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Hearing her mother's serious words, Gu Chenxi felt a little impulsive to laugh, but at the same time she was a little unhappy, so she raised her mouth and replied, "Mom, what did you say? You can tell me that I was taken by a girl. You can do it too." Say I got a girl, no, it’s not right to say that, it should be love, and it can’t be stopped.”

"Okay, it's just you." Mrs. Gu caressed her forehead, gave a chuckle, and said, "Forget it, you can go the usual way, but why did you find that girl? What an injustice! Alas!"

"Mom, is there any special reason why you have such a big prejudice against Ziyue?" Gu Chenxi saw that her mother began to change the topic to the direction he wanted, and immediately carefully guided the answer he wanted.

"I have no prejudice against Yueyue, but I have against her mother, because her mother should hate me, so why should I send my daughter to her door to be bullied by her, no matter what, I can't do such a thing." Gu Madam didn't shy away from it, she said whatever came to her mind.

"This... seems a little unreasonable. Do you have to blame us for the things of your generation? I believe that Ziyue's mother is not such a person." Gu Chenxi continued to guide, and acted like a good student who was eager for knowledge generally.

Mrs. Gu patted her on the cheek, sighed again, and replied: "The world is unpredictable, just like I can't predict that I will meet her again. You have a saying now, you always have to wait to go out to hang out." I still remember that Shen Shuxian told me in person that all the pain and grief she experienced would be returned to me one by one, and let me experience the parting and sadness. After so many years, I thought everything was just Gone with the wind, but the fate is so bizarre that you and Yueyue met, and the two women fell in love with each other bizarrely, and this situation has become what you want me to do. Chenxi, I am too helpless Get it right, I don't want to deprive you of your happiness because of the sins I have committed."

Seeing her mother speak so sincerely, Gu Chenxi had an inexplicable premonition: the past was heavy.She felt a little distressed about her mother's entanglement, and leaned over to hug her mother tightly, and said softly: "Mom, no, happiness is managed and maintained by myself, I believe I can handle it well. If you think those The matter is too sad for you, so don't talk about it, I don't care about these things, I only want Zi Yue's wishes."

"No, Chenxi, I still want you to know. As for the future, you can decide for yourself. I don't want to embarrass you." Mrs. Gu pursed her lips, smiled slightly, and continued: "Chenxi, you may not believe that I once I almost walked down the ramp..."

"Ah! Mom, don't tell me you and Ziyue's mother..." Mrs. Gu's words were interrupted by Gu Chenxi's abruptness, which made Mrs. Gu pat her on the head angrily, and said angrily: "What are you talking about! You are a freak born by me, I have already recognized it."

"I was wrong, Mom, you continue." Gu Chenxi laughed, she really wanted to be wrong just now, she stuck out her tongue to ease the embarrassment.

Madam Gu didn't talk to her anymore, but looked up at the ceiling, her thoughts seemed to go back to many years ago, and the past scenes crept into her heart. "Chenxi, before your third brother, I was still teaching at the university. At that time, I took an elective class and met a special student, namely Zefeng, who is Shen Shuxian's younger brother." Here, Mrs. Gu paused for a few seconds, and Gu Chenxi vaguely guessed something, but she didn't make a sound, just quietly waiting for her mother to continue. "He is a very talented student. Although his personality is a little withdrawn, he is very serious about his homework. He often comes to discuss issues that puzzle him with me. Over time, we became acquainted. He was very close to me. At that time, he He is only 17 years old. I read his files. He grew up in an orphanage. I thought he had an Oedipus complex, so I treated him more than other students. Maybe I misunderstood him. Or maybe I was also attracted by this young boy full of youthful vigor. The way we get along gradually changed, filled with something called ambiguity. When I discovered these, it was already for It was too late, he did have an attachment to me that he shouldn't have, and he even confessed to me that I can recite the love poems he wrote back then. But..." Mrs. Gu began to choke, and the words that followed were stuck in her throat Mouth, I won’t be able to say it for a while [Comprehensive] Prison of the Abyss.

Gu Chenxi already knew about it, but her mother was so excited, she must have been moved in her heart. However, at that time, let alone the teacher-student relationship, and her mother was already the mother of two children, even if it happened Feelings that shouldn't be there must be killed in the cradle.And her mother did indeed do so, only to hear his mother say with tears in her eyes: "I can't let this kind of relationship continue, I have thought about many possibilities and ways to deal with it, but in the end But I chose the worst way, and the final result was terrible. It was like a nightmare, haunting me all the time. I don’t know how I got here until your third brother was born. It distracted my attention." At this point, Mrs. Gu was sobbing, which frightened Gu Chenxi, so she got up and poured a cup of hot water to comfort her, so that her mother could calm down. "Don't talk, don't talk, it's over, mom, let's go to bed."

However, Mrs. Gu still rejected her proposal. After wiping away her tears, she continued to tell, "At first I was alienated and indifferent to Zefeng, which made him more withdrawn and hardly communicated with others. For some reason, His family came to me, that is, Yue Yue's father. At that time, I was just cooperating with him, and at the same time, to relieve the guilt in my heart, so I had more contact with him, but I didn't expect it to be the opposite. Zefeng saw it, and within two days a terrible thing happened, Zefeng disappeared, and he disappeared forever, leaving a diary and his suicide note by the river..." Mrs. Gu once again Choked up, trembling while hugging Gu Chenxi, his emotions were getting close to collapse.Gu Chenxi was distressed and nervous, so he hugged her tightly, saying repeatedly, "It's not your fault, it's just a trick of fate, it's neither your fault nor your fault!"

"No, it's my fault. If I didn't just keep alienating him, instead of escaping, but could mediate slowly, the result wouldn't be like this. Later, his body was found, and there was no room for turning things around. , at the funeral, I saw Shen Shuxian with a puffy stomach. I will never forget the way she looked at me at that time, as if a sharp knife had stabbed my heart. Just like when I see her now, I still have lingering fears. Chenxi, you How can we untie the dead knot between us, Zefeng is dead and cannot be resurrected, but for Shen Shuxian who lost her only younger brother, how to let go of that kind of knot, I am really worried that she will repay these On you, I even suspect that she has some pimples on Yueyue, so how can I let my daughter take this kind of risk." The trembling body leaned on Gu Chenxi's shoulder, how to control the collapsed emotions.Gu Chenxi patted her mother on the back for a long time, said a lot of words of comfort, then went to make a glass of milk, and forced her to drink it until Mrs. Gu calmed down and reluctantly fell asleep with tears in her eyes. He ran to the study and called Lin Ziyue.

In fact, Gu Chenxi's mood was not calm. When Lin Ziyue's cold voice came, he said without thinking, "Ziyue, I will not be separated from you!"

Lin Ziyue was a little puzzled, and gave an "hmm" with some doubts.Gu Chenxi patted his chest, adjusted his state, and said slowly: "My mother told me something about the past, which may be a bit complicated, and it is about your uncle. She is mainly worried about me, but it has been buried in her heart all these years. I'm relieved after speaking out about my pain, and she won't make things difficult for me anymore, but I still don't feel at ease."

"I understand. My mother also had a long talk with me once. She also has feelings for me. I also expressed my position to her. I think she should understand what to do. I believe her. If she really wants to hurt You, I'll be with you." Lin Ziyue was calm, but hearing these words in Gu Chenxi's ears, she felt very caring, her little heart was beating wildly, and she was so happy. "Zi Yue, I miss you so much and want to hug you to sleep, but unfortunately it's late, and I'm the one who put my mother to sleep."

"Then are you coming?" In fact, Lin Ziyue misses the feeling of hugging and sleeping together more than someone else, not to mention that someone has to leave the day after tomorrow, which makes her very unhappy, but so what, the two of them are together Together, it is always necessary to understand and tolerate each other.

"I'll see you tomorrow, Zi Yue, good boy, can I give you a wheat kiss?" Gu Chenxi thought for a few seconds, but tonight was still not enough, so he changed his tone again, with a hint of coquettishness.

"Bo..." There was a soft voice from the other side of the receiver, which made Gu Chenxi so happy that he wished he could lie on the ground and roll around.

However, when Lin Ziyue heard Gu Chenxi's wicked smile, she couldn't help but curl her lips, and said directly, "Come over tomorrow and show off your floor-rolling kung fu."

"Then can we roll the sheets again?" Gu Chenxi laughed this time, and treated the other party's answer with joy.

The author has something to say: The past is basically explained~~ Today I came back from the car to update the article, I was dizzy, I washed up and went to bed, kiss good night