Stay safe, little friend

Sometimes we always lament that time flies too fast, but sometimes we feel that time goes too slow, such as hot summer, looking at the scorching sun above our heads every day, wishing to enter winter immediately.Gu Chenxi thinks so.Every morning, she would maintain her usual good habit of running for two kilometers, and then sweat all over to take a cold shower, and then lie on the tatami mat and stare at the blue sky in a daze. This kind of day has been going on for a long time, invisible It's like forming a habit.And whenever Xia Qinqian sees this scene, her heart will ache unconsciously. She really loves this person. She has always been a person who is full of sunshine and hope for life, and suddenly the time of life is still alive. How long it will be is uncertain, perhaps because of this fear, it makes her unconfident, afraid of getting it, and even more afraid of losing it.Many times, Xia Qinqian really wanted to persuade and comfort her, but she couldn't open her mouth after all. Everyone knew that the person who untied the bell must tie the bell, and some heart diseases have no cure.

After all, at the end of the summer vacation, the scorching sun faded and entered the early autumn. Gu Chenxi finally looked forward to the start of school. It is more enjoyable to study with his classmates every day than to be bored at home and read those boring words, and it will not let the thoughts Floating into the sky, unable to study, and looking for trouble.On the first day of school, Gu Chenxi asked a few good friends who had a good time before to discuss a criminal psychology case she saw during her vacation, and she chose a classroom. The four of them talked like a raging fire, until one of them said that it was time for lunch , several people decided to continue in the afternoon.Gu Chenxi was still full of aftertaste, but at this time he heard some noise on the main road of the campus not far away. One of the students was a little curious, so he dragged one of them to find out.Gu Chenxi didn't care, and continued to discuss while walking with another classmate who hadn't left yet.When she was about to approach the school gate, a classmate in front waved to her and made some special gestures, as if what happened there was related to her.Gu Chenxi smiled lightly, he knew very few people here, how could he have anything to do with her?Even though I thought so, I still didn't want to reject my classmate's good words and continued to walk there.That classmate shouted from a distance, "you." Gu Chenxi was very curious, but when she came outside the school gate, what caught her eyes was the long-lost and unforgettable figure, with a slender figure, a white shirt and black wide legs The trousers made the man even more thin, and his fair face was slightly pale against the sunlight.In her hand, she held a sign similar to picking up people at the airport, with a portrait of herself on it. As for the other purposes, it goes without saying, but Gu Chenxi was unbelievable why the person had to take the sign. Standing in the sun in your hands, isn't it against yourself?

Of course, Lin Ziyue also saw Gu Chenxi, but what made her a little disappointed was that she didn't see surprise and excitement in Gu Chenxi's eyes. She was still the same person, with those long and narrow eyes that would squint when she smiled, but those two There was nothing but peace in his eyes.She really wanted to go over and call her, but when she caught her sight, her excitement quickly cooled down, and her heart ached so badly.She laughed at herself, after all, that person is caring, caring about her impulse, caring about her selfishness.Gu Chenxi also noticed the subtle changes in Lin Ziyue. After all, they were two people who were so familiar with each other. No matter how many times they have gone through, there is a kind of familiarity that will never be erased. This is unforgettable.However, she was surprised that Lin Ziyue would suddenly come here to look for her, and it happened to be the first day of school, so she obviously came prepared.However, when she saw the person she dreamed of day and night, everything seemed to be calm, or she could no longer express her feelings at that moment, so instead of being surprised and excited, she accepted the fact calmly, the world As long as they are so big, they will still meet one day.

The two looked at each other for a long time, and even the classmates around them looked at each other in blank dismay, and the group of people who were still here to join in the fun just now also left because of the scorching sun.Gu Chenxi explained to the three classmates, and the three classmates smiled knowingly at her, and then left here.Gu Chenxi was still standing there, looking at Lin Ziyue.After a long time, Gu Chenxi saw that Lin Ziyue had been standing there motionless, worried that she would suffer from heat stroke after being exposed to the sun for a long time, so he quickly said, "You should go back."

Lin Ziyue didn't respond to her, she still stood there, staring at her motionless.Gu Chenxi lowered his head, not knowing what to say for a moment, the two hadn't seen each other for a year and a half, but when they met again, thousands of words stuck in their throats.She bit her lip, making up her mind after all, but just when she raised her head to express her thoughts, Lin Ziyue met her eyes directly and said lightly, "You really don't want me anymore, I know .”

The courage Gu Chenxi had summoned just now was choked by her words, so she could only remain silent, but in Lin Ziyue's eyes, her silence was mistaken for acquiescence.She raised the corner of her mouth, chuckled, threw away the missing person card in her hand, walked up to Gu Chenxi, and exhaled softly into her ear, "But no matter what, I won't let go, I will always wait Go on, Gu Chenxi, do you know? I survived the hundreds of days and nights without you, and I am no longer afraid to go on." After speaking, he turned around gorgeously, got into his car, and drove away. Gu Chenxi was the only one left standing there in a daze, but the corners of his mouth still raised subconsciously, and he could only sigh in his heart: This person, the country is easy to change and the nature is hard to change, he is still the same, proud as before, even if he is rejected. Being able to show such pride and arrogance, but it's just such a person who keeps him dreaming, unable to let go, unable to lose.

For Lin Ziyue's resolute departure, or leaving in anger, Gu Chenxi didn't feel that it touched her nerves much, but her mood improved inexplicably, and she was still humming a ditty unconsciously when she returned home, which made Xia Qin Sin was very surprised and asked her with a smile what good thing happened so that she could share it with her.Gu Chenxi smiled without saying a word, but Xia Qinqian could guess a little bit of that high-spirited appearance, and deliberately asked tentatively: "Could it be that Chenxi met the person he likes? So happy!"

"Do I have it?" Gu Chenxi lay on the sofa, looking at the chandelier on the ceiling, as if asking himself.

"Of course! It's too obvious." Xia Qinqian sighed with a smile.

"Okay, that's true." Gu Chenxi's voice lowered, and a faint sadness emerged from the bottom of her heart. Why did she become like this? Many people need to worry and take care of her, just because she might sleep one day If you fall asleep, you may never wake up.

"Chenxi..." Xia Qinqian called her softly, living together for too long, she can judge Gu Chenxi's mood even for a slight expression, at this moment, she can guess that Gu Chenxi should be thinking of her own life Whether it can last for a long time is somewhat helpless. "Actually, sometimes when we do something, we don't need to think so much. Instead of worrying about it every day, it's better to fight for it. In front of the person who really loves you, you are the same as before. Why not be loyal to your heart? ?”

"I understand, but I'm really scared, if I soon..., if that day comes soon, what should I do?" Gu Chenxi covered her face with her hands, and for some reason, tears filled her eyes. I don't think that way, it's just that the current self is already a little cowardly.

"So what? At least there will be no regrets. It's the same for you and her." Xia Qinqian sighed softly, she didn't say anything extra, she believed that Gu Chenxi could understand.

"Well, I see." Gu Chenxi didn't say much, closed his eyes, missed the man's face, and gradually fell asleep.

It's been ten days in a row!Gu Chenxi couldn't imagine that when she came out of the school gate every day, no matter whether she avoided that person or left in front of that person as if nothing had happened, that person would wait there every day as always, staring at the moment she passed the school gate. Looking at her without saying hello or talking, it seems that eyes can convey everything.After all, after a month of passing through the school gate under such affectionate gazes every day, Gu Chenxi gave up the thought that had been hidden in her heart all along. If she could not be moved, she could really die immediately.The past will become the past after all, so why bother to worry about it all the time and let it become your burden.Gu Chenxi didn't want to make things difficult for herself. After Lin Ziyue had been waiting for her No. 30 days outside the school, she stopped, hurried to Lin Ziyue, and hurriedly asked: "Why bother? If I tell you, I won't survive After a long time, do you want to wait like this forever?"

"For you, you have to see people when you are alive, and you have to see corpses when you die! Have you forgotten that you have promised me that you will live together in this life and that you will depend on each other in life and death?" Lin Ziyue answered her coldly, as if she was not surprised by Gu Chenxi's answer She had long expected that Gu Chenxi must have had some unavoidable reasons for avoiding her like this. It turned out that it was just that life might not last, but she had already depended on her life and death, so there was nothing to be afraid of.

"I..." Gu Chenxi was at a loss for words for a moment. Indeed, she had promised, but she did not expect this scene to happen. "Ziyue, do you know? I was shot in the head once, leaving a lot of sequelae, and I may die suddenly at any time. I can't selfishly occupy you for a while, and then leave you alone, you It's too unfair to you to go through another life and death calamity, I just want to silently guard the corner where you can't see, and watching you get well is enough."

"But I've seen you, wouldn't it be more unfair for you to treat me like this again." Lin Ziyue suppressed the turmoil in her heart. There were joys and sorrows. It turned out that from the beginning to the end, this person still loved her and thought of her everywhere, because Such a deep love makes you afraid of how hard it is to accept life and death, but if two people work together, even if they die, what is there to be afraid of?Maybe for me, you can hold my hand and go to Huangquan together, which is the most happy thing.