpless. There is nowhere to hide, no way to escape.

Xiao Lu remembered his childhood.

At that time, he was still a spoiled child.

His father, Xiao Zhijun, was a businessman. He ran a small valve factory in the city, and the business was good.My father often said, Xiao Lu, you can do whatever you like, and my father works hard to support your dreams.

His mother, Tong Zhihui, is an art teacher, who led him to cultivate his interest in painting since he was a child.He also likes painting very much, and dreams of becoming a better painter than his mother when he grows up.

What a happy family of three, if there was no such accident.

Xiao Lu clearly remembered that it was an ordinary afternoon in the second semester of junior high school, when the homeroom teacher suddenly interrupted the spitting Chinese teacher's lecture and called him out.At first, he thought that his teacher had discovered that he was peeking at the manga, and he just wanted to admit his mistake casually in order to ask the teacher to praise him.

But the next moment, he heard the head teacher's sad words: "Xiao Lu, something happened to your father."

His ears are ringing, what's wrong?What's wrong?

"It was hacked", "I heard that there was a conflict with the workers in the factory", "it has been sent to the hospital for emergency treatment", "don't cry", "it will be fine", those cruel words are in his ears Spinning around, he would rather he didn't hear anything.

Later, he no longer remembered how he arrived at the hospital, but he only knew that what he saw was his father's cold body when he arrived at the hospital.

The father, who usually loves cleanliness so much, was polluted with blood all over his body.

The doctor said we did our best.

Yes, more than 30 knives were cut on the body, and the blood flowed out. What else can the doctor do?

At that time, he was staying in a crowded hospital, although he was surrounded by people, but he felt lonely like never before.

Mother has passed out from the shock of the bad news, and grandma hasn't come from the country yet.

He is alone, like an inconspicuous dust that has been forgotten in the corner of the world.

Not long after the father's death, the murderer was caught.At the scene of the trial, he saw the murderer and his family.His father died, but the murderer was only sentenced to life, and he was still alive; his mother and grandma fell ill because of this, but the murderer's wife and son lived well.

He hates it.He hates it!He hates it! !

After the trial, he brushed shoulders with the murderer's wife and son.

He saw the child who was the same age as him, with a dazzling smile on his face, and he heard him say: "It's great, mom, dad didn't..."

Yes, that's great, your father is not dead, but my father can't live anymore!

But why?

Anger was burning in his chest, almost burning his internal organs, and the devil of hatred shouted in his mind: "Why! Why!! You all deserve to die!!!"

From that moment on, he decided - he wanted revenge!

Less than a year after his father left, his sick mother and grandma also left one after another. In the originally wealthy and happy family, he was left to live in pain with a small amount of savings.

He started his own revenge plan.

He transferred from No. 14 Middle School in the city to No. [-] Middle School just to get close to the murderer's son, a [-]-year-old boy named Lin Siran.

Lin Siran is very simple, he became friends with him without any effort.He seemed to like him very much and would tell him any secret, except of course everything about his father.

On the surface, he politely did not ask about his privacy, but secretly told all his classmates and teachers that Lin Siran was the murderer's son.

He destroyed public property and planted it on him; he stole other people's things and planted it on him; he bullied weak elementary school students and planted it on him...

The more he defended him on the surface, the more he slandered him secretly.

Gradually, the person who was once loved by teachers and classmates was hated by more and more people, and he began to be alienated by everyone.

At this time, only he is still with him, in the name of the only friend.

Their relationship is getting better and better, and as best friends, they were admitted to the same high school as a matter of course.

After entering high school, he began to slowly show an extraordinary care for him, and a love for him that no one can match.

He deliberately pretended to be jealous, troubled by him, and sad for him.

Lin Siran has always been a sensitive child, he gradually discovered the reason for his friend's abnormality, and gradually began to accept him.

In the end, as a matter of course, they became inseparable lovers.

Although his heart was full of hatred, Xiao Lu had to admit that he lived happily during the days when he and Lin Siran became lovers.Sometimes, if it wasn't for the devil in his mind to remind him, he might be addicted to this illusory happiness and couldn't extricate himself.

Soon, three years have passed, and it is time to close the trap he laid out back then.

When Lin Siran received the admission notice from B University at home, he quickly asked someone to pretend to be the head teacher to call Lin's mother's factory to announce the good news, and in the name of a teacher suggested that she take time off to surprise her son.Mother Lin didn't have a mobile phone, so he wasn't worried that the plan would be exposed, and the honest woman really asked for leave and went home as he wished.

He calculated the time it would take Lin's mother to go home, and when the approximate time came, he began to pester Lin Siran to tell his love, hugged him, and kissed him.Lin Siran was so entangled by him that he had no time to pay attention to him, and she didn't even hear the footsteps outside the door, so she saw the scene where her son was intimate with a man.

However, he did not expect Lin's mother to have a heart attack and die directly.His original plan was just to separate their mother and child, and with a little trick in the future, he could make their mother and child never see each other, and also try the pain of a broken family.

Unexpected accidents made him the most disgusting executioner himself.

After Lin's mother died, Lin Siran suffered from depression.

He should have abandoned him after he fell into trouble, but seeing his painful appearance, he began to take care of him for some reason.

Whether it was because of the guilt of Lin's mother's death, whether it was because of revenge on him more ruthlessly in the future, or whether it was because of using him to deal with the murderer, he unknowingly devoted all his energy to helping him cure his illness .

But Lin Siran's condition continued to worsen day by day.When he came home from get off work one night and saw that extremely strong person hiding in the corner and crying silently because of the pain, he suddenly felt his own incompetence again.

He began to spend more and more time working and earning money, he began to drop his pride, and he began to grovel.Sometimes, between work, he would also wonder, isn't he the enemy's son?But seeing his pain, why do I feel the same?

Half a year later, a turning point appeared, and he met Wan Shiliu.It was a woman who was neither beautiful nor intelligent, but her family was rich and powerful.Under her pursuit, he compromised, he sold himself in exchange for power and money, and in exchange for Lin Siran's recovery.

However, Lin Siran recovered, but he fell ill.He could no longer bear the admiring gazes of others, the blushing faces of those girls looking at him, and the brilliance that others admired him.

"Don't you want revenge? Lock up that man." The demon in his mind reappeared, and he began to bewitch him, "Lock him up, so that you can get revenge on him, and get revenge on him for not accepting your love." Intimacy, retaliation for his ungrateful acceptance of favors, retaliation for his no longer relying on you alone."

Finally, when he saw the girl confessing to Lin Siran, the string of reason in his mind broke.

So, he colluded with Wan Shiliu and directed a play, a play that ruined Lin Siran's reputation and could only be controlled by him from now on.

However, at that time, he never thought that after the play ended, he would lose the leading role forever.

The author has something to say: Xiao Lu, why don't you understand that if you don't die, you won't die?