Misdiagnosed after being granted last wish by roommate
Chapter 35 Cowardice
Gu Yang can recognize Jiang Yan at a glance because he has always been following Jiang Zhihai's activities, because he likes him, and he has also become a qualified swimming fan, but for others, this person is just coming to the dormitory Meet the child's parents.
In this school, Jiang Zhihai's identity as a newly promoted Internet celebrity is much more famous than his former identity as an athlete. Now this car is parked in front of the dormitory in disregard of the school's regulations. Naturally, it has attracted people. Many students come and go sideways.
Although Jiang Zhihai is used to being watched by others, he is very disgusted with such specialness in his heart.
However, he is not surprised that this kind of thing happened to Jiang Yan. This person is very good at using all the resources around him to enjoy privileges, but the small matter of driving into the school gate is probably nothing in his eyes.
He faced Jiang Yan expressionlessly, and asked, "Is there something wrong?"
Jiang Yan's car was parked just outside the steps, leaving only one seat for the students who came in and out. He was especially comfortable doing this kind of completely self-centered thing.
"I want to talk to you." Even if he took the initiative to come to Jiang Zhihai, there was a kind of lingering dignity in his posture, as if being able to come here in person would be condescending and giving face to the other party.
But Jiang Zhihai obviously didn't want to save his face: "I don't seem to have anything to talk to you about."
Several people from the same class happened to pass by here and greeted Jiang Zhihai. Their eyes flashed past Jiang Yan's body, and their expressions were obviously a little curious.
Jiang Yan took the opportunity and said, "It's not good to be here all the time, so I'll just say a few words to you."
Sensing the rigidity in Jiang Zhihai's attitude, Gu Yang also somewhat rejected Jiang Yan's appearance, but with his current status, he was indeed just an outsider in front of the two father and son.
So he could only point to the door of the dormitory sensibly: "Then I go up first?"
Before the end of the sentence was finished, Jiang Zhihai suddenly put his shoulders on his shoulders, and tightened his palms on his shoulders: "No, I don't have anything to say with him, so I need to avoid you."
Jiang Zhihai has always been extremely indifferent in front of Jiang Yan. Even now, his words are full of indifference, but Gu Yang feels a bit of tension from his tightened palm.
Perhaps Jiang Zhihai just wanted to show his indifference more clearly through him, but at this moment Gu Yang still seemed to feel the trace of dependence from him, and immediately he couldn't move his feet softly.
He looked at Jiang Yan in embarrassment, but he had no intention of leaving.
There was a hint of sullenness in Jiang Yan's expression, but he had already experienced Jiang Zhihai's stubbornness, and knew that his anger was useless in front of him, so he could only reopen the car door and said, "Then we must change to a place with fewer people, right?"
He motioned for Jiang Zhihai to take someone into the car, but Jiang Zhihai felt bored even staying with him in that small space.
He frowned, walked down the steps with his arms around Gu Yang's shoulders, passed the car, and walked forward.
Jiang Yan's face twitched a few times because of anger, but he could only close the car door and drive behind the two of them.
Gu Yang hadn't seen Jiang Zhihai look so serious and indifferent for many days, but he also knew that he wasn't looking at him, so he wasn't nervous, but just distressed.
Strange to say, he didn't even know what happened between Jiang Zhihai and Jiang Yan, but he already wanted to comfort each other on his own initiative.
The dormitory building was some distance away from the school gate, but Jiang Zhihai took Jiang Yan's car outside the gate and parked it on the side of the open square in front of the gate.
During the day, people come and go here very lively, but at this time, no one will stay anymore, and occasionally one or two students returning to school are also in a hurry.
Jiang Yan has a bad temper. After holding it in for so long, he has already held back his anger, but no matter how much anger he has, he can't find a way to vent it against someone who doesn't take it at all.
"What do you want to talk about, let's talk." Jiang Zhihai spoke first.
Jiang Yan calmed down and asked, "Did you bet with Yin Ge?"
"A person with such a strong desire to control, actually only now finds out about this news. To be honest, I'm really surprised." Jiang Zhihai did not deny it.
A person who is used to being dignified at ordinary times, was ridiculed by him in front of the strangers, and his expression became more gloomy: "Do you really think that I will treat others the same as my own son?"
Looking at his appearance, it seems that Jiang Zhihai should be grateful to him.
Jiang Zhihai raised the corner of his mouth when he heard the words: "Then it seems that being your son is even more unfortunate."
These sharp words made Gu Yang break out into sweat. Taking advantage of the darkness, he quietly tugged Jiang Zhihai's clothes, not because he was afraid of Jiang Yan's embarrassment.Gu Yang mainly felt that he would not feel good about stabbing people with words like this.
Jiang Zhihai felt his strength, and the sarcasm on his face receded a little, and he returned to that indifferent look.
Seeing him restraining himself, Jiang Yan remembered the purpose of his trip, selectively ignoring the implied knife in his last sentence, and continued: "Look, you are also in the school's swimming team now, do you think you still want to swim? Okay? But for you, the school swimming team has nothing to do with it."
He paused, as if he was thinking about the next wording: "If you regret it now, I allow you to come back, but you have two years of training behind others, and you must train harder in the future. Don't If you feel that you have talent, you will waste it willfully. You are not too young now, and you don’t have a few years to squander. If you want to enter the national team now, I can help you. In two years, there will be no chance.”
He may have tried to be tactful, but he still had a sense of privilege and superiority when he spoke, as if he completely forgot that Jiang Zhihai left on his own initiative, and only felt that allowing him to come back was a kind of gift.
Jiang Zhihai really chuckled this time, out of contempt for his attitude: "You have the energy to come to me, why don't you be more attentive to Yin Ge, by the way, be a little kinder, don't just put People regard themselves as tools for their own victory. Even if it is a tool, it is better to use a handy one than a new one? If you want to keep using it, you must at least maintain it regularly."
There were some warnings in Jiang Zhihai's words, and Gu Yang understood that these words were indeed kind to Yin Ge, but they could only go so far.
No matter whether he was with Jiang Yan or Yin Ge, he had no more nosy friendship.
Jiang Yan's face turned cold: "You are still blaming me. Those are all methods used by your mother to slander me. Are you okay now that you are different? Yin Ge will be fine. Human potential needs to be stimulated. Only by working hard can you do better than others, otherwise every year there are people who practice swimming one after another, why can you win the championship?"
Hearing him say this, the ironic smile on Jiang Zhihai's lips seemed to deepen a bit.
Jiang Yan paused when he saw it, and then didn't continue.
He knew that it was impossible for Jiang Zhihai to go back because of his three or two words, so he simply changed the subject: "Also, let your two students retire, I don't know what you are thinking, Yin Ge is a professional athlete, How could they swim well? It’s not good for Yin Ge to take the initiative to admit defeat. You can tell them that you don’t need to participate in this competition, and you won’t waste time. Yin Ge still needs to prepare for the provincial competition next year, so you can’t participate in this small competition. It's a waste of energy. I'll go to the swimming pool and tell you that you don't have to worry about the training time in the future, just follow the previous schedule."
He was still in the tone of being used to giving orders.
"I'm sorry, but I'm just an ordinary player in the swimming team and I don't have the right to make decisions. I think you'd better go and persuade Yin Ge to give up the game, or lose to two amateurs. I'm afraid your coach Jiang University will follow along with you. Lost." Jiang Zhihai was completely unmoved.
Jiang Yan was furious again because of the contempt in his words: "What nonsense are you talking about? How could Yin Ge lose to them?"
Jiang Zhihai looked at him inexplicably: "Yeah, anyway, you have the means to win."
Jiang Yan choked up, but didn't say a word.
"Let's go." Jiang Zhihai whispered to Gu Yang, and pulled him back, ready to leave.
But after walking a few steps, he stopped suddenly and turned his head to warn: "Also, I said that I don't want to have contact with you anymore, and I hope you don't bother me in the future, otherwise I don't mind talking to those who want to Talk to the reporter who interviewed me about your real family relationship."
Jiang Yan slapped the car angrily: "Jiang Zhihai! Do you still think I'm your father!"
"Don't you feel that you are humiliating yourself when you ask such a question?" Jiang Zhihai chuckled, "Do you think I don't know why you came to me? Yin Ge's current physical condition really scares you, right? You're afraid that he won't be able to persist until you retire. If I hadn't left at the beginning, I'm afraid I would be covered in injuries as well. I was thinking, would you abandon me like a shoestring like you abandoned others, or For the sake of me being your son, when you abandon me, keep a little bit of guilt?"
"Jiang Zhihai! Do you know what you're talking about?" Jiang Yan finally couldn't suppress his anger.
No matter how utilitarian a person is, he will find a reasonable position for himself in his heart, so when he is exposed face to face, he will still feel that his personality has been insulted.
Jiang Zhihai didn't seem to be afraid of his wrath, but Gu Yang felt that he had exhausted the hand holding his shoulder with all his strength. He endured the pain and remained motionless, but his hand quietly pressed Jiang Zhihai's waist as if to comfort him.
"Yes, if I don't leave, maybe I can make you famous now, then at least my injury is worth sacrificing, maybe you will play a repentant father from now on, and tell others every time you interview, you knew this Honor will hurt me all over, you will not choose to let me go this way." Jiang Zhihai analyzed Jiang Yan's psychology word by word.
He has been with him for too long and knows him very well. While Jiang Yan felt that this rebellious son was trying his best to humiliate him, at the same time he felt that he had uncovered all the cover-ups. He felt angry and ashamed at the same time. A gust of blood surged up, and his hands trembled with anger.
"Now it's different from the past. You don't necessarily need reporters. You can just say a few words to the camera and post them online." Jiang Zhihai gave him a final warning, "It's my greatest tolerance for you that you are safe and sound."
After saying this, he completely left Jiang Yan behind, and led Gu Yang towards the gate.
Gu Yang's footsteps were shredded and urgent by him, he glanced back a few times while running.
The night was so dark that Jiang Yan's figure almost merged with the car behind him, making it hard to see clearly, but Gu Yang still saw him thumping the car heavily, and the anger all over his body seemed to be chasing after him through the darkness. Their footsteps made him suddenly feel a strong discomfort.
Poor communication between father and son is common in Huaguo, and even Gu Yang seldom communicates with his father at home, but Jiang Yan's irascibility and inherent arrogance of the elderly are still a bit beyond him. expected.
Not long after entering the campus, Gu Yang stopped suddenly and grabbed Jiang Zhihai's clothes again.
Jiang Zhihai followed him to stop suspiciously, and looked sideways at him.
"Don't go back." Gu Yang looked at him, "Let's go to the villa tonight."
In front of Jiang Yan, Jiang Zhihai didn't show timidity at all, and was even a little aggressive, completely gaining the upper hand, but Gu Yang felt that he could still feel the fragility and depression from his fierceness.
Jiang Zhihai tonight is actually not suitable for group life.
Jiang Zhihai didn't ask, he already knew what he was thinking, but he still hesitated: "Aren't you still in class tomorrow morning?"
Gu Yang said firmly: "I escaped."
His behavior this semester has been good, and the professor who will be in class tomorrow is not so strict. Even if the roll call happens, Gu Yang feels that he will not fail the course because of his absence this time.
Nothing tonight is as important as Jiang Zhihai.
Without any explanation, he pulled Jiang Zhihai's arm and left the school again.
But in just a short while, Jiang Yan drove away. With his personality, it was absolutely impossible for him to stay and reflect on what his son said. I'm afraid he would be angry when he left.
Not having to meet him again, Gu Yang felt a little more relaxed, it was already so late, he hail a taxi on the road, and sat in the back seat with Jiang Zhihai.
After hurriedly explaining his whereabouts in the small group in the dormitory, Gu Yang stuffed his phone into his pocket.
I also knew that Zhou Di and Zhao Xukai had to joke a little more, but in today's situation, he and Jiang Zhihai couldn't make any jokes, so they simply ignored it.
There was another person in the carriage, and no matter what he said, it seemed inappropriate. During the long journey, both of them were a little silent, and Jiang Zhihai had been quietly watching the night scene passing by outside the window.
Gu Yang felt that he hadn't seen Jiang Zhihai in such a downcast for a long time. He peeked at the driver in the front seat, hesitated a lot, and finally stretched out his hand quietly, using the cover of the seat to hold Jiang Zhihai's hand tightly. , stroking his palm comfortingly.
This night, their fingers hooked back and forth, flirting so many times, but they really held each other tightly like this, and lost all connection with flirting, leaving only the richness slowly surging in the chest cavity warm current.
Jiang Zhihai finally turned his gaze back from the car window, looking back into his eyes.
Gu Yang still didn't speak, but his bright eyes seemed to contain a thousand words.
Jiang Zhihai suddenly smiled at him, stretched out his other hand, and rubbed his head, as if trying to calm his emotions.
"I'm a little tired, let me lie down on your shoulder." After Jiang Zhihai finished speaking, he leaned over and rested his head on his shoulder.
Gu Yang was deeply afraid that his head would be uncomfortable, so he tried his best to straighten his back. He really hated himself for not growing a few centimeters back then.
Two people sat in the seat for three people, and Jiang Zhihai's long legs would not have no place to put them. After adjusting his posture a little, he half-lyed down peacefully beside him.
It's just the back seat of a taxi, and the air in the car even has a slightly pungent smell of air freshener. In terms of romance, it's indeed a bit crude.But the two clinging to each other like this actually gave Gu Yang the illusion that the car was going to go forever.
Good times are always short. For the first time, Gu Yang felt that the distance between the school and the villa was so short. After a while, the driver sent them to their destination.
There was no training tonight, and the entire villa was not even turned on. Standing in darkness and silence, it seemed very suitable for them today.
The two skillfully opened the door and went in, washed off the stinky sweat from the night run, and hugged each other on the bed. This was the first time that Gu Yang hadn't been shy and anxious at the beginning, afraid that Jiang Zhihai would press towards him.
He held Jiang Zhihai's hand too seriously, and Jiang Zhihai couldn't ignore his extremely devout desire to comfort him.
He held Gu Yang's hand behind his back, and hugged him with the other arm, letting him lie on his chest: "Okay, don't worry, I'm really fine."
In fact, Gu Yang was cautious even when he wanted to comfort him. He pressed against Jiang Zhihai's chest and argued in a low voice, "I know... I'm not worried."
Jiang Zhihai hooked the corners of his lips, seeing his obedient appearance, couldn't help rubbing his head, and then suddenly said: "Actually, he swam very well before and entered the national team. It’s for the world championship.”
He didn't say his name, but Gu Yang knew who he was referring to.
Unexpectedly, he would open his mouth to tell himself about these past events, Gu Yang couldn't help being flattered, but at this moment, he could only listen quietly.
"But on the eve of the competition, he passed by the Liudi River, and happened to see a girl accidentally fell into the water. It was high tide, and the river was so fierce that no one else dared to go down to save her. He was the only one who relied on himself. With extraordinary water skills, I went into the water and rescued the girl."
Jiang Zhihai's tone was very light, as if he was telling a story that had nothing to do with him, and Gu Yang couldn't imagine that the irritable person had such a fresh past, and for a moment he forgot who he was talking about.
"The hero saves the beauty, that girl fell in love with him as a matter of course, and the girl is very beautiful, the two naturally walked together, got married and had children." Jiang Zhihai narrowed his eyes, "But in that rescue, because the water flow was too fast, He inadvertently pulled a muscle, or maybe it should be said, that he brought out the old injury that had been accumulated all the time."
It is self-explanatory what these words mean.
"He didn't participate in that competition, and he never stepped on the field again... It took him four years to accept the fact that he couldn't recover through rehabilitation." Jiang Zhihai suddenly fell silent again when he said this.
Gu Yang hugged his waist tightly, and said in a low voice, "If you don't want to talk about it, don't talk about it, just let the past go."
But Jiang Zhihai didn't stop there: "His temper started to become very bad, first he threw things, cursed people, and later developed into beating people..."
"At the beginning, I wanted to swim by myself. I said I could swim for him, but I was actually just out of fear. I was afraid that he would continue to beat us, and that this family would never return to the way it was before... He really pinned all his hopes on me. , At that time, I was like, I was three years old.” Jiang Zhihai suddenly laughed, as if he was really saying something funny, “You know, my memories of my childhood, except for those situations where I heard him beating and scolding, I have nothing else. In the scene on land, I feel like a fish, living in the water all day long, but even so, I still can’t change his habit of domestic violence.”
Jiang Zhihai's eyes became indifferent again: "I didn't know at the time that he was injured because of saving my mother. When I was eight years old, I rescued a drowning child in the training base. That was the first time I learned to swim. And I feel happy, and for the first time, I feel that besides alleviating his temper, swimming seems to have some other meaning."
Gu Yang's expression changed, and the palm of his hand suddenly squeezed hard.
Jiang Zhihai didn't notice the change in him: "After returning home that day, my mother suffered the most severe beating. Her ribs were broken and her legs were also broken..."
Gu Yang could feel that Jiang Zhihai seemed to be crying, but at this moment he suddenly lost the courage to look up at him.
"I asked him to hit me, obviously I did something wrong... But he stopped hitting me a long time ago, and he wanted to save my body for training." Jiang Zhihai raised his hand to wipe his eyes, his tone It became a little easier again, "My mother was persuaded to leave by me. I told her not to be reluctant to part with me, and let her stay as far away as possible...I threatened not to swim anymore, and he let her go. So I have never blamed my mother, I know she is not capable of taking me along. It’s just that we’ve been separated for a long time, and I don’t know how to get close to her like other mothers and children.”
In the last few sentences, Jiang Zhihai resumed the tone of the beginning, as if he was just telling a story, but Gu Yang's heart was already curled up tightly because of the pain.
Jiang Zhihai suddenly hugged him tightly: "I'm sorry, I told you to listen to these negative things... Actually, I don't care about it anymore. I don't know why tonight, but I suddenly have a desire to talk to you."
Gu Yang shook his head vigorously in his arms, then suddenly raised his face, and pressed his lips tightly together.
These days, Jiang Zhihai has always been the only one who takes the initiative in matters of love affairs, and it is too late for Gu Yang to evade. This way, Jiang Zhihai is really flattered.
After the deep kiss, Jiang Zhihai pressed his forehead and murmured: "If I knew this little thing could make you so enthusiastic, I would have said so."
The more casual his tone was, the more uncomfortable Gu Yang felt.
He kissed Jiang Zhihai again, trying in vain to make all the unhappiness in their minds disappear with the endless lingering.
There are times when physical comfort is the most comforting.
But at this moment, he couldn't tell whether the person who needed to be comforted was Jiang Zhihai, or himself who was extremely timid.
When he was eight years old, in the summer camp that changed the trajectory of his life, during the long and difficult time he was up and down in the water, Gu Yang regarded the little boy swimming towards him as his hero, and from then on, His eyes never moved away from him.
He couldn't even tell when his attention turned into love. The rescue at the beginning has always been regarded as the only encounter in his life that started with a heroic romance, even if he didn't dare to expect it before. During the days when Zhen and Jiang Zhihai developed beyond friendship, he still regarded the encounter at that time as one of the few good things in his life.
And he only found out today that what that encounter brought to Jiang Zhihai was actually all unbearable memories.
He caused him to lose the opportunity to grow up with his mother, and the smile on his face became even rarer.
An unprecedented panic suddenly rose in Gu Yang's heart.
With him like this, is he still qualified to win Jiang Zhihai's love?
The author has something to say: Insomnia and sleepless nights last night, I actually finished it...
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In this school, Jiang Zhihai's identity as a newly promoted Internet celebrity is much more famous than his former identity as an athlete. Now this car is parked in front of the dormitory in disregard of the school's regulations. Naturally, it has attracted people. Many students come and go sideways.
Although Jiang Zhihai is used to being watched by others, he is very disgusted with such specialness in his heart.
However, he is not surprised that this kind of thing happened to Jiang Yan. This person is very good at using all the resources around him to enjoy privileges, but the small matter of driving into the school gate is probably nothing in his eyes.
He faced Jiang Yan expressionlessly, and asked, "Is there something wrong?"
Jiang Yan's car was parked just outside the steps, leaving only one seat for the students who came in and out. He was especially comfortable doing this kind of completely self-centered thing.
"I want to talk to you." Even if he took the initiative to come to Jiang Zhihai, there was a kind of lingering dignity in his posture, as if being able to come here in person would be condescending and giving face to the other party.
But Jiang Zhihai obviously didn't want to save his face: "I don't seem to have anything to talk to you about."
Several people from the same class happened to pass by here and greeted Jiang Zhihai. Their eyes flashed past Jiang Yan's body, and their expressions were obviously a little curious.
Jiang Yan took the opportunity and said, "It's not good to be here all the time, so I'll just say a few words to you."
Sensing the rigidity in Jiang Zhihai's attitude, Gu Yang also somewhat rejected Jiang Yan's appearance, but with his current status, he was indeed just an outsider in front of the two father and son.
So he could only point to the door of the dormitory sensibly: "Then I go up first?"
Before the end of the sentence was finished, Jiang Zhihai suddenly put his shoulders on his shoulders, and tightened his palms on his shoulders: "No, I don't have anything to say with him, so I need to avoid you."
Jiang Zhihai has always been extremely indifferent in front of Jiang Yan. Even now, his words are full of indifference, but Gu Yang feels a bit of tension from his tightened palm.
Perhaps Jiang Zhihai just wanted to show his indifference more clearly through him, but at this moment Gu Yang still seemed to feel the trace of dependence from him, and immediately he couldn't move his feet softly.
He looked at Jiang Yan in embarrassment, but he had no intention of leaving.
There was a hint of sullenness in Jiang Yan's expression, but he had already experienced Jiang Zhihai's stubbornness, and knew that his anger was useless in front of him, so he could only reopen the car door and said, "Then we must change to a place with fewer people, right?"
He motioned for Jiang Zhihai to take someone into the car, but Jiang Zhihai felt bored even staying with him in that small space.
He frowned, walked down the steps with his arms around Gu Yang's shoulders, passed the car, and walked forward.
Jiang Yan's face twitched a few times because of anger, but he could only close the car door and drive behind the two of them.
Gu Yang hadn't seen Jiang Zhihai look so serious and indifferent for many days, but he also knew that he wasn't looking at him, so he wasn't nervous, but just distressed.
Strange to say, he didn't even know what happened between Jiang Zhihai and Jiang Yan, but he already wanted to comfort each other on his own initiative.
The dormitory building was some distance away from the school gate, but Jiang Zhihai took Jiang Yan's car outside the gate and parked it on the side of the open square in front of the gate.
During the day, people come and go here very lively, but at this time, no one will stay anymore, and occasionally one or two students returning to school are also in a hurry.
Jiang Yan has a bad temper. After holding it in for so long, he has already held back his anger, but no matter how much anger he has, he can't find a way to vent it against someone who doesn't take it at all.
"What do you want to talk about, let's talk." Jiang Zhihai spoke first.
Jiang Yan calmed down and asked, "Did you bet with Yin Ge?"
"A person with such a strong desire to control, actually only now finds out about this news. To be honest, I'm really surprised." Jiang Zhihai did not deny it.
A person who is used to being dignified at ordinary times, was ridiculed by him in front of the strangers, and his expression became more gloomy: "Do you really think that I will treat others the same as my own son?"
Looking at his appearance, it seems that Jiang Zhihai should be grateful to him.
Jiang Zhihai raised the corner of his mouth when he heard the words: "Then it seems that being your son is even more unfortunate."
These sharp words made Gu Yang break out into sweat. Taking advantage of the darkness, he quietly tugged Jiang Zhihai's clothes, not because he was afraid of Jiang Yan's embarrassment.Gu Yang mainly felt that he would not feel good about stabbing people with words like this.
Jiang Zhihai felt his strength, and the sarcasm on his face receded a little, and he returned to that indifferent look.
Seeing him restraining himself, Jiang Yan remembered the purpose of his trip, selectively ignoring the implied knife in his last sentence, and continued: "Look, you are also in the school's swimming team now, do you think you still want to swim? Okay? But for you, the school swimming team has nothing to do with it."
He paused, as if he was thinking about the next wording: "If you regret it now, I allow you to come back, but you have two years of training behind others, and you must train harder in the future. Don't If you feel that you have talent, you will waste it willfully. You are not too young now, and you don’t have a few years to squander. If you want to enter the national team now, I can help you. In two years, there will be no chance.”
He may have tried to be tactful, but he still had a sense of privilege and superiority when he spoke, as if he completely forgot that Jiang Zhihai left on his own initiative, and only felt that allowing him to come back was a kind of gift.
Jiang Zhihai really chuckled this time, out of contempt for his attitude: "You have the energy to come to me, why don't you be more attentive to Yin Ge, by the way, be a little kinder, don't just put People regard themselves as tools for their own victory. Even if it is a tool, it is better to use a handy one than a new one? If you want to keep using it, you must at least maintain it regularly."
There were some warnings in Jiang Zhihai's words, and Gu Yang understood that these words were indeed kind to Yin Ge, but they could only go so far.
No matter whether he was with Jiang Yan or Yin Ge, he had no more nosy friendship.
Jiang Yan's face turned cold: "You are still blaming me. Those are all methods used by your mother to slander me. Are you okay now that you are different? Yin Ge will be fine. Human potential needs to be stimulated. Only by working hard can you do better than others, otherwise every year there are people who practice swimming one after another, why can you win the championship?"
Hearing him say this, the ironic smile on Jiang Zhihai's lips seemed to deepen a bit.
Jiang Yan paused when he saw it, and then didn't continue.
He knew that it was impossible for Jiang Zhihai to go back because of his three or two words, so he simply changed the subject: "Also, let your two students retire, I don't know what you are thinking, Yin Ge is a professional athlete, How could they swim well? It’s not good for Yin Ge to take the initiative to admit defeat. You can tell them that you don’t need to participate in this competition, and you won’t waste time. Yin Ge still needs to prepare for the provincial competition next year, so you can’t participate in this small competition. It's a waste of energy. I'll go to the swimming pool and tell you that you don't have to worry about the training time in the future, just follow the previous schedule."
He was still in the tone of being used to giving orders.
"I'm sorry, but I'm just an ordinary player in the swimming team and I don't have the right to make decisions. I think you'd better go and persuade Yin Ge to give up the game, or lose to two amateurs. I'm afraid your coach Jiang University will follow along with you. Lost." Jiang Zhihai was completely unmoved.
Jiang Yan was furious again because of the contempt in his words: "What nonsense are you talking about? How could Yin Ge lose to them?"
Jiang Zhihai looked at him inexplicably: "Yeah, anyway, you have the means to win."
Jiang Yan choked up, but didn't say a word.
"Let's go." Jiang Zhihai whispered to Gu Yang, and pulled him back, ready to leave.
But after walking a few steps, he stopped suddenly and turned his head to warn: "Also, I said that I don't want to have contact with you anymore, and I hope you don't bother me in the future, otherwise I don't mind talking to those who want to Talk to the reporter who interviewed me about your real family relationship."
Jiang Yan slapped the car angrily: "Jiang Zhihai! Do you still think I'm your father!"
"Don't you feel that you are humiliating yourself when you ask such a question?" Jiang Zhihai chuckled, "Do you think I don't know why you came to me? Yin Ge's current physical condition really scares you, right? You're afraid that he won't be able to persist until you retire. If I hadn't left at the beginning, I'm afraid I would be covered in injuries as well. I was thinking, would you abandon me like a shoestring like you abandoned others, or For the sake of me being your son, when you abandon me, keep a little bit of guilt?"
"Jiang Zhihai! Do you know what you're talking about?" Jiang Yan finally couldn't suppress his anger.
No matter how utilitarian a person is, he will find a reasonable position for himself in his heart, so when he is exposed face to face, he will still feel that his personality has been insulted.
Jiang Zhihai didn't seem to be afraid of his wrath, but Gu Yang felt that he had exhausted the hand holding his shoulder with all his strength. He endured the pain and remained motionless, but his hand quietly pressed Jiang Zhihai's waist as if to comfort him.
"Yes, if I don't leave, maybe I can make you famous now, then at least my injury is worth sacrificing, maybe you will play a repentant father from now on, and tell others every time you interview, you knew this Honor will hurt me all over, you will not choose to let me go this way." Jiang Zhihai analyzed Jiang Yan's psychology word by word.
He has been with him for too long and knows him very well. While Jiang Yan felt that this rebellious son was trying his best to humiliate him, at the same time he felt that he had uncovered all the cover-ups. He felt angry and ashamed at the same time. A gust of blood surged up, and his hands trembled with anger.
"Now it's different from the past. You don't necessarily need reporters. You can just say a few words to the camera and post them online." Jiang Zhihai gave him a final warning, "It's my greatest tolerance for you that you are safe and sound."
After saying this, he completely left Jiang Yan behind, and led Gu Yang towards the gate.
Gu Yang's footsteps were shredded and urgent by him, he glanced back a few times while running.
The night was so dark that Jiang Yan's figure almost merged with the car behind him, making it hard to see clearly, but Gu Yang still saw him thumping the car heavily, and the anger all over his body seemed to be chasing after him through the darkness. Their footsteps made him suddenly feel a strong discomfort.
Poor communication between father and son is common in Huaguo, and even Gu Yang seldom communicates with his father at home, but Jiang Yan's irascibility and inherent arrogance of the elderly are still a bit beyond him. expected.
Not long after entering the campus, Gu Yang stopped suddenly and grabbed Jiang Zhihai's clothes again.
Jiang Zhihai followed him to stop suspiciously, and looked sideways at him.
"Don't go back." Gu Yang looked at him, "Let's go to the villa tonight."
In front of Jiang Yan, Jiang Zhihai didn't show timidity at all, and was even a little aggressive, completely gaining the upper hand, but Gu Yang felt that he could still feel the fragility and depression from his fierceness.
Jiang Zhihai tonight is actually not suitable for group life.
Jiang Zhihai didn't ask, he already knew what he was thinking, but he still hesitated: "Aren't you still in class tomorrow morning?"
Gu Yang said firmly: "I escaped."
His behavior this semester has been good, and the professor who will be in class tomorrow is not so strict. Even if the roll call happens, Gu Yang feels that he will not fail the course because of his absence this time.
Nothing tonight is as important as Jiang Zhihai.
Without any explanation, he pulled Jiang Zhihai's arm and left the school again.
But in just a short while, Jiang Yan drove away. With his personality, it was absolutely impossible for him to stay and reflect on what his son said. I'm afraid he would be angry when he left.
Not having to meet him again, Gu Yang felt a little more relaxed, it was already so late, he hail a taxi on the road, and sat in the back seat with Jiang Zhihai.
After hurriedly explaining his whereabouts in the small group in the dormitory, Gu Yang stuffed his phone into his pocket.
I also knew that Zhou Di and Zhao Xukai had to joke a little more, but in today's situation, he and Jiang Zhihai couldn't make any jokes, so they simply ignored it.
There was another person in the carriage, and no matter what he said, it seemed inappropriate. During the long journey, both of them were a little silent, and Jiang Zhihai had been quietly watching the night scene passing by outside the window.
Gu Yang felt that he hadn't seen Jiang Zhihai in such a downcast for a long time. He peeked at the driver in the front seat, hesitated a lot, and finally stretched out his hand quietly, using the cover of the seat to hold Jiang Zhihai's hand tightly. , stroking his palm comfortingly.
This night, their fingers hooked back and forth, flirting so many times, but they really held each other tightly like this, and lost all connection with flirting, leaving only the richness slowly surging in the chest cavity warm current.
Jiang Zhihai finally turned his gaze back from the car window, looking back into his eyes.
Gu Yang still didn't speak, but his bright eyes seemed to contain a thousand words.
Jiang Zhihai suddenly smiled at him, stretched out his other hand, and rubbed his head, as if trying to calm his emotions.
"I'm a little tired, let me lie down on your shoulder." After Jiang Zhihai finished speaking, he leaned over and rested his head on his shoulder.
Gu Yang was deeply afraid that his head would be uncomfortable, so he tried his best to straighten his back. He really hated himself for not growing a few centimeters back then.
Two people sat in the seat for three people, and Jiang Zhihai's long legs would not have no place to put them. After adjusting his posture a little, he half-lyed down peacefully beside him.
It's just the back seat of a taxi, and the air in the car even has a slightly pungent smell of air freshener. In terms of romance, it's indeed a bit crude.But the two clinging to each other like this actually gave Gu Yang the illusion that the car was going to go forever.
Good times are always short. For the first time, Gu Yang felt that the distance between the school and the villa was so short. After a while, the driver sent them to their destination.
There was no training tonight, and the entire villa was not even turned on. Standing in darkness and silence, it seemed very suitable for them today.
The two skillfully opened the door and went in, washed off the stinky sweat from the night run, and hugged each other on the bed. This was the first time that Gu Yang hadn't been shy and anxious at the beginning, afraid that Jiang Zhihai would press towards him.
He held Jiang Zhihai's hand too seriously, and Jiang Zhihai couldn't ignore his extremely devout desire to comfort him.
He held Gu Yang's hand behind his back, and hugged him with the other arm, letting him lie on his chest: "Okay, don't worry, I'm really fine."
In fact, Gu Yang was cautious even when he wanted to comfort him. He pressed against Jiang Zhihai's chest and argued in a low voice, "I know... I'm not worried."
Jiang Zhihai hooked the corners of his lips, seeing his obedient appearance, couldn't help rubbing his head, and then suddenly said: "Actually, he swam very well before and entered the national team. It’s for the world championship.”
He didn't say his name, but Gu Yang knew who he was referring to.
Unexpectedly, he would open his mouth to tell himself about these past events, Gu Yang couldn't help being flattered, but at this moment, he could only listen quietly.
"But on the eve of the competition, he passed by the Liudi River, and happened to see a girl accidentally fell into the water. It was high tide, and the river was so fierce that no one else dared to go down to save her. He was the only one who relied on himself. With extraordinary water skills, I went into the water and rescued the girl."
Jiang Zhihai's tone was very light, as if he was telling a story that had nothing to do with him, and Gu Yang couldn't imagine that the irritable person had such a fresh past, and for a moment he forgot who he was talking about.
"The hero saves the beauty, that girl fell in love with him as a matter of course, and the girl is very beautiful, the two naturally walked together, got married and had children." Jiang Zhihai narrowed his eyes, "But in that rescue, because the water flow was too fast, He inadvertently pulled a muscle, or maybe it should be said, that he brought out the old injury that had been accumulated all the time."
It is self-explanatory what these words mean.
"He didn't participate in that competition, and he never stepped on the field again... It took him four years to accept the fact that he couldn't recover through rehabilitation." Jiang Zhihai suddenly fell silent again when he said this.
Gu Yang hugged his waist tightly, and said in a low voice, "If you don't want to talk about it, don't talk about it, just let the past go."
But Jiang Zhihai didn't stop there: "His temper started to become very bad, first he threw things, cursed people, and later developed into beating people..."
"At the beginning, I wanted to swim by myself. I said I could swim for him, but I was actually just out of fear. I was afraid that he would continue to beat us, and that this family would never return to the way it was before... He really pinned all his hopes on me. , At that time, I was like, I was three years old.” Jiang Zhihai suddenly laughed, as if he was really saying something funny, “You know, my memories of my childhood, except for those situations where I heard him beating and scolding, I have nothing else. In the scene on land, I feel like a fish, living in the water all day long, but even so, I still can’t change his habit of domestic violence.”
Jiang Zhihai's eyes became indifferent again: "I didn't know at the time that he was injured because of saving my mother. When I was eight years old, I rescued a drowning child in the training base. That was the first time I learned to swim. And I feel happy, and for the first time, I feel that besides alleviating his temper, swimming seems to have some other meaning."
Gu Yang's expression changed, and the palm of his hand suddenly squeezed hard.
Jiang Zhihai didn't notice the change in him: "After returning home that day, my mother suffered the most severe beating. Her ribs were broken and her legs were also broken..."
Gu Yang could feel that Jiang Zhihai seemed to be crying, but at this moment he suddenly lost the courage to look up at him.
"I asked him to hit me, obviously I did something wrong... But he stopped hitting me a long time ago, and he wanted to save my body for training." Jiang Zhihai raised his hand to wipe his eyes, his tone It became a little easier again, "My mother was persuaded to leave by me. I told her not to be reluctant to part with me, and let her stay as far away as possible...I threatened not to swim anymore, and he let her go. So I have never blamed my mother, I know she is not capable of taking me along. It’s just that we’ve been separated for a long time, and I don’t know how to get close to her like other mothers and children.”
In the last few sentences, Jiang Zhihai resumed the tone of the beginning, as if he was just telling a story, but Gu Yang's heart was already curled up tightly because of the pain.
Jiang Zhihai suddenly hugged him tightly: "I'm sorry, I told you to listen to these negative things... Actually, I don't care about it anymore. I don't know why tonight, but I suddenly have a desire to talk to you."
Gu Yang shook his head vigorously in his arms, then suddenly raised his face, and pressed his lips tightly together.
These days, Jiang Zhihai has always been the only one who takes the initiative in matters of love affairs, and it is too late for Gu Yang to evade. This way, Jiang Zhihai is really flattered.
After the deep kiss, Jiang Zhihai pressed his forehead and murmured: "If I knew this little thing could make you so enthusiastic, I would have said so."
The more casual his tone was, the more uncomfortable Gu Yang felt.
He kissed Jiang Zhihai again, trying in vain to make all the unhappiness in their minds disappear with the endless lingering.
There are times when physical comfort is the most comforting.
But at this moment, he couldn't tell whether the person who needed to be comforted was Jiang Zhihai, or himself who was extremely timid.
When he was eight years old, in the summer camp that changed the trajectory of his life, during the long and difficult time he was up and down in the water, Gu Yang regarded the little boy swimming towards him as his hero, and from then on, His eyes never moved away from him.
He couldn't even tell when his attention turned into love. The rescue at the beginning has always been regarded as the only encounter in his life that started with a heroic romance, even if he didn't dare to expect it before. During the days when Zhen and Jiang Zhihai developed beyond friendship, he still regarded the encounter at that time as one of the few good things in his life.
And he only found out today that what that encounter brought to Jiang Zhihai was actually all unbearable memories.
He caused him to lose the opportunity to grow up with his mother, and the smile on his face became even rarer.
An unprecedented panic suddenly rose in Gu Yang's heart.
With him like this, is he still qualified to win Jiang Zhihai's love?
The author has something to say: Insomnia and sleepless nights last night, I actually finished it...
感谢在2020-09-1320:51:53~2020-09-1419:20:56期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~
Thanks to the little angels who threw the landmines: Senior Nifeng, _Cheng Shilin 1;
Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: amy4 bottles;
Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!
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