After I became a divine judge [Comprehensive]

"I have done the suspension procedure for you, and you will come to my Honmaru to recuperate after you are discharged from the hospital."

I stared blankly at her for a while, my heart was beating violently, emotions similar to unwillingness and grievance welled up in my heart, and my throat was so sore that I couldn't speak.

"I..." I tried my best to make my voice clear and steady, but it was still unavoidable to cry, choking hard: "I don't want to..."

She is good for me, I know, I always know that she is good for me no matter what, but, but only this time, this time I can't just compromise and accept it.At least this time I want to express my thoughts, I want to work hard to stay by everyone's side, I want to... prove to her, my thoughts.

No matter how dangerous it is, I want to stay in Sankayue and everyone.This is my wish, what I want to do.

"I don't want to go...I want to stay."

"Fu Sangshen is different from human beings."

After I finally worked up the courage to say that, she gave me this answer.

She looked at me calmly, as if looking at a child who didn't understand anything. Her slightly cool fingers stroked my cheeks, wiping away the remaining tears bit by bit, and finally stopped on my cheeks. On the forehead, lightly tapped: "It's fundamentally different."

I moved my lips, not knowing how to refute, but I couldn't do it and compromised like this, I could only purse my lips and look into her eyes, trying to hold back my tears even if I wanted to.

She clicked her tongue and asked me suddenly: "Do you know Anluo Honmaru?"

I didn't understand the meaning of her sudden question, but I seemed to have heard this word somewhere, so I nodded and shook my head.

"After Fu Sangshen's dark fall, it looks like the time-traveling army you saw. He only knows destruction and killing. The God-inspector's dark fall also turns into a similar monster, but he can barely see the human form. When a Fu Sangshen in Honmaru When the Sangshen are falling in the dark, this Honmaru becomes the dark falling Honmaru, an object that needs to be eliminated similar to the time-traveling army."

I stare.

"Most of the god judges." She sneered a bit: "I think that the reason for the creation of the Dark Falling Honmaru is that those god judges of the Honwan are all psychopathic perverts."

No, isn't it?Everyone I know, as well as the Fusangshin I met at Alice's house, are all such gentle and friendly people.

"Last year, there were 6749 Dark Fallen Honmaru." She said a number that stunned me.

"21.6% of the total Honmaru last year." The smile on her face is unemotional: "Perverts who see abuse as joy are rare anywhere."

"Except for a very few cases, the rest of the God-inspectors who have fallen into Honmaru are just ordinary ordinary people, just like the ordinary people who are still normal." She emphasized' The words 'current' and 'normal'.

What my sister said is not wrong, so why... I thought about her words in a short silence, and felt that I couldn't think about it any more. The fusangshen came from the same source, although everyone I know is the same as other gods What they have is different, but the gentleness will not change, right?The attitude of the other Fusangshen towards their own judges I saw on Paradise Island is not much different from how everyone treats me.

"Ah, I'm not saying that those fusangshen are evil in nature. They are good weapons, and they can be called obedient as subordinates." She raised her eyebrows and glanced at my hand holding the quilt, as if she could see through it. What I thought: "After all, their nature as swordsmen is to be loyal and obedient to their masters."

"However, there will always be a minority of those who have the leadership skills to be masters."

"Rights and corresponding responsibilities that are too large for the ability, a certain degree of non-legal constraints, high-intensity and high-pressure work, an absolutely closed environment with no social interaction, the latter point alone can be used within a certain period of time. Driven a lot of people crazy."

"You can't realize this now because of the particularity of that house and your particularity. Getting along with them is at least a little better than staying at home alone, but you will soon find that you and them are the same. It's completely different, from growing up to seeing things completely different, and then you won't be able to stay any longer."

I won't... I subconsciously wanted to refute, but she pulled out the needle in my hand, and then she picked me up from the bed in a non-gentle manner, and walked towards the door.

"Maybe it will make you more rational to show you those judges who haven't completely fallen into darkness." She said, opened the door with one hand, and carried me across the mostly silent hospital corridors like this, into the hospital. The empty elevator.

The elevator was slowly going up, and I saw two completely different faces between me and my sister reflected in the mirror opposite, two faces with very different facial features and demeanor.I flinched subconsciously, and gently grabbed a small piece of her clothes.

The elevator stopped on the 67th floor. There were more people here than the floor of my ward, but they were all medical staff in white coats hurrying around, and there was no Fu Sangshen in sight.The wards here are also different from those downstairs. The doors are all made of iron, with only a small glass window on the top, and an extra layer of railings on the outside.

She carried me for a while and stopped in front of a door.I followed her gaze and saw a sticker on the lower corner of the window on the door, which said 'J128D3788 No. Honmaru Kami Yuriko'. There were light yellowish glue marks on the edge of the sticker, as if it had been pasted here Been many times.

"This girl is very talented, and she won the previous spiritual power assessment." The elder sister said calmly.

I approached slightly, and through the glass window, I saw a girl wearing a light pink short gown provided by the hospital sitting beside the hospital bed. She was too pale and thin, with a trance smile on her face, constantly The female doctor sitting on the chair opposite her said something, but soon she cried again, almost falling off the bed.

"If she didn't have such achievements, she wouldn't even have the chance to leave her honmaru and come here for treatment."

I touched the cold surface of the glass in a daze, and turned my head to meet my sister’s still calm face. I wanted to ask why, but I couldn’t. In the end, I didn’t know how to ask such a meaningless question: “She has been treated for a long time. Yet?"

"Six days." My sister answered me: "I received her letter six days ago, bringing her here, but in five days she has to go back."

"How can five days be enough..." "She could only stay for seven days."

I was at a loss for words.

"After that, she will take medicine in this pill. This is how the government of time handles such incidents."

"……why?"

"Weak people are not qualified to ask why."

I fell silent, and was quietly held by my sister to see more than a dozen wards and the other inquisitors who were driven crazy, and then went back to the original floor and the previous ward through the previous elevator.

When I got back to the ward, the sky outside was completely dusk. It seemed to be a little orange-red in the sky, with a few wisps of kudzu flower-colored clouds lingering in the gap, as if I was holding hands with Sanriyue when I went to the square where the ceremony was held that day. The sky you see.

"Sister." I don't know where the courage came from, I took her hand as she turned to leave, and said, "Sister is thinking, no...is changing, right?"

"Sister, sister doesn't like the current environment of God-inspectors, etc..." I was a little incoherent: "Sister is also very strong, so, yes, that is, you want to change the current status quo?"

"Huh?" She met my eyes condescendingly, with a half-smile.

My heart beat almost out of my throat: "Sister, what my sister wants to do can definitely be done... So, I, I'll wait for my sister to change this, let, let me continue to be a god judge, okay?"

After I said all this in one go, I quickly lowered my head. Even so, I still seemed to be able to feel her gaze, which made my scalp tingle, and I was about to break out in cold sweat.

"...You really have developed a lot of skills."

In fact, I regretted it a bit after I finished speaking. In front of her, my little trick like a joke is just a joke, but I seem to have no other way, and I want to stay in Honmaru no matter what. Stay with Mikayue and everyone.

Even if in the future I may feel unbearable and go crazy like those god judges, now I will try my best to stay.

Everyone who is Touken Fusangshen may say the same as my sister, and they are completely different from me, but for me, even if it is different, even if many things are incomprehensible, the warmth I feel from them is true. The happiness I feel when getting along is also true, and it is also... more than what I got when getting along with people in the past.

"But, is it okay? Let me stay, stay with everyone... Is it okay?"

"If I say no, what are you going to do?"

Yes, she should or must say no, no, just like I begged her not to do those things in the past, don't force me to watch bloody scenes.I should be numb to this, she said no, I should accept it, but at this moment, I subconsciously shook my head.

long silence.

My heart sank little by little, but it couldn't sink to the bottom, it just kept falling weakly.

"Five days."

"what?"

"You stay in my pill for five days, after which you can go back."

Tears welled up.

The author has something to say:

Cheat!I applied for next week's list, trying my best to rebuild ing. I haven't written this article for a long time, and I feel that I can't grasp my personality and psychology well. I hope I can finish this article before May... (lying corpse)

Thank you for not giving up on me! Mua!