Misdiagnosed after being granted last wish by roommate

Recently, he was busy with competitions and exams, and Gu Yang usually had little time to recall the past, but now that he told Jiang Zhihai word by word, he realized that his secret love had become so thick after such a long period of fermentation. It was so thick that he felt a strong sour feeling in his nostrils just by lifting it.

When he was ignorant, he didn't know why he always wanted to see each other so strongly.

Not two years later, the training base was moved from here to the other side of the distant suburbs. Jiang Zhihai and Chi Nan were both selected into the provincial team and began closed training.

Gu Yang always felt that he was enlightened in terms of emotions much earlier than others. When he rushed to the training base, he heard from Coach Wang, who was still working here, that the team members had changed places. When the bus arrived at the new training base, he was told that Jiang Zhihai had actually entered the closed training of the provincial team. He felt as if he understood what it was like to have the nasty line of "Heartache is about to die" in the TV series.

Later, he didn't even dare to enter the water, and he began to be very concerned about the dynamics of the provincial swimming team. After finally waiting for Jiang Zhihai to have a competition, he saw the familiar yet unfamiliar figure of Jiang Zhihai from a distance in the auditorium, and almost shed tears of aggrievedness.

After not seeing each other for a few months, Jiang Zhihai had grown a lot taller again. Gu Yang found sadly that the distance between them was so far away. No matter how loudly he yelled, Jiang Zhihai didn't know that it was specially yelled for him.

From then on, he realized that he seemed to be different from others, and what he thought of every day was a boy.

Perhaps from the moment he regarded Jiang Zhihai as the hero who saved him, he has become different from others.

A hopeless crush for a long time is very painful. Every time he realizes that the other party is out of reach, he will inevitably have a heartache.In order to alleviate this pain, Gu Yang refused to admit that he liked it for a long time. He explained all this with fans' admiration for idols. Fan, it seems like I can only really think of myself as a fan.

But in fact, this kind of self-deception is of no use.

After Jiang Zhihai retired, other fans naturally climbed other walls. Even the true fans who claim that Jiang Zhihai will always stand on the wall will not hesitate to eat other people's faces.

But Gu Yang was different.

Since Jiang Zhihai retired, he never went to a swimming competition.

He had never liked swimming, or any other pretty face.

After Jiang Zhihai stopped competing, Gu Yang couldn't find a way to continue to follow him, but someone in Chaohua also mentioned which high school he was in and how his grades were.

Gu Yang also moved over to the school to continue watching him secretly, but he was also in high school at the time, and his studies were also busy. Before he had time to put it into action, he saw many people in Chaohua. He was scolding a girl who chased after Jiang Zhihai's house.Gu Yang immediately didn't dare to pursue the idea of ​​chasing after him. Although he faintly felt that there seemed to be some differences between school and home, he knew that his heart was not much nobler than that girl who was scolded.

High school life is long and boring. Gu Yang originally hoped that he could forget this hopeless relationship with this busy study life, but he never thought that people would be more uncomfortable when they have no time to care about other things. Controlledly regard the person who is missing in the heart as the only spiritual comfort.

When he is tired from studying, he will think about Jiang Zhihai, who is in the same city as him but never meets him, what he will be like without swimming, and whether he will become poor because of being in school for a long time. I have more friends, wondering if he will suddenly have a girl he likes like others.

This fantasy brought him pain as well as comfort, but sometimes pain seemed to be part of the comfort.

But the strange thing is that Jiang Zhihai never came to his dream once even though he already missed him that much.

Gu Yang felt that the reason why his high school seemed extremely long might not be because the studies were too boring, but because he never saw the person he was thinking of even in his dreams.For such a long time, he could only search for clues shared by alumni Jiang Zhihai in Chaohua.The only good thing is that Jiang Zhihai took several magazine advertisements afterwards, which somewhat relieved his pain of lovesickness.

During that long time, he superstitiously prayed countless times that fate would let him and Jiang Zhihai's lives intersect again. Therefore, when he knew that Jiang Zhihai was admitted to Luo University like him, he was almost overwhelmed by this hopeless situation. The heart that was tortured to the point of depletion by secret love came back to life in an instant.

He felt that fate was still favoring him to some extent.

People are always like this, even if their rationality tells themselves countless times not to have too many fantasies, as long as they touch the slightest possibility, they still can't help but hope for more.

While he spurned himself, he tried his best to become his roommate, but the scene of hugging him tightly in front of him, he had seriously thought for a long time that it would only appear in his fantasy.

"The person I've liked for ten years is you." He looked into Jiang Zhihai's eyes and emphasized it again.

It can only be said that no matter how calm people are usually, they are still novices who are in a hurry when they encounter relationship problems. It has been a few hours since he learned the truth.

He opened his mouth, and it took a long time before he said calmly: "So... there has never been anything about Chi Nan?"

Gu Yang grinned and nodded at him.

The curvature of the corner of Jiang Zhihai's mouth couldn't help getting bigger and bigger, and finally reached the point where he couldn't hold back his laughter, and he touched his face and kissed him several times, all of which were loud.

Kissing and kissing, this loud kiss began to become sticky. At such a moment of turmoil, it seemed that this was the only way for the two young men to express their feelings.

Living in the villa for so long, because of the existence of other people, the scope of activities of the two of them is only from the bedroom to the bathroom, but today, the entire villa is their world, and Jiang Zhihai doesn't even have to bring people back to the room. I didn't even have any patience, so I started to move amidst Gu Yang's weak resistance that could be ignored.

From the sofa to the tea table to the stairs to the bathroom... When Jiang Zhihai really washed him and brought him back to the bed, Gu Yang was too tired to move a finger.

Jiang Zhihai let him lie on his chest contentedly, until then, a flash of inspiration suddenly flashed in his mind: "So I was tricked? Why do you want to be brothers with me? Since you moved to the dormitory, you have treated me Is it a conspiracy?"

Sure enough, a man can only become wise again after the time when he has refined his mind.

Gu Yang argued with a blushing face: "I... I didn't either. When I said that I was a brother with you, I was absolutely sincere."

Who knew what he said, but Jiang Zhihai was unhappy when he heard it: "You have liked me for so long and you just want to be my brother? Are you too irresponsible for your own feelings?"

Gu Yang's fingers unconsciously drew circles on his chest, and whispered: "At that time... the day I just moved to our dormitory, I saw you reject a boy."

Jiang Zhihai frowned.

No matter how good-looking he is, being confessed by a boy is not commonplace. Hearing Gu Yang mention it, he easily thought of the situation at that time: "Did you see it?"

Gu Yang nodded, his voice became even softer: "You said that he...is disgusting or something, I thought you disliked the relationship between men, so I dare not have any plans for you anymore, I just want to be able to get along with you It will be better, and after graduating...we can also have some contacts."

It was a decision that had been brewing in his heart for so long, and for some reason it seemed so humble when he said it now, Gu Yang felt a little embarrassed when he said it, and his voice was almost swallowed back into his throat.

Looking at him like this, Jiang Zhihai couldn't help feeling a surge of pity in his chest.

It's just that during the short period of time when Gu Yang liked Chi Nan, Jiang Zhihai often felt tormented in his heart. He really couldn't think about the kind of despair Gu Yang felt when he decided to bury this relationship forever.

Even though Gu Yang said these few words now lightly, he seemed to see the lonely and sad look of the boy lying on his lower bunk in a trance, and his heart seemed to be pinched by someone, and it hurt every now and then.

"That person...he went to the same high school as me." Jiang Zhihai said in a low voice.

Gu Yang was stunned.

"He, how should I put it, is a little crazy. He followed me and secretly took pictures... I also accidentally saw him digging through my trash can. At that time, I was about to take the college entrance examination. I didn't want to bother because of these things, otherwise I would call the police and arrest him. He's gone." Jiang Zhihai grabbed Gu Yang's hand that was still unconsciously on his chest, and reprimanded him in a low voice, "If you touch you again, you won't be able to sleep! So what disgusts me is not the gay group, but his alone. People. After that confession, he even wandered around the door of our dormitory, I took a picture of the evidence and showed it to him, and said that if he came again, he would call the police and expose it.”

Although the man liked him, he didn't have the courage to let everyone know that he was gay, and he disappeared after that.

Gu Yang's face was still a little red after being reprimanded by him, and he felt sour after hearing the ins and outs, so he ate a big jar of vinegar first.

"Then he didn't do anything to hurt you, did he?" Of course he was most worried about this.

Jiang Zhihai's eyes showed some hostility: "He dare not."

Gu Yang felt relieved now.

He rubbed against Jiang Zhihai's arms, and said with gusto, "I haven't seen you in three years of high school...he chased you all the way to your door."

Jiang Zhihai sneered: "Do you want to eat this kind of flying vinegar?"

Gu Yang was sullen and refused to say anything.

"Then you are still lying on top of me now, how can he compare to you." Jiang Zhihai said.

Gu Yang thought about it and it was true, and immediately felt happy again.

Jiang Zhihai's heart was still heavy.

He held Gu Yang's face again, looked into his eyes and asked in a low voice, "Is it hard work to love me for so long?"

Gu Yang was taken aback by his question, and his eyes became moist and hot in an instant.

Love is supposed to be beautiful, but the sadness it brings when it doesn't get a response is equally inescapable.

"But I've always been very glad that I met you." Gu Yang didn't deny it, but there was his unique stubbornness in his answer.

Jiang Zhihai's heart ached so badly.

He leaned over and kissed him on the eyelid, it was as light as a feather, and it had nothing to do with lust at all.

"I can't go back and help you bear those hardships, but I will never let you regret it in the future."

"Gu Yang, I love you."

The author has something to say: it is also very nasty.