One pair in the world

After leaving the Qiushui Pavilion, the atmosphere between the two became dull. They walked slowly along the West Lake.

It's the first time for them to come to Hangzhou city. It's a picturesque place but it's just a small town.In the setting of the world, Hangzhou is only a little bit big, and there are at most a few passive mobs less than level [-] in the surrounding green mountains and green waters. It is a place suitable for couples to take a walk and relax.

There are not many players stationed in Hangzhou City. Such a place with incomplete facilities and not an upgrade point, only those players who have money, leisure and leisure will settle here.But here is another paradise for life and occupations. The small city of Hangzhou fully fulfills the saying that the land of fish and rice is full of fish and rice. The entire city, from the medical hall to the tea shop, is almost taken over by players.Therefore, Hangzhou City is also a paradise for businessmen, who buy, sell, wholesale and customize, but almost any well-known life player can be seen here.

There are only a few streets in Hangzhou, which is a bit noisy. In fact, there are really few people, but the place is too small and it looks crowded.So Su Jingle didn't want to be crowded with people, and Ye Suiying seemed to be more interested in the beauty of West Lake.

Just walking along the West Lake, neither of them spoke.

Su Jingle suddenly thought that she forgot to say hello to Kong Ling, would it be difficult for him to just leave?But then he changed his mind and got angry and tricked him to go to such a place, and didn't turn to him at the critical moment, so he ignored him in a fit of anger.And Ye Suiying seemed to be angry as well, Su Jingle didn't know what was angry.

After another moment of silence, the two stopped.It was Ye Suiying who stopped first, and Su Jingle who was following him also stopped.

Ye Suiying turned around and looked at Su Jingle, seeing that his indifferent appearance seemed to be so innocent, she just felt powerless.He was angry, angry with himself, and also angry with Su Jingle.He finally understood why Mo Se commented on Young Master Su so much, this person really has the ability to drive people crazy.He scratched his hair, not knowing where to start.

He thought he knew Su Jingle well enough, and felt that Su Jingle should also consider himself a brother and a buddy.But Su Jingle's performance was too different from ordinary people, and many times it even gave Ye Suiying the illusion that he didn't take herself seriously at all.

"Xiao Su..."

After finally waiting for Ye Suiying to pay attention to him, Su Jingle hastily raised her head, her eyes were shining through the bamboo hat.

Ye Suiying felt powerless for a moment, feeling stupid and ridiculous, couldn't help reaching out to rub his head, but being blocked by the bamboo hat, he could only pinch his cheek instead. "There's been a lot of things lately, and it's a bit annoying." This was an explanation for the silence just now, but in fact he could have said nothing, but he seemed guilty if he did.

Su Jingle may be a little slow on other things, that's because he usually doesn't think deeply.But there are two things he is very sensitive to, music and other people's emotions.No matter how much Ye Suiying explained, she couldn't cover up certain facts. Su Jingle lowered her head and asked cautiously, "Did I make you angry?" He could feel that Ye Suiying was angry, and he could also feel that he was angry with himself, but ...

I don't know why! ! !

What makes Su Jingle's teeth itch the most is that he doesn't understand why, he doesn't understand human heart, human nature, and human feelings.

Ye Suiying's answer was almost the same as that of everyone who was asked this question: "No."

Su Jingle was at a loss for these two words, Ye Suiying had always made him happy, and he didn't know how to comfort others in turn.

Ye Suiying is not Kong Ling, if Kong Ling is unhappy, he just needs to play a few tunes, but Ye Suiying doesn't know what to do if he is unhappy.So Su Jingle was depressed, and felt that she was really useless and hated by others.

Once the frustration started, it expanded and flooded in a stepwise manner, so that when Ye Suiying continued to walk forward, Young Master Su had the illusion of being abandoned.He endured it, but in the end he couldn't hold it back, and rushed forward a few steps and asked in a mournful voice, "Do you hate me?"

Suddenly the temperature sticking to the back was like a boulder thrown into the lake, it exploded in Ye Suiying's heart with a plop, and what Su Jingle said made Ye Suiying stunned for a while.

Since when did he tolerate a person approaching him easily from behind?Since when did this Su Jingle make him so defenseless?How could Su Jingle lean in so easily? ? ?And he actually felt that this was so natural, so natural that he almost seemed to be used to it...

Unaware of Ye Suiying's shock, Su Jingle only knew that Ye Suiying ignored him. Does this mean that even he has reached the limit? ? ?

Su Jingle slowly let go of her hand, stepped back a little bit, and squatted down slowly against a willow tree.

I can't tell what I feel in my heart, it's a dull pain, dull and depressing, and I can't breathe.But if you take a deep breath, the pain will spread, and the waves will cover the waves like ripples.

Ye Suiying only felt that the temperature behind her had disappeared, and she felt a chill for no reason.The cold woke him up, and when he turned around, he saw Su Jingle squatting on the ground.Thinking that he was not feeling well, he stepped forward and asked worriedly: "What's wrong? Does it hurt?"

Su Jingle just shook her head, took a few deep breaths and said, "I'm a little tired, I'll download it first..." Then, regardless of Ye Suiying's reaction, she directly downloaded the game.

----

Su Jingle leaned on the bed in a daze, the pillows and quilts were all gathered into a pile in his arms, tall and soft for easy leaning on.He does this a lot and it makes him feel warm and safe.

The messy pain gradually disappeared, and a kind of lonely peace of mind gradually spread, eroding everything about him bit by bit.He is very familiar with this feeling, and because of the familiarity, he is more dependent.

Reliance is probably the only survival ability that Su Jingle has learned in his life. Since he can remember, he has known that he is different from others, and because of his differences, he is treated differently.Su Jingle doesn't know how to treat herself as an ordinary person, how to get along with ordinary people, or how to be friends with ordinary people.So he has no friends in his life, only elders and relatives.Facing those people, you only need to rely on them. They will take care of him, protect him, condone his willfulness, and tolerate his unlovable personality.

Yes!Su Jingle has always known that his personality is very unpleasant. There are too many people saying this behind his back, but he knows it but pretends not to know it.For him, as long as there is a small piece of land that is safe, a few people he can rely on, and a piece of sky that can accommodate him, it is enough.So he doesn't need to learn how to get along with people, he just needs to know who he can rely on.

He thought that would be enough, but it turned out to be far from enough.

After all, there is a limit to a person's tolerance. Without the bondage of blood, how can he rely on the other party unconditionally, and what reason does the other party have to indulge him?

Mo Se took care of him like this, but he kept his distance in a neutral manner.Although he knows that Mo Se is a person who can be relied on, Mo Se is not a person who loves so much that he gives selflessly, and the pressure brought by relying on him is definitely not what Su Jingle wants.

Kong Ling also protects him very much, but his dependence on Kong Ling is based on a consensus. Kong Ling likes his music, so he exchanges music for his care, and even takes pictures and screenshots and fan meetings that he hates. Make an exception and agree.

But what is Night Stalker?

Ye Suiying has a very peculiar affinity, people can't help but want to get close to him, and they will trust him unconditionally.He takes care of people so naturally, protects people so naturally, and even makes people depend so naturally.

In fact, Ye Suiying is just used to taking care of others!It's like he's used to being cared for.

Su Jingle smiled bleakly, he regarded this habit as inevitable, and after thinking about it carefully, he caused more than one or two troubles to Ye Suiying.

Without him, Ye Suiying would have become a master of the generation. Without him, Ye Suiying might be number one in the world. Without him, Ye Suiying's gang might have been established long ago. Without him, Ye Suiying could do whatever he wanted Well, without him...

So what did he bring to Ye Suiying?Absorbing experience slows down Ye Suiying's upgrade speed, causing trouble to drag Ye Suiying into the water, hindering Ye Suiying's establishment of a gang, and even hindering Ye Suiying's communication activities with friends.

Ye Suiying is not Su Jingle, Ye Suiying has Ye Suiying's friends, Ye Suiying's life, and Ye Suiying's social circle.

And Su Jingle... only Su Jingle herself...

So it is right for Ye Suiying to be angry, Su Jingle thought, he is angry at himself for not knowing what is good and what is wrong!He already said that he was too busy to take care of himself, but he still didn't know what to do and insisted on following him.What if I go with myself?He doesn't understand his own world, so he can't help and get involved, and he has to be distracted to take care of himself.

It turned out that I was so ignorant of current affairs, no wonder others would hate it...

----

Su Jingle sat in a daze for most of the night, patted his drowsy head, curled up slightly and shrunk down, he let the quilt and pillows pile up on him randomly, he was a little out of breath but didn't bother to straighten them.

Even though she slept very uncomfortable that night, Su Jingle got up on time the next day, her head hurt but she couldn't sleep for a while.

Glancing at the games on the table, he secretly made up his mind.After last night, he figured out some things and some still didn't. Those things that he didn't figure out were too brain-intensive, so he decided not to think about them.

Apart from music, Su Jingle is actually a very "relaxed" person, especially those things that are painful, incomprehensible, and unpleasant to him.

This can be regarded as a kind of self-preservation instinct!

The emotional world of musicians has always been delicate and sensitive. Too much emotion can reach a certain level when used in music, but it can only bring harm when used in reality, especially Su Jingle's character who doesn't know how to vent.

In reality, Su Jingle has to depend on others, otherwise he cannot survive.But in the game, his limbs are sound. Does he have to depend on others to survive?

Could it be that he can't even play the game well by himself?

It's just a game, but he can't get rid of the shadow of life?

No!

It shouldn't be like this.

He is Su Jingle, and he must learn to be independent and self-reliant.

Reality didn't give him this chance but the game did, shouldn't he cherish it?

So let him fend for himself!

At least let him know if he can live without others...