i'm a wang

The moon is as cool as water, walking quietly by the breezy Yuhuan Lake, Xiao Lu unconsciously began to tell Lin Siran about himself.

In his narration, he was brought to the United States by his parents for medical treatment when he was 12 years old. He thought that the medical technology in the United States was more advanced, and it should be helpful to cure his strange disease, but after half a year of treatment, nothing happened. As a result, his condition worsened for a while, and he became unconscious.Fortunately, the coma did not last long. After a while, he woke up inexplicably one night, and his condition recovered without any medicine.However, although the person woke up, his memory was lost in the lethargy.

As if recalling the days when his life seemed to be reset, Xiao Lu stopped in his tracks, "...Moreover, since then, I have also experienced emotional problems. Ordinary people will feel frightened by certain things. Or joy over something, but I'm like a machine without emotion, no matter what happens, it's hard for me to fluctuate too much."

Lin Siran was surprised for a while. He didn't expect that Xiao Lu, who looked no different from ordinary people, would suffer from such a disease. He also didn't expect that it was just the first time they met, this taciturn man would actually reveal all his secrets to He confessed.

He seemed to feel that he was holding the heavy trust of the other party in the palm of his hand. While the weight made him feel the responsibility, it also made him feel a trace of inexplicable joy.

He couldn't help asking cautiously, "Then are you better now?"

Xiao Lu turned his head, looked at Lin Siran's softer face in the moonlight and the concern that couldn't be concealed, and slightly curled the corners of his mouth.

In fact, Xiao Lu himself did not expect that he would be so defenseless in front of this person whom he had just met for the first time.

Since he lost his memory and the ability to fluctuate his emotions, he has closed his heart and used various means to conceal his differences. Therefore, in the eyes of others, he is just an introverted young man who rarely shows his emotions.For more than ten years, except for his parents, no one has been able to have close contact with him, let alone let him open his chest easily, and hold the secret hidden deep in his flesh and blood naked in front of him.

But today, he is out of order.

When he saw Lin Siran on the street for the first time, his heart began to jump uncontrollably, all the noise around him was ignored by him, and there was only one voice chattering in his ears and emphasizing it clearly: it was him !This is the man!Accompanied by these words, the face that had never been seen in front of him suddenly changed, and it became more and more familiar and close to him, as if somewhere in the past, he had described and even touched it intimately day and night Same face.

Not only that, but the string called emotions in his mind was also played by hands that came from nowhere, and the tune was constantly changing due to the influence of the other party's words, expressions, gestures, and postures. The first time he talked to him, shook hands with him for the first time, held an umbrella with him for the first time, and ate the food he picked up for the first time, the strings changed more and more violently, either depressed or excited or shy or Depression, as if the stagnation of emotions in the past ten years is all to burst out together today!

Hearing Lin Siran's question, Xiao Lu adjusted his fluctuating mood due to him again, and carefully thought about some scenes that he had been exposed to in school. He hesitated for a moment, then turned sideways, and met the slightly surprised eyes In the middle, gently held his hands.

He looked straight into Lin Siran's eyes with doting eyes, and replied softly: "From the moment I saw you, my illness has been cured."

then.

Lin Siran let out a "poof" laugh. He never expected that Xiao Lu would answer him with such a sentence. It was probably a catchphrase from an idol drama ten years ago. And the purpose is not to confess, but to answer the basic situation about the condition.

Xiao Lu was stunned, and he never expected that the other party would react like this, is there something wrong?He obviously answered the question in the best way to win the favor of the other party?

He stared blankly at the man who was laughing backwards and forwards, at his eyes and exposed teeth after laughing, at his joy from the bottom of his heart, and he also laughed unconsciously. Is this the feeling of happiness? ?If so, he hopes to be with him and be happy forever.

After a while, Lin Siran put away his smile, but the corners of his mouth were still slightly raised, showing the master's happy mood.

Lin Siran tidied up his collar, brushed back the black hair scattered on his forehead with five fingers, and said to Xiao Lu apologetically, "I'm sorry, I made you laugh."

Xiao Lu waved his hands and said, "No, I'm also very happy."

He grabbed Lin Siran's hand again, and said earnestly: "It's not a joke, it's true. After seeing you, I feel like I've come alive. I've never experienced such a happy smile like today. Feeling, I thank you very much. If possible, can you be my friend?"

After saying these words, he subconsciously clenched his hands, as if waiting for a verdict, never worrying about gains and losses before.

When the person in front of him opened his moist lips and said "Of course, we are already friends, aren't we?" He couldn't help but want to hold the other person in his arms. The feeling was so urgent and tender. So eager that he had to press his hands behind his back to stop the urge.

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Lin Siran led Xiao Lu to have a barbecue.

Barbecue stalls are placed in the alley behind the school. The night is the best time for business. Almost every stall is full of people. There are middle-aged men with big horses sitting on plastic stools drinking beer and interacting with each other. Bragging, there are children screaming and playing chasing each other and running around, and there are also upright young boys and girls gathered at a small table laughing and talking about interesting things, and the whole alley is full of noisy atmosphere.

The two searched for a long time but couldn't find a vacant seat. It wasn't until a lady boss was confused by their good looks and added an extra table for them at the entrance of the alley that they had a place to sit down.

Xiao Lu has forgotten the life in China when he was a child, and he has never had such an experience after settling in the United States, especially in such a crowded place.

Lin Siran saw Xiao Lu's discomfort, he moved the small table out considerately, and asked: "I originally planned to bring you here to get acquainted with the local customs, if you are not used to anything, just tell me, We can change places."

"No, no, I like this place very much."

This is the truth, in Xiao Lu's view, as long as he is with this person in front of him, he can feel happy emotions.

Afterwards, under Lin Siran's guidance, Xiao Lu ordered something that both of them liked.It may be that they took advantage of the face. Not long after they ordered, the enthusiastic proprietress brought up the whole barbecue on a large plate, and the portion was very large.

A few boys in basketball uniforms at the next table came earlier, and when they saw Xiao Lu and the others coming late and going up early, they immediately yelled dissatisfiedly: "Boss lady, obviously we came early, why did they come first?" up?"

The chubby proprietress wiped her hands on the apron, and replied with a smile: "If you are as handsome as these two little brothers, it's okay to fuck you at the earliest?"

The proprietress's five-year-old daughter followed her mother's ass, and wiped her clothes with a pair of chubby hands, and said in a childish voice: "Brother, if you look as good-looking as these two brothers, Beibei can please You eat meat!"

The people at the tables around burst into laughter, and the boys were blushed by the innocent words of the little girl, and they faltered and couldn't speak.

Lin Siran also smiled, and took out a big white rabbit toffee from his pocket and stuffed it into Beibei's little hand, thanking her: "Thank you, Beibei, brother treats you to some candy."

Beibei turned to look at her mother. After her mother nodded, she happily stuffed the toffee into her pocket.

"You like children?" Xiao Lu asked abruptly.

Lin Siran was stunned for a moment, realizing that Xiao Lu might have been misunderstood by his behavior just now, and said, "It's not really my liking, I probably like animal cubs more than human cubs."

After he finished speaking, without explaining, he picked up a delicious and crispy chicken wing on the plate and handed it to Xiao Lu, and said with a smile, "Try it, it should taste good."

I don't know if it was because of the large number of people, but Xiao Lu was much more silent than when the two were alone just now. He thanked him, then took the chicken wings and ate them.

Lin Siran also picked out a bunch of bean pods, and slowly tasted the taste.

"Can I have a taste?" Lin Siran just took a bite when he saw Xiao Lu staring at the pod in his hand and asked.

Lin Siran was amused again, he felt that he hadn't been as happy as today for a long time, but Xiao Lu's puppy-like wet eyes were too cute.

With his free left hand he found another bunch of pods on the plate and handed it over.

Xiao Lu was stunned for a moment, and was about to say that I just want to taste the skewer in your hand, but seeing the other party's uncontrollable expression, he swallowed the words again, and reached out to take it.

Just as the two were enjoying the delicious food quietly, the ground suddenly shook.

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