[Zhongzhu Wenye] Medicine specialization is amazing, isn't it?

Perhaps Mr. Dazai, the literary master in my previous life, formerly known as Shuji Tsushima, is right—the joys and sorrows of human beings are not the same.

Osamu Dazai's narration continued, but my thoughts drifted to other places.

"Hey, are you still listening?" Osamu Dazai put his hand in front of my eyes and shook it vigorously, "If you happen to be distracted, then I have no choice but to remind you through physical contact , Of course, if I accidentally cause bad consequences, it can't be my fault, Shen Jun."

"I'm listening," I replied, "although I don't remember much."

"Ah, it's good if you can't remember, so you won't be able to understand me. I'm still a stranger to you." Osamu Dazai blinked his eyes and showed a smile.

It's hard for me to tell exactly what kind of meaning is in his smile, it's a bit relieved, but it also has a bit of sadness in it, it seems that there is something else that emerges with his smile .

I don't understand what kind of emotions this Osamu Dazai from another world is holding to show such a smile and say such a sentence, but there is only one thing I know very well——

I looked at his smile, very uncomfortable.

Although I don't know the reason, the physical and mental feelings can never lie.

I can feel my stomach sinking heavily in my abdomen, like a heavy water bladder.

But I didn't eat anything except a pancake and a 250ml carton of milk for breakfast in the morning.And according to the time flow of my world, it is already past two o'clock in the afternoon.

My feeling is obviously not because I feel heavy because I eat too much, but because Dazai Osamu's words make me feel very uncomfortable for some reason.

Is it empathy?

Maybe.

Osamu Dazai was silent for a while after saying that, and then continued to tell his story.

"By the way, Shen Jun, where did we talk just now?" He asked.

"I forgot." I replied, "Why don't you start from where I remember, Dazai-kun."

"Anyway, the time we have to kill is still long."

So Osamu Dazai grunted, "I really can't do anything about you", and started talking from the previous place again.

I mentioned earlier that in the year my father passed away, after he entrusted me to Mr. Mori, he died "generously" and all the money and contacts left behind belonged to Mr. Mori.

As I said before, I hate Mr. Sen very much, because I think it was his fault that my father committed suicide. It was because he did not win the victory with the [Undead United] he proposed, so my father took the blame and resigned. .

But thinking about it now, maybe I was angry at my own powerlessness, so I took it for granted to vent my anger on Mr. Mori.

Anyway, Mr. Mori opened a medical clinic in Yokohama after my father was buried, and Alice and I were the only assistants there.

Alice is a little girl with blond hair and blue eyes. It is said that she has been with Mr. Mori longer than my father has worked with Mr. Mori, but the first time I saw her was when Mr. Mori took me to Day two in Yokohama.

At that time, I didn't know that Alice was Mr. Mori's superpower, so when we first met, I extended my hand to Alice according to the etiquette.Um... yes, it's a handshake ceremony, Shen Jun, you are right.

As I said before, I don't know that I have supernatural powers, and I don't know that my supernatural powers are to nullify other supernatural powers.

So when Alice stretched out her hand to shake hands with me, the moment her hand touched mine, it quickly disappeared.

She transformed from a human form into a tiny speck of light, rose in the air, and was never seen again.

Mr. Mori was frightened by this scene at first, but then he found it very interesting.

"It seems that you have supernatural abilities." Mr. Mori said to me, "And it seems that you have quite powerful supernatural abilities."

I looked at my own hands and felt bewildered and inexplicably sad from the bottom of my heart.

Maybe a little self-loathing... Anyway, who knows?Anyway, my mood at that time, in my opinion now that I am used to supernatural powers, I can no longer understand it.

Um?You asked me if I was shocked by the sudden disappearance of the little girl?

Yes, I almost cried in fright at the time, thinking that I had become a murderer, and even almost thought that my supernatural ability could smash people to pieces.

But I almost said it all, I guessed that Alice is his superpower by observing Mr. Mori's expression.So I speculated that the effect of my own ability is to [invalidate the ability], and the activation condition is to directly touch the ability or the user of the ability.

In short, the activation conditions were finally verified by Mr. Mori.But even so, I'm not happy.

From the bottom of my heart, I think that having supernatural powers is not something to be happy about, nor is supernatural powers useful.

I hate Mr. Mori, I hate supernatural powers, and... I hate myself.Uh... did it scare you?Let's change the subject then.

What do you ask me to say?Hmm... Let me tell you about my experience after arriving in Yokohama.

After arriving in Yokohama, Mr. Mori's life in the clinic was relatively sloppy, because Yokohama was in a mess at the time, and it was incomparable to the Yokohama under my rule.

At that time, there were desperadoes rushing down the street every now and then, breaking into the trustworthy black clinic they frequented, slapping banknotes in the doctor's hand, and then they would slump down on the hospital bed or the operating table , while complaining about the difficulty of the task and the annoyingness of the host.

Mr. Sen will always listen to their complaints seriously at this time, and comfort them from time to time, acting as if he is really a doctor who cares about the patient's psychological state.

To be honest, every time I want to complain about him, wake up Mr. Sen, you are not a psychiatrist, give me a good operation.

Well, yes, I'm pulling away again.

You are right, Mr. Mori always uses the name of appeasement to get information about organizations large and small in Yokohama from the mouths of those patients, and then decides how to proceed next.

At that time, although my analytical ability was good, my layout ability was not very good... But I watched Mr. Mori walk step by step, and I began to have a child's rebellious idea.

I figured I might try digging a trap for it, too, to quell the strange fire that was burning inside me.

I want to cheat Mr. Sen.

Mr. Mori had a partner named Fukuzawa Yukichi at the time. It is said that the two of them learned from the same teacher, so they are currently in a cooperative state.

Even if I cheat Mr. Mori, Mr. Mori will definitely stay behind and ask Mr. Fukuzawa to save him... Otherwise, doesn't he still have Alice?You know, ever since I destroyed his Alice with [Disqualification in the World], Mr. Mori hasn't activated his own supernatural ability, but instead carries dozens of scalpels with him every day for self-defense.

After all, I was too young to see through Mr. Mori's plan, but thinking about it now, I'm afraid that Mr. Mori had already decided on the route to enter PortMafia at that time.

That's why he showed that he was a person without abilities, so since he stepped into Yokohama, he never asked Alice to come out.

He usually keeps saying that loli is so cute, but now he shuts up the little black room where his loli has supernatural powers for himself... Tsk, what a scumbag.

Um?You think he might not be a scumbag like this?Anyway, I just think he's a scumbag.

In short, the incident of that time was completely in line with my guess and expectation from beginning to end, without even the slightest exception.

Wouldn't it be nice to have no exceptions?are you seriousask this?Well, I know you get it, are you just asking for someone else?I answered yes.

To be honest, if everything in the world is as I expected, why should I look forward to tomorrow?After all, what happened tomorrow is also in my expectation.

So it's better to be an exception, right?Well, that's what I think anyway.

It's a pity that Mr. Mori knew what I had done, but he didn't say anything more. He just doubled my homework and intelligence analysis... although this was within my expectation.

It's a pity that I thought Mr. Mori could do something that surprised me.

Time passed day by day, and the battle of wits and courage between Mr. Sen and I was still going on.Starting with the time I cheated Mr. Sen by taking advantage of his surprise, the way we cheated each other caused more and more serious consequences to each other, and the fear between us became deeper and deeper.

So he and I soon realized the same thing - if I insist on staying with Mr. Mori, one of us will die sooner or later.

When I was 11 years old, Mr. Mori suddenly disappeared.

He left me in the clinic and went out by himself.

Because of my father's death, I lost the opportunity to know some information, so I didn't know why Mr. Mori went out at first.

But I know that he seems to be particularly concerned about the lady whose supernatural ability is "Please don't die".

So I managed to find related reports on the streets of Yokohama, and that report occupied a very small section.

Yosano Akiko was rescued by Mori Ogai.

The lady... is out of prison.

The author has something to say:

I can't stop the inspiration... In short, today is an if update.

The speed of life and death got the conclusion yesterday, and the next step is to check the weight... Grass (plant), I am good.If the repetition rate is too high, I have to change it, and I have to recheck it after the change.

Brain pain.