Misdiagnosed after being granted last wish by roommate

During the days when Jiang Zhihai stayed at home with him, Gu Yang thought that the two of them kept it a good secret, except for the first two days when Jiang Zhihai forgot for a moment and helped him zip up in front of Gu Yongan. When did you show your feet.

Or is it true that Dad is so sensitive, and just because of that little detail, they can see through their disguise?

No matter what the reason was, Shen Jing's questioning at this moment caused a violent storm in Gu Yang's heart.

In just a short while, his heart turned back and forth, and the excuses for evasion seemed to be spinning back and forth on his lips, but in the end, he still couldn't say a word.

Just like when he concealed something from Jiang Zhihai back then, all he could do was conceal it. If he were to tell lies to deceive on such a major matter, the nature would be completely different.

He and Jiang Zhihai do have "that" relationship. If he shakes his head and denies it now, the first person to be sorry is probably his lover.

Gu Yang's face was pale, and he opened his mouth a few times, but he couldn't utter a single word.

But in this expression, it is clear that every word and every word is the answer.

Shen Jing didn't need to listen to his answer anymore, she sighed again.

Gu Yang finally recovered his voice: "How did you find out?"

The reason why he asked "you" instead of "you" was because he thought of his father's subtle reaction when he first met Jiang Zhihai.

Even if Gu Yong'an was not as talkative as his mother, he wouldn't be unreasonable to his son's friends who came to visit. Gu Yang had always been critical of his attitude, but now it seems that everything has been explained in an instant.

Seeing that Gu Yang had no intention of denying it at all, the only glimmer of hope in Shen Jing's heart was also shattered.

She lowered her eyelids and thought for a long time how to organize her words before she spoke again: "A few years ago when I helped you clean up your room, I accidentally saw your newspaper clipping."

Gu Yang was taken aback for a moment, his face felt a little hot again.

Now is not the era when paper media was rampant, and Jiang Zhihai is not really well-known enough to be listed in various newspapers and magazines. Even if he wants to make newspaper clippings in the old way, he actually doesn't have the conditions.

He searched a lot of short reports on the Internet, accompanied by Jiang Zhihai's photo, printed them out and pasted them in his notebook.

For a boy to do this kind of thing for another boy of the same age is somewhat disgraceful, so Gu Yang will carefully put it away every time he reads it.

But 360 days a year, there are always times when we can't take care of it.

Gu Yang thought that his mother had seen his thoughts several years earlier, so he was so embarrassed that he wanted to find a crack in the ground to sneak in.

"Originally, I shouldn't think too much about this, but I'm still your mother. It's impossible for my son to know what he does all day long." Shen Jing shook hands, obviously, she was always good at talking. She is also a little uncomfortable with this topic, "I said I was going to watch the game all day long, but he was there in every game I went to. You are dreaming... In addition to shouting for swimming, I actually called Zhihai's name."

Every time Shen Jing said a word, Gu Yang felt that the embarrassment in his heart increased, and now, he almost wanted to merge with the coat rack behind him.

"Especially when he just retired, you have been depressed for so long, and it's hard to talk to you about this kind of thing. It really worries my mother." Shen Jing said, and sighed again, "Speaking of it, it's also true. I am not qualified to be a mother. When encountering these uncertain things, I just want to escape. I think as long as I don’t ask you, I can pretend that this thing didn’t happen. Anyway, he is just a public figure far away from our lives. , He has already retired, when you grow up and get out of this confusion, you might meet the girl you like again and return to the normal life track."

At this moment, Gu Yang finally interrupted her, his voice was weak but firm: "Impossible...it is impossible for me to like girls anymore."

Shen Jing was taken aback by what he said, her eyes were a little sad, but she quickly concealed that emotion, and said: "Yeah, I was not sure before, I always took chances, I hope you are just simple Idolatry. It’s just that when you called and said that the friend who was coming to celebrate the New Year was Zhihai, we were really shocked and became really anxious. Your dad and I also checked the Internet, and we know that this can’t be changed. ... Mom is just worried, your child is too stubborn, and you have been staring at him for so many years, when did he know you?"

When Gu Yang heard this question, he first felt guilty.

And Shen Jing didn't need him to answer: "I just met you in college, right? It's only been a semester until now...I didn't expect that he happened to be just like you. I really don't know if this is a good thing."

Gu Yang thought to himself that he might not be the same as me at all, but saying this would only make his mother more worried.

"Zhihai's family situation is that he lacks warmth. When you treat him well, he accepts it because he is moved. It is not certain whether this is love. Mom is afraid that if he is just fresh for a while, it will be sad in the end. You." The more Shen Jing said, the more she felt cold.

The person who gets along with Jiang Zhihai day and night is Gu Yang, of course he can tell whether Jiang Zhihai is moved by him or not.

I'm afraid no one would want to hold on to another person every night because of being moved, right?

"Mom, shouldn't you be worried that my relationship with a man will not be good? Why are you already worried about whether we will break up?" Gu Yang couldn't help but laugh.

Shen Jing's sigh has never stopped today: "Do you think your dad and I are really so open? If you don't accept that you can fall in love with women, we will definitely not agree. Isn't this something that can't be changed..."

As she spoke, tears suddenly rushed out of her eyes.

She wiped it off quickly and turned her back.

Gu Yang's heart suddenly felt a sharp pain at this moment.

In front of him, my mother couldn't hold back her tears, and it is conceivable that she must have cried when she was carrying him behind her back.

These days, although he has never thought of confessing his sexual orientation to his parents right now, but from the bottom of his heart, he has never thought of compromising to the society for them.

Sooner or later, he would tell them.

Although sexual orientation is innocent, from the perspective of ordinary people, he is really an unfilial and selfish person.

However, from the first moment when parents discovered the problem, they chose to bear everything by themselves to avoid putting him under pressure.

In contrast, his love for his parents seems so small and shallow.

With a sore nose, he hugged his mother directly from behind.

He has a good relationship with his mother, but after all, age and gender are here, and he has already passed the age for cuddling with her.

Now holding her in his arms, he realized that the warm and tall figure in his memory was actually a little thinner in front of him.

"Mom, I'm sorry..." he whispered.

Shen Jing is an emotional person, being hugged by him like this, she kept crying, but she just pretended to be calm while wiping her tears: "You don't come here, if you really feel sorry for me, you won't be like this Brazenly bring people to my house."

"Mom, don't I think it's too pitiful for him to stay in school alone?" Gu Yang lay next to his mother's ear, "I know my mother is the kindest, compassionate, and understanding person in the world, so I definitely can't bear him to be alone New Years Eve at school."

Shen Jing was so teased by him that she burst out laughing, but felt that she was laughing too embarrassingly at this time, so she couldn't help but slap Gu Yang on the back of his hand, and said in a low voice, "You brat!"

Gu Yang turned her around and tugged at her arm coquettishly: "Mom, you really don't have to worry about what you have. Even if you are heterosexual, isn't there a risk of breaking up when you are in a relationship? You can't be afraid of breaking up." Breaking up is sad, so stay single forever?"

"There are quite a few fallacies." Shen Jing rolled her eyes at him, but she was already convinced by him, "I don't know who is so clever."

"Of course she's like my smartest mother! Dad's brain is not good, he's too inflexible!" In front of his mother, Gu Yang's flattery and stepping down have always been unfavorable.

Shen Jing broke through her tears again and laughed: "You child, if you really use your intelligence on feelings, your mother and I won't have to worry about it."

Gu Yang finally calmed down: "Mom, I can feel that he is sincere to me."

"You're still young, so you don't understand. How can you say anything about feelings?" Shen Jing was still faintly worried.

"Otherwise, I'll tell you a secret." Gu Yang raised his eyebrows.

"Secret?" Shen Jing frowned at him.

"Just what you told him on New Year's Day." Gu Yang scratched the back of his head, a little ashamed to admit that he was actually eavesdropping, "Actually, he was the one who rescued me from the water at that time."

Shen Jing was stunned.

"My life is all given by him. Even if he really tricked me, I will not lose."

The author has something to say: I originally wanted to finish writing the text in one go today, but unexpectedly something happened temporarily, and the number of words is a little less than usual, alas.