i'm a wang

Since the tragic incident ten years ago, Lin Meijuan's feelings for her son have undergone subtle changes.

On the one hand, she is still the mother who loves her son like her life.Especially after her husband was sent to a mental hospital, she put all her heart and energy on her son alone.

Before Lin Haiyang went crazy, she owed a large amount of money. In order to pay off the debt, she worked from morning to night and worked three jobs a day. She was often so busy that she didn't even have time to eat.But no matter how hard or tired she is, she always remembers to let her son eat and dress well, and would rather find time to sleep than let him help with housework.Later, the debt collectors beat up the house and threatened her. In order not to affect her son's study, she would rather entrust her son with the teacher's house than say a word to Lin Siran.It wasn't until a month later that Huang Mao's gang was arrested collectively, and he was brought back home by his mother, that he didn't know about it. At that time, Lin Meijuan had already suffered a lot in secret.

But, on the other hand, she sometimes cannot help resenting her son.In her heart, if Lin Siran hadn't raised that damned dog, none of the tragedies would have happened, her husband wouldn't have gone crazy, the family wouldn't have incurred huge debts, and she wouldn't have been ostracized by relatives and friends.And Lin Meijuan, who was caught in resentment, had already selectively forgotten that it was the vicious dog he was talking about that saved her son's life several times.

Regarding what Lin Siran said, Lin Haiyang wanted to cut off his hand, and Lin Meijuan didn't believe a word.In her heart, although her husband was violent and gambled, he was still good in nature and loved her and the children.She believed that her husband sent her out that day because she was greedy, and she believed that her husband took drugs because he was forced by gangsters. She would rather believe his ignorant husband who is full of poisons than her son who has never lied , just because, that is her husband.

Normally, Lin Meijuan loved Lin Siran dearly, and after visiting her husband in a mental hospital, she resented her son so much.She resents her son for having conflicts with gangsters, resents her son for keeping a dog, and even more resents her son for not saving her husband.She thought she would bury that resentment in her heart, but she didn't know that Lin Siran, who was sensitive since she was a child, had already read everything from her mother's eyes.

Therefore, Lin Siran was so hesitant when faced with the choice of whether to inform his family or not.According to common sense, he should inform his relatives about his situation.But his mother would definitely be worried when she found out, and he didn't want her to worry about him.Moreover, what he was afraid of was that seeing himself in the hospital, his mother would think of his father who was still in the mental hospital.Although he is an adult and has passed the age of longing for family affection, even so, when he sees his mother showing resentment, his heart can't help but ache.

After contemplating for a long time, Lin Siran still decided not to inform his family about his situation.

Just after making the decision, before Lin Siran could breathe a sigh of relief, his stomach was beating impatiently.In the quiet ward, the "cuckoo" sound was so loud that his face instantly turned red.In fact, on weekdays, he doesn't care about his own image at all, but for some reason, things that obviously don't matter in front of other people appear embarrassing in front of Xiao Lu.

After the cooing sound disappeared, Lin Siran raised his eyelids and took a sneak peek at Xiao Lu, who knew that Xiao Lu was also staring at him intently!The doting eyes made Lin Siran's face blush spread to his neck.

Seemingly aware of Lin Siran's embarrassment, Xiao Lu coughed dryly, then turned and left the room.

After a while, he came back with an insulated bucket.

The thermos was about two palms high. Its round shape and big cup belly made it look very cute, and the orange-yellow appearance made Lin Siran, who was very hungry, think of the fragrant chicken soup up.He secretly swallowed a mouthful of saliva as he thought about how much chicken soup such a big bucket could hold.

Xiao Lu was amused, he liked Lin Siran's undisguised appearance in front of him.

Unfortunately, Lin Siran was doomed to be disappointed. Although he knew that he would be asked to avoid eating, he never expected that what Xiao Lu poured out of the thermos was a bowl—thick rice soup!

That's right, it's the kind of rice soup that boils water and rice together until thick, without any impurities, whether it's salt or sugar.

Staring blankly at the bowl of clear soup with little water, Lin Siran's stomach began to let out a desperate protest.However, the owner of the stomach is obviously not as upright as it is. Seeing the pitiful eyes of Xiao Lu begging and looking at him, Lin Siran agreed to this bland lunch without disappointment.

Xiao Lu immediately thoughtfully put a few pillows behind Lin Siran's back, and helped him up to lean on the pillows.Then, under Lin Siran's gaze, he slowly stirred the rice soup with a spoon.

Xiao Lu's hands are beautiful, with broad and powerful palms, and slender fingers. When he concentrates on stirring the rice soup clockwise with his hands, coupled with the clean and clear white porcelain spoon between his fingers, and the steaming water rising from the top of the white porcelain bowl When it was hot, Lin Siran's heart beat faster because of this beautiful scene, as if he had been bewitched for some reason.

Staring blankly at Xiao Lu's hand for a long while, Lin Siran looked away as if he had been awakened by a few chirps of sparrows outside the window.

At this time, the rice soup had cooled down a bit, Xiao Lu first scooped up a spoonful and put it to his lips to try it, and when he was satisfied that the temperature was just right for his mouth, he carefully brought the soup spoon to Lin Siran's mouth.

Lin Siran just turned his gaze away, so he didn't notice this special spoonful of rice soup. When he saw Xiao Lu showing a charming smile because he drank the rice soup, he still didn't understand why Xiao Lu was so happy.

One fed and the other ate, and the two cooperated tacitly. Soon, a bowl of rice soup was bottomed out.

Lin Siran, who was full, felt a little sleepy again under the warm sunlight outside the window. He tried to open his eyelids, but within a few seconds, they drooped again.

Xiao Lu cleaned up the bowls and chopsticks at the side, seeing Lin Siran's dazed and cute look, he felt his hard heart softened.However, now is not a good time to sleep, Lin Siran just woke up not long ago, and now he falls asleep again, he will definitely suffer from insomnia at night.Xiao Lu went to his bedside, held his hand, and said: "Siran, don't sleep yet, if you are bored, let me read your palm for you."

When Lin Siran heard these words, he almost spit out the rice soup in his throat.It never occurred to him that Xiao Lu would not only say "love words in idol dramas" to himself, but also use this kind of common tricks to chase girls.

He took a breath, suppressed the smile in his throat, and asked Xiao Lu: "Where did you learn this trick?"

Xiao Lu didn't expect that Lin Siran would see through what he had just learned, and his ears turned red quietly again.Without waiting for Lin Siran to ask, he took out the phone from his pocket, opened the screen, and put it in front of Lin Siran.

Lin Siran took a closer look, and the nine characters "How to get closer to you" came into view. He looked down again, and it was nothing more than reading palms, inviting dinner, sending flowers, gifts, etc. to bring lovers closer. Xiao Lu didn't know whether he didn't see the word "lover" or really thought these tricks were very useful, so he regarded them as classics and seemed to be planning to implement them all.

Lin Siran laughed, and raised his head, but saw Xiao Lu's worried eyes.This is, Lin Siran suddenly remembered what Xiao Lu once said to himself, "I have never had a friend, you are the first one, Siran, I am very happy to be friends with you."

His face softened suddenly, it was his fault, he knew that Xiao Lu had such a past, but he didn't realize that he should be more tolerant towards Xiao Lu.Xiao Lu has no experience in this area, no matter what he does in any way, it is all to get closer to himself, how can he make fun of him because of his cautiousness?

Thinking of this, Lin Siran smiled, spread out his palms, and said, "Quickly show me the palmistry, Xiao Lu, I can't wait."

There was a vehicle passing by outside the window, and a familiar song came: You are my little apple, just like the beautiful clouds in the sky, spring has come again and the hillside is full of flowers...

And the apple tree in Xiao Lu's heart also quietly sprouted new buds at this time.

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This afternoon, Xiao Lu was solemnly reading a joke downloaded from the Internet to relieve Lin Siran's boredom, when the door of the room was opened with a bang, and Zhao Han, who was sweating profusely, rushed in.

At first, he didn't notice Xiao Lu who was sitting by the bed. When he ran to the bed in three steps and two steps to find a seat to sit down, he saw a stranger holding Lin Siran's hand affectionately. The language is smiling and Yanyan, obviously the relationship is very good.

He suddenly forgot his purpose, stared at Xiao Lu and asked, "Aran, who is this? Why is it in your ward."

Lin Siran knew that Zhao Han said that the wind is the nature of rain, so he was not surprised. He was also very happy to see Zhao Han come to visit him.After all, he doesn't have many friends, and he cherishes every one of them, so he gestured to Xiao Lu while answering: "This is Xiao Lu, a new friend I met yesterday. Xiao Lu, this is Zhao Han, and also my friend."

Xiao Lu keenly noticed Zhao Han's hostility towards him. Although his own emotional fluctuations are not strong, it does not mean that he has a weak perception of other people's emotions.Soon, when he shook hands with Zhao Han and looked at each other, he realized that this man was an enemy, not a friend.

Zhao Han's ability to control his emotions was much worse. When he saw the undisguised desire for Lin Siran in the eyes of the man across from him, all the little volcanoes in his mind erupted!

He shook off Xiao Lu's hand, and said eagerly to Lin Siran: "Aran, why are you so careless, you just met someone yesterday, and you regard him as a close friend? You know his family, his life, his experience Is it? Just let him contact you in the ward so rashly?"

Although he knew that Zhao Han had good intentions, Lin Siran was still a little unhappy when he heard such accusations against Xiao Lu, but he knew that his friend would take the soft and not the hard, so he persuaded him in a gentle tone: "Zhao Han, I know you are doing it for me. Well, I wish I would be more cautious in making friends. But since I decided to become friends with Xiao Lu, it is because I know him well enough. And what you said just now is not only an accusation against Xiao Lu's character, but also against me Accusation. So, I hope that if you really respect me, you can also respect my choice of making friends instead of interfering with me at will."

Zhao Han didn't expect that Lin Siran's approval for his good intentions would be refuted instead. He was depressed for a while, pointing at Xiao Lu, speechless.

Although he usually looks approachable, Zhao Han is actually arrogant in his heart.Many of his parents and relatives are government officials. Although their positions are not high, they are still a bit important. What's more, his parents have been obedient to him since he was a child, and he has developed a character that he must get what he wants.He asked himself that he was good enough for Lin Siran, and his affection was deep, because he knew that Lin Siran had no love history and had no interest in men, so he carefully concealed his affection in his heart, for fear of scaring him and making him feel uncomfortable.

But he didn't expect that a bandit who didn't know where was going to snatch the fruit that he guarded so hard!

This has stabbed Zhao Han's hornet's nest. No one has ever been able to snatch things from him.

Zhao Han stared angrily at Xiao Lu again, not intending to change his attitude.He pointedly said: "Aran, you know people, face but not heart. I don't know what this Xiao Lu has done to make you value him so much, but believe me, he will show his true colors in a short time."

He thought about it just now, and he also wanted to understand that if he insisted on persuading him, Lin Siran would be disgusted.It's better to let the robber and Guozi get in touch with each other for a while. When the robber shows his feet, Guozi will naturally change his mind.Moreover, from the robber's actions, I can also know what Guozi thinks about the love between men, which can be said to kill two birds with one stone.

In essence, Zhao Han still had a lot of confidence in his own charm. He never imagined what to do if the robber who had just arrived picked the fruit away.In his opinion, how can their friendship in just a few days compare to his friendship in waiting for Guozi for several years?

After Zhao Han figured it out, although he still didn't want to see Xiao Lu, he didn't accuse Lin Siran in front of Lin Siran's face. He asked his Aran for a long time, and he left reluctantly until the nurse came to chase him away. up.

After Zhao Han left, Lin Siran smiled apologetically at Xiao Lu, he never thought that Zhao Han, who is always easy-going, would dislike Xiao Lu so much.

Xiao Lu didn't care, he saw that it was almost time for dinner, and went to pick up a bucket of thick rice soup, and fed it to Lin Siran spoon by spoon.

After eating, Lin Siran thought that Xiao Lu would leave, but he didn't expect that he would not leave until dark.

Lin Siran asked, and he said that he had already asked for leave from the school, and he would take care of Lin Siran until he was discharged from the hospital, providing 24-hour personal service, in order to make up for the fault of not being able to protect the most important friend.

Lin Siran was dumbfounded, he didn't expect that he was injured, in Xiao Lu's opinion, it would be his fault.It was obvious that he overreacted to save others and was injured, but Xiao Lu said that it was because he did not protect him well.

"What you want to do is your business. If I don't even have the ability to protect you, what qualifications do I have to be your friend?" Xiao Lu said solemnly, under the light, his eyes were shining brightly.

Although there was something wrong with this sentence, Lin Siran was still moved. He seemed to see the shadow of the baby through this body, just as reliable and loyal.

However, what Lin Siran, immersed in the great friendship, did not know was that in the distant city A, Lin Meijuan, who watched the evening news on time, unexpectedly saw her son on TV.

The author has something to say: Weekend, so I coded a long and thick chapter, hehehe, are you satisfied, guest officials?

The future classmate Zhao Han, watching the little fruit being picked by the robbers, wished he could go through the past and beat him to death, why is he so careless?

By the way, I just forgot to mention that the stupid author plans to revise the text tomorrow, so I will take a day off, my friends.