After I became a divine judge [Comprehensive]

I dreamed of my mother, my father, and my sister.

The mother's face was as pale as in memory, blurry and beautiful. She repeated over and over again in the dimly lit room with no windows open, "You are a useless child" "Why can't you be as powerful as Rina?" "Why not?" Inherited a little advantage?”, and then repeatedly hugged me and pushed me away, grabbed my neck and screamed and cried hysterically, until my father forcibly pulled me away and injected sedative drugs.

That is the feeling of suffocation engraved in my heart, just like the pattering rain after another will never be forgotten.At the end of the dream, my sister took my hand and walked out of the gate of the courtyard. The scenery in the suburbs was lonely, and the rustling of leaves blown by the wind was lonely and lonely.

"It doesn't matter that Yuka has been useless." She said to me at that time: "Because I will always be the strongest."

That sentence grew out of the ground, stretched out hard and flexible branches, formed a cage to protect me, and cut off the air, sinking deep into my flesh.

The ringing of the alarm clock took me out of the dream, I opened my eyes with difficulty, and at first sight I saw the peaceful crescent moon who put on the hunting clothes at some point and held me in his arms.

'It's all right. 'He didn't speak, but he didn't have to say or do anything, just looking at me like this can give me such confidence.

"It's six o'clock...? Yes, I'm going to seek everyone's advice." I slowly got up from his arms, my body was as soft as my brain, I had to wash in cold water to wake up, by the way Resist the instinctive desire to act like a baby with him.

"Hahahaha, I have already told them, the Lord can sleep for a while."

……Eh?Eh?Eh! ?I stared at him with wide eyes, my thinking was stagnated for a moment, dazed, shocked, and I read this sentence silently three times before I fully woke up and understood the current situation that Sanriyue had told everyone about this matter when I was sleeping.

What should I say at this time?I hesitated to say thank you very much, and then asked hesitantly if he had told everyone about it. It can be said that he answered in the affirmative as expected.

"Everyone is willing." Maybe it was because my anxiety was too obvious, so he patted my head and added this sentence.

"San Riyue, how did San Riyue tell everyone?" I popped out this sentence subconsciously, and then realized that this sentence was like a condemnation, so I hurriedly apologized: "I'm sorry, I, I don't think San Riyue's actions are bad. , It's just, just... I'm sorry, I, it's all my problem."

I have a shadow of relying on others to solve my problems.The sister’s understatement of the solution and the truth that the other party has agreed to is always bloody, cruel, and forced. The problem solved by her is always more painful than before it was solved, even if it is others or herself Know that she is always right and always is For my own good, I still can't agree with it. I would rather bear it without saying anything than ask her to solve it.

Therefore, even knowing that Sanriyue and her sister are completely different types of people, she was still instinctively afraid, and then said such excessive and unforgivable words.I tugged on the sleeves of my pajamas to hold back my tears, and apologized to him over and over again. I lowered my head and didn't dare to look at his expression, but he hugged me completely in his arms.

"Don't underestimate yourself." He patted me on the back again and again, his tone was gentle and steady, between stern preaching and coaxing children: "The Lord is important to everyone, just like if we have an accident Things, the Lord will definitely worry and help, and if something happens to the Lord, everyone will naturally not be able to sit idly by."

"However, I don't want to force everyone because of my status as the master." After fully understanding the title of the master and the rights represented by the position of the god judge from Shizumi Nakamura, I began to worry about this: "I'm just an ordinary person. The people who become god judges just because of luck or other good things, there is no one who is better than everyone, and there is no one who is superior to everyone. I don’t want to make everyone have to put me first because of this status. Order everyone as you like."

His movements froze for a moment, and after a few seconds, he asked back with a more gentle tone: "Then, everyone was injured before, and the Lord was so worried, but he still wanted to take care of us first anyway, because we are the ones that the Lord wanted. Is it responsible for the sword?"

I was taken aback, and shook my head subconsciously: "No."

Handing in is my duty, but worrying about it is not, even if I am hurt, I want to do it for them first, no, the reason for thinking and doing that is because they are gentle with me and say they want to protect me, so they have feelings and become important people.From the Toukenfusangshin who are just countless individuals, they have become important people to me.

"Fighting for the Lord is the duty of the sword." He paused, and continued: "But fighting for you is not only because you are the God Judge and the master, but also because of you, who has been with us so far, Yu Jia .”

He held up my dazed face when I was suddenly called by my name, the crescent moon in his eyes was clear and beautiful, reminding me of the sweet shyness and kiss when I was called by his name for the first time that night: "Got it? Yuka .”

"Understood, and then... yes, I'm sorry, I will, I will work hard." I sincerely apologized, although I always thought that the idiom of underestimating myself could not be applied to such a weak self, but this time I really underestimated myself , I, I, I am also important to everyone, it is very shameful and narcissistic to think like this, but, it is like this, right?

I felt my face suddenly hot as if it was about to burn, until I changed my clothes and washed my face with cold water in the bathroom, it was still too hot, and I wanted to cover my face in embarrassment.

It's different from the shyness of being in love, but it also makes me want to raise the corners of my mouth, hug something and roll on the bed, screaming in my heart.For important people, I am also important, even if this kind of thing has been confirmed and answered before, the confirmation again is enough to make me very happy.

"I'll trouble you next time." I bowed to Jiang Xue who was staying in the hotel in charge of the emergency.

"In any case... war can't be avoided." His usual indifferent expression seemed to soften for a moment like an illusion: "However, at least I pray for you."

"Thank you." I am not good at speaking, so I can only thank you seriously again.

Thank you for being willing to do so many things for me, for being gentle with me, for being willing to...believe in me.

……

The beach at seven o'clock in the morning still carried a bit of chill left in the night. I walked not too far away from Shizumi Nakamura's side, and I could see her thin and pale side face when I looked up a little.

I was not good at talking and communicating since I was a child, and my personality was not likable, so I always thought that people who were willing to accept me and me as friends must be good people.Now walking on the beach as I remember in the past, even though it is clear that it is only part of the cooperation plan, I still feel a little complicated and a little dazed.

"There are still 30 seconds." She stopped and said to me in a very soft voice: "Get ready."

I nodded to regain my senses, and glanced at my watch, it was seven past four.

The second hand moved half a circle, and when the pointer pointed to [-]:[-], my mouth was covered from behind, my hands were forced to merge behind my back, and the rough thing that seemed to be hemp rope tied my wrist tightly.

Although I had been mentally prepared for a long time, when I was gagged by the cloth and walked towards the ship moored in the distance with my neck pressed, I still trembled slightly unavoidably.

No, it doesn't matter, I sedated myself in my mind while trying to make a sound as planned.As long as, as long as you follow the plan, it will definitely be fine. I beg everyone to do such a dangerous thing, and there must be no mistakes here.

After I was taken to the cabin, I found that the person who bound me here was not a human being, but a creature with overgrown limbs and four eyes that looked like a monster. The eyes were terrifyingly big. Float out the door of the cabin.

In the cabin, which is much larger than it looks from the outside, there are mostly non-human characters. Some of them have terrifying appearances like the one who tied me here, and some are beautiful and compelling even though they have animal ears that ordinary people don’t have. They are all different, but the only thing they have in common is that their exposed right hands are all printed with patterns that I can't understand.

Shikigami?I carefully observed the only five humans in this cabin, four men and one woman, all wearing familiar hunting clothes and priestess clothes.Where have you seen it?

I tried my best to recall, it seems, it seems that I have seen many people wear it when the government goes through formalities. Is this the uniform of the judge?It is not uncommon to wear a black suit jacket. I got it, but because my sister said it was not aesthetically pleasing, I never wore it. It is also different from their suit jacket and skirt.

They should be god judges, right, and the uniforms are the division of camps among god judges?But why didn't their swords see it?I was thinking wildly, but I couldn't figure it out. One of the male judges came over and pinched my chin with a rough force.

"Is this guy really the sister of that woman Santiao Lina?" He looked at me contemptuously and questioningly, then turned his head and smiled at his companions: "It's not like that at all, one of them must have cheated Be wild."

After he finished laughing, he turned his head to look at me, with obvious anticipation in his expression.Do you want to see me angry, or cry because of this excessive insult?However, this is not the first time I have heard something like this, or I have heard it many times, no matter how ugly it sounds, it is also a little numb.

My sister and I are like the shining jade and the dusty sand that can be seen everywhere, no matter in appearance or ability.It's not surprising to think so, and it's not surprising to use such things as insults because you hate your sister or me.

"Don't tell me, she hurts this sister very much." Another interrogator behind him also came over, his hand approached me as if he wanted to grab my hair, he hesitated for a few seconds and then took it back: "Last time they The mobile phone is not good, and instead of killing this girl, she caught someone, and the corpse sent to the branch three days later is so miserable that I dare not take a second look."

I pursed my lips and kept silent, letting the man pinch my chin and play with it like looking at some exotic beast.

Just be patient, isn't patience the most habitual thing?I endured the screams of my body clamoring to reject being pinched and squeezed by strangers, and my eyes wandered to Nakamura Shizumi who was quietly sitting aside.

'Patience' she mouthed to me: 'sister'.

I don't want my sister to know about this matter, I want to solve it in my own way, and I don't want my sister to do cruel things to Nakamura because of me.

I also want to protect my sister.

I want to prove to my sister... that I am right.

Even though she is so strong, she can always solve all problems, and is recognized by everyone, including her father and mother, but I am like her opposite, weak, unable to do anything, always the opposite of being denied.

The author has something to say:

The biggest lie in the world: Chengdu people's mild spicy food.

I am back from traveling in Chengdu!Start updating well!These chapters are turning points, I am so worried about ooc, if you feel that the turning point is blunt or wrong, you must tell me wow QWQ

It's my fault if you stop updating for too long, but I still want to cry QAQ

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