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Sitting in the small private room of the coffee shop outside the school gate, the three of them were silent.

Zhao Han felt that a handful of sand had been stuffed into his throat. It was unbearably rough, and it was painful even to swallow. The two people on the opposite side were not sitting close together, but the kind of feeling haunted both of them as if there was nothing. The human atmosphere made Zhao Han realize once again that he had lost.

"Aran, are you... serious?" He finally couldn't bear it anymore and broke the silence.

From the moment he saw him holding hands with Xiao Lu, Zhao Han's expression became weird.Lin Siran originally thought that Zhao Han should be able to accept that he found a man as a lover, after all, he had never shown any discrimination against gays, but now, he was a little uncertain, after all, his friend's abnormal behavior was obvious.Hearing Zhao Han's question, he was a little worried that his answer would irritate him or cause his prejudice. He cherished the friendship between Zhao Han very much, but he couldn't possibly deceive him, regardless of his love for love. Loyalty and Xiao Lu's emotions, or his own personal conduct, he just wanted to give an honest answer.

So he replied: "It couldn't be more serious."

After receiving the answer from the person concerned, the trace of luck in Zhao Han's heart disappeared without a trace in an instant, and was replaced by churning unwillingness.

He was not reconciled, but three years of friendship and protection were not worth more than ten days of acquaintance and companionship in Xiaolu!It is obviously the small fruit tree he found, which has sheltered him from the wind and rain, fertilized him and caught insects for three years. What happened?An inexplicable passer-by took advantage of his absence to pick off the only small red and crisp fruit on the fruit tree!

However, when he saw the tenderness in Lin Siran's eyes, he knew that it was useless to be unwilling, as love doesn't come first.

Swallowing the bitter coffee mixed with the bitterness in his mouth, Zhao Han barely suppressed the sadness in his heart, and said: "Bless you, Aran, and bless you to find love. But, please protect yourself, if he treats you badly, I am your safe haven forever."

Lin Siran's heart finally let go, Zhao Han is still the same Zhao Han, his best friend, he smiled and said: "Yes, thank you, Zhao Han."

"Thank you for telling me, is this not being my brother?" Not wanting to make Lin Siran sad, Zhao Han still forcefully smiled.

And Xiao Lu, who had been watching everything silently by the side, finally stretched out his hand, handed it to Zhao Han, and said, "I will protect him, don't worry." He knew that this person loved his family. Si Ran, it's impossible for him not to care and not to be jealous.In fact, his heart had already started roaring crazily, roaring to make him kill all those who had plans for Lin Siran, and then lock Siran away from anyone to see.But reason overcame desire, he was not willing to let Si Ran feel sad, he knew how much Si Ran valued this man, he was the only one who could be called a brother since he was a child.

He stretched out his hand, which was both a guarantee and a warning. He promised to protect Si Ran and warned him not to wishful thinking.

Zhao Han looked straight at those hands, and then held them. It was a kind of delivery, and also a kind of letting go. He handed over his cherished treasure to this man, and let go of his obsession.

Seeing the two shaking hands and making peace, Lin Siran was very happy. He had been worried that the two of them would not get along, but now everything was fine. His mother began to change his attitude towards him, his friend accepted his love affair, and his lover gave him affectionate.

Yes, everything is so perfect, like the calm before the storm.

Not long after he was discharged from the hospital, after sending his mother away, Lin Siran went back to class. The final exam was imminent, so he had to speed up his review.Fortunately, he couldn't be more serious in his study. Although the time is short, the pressure is not as great as those classmates who are cramming.The most troublesome thing is his academic year thesis. The first draft has been completed, but the final draft still needs several revisions.As a result, he had to spend a lot of time on study, which resulted in less time to see Xiao Lu.

Of course the president is very dissatisfied, the relationship has just been confirmed, but he is like a newlywed!As a result, they could only meet once a few days, and each time did not exceed an hour. Mr. Xiao said that he could not bear it anymore, but he had to endure it. In order to speed up the completion of Lin Siran's thesis, he hired B. A doctoral student at the university came to guide Lin Siran, just to see his Siran more often.

A week later, Lin Siran finally finished his academic thesis and passed the final exam. He could finally spare time to stay with Xiao Lu for a while.In previous years, in order to work in the pet hospital, he would apply for school accommodation after school holidays, but this year, he is no longer alone.While he was going to work, Xiao Lu overbearingly sent all his luggage to his apartment.The apartment was not big, with three bedrooms and one living room, it had a homely atmosphere, and the decoration style was in line with Lin Siran's aesthetics. What's more, it was very close to Feiyang Hospital, so close that he could walk there in 5 minutes.All these signs made Lin Siran suspect that Xiao Lu bought it for him.

I asked, sure enough!

At this time, it would be too hypocritical to say that the house should be returned. Lin Siran had no choice but to use his brain to find a way to surprise his lover. After deliberation and deliberation for a long time, he finally decided to express his feelings for Xiao Lu in words. .He actually felt Xiao Lu's uneasiness and suspicion in this relationship, he seemed to be always worried that he would leave him, his love seemed humble but domineering, he wanted him to feel at ease, and wanted him to know that his love for him was not No less than him, presenting those words that he was ashamed to say in front of him, and showing him his heart naked.

So, one afternoon in mid-July, Xiao Lu came home from get off work and found such a letter on his tea table.There were three simple words written on the plain white envelope - To Xiao Lu, written in Lin Siran's handwriting. Xiao Lu didn't know what bad thing he thought of, his complexion suddenly sank, and even his breathing became short of breath.He stared at the letter, but didn't dare to open it. After a long time, he tremblingly opened the envelope. The letter paper was also plain white, only there were some pink flowers on the side, and the line in the middle was full of handsome Lin Siran. handwriting.Xiao Lu stroked those Chinese characters, like stroking Lin Siran's face, tender and affectionate, he closed his eyes, took a deep breath, and finally mustered up the courage to read the letter.

Looking at it, Xiao Lu's hands trembled unconsciously. It turned out that he knew, so he had always understood, he understood his cowardice, his anxiety, his helplessness, the words written in those gentle words It wasn't his displeasure with him, or the sad news that he was leaving him, but his love for him.Between the lines, what is slowly engraved is the trajectory of his heart when he fell in love with him, and his expectation for the future-to build a family that belongs to him and him.

Xiao Lu looked up with red eyes, Lin Siran was standing at the door of the bedroom, looking at him quietly, with a face full of warmth.

"Siran, Siran, Siran..." Xiao Lu couldn't bear it any longer, and rushed forward to hug him.

This is his lover, his true love, what else can be denied and shaken?

He lowered his head and kissed him hard on the lips. The force was so strong that both of their lips bled from the collision.But, no one cared, whether it was Lin Siran or Xiao Lu, the smell of blood made them even more excited, like a catalyst, igniting the fire in their whole bodies.

Xiao Lu hugged Lin Si and turned around, pressed him against the door frame, slipped his rough and hot hands from the hem of his shirt, and kept rubbing his thin waist, as if he couldn't stop teasing him Non-stop.His tongue also drilled more cunningly into Lin Siran's throat, like a cunning water snake, as if it could touch his inner heart more deeply—the beating heart that hides the soul of his lover .

Lin Siran was breathless from Xiao Lu's kiss, and he tried his best to resist several times before he finally got a breath of fresh air, but then, Xiao Lu's kiss fell like raindrops again, his eyes were lightly squeezed and licked, and even The eyelashes became wet, and the eyeballs were even more occupied by the moist tongue, which gave him the illusion that his vision had been snatched away by Xiao Lu.As soon as the lips and tongue left, his eyelashes dripped with sticky silver threads, but Xiao Lu stretched out his tongue to lick it clean.

And Xiao Lu's hand was getting lower and lower. He was distracted by the overwhelmed kiss. When he came back to his senses, he found that the belt on his trousers had been untied. It was already too shameful to say that, he struggled slightly, but was restrained by a more fierce embrace.The next moment, before he could break free from Xiao Lu's confinement, the feeling of the key parts being gently rubbed pulled him back into the vortex of desire...

The author has something to say: As an old driver, I am really incompetent in driving this car!However, Jinjiang can’t drive a car _(:з」∠)_