wait for me to grow up

Does the soul also have a taste?Everyone has a different taste. If you like someone, you can tell through the taste of your soul whether the one in front of you is the one in your heart.

Wu Shixun has never liked someone before, and has no such experience.When he was very young, he was already a trainee, practicing with his brothers, and this is the focus of his life.Love... is something I never considered.

But at some point, these two words began to appear frequently in his mind.In my mind, in my heart, it revolved round and round, and gradually, the traces became deeper and deeper.

It wasn't until that time that he was really sure that a feeling called passion had quietly appeared beside him.And the person who brought him this feeling was either someone else, or the one who made him cry, make him laugh, and make him very strange, that panda!

Because he had no experience and didn't know how to deal with it, Wu Shixun felt that he was always clumsy when facing Huang Zitao, easily happy and easily sad, like a fool!But even if you start to dislike yourself, what should you do if you like it?

It's not that I haven't thought about boys and boys, this kind of relationship is really too difficult, even if the two are in love, there are far more obstacles to overcome together than imagined.I also know that Huang Zitao is working hard for his debut now, so he doesn't think about such complicated things in his heart!Thinking that he was the only one struggling with this, Wu Shixun suddenly felt even more wronged! (╯3╰)

I also want to listen to what Lee Seung-hwan said before, and carefully hide my thoughts that I shouldn't have, but that person is dangling in front of my eyes all day long, and my symptoms seem to be getting more and more obvious. Everyone was terrified, now even those who don't listen or see or smell know whether Huang Zitao appears by his side.Sure enough, when I like a person, all the functions of the body are mobilized, and I am sensitive for that person, as if I am living for that person.And, unexpectedly... this feeling is not bad~

Wu Shixun really wants to dig out his brain to see what kind of circuit is inside~~~

However, ever since he was frightened, Huang Zitao harbored a resentment in his heart, and he always acted coldly when facing those three people.Please, do you still think about messing with Master Tao?no way!That night, Baek Hyun risked his life to knock on Wu Yifan's door to apologize to Tao, but after being ignored gorgeously, the next morning he brought a large size Teddy named Park who was sleeping curlyly to the door." Take the thorn and plead guilty."

Huang Zitao looked at Park Chanyeol, who was carrying a frying pan on his back, blinking his big innocent eyes, and was immediately speechless.

"I believe it has nothing to do with Chanyeol." Tao glanced over, "It must be the idea of ​​Byun Baekhyun!"

"How can you only talk about me? Tao, don't be angry, don't be angry, can't I buy you delicious food?" Bai Xian tried his best to put on a bright smile, his eyes narrowed into crescent moons, It's trying to please.

Huang Zitao, on the other hand, knows his dear friend too well, has more bad ideas than anyone else, and always uses a smiling face to make people unwilling to beat or scold him, it's really a bad wife!So with Wu Yifan's full support, Huang Zitao and Byun Baekhyun fell into a formal cold war period, and Park Chanyeol suffered along the way, but Huang Zitao clearly knew that with Byun Baekhyun, Chanyeol could only be regarded as an accomplice.And... Wu Sehun.

Before Huang Zitao had time to blame, Wu Shixun himself began to become strange, and began to vaguely avoid him, but it was different from the previous awkward moments.Huang Zitao watched Shixun slip past him again, his mind was full of black question marks that were about to explode ~ and then he chased after him and grabbed him.

"Wu Shixin, didn't you see me?"

"Ah? Ah~" Without raising his head, Shixun replied perfunctorily.

"What's the matter with you? It's fine if you don't apologize for what happened before, but it seems that I did something wrong, and you still ignore me."

"That... I'm sorry." Struggling slightly, although Shixun showed a cold attitude, he was actually extremely nervous.I didn't think before that when I was around this person, my heartbeat would be at a different frequency~ Shixun blinked his eyes, duplicity or something, it was obviously not his intention, it was just so inexplicable...

A soulless apology... Huang Zitao was completely stunned, he couldn't remember where he had offended Shixun, what kind of reaction was this?It should be me who started to make faces first, right?Oh Sehun kid!Wanting to say a few words, Huang Zitao saw Shixun biting his lips and bowing his head in silence, his heart softened for a moment.

"Sehun, what's wrong with you?" I wanted to reach out and pat his head...

"Huang Zitao!" Lu Han hurried over, "What are you doing here at a time like this? I don't know if it's all messed up?"

"Ah?" Huang Zitao froze on the spot with his outstretched hand, Shixun also raised his head and stared blankly at the anxious Lu Han.

Lu Han's breath was not even, so he pulled Huang Zitao up and walked upstairs, "Huang Zitao, don't be afraid for a while, no matter what the company asks you just say you don't know, Wu Yifan will take care of it."

"what?"

Seeing that Luhan was in such a hurry, Shixun also knew that it must not be a small matter, so he followed quietly, after walking a few steps, Luhan stopped and said to him, "Shixun, you go back first, I will tell you about the matter later. "

Wu Shixun nodded and stopped where he was.Huang Zitao looked back at him and told him not to worry.Shixun's heart was tightly gripped, for some reason, just watching Huang Zitao being pulled away from his side, he felt at a loss.He was still thinking just now, is it because he can't stay with that person normally?It is because of palpitations and strong attraction.But now, he knows... the most unacceptable thing is that person leaving his sight.

It was as if there were invisible threads pulling on the heart, because his every move became uncontrollable, but if he left, the heart would be in pain if the thread was torn.

Wu Shixun was scared, and Huang Zitao was also worried.Luhan's expression is too serious, not the usual look when he is fighting with himself.Tao tugged Luhan back, "What's the matter, Luhan."

The movement of Lu Han's feet didn't stop, "You and Wu Yifan have been exposed."

"what does that mean?"

"I don't know the specifics. I don't know who posted the video online. It looks like you and Wu Yifan went shopping. It doesn't look like it's recently, but your teaser came out, but Wu Yifan didn't. Now it's online Rumors are going crazy, saying that Wu Yifan is a member of EXO, the company seems to be dissatisfied with this matter being exposed in advance. Junmian is afraid..."

"You don't blame us for this, do you?" Huang Zitao was taken aback. He went out with Brother Fan a lot, and he didn't know when he was photographed, but... Seeing such a battle, it must have interrupted some of the company's plans. Think about it, otherwise you won't be looking for them.If it is pursued...

"Your trailer has already been broadcast, even if something like this happens at this time..."

"No, I mean, will it affect Brother Fan? He is still the captain, and the company's management will be stricter. If it's because of me..."

"This is what you're worried about?" Lu Han was stunned for a moment, then pulled Huang Zitao to quicken his pace, "I think it's okay, just be good, after you go in, let Wu Yifan explain everything, and you just say you don't know."

Seeing the office, Junmian and Chanyeol standing there at the door, Huang Zitao bit his lip, "Luhan, you won't affect Brother Fan because of me..."

"Don't think so much!" Luhan turned around, looked at him seriously with deer-like eyes, and lightly patted his face, "Go in, don't be afraid."

When Huang Zitao arrived at the door, Junmian patted him lightly, then cheered him up with his eyes, Chanyeol couldn't hide his worry, Tao suddenly felt warm, and couldn't help but draw the corners of his mouth into a big arc.Then he knocked on the door, pushed it open and walked in. What he saw was Wu Yifan's back standing upright. For some reason, his eyes felt sour.Hurry up and hold back, and obediently bow to everyone in the office to say hello...

Wu Shixun was so nervous that he didn't know what to do, he rushed to the practice room, Jin Zhongren and Zhang Yixing were dancing to the music, Wu Shixun turned off the music when he went up.

Jin Zhongren frowned, he just wanted to ask Wu Shixun what kind of wind these days, Wu Shixun looked at them helplessly, "Lu Han just took Huang Zitao away, the company seems to be looking for him and Wu Yifan, I don't know why What's going on, what should I do? What about Black Clock?"

It was true that he had fought with Jin Zhongren before, but the two of them were young, but they spent a lot of time together, and they would never hold grudges because of that incident.Oh Se-hoon is an awkward person, but also a simple person. There are not many people he can truly trust, and Kim Jong-in happens to be one of those few people.When something happened, especially when he was at a loss, these people were the only people he could rely on.Now, he was really, really scared.

In the past, friends who practiced with me left because they made mistakes.At that time when he was young, he felt that the whole world was bad when he was crying. Chanyeol tried to persuade him while handing him a tissue, but the tears couldn’t stop flowing. Don’t you stop practicing? Do you want to go with him? It’s just a promise to make a debut together. Our efforts now are never because we want to make a debut with others, but for our own future. , your dream, do you understand it?"

When Jin Zhongren said those words to himself, he was not very old, but he had a maturity beyond his own age.

Later, Taemin, who has the best relationship with Jongin, made his debut, and Kim Jongin sincerely congratulated him.Taemin said sorry to him with tears in his eyes, and Jong In also said that he was a fool with tears in his eyes, saying that one day we will be able to stand on the same stage because we have each other in our dreams.

Then, Kim Jong-in practiced more seriously.

In fact, at that time, Wu Shixun wanted to ask, didn't you clearly say that the dream of working hard is something that belongs to you?So what about you and Lee Taemin?But he didn't ask, because gradually he began to understand.A real dream is something that keeps you going.It is the goal that no matter who is missing by your side, you will stick to it.And those who really put it in their hearts will find a place for him in their future.Back then, I didn't understand anything, so I foolishly felt that I couldn't do without anyone around me.But in fact, anyone can do without anyone in this world, and you can do it by yourself, but sometimes you will feel lonely. When you feel lonely, the person you think of may occupy the softest and warmest place in your heart, and you will stubbornly refuse leave.The strangest thing is...you don't want to let him go~

Right now, if he thinks that Huang Zitao will leave his own world one day, he will feel suffocated and lonely.Such a self will torture himself to death!

Zhang Yixing heard what Shixun said, and immediately took out his mobile phone to call Luhan.

"Hey, Yixing, is Shixun with you?"

"Well, what's going on with Tao and Yifan?"

Luhan looked up to see Jin Junmian and Park Chanyeol who were not far away from him, subconsciously walked a few steps to the side, and then whispered to Zhang Yixing in Chinese, "Don't worry, it's nothing serious, it's just that Wu Yifan was exposed in advance. But, Yixing, there is one more troublesome thing..."

"what?"

"You also know that the Korean idol circle has always been kingly or something, and the company also thinks it is a way to attract fans, but the premise is that it is under their control."

"What do you mean?" The male-female cp between idols because of the orientation of fans is nothing new. Even before coming to Korea, as long as you go online and know a little bit about Korean artists, you will probably know it.Zhang Yixing naturally knew about it, and even Luhan secretly poked at him as a cute Douhua.Before Luhan joked to himself, if the company must form a CP after debut, the two of them can make do.At that time, Zhang Yixing was disgusted by 12 points, and said, "Farewell, Lord Lu, I think you and Wu Yifan are quite suitable, and there is still a height difference. One is handsome and the other is soft, you two should go and play together!"

Wu Yifan, who was sitting on the side and also got shot at that time, looked over suspiciously, while Lu Han looked over innocently, the two of them looked at each other, they didn't know what to think, Qiqi turned his head and his face turned dark, with a look of wanting to vomit look.

Zhang Yixing smiled, "It's okay, just get used to it."

"I'm used to your sister!" Lu Han gave Zhang Yixing a deadly look, "I'll say it again, I'm attacking, it's attacking!!!"

Zhang Yixing held the phone and didn't know what Lu Han meant.What does that have to do with what happened today?

"It's because Wu Yifan was exposed. It wasn't a simple exposure. It was when he and Tao went out together. You didn't see it. I just glanced at it. Huang Zitao's little face, I suspected that the two of them had something to do. Don’t blame those girls on the Internet thinking about it.”

"You mean..."

"Yes, Lao Wu's first CP is considered to be obtained, but I regret to tell you that it's not you."

"Lu Han, don't be poor!" Zhang Yixing was angry, "Then how do you think the company will deal with it?"

"I'm just worried about this. We had an accident before, and now I see that the company didn't intend to promote the two groups of CP at all. In fact, I thought about it before. We are all Chinese after all. Of course the company It’s impossible to do that, what I’m most afraid of is that the company will impose restrictions on them everywhere because of this. I’m not worried about Lin Xuanjun, but Li Chenghuan, I don’t know if you can see that he doesn’t really like Tao that much, I’m afraid..."

"If you talk about restrictions, it's not that serious, right?" Yixing frowned tightly.

"I can't say for sure, but I believe Wu Yifan can solve it as best as possible, but we need to pay more attention in the future. I will stay here, and I will notify you in time if there is anything. Shixun, please help me take care of it. I'm afraid That kid is making trouble."

"I know, don't worry."

Putting down the phone and looking up, Zhang Yixing saw Wu Shixun and Jin Zhongrenqi looking at him together, their eyes were indescribably devout.

"Did you talk on the phone with Brother Luhan just now?" Jin Zhongren asked, "What did you... say?"

"Is it Huang Zitao's business?" Wu Shixun asked anxiously.

Zhang Yixing narrowed his eyes suddenly, he asked Shixun, "If something happens to Tao..."

"How could something happen? Luguo clearly said it was fine! He said it was fine!"

"It's okay, it's okay." Yixing quickly comforted him.What he just said was "if", but there is no need to ask that question anymore, Wu Shixun's reaction has already explained everything.

That day, Huang Zitao entered the dormitory door under Wu Shixun's completely waiting eyes. He was slightly taken aback, then reached out his hand to greet Shixun, "Have you had dinner yet?"

Wu Shixun shook his head once and for all.

"Come on, let's go out to eat, please."

Wu Yifan clenched his fists tightly, until Huang Zitao and Wu Shixun walked away from him, his body was still stiff and motionless.You can't see the expression even with your head down, but the dignified faces of Chanyeol and Junmyeon who came in later made the children in the living room nervous.

"How is it?" Jin Minshuo asked Junmian.

"It's okay, it's been resolved." Junmian was afraid that everyone would worry, "Anyway, Kris's teaser will be announced soon, and it won't have much impact, so don't worry."

After Jin Junmian finished speaking, he turned to Wu Yifan who was standing there and said, "Come to the balcony, let's talk."

Jin Zhong watched Wu Yifan walking to the balcony behind Jin Junmian with big eyes, and muttered to himself, "It doesn't look like nothing happened."

"Who said it wasn't?" Bian Baixian was still thinking about Huang Zitao's dead child just now, and he didn't know if he told himself that he was fine when he came back?I don't know if you are still worried here?Calling Wu Shixun out directly is really...too much! ! !

"Wu Yifan, I want to ask you something."

Since the company's information came out, Jin Junmian has been asking everyone to call each other by stage names, and it is also in preparation for his future debut.Of course, I also lead by example, I have always called Wu Yifan kris, but now I call him by his first name, obviously wanting to have a serious conversation.

Wu Yifan nodded to indicate that he was listening. "It's about Tao." Junmian paused, thinking about what kind of language to use, "Maybe what happened today was an accident. Everyone knows that Tao and you have always been very close. But we We all know what kind of personality you are. To be honest, I was quite surprised at first, since the first time I asked Tao to live with you, I thought you would refuse. But...Wu Yifan, you are right Tao is very good, even surpassing Lu Han and Zhang Yixing, do you know that?"

"You were very kind to him too." Wu Yifan said truthfully, because he had no way to refute it, and he knew that he was kind to Tao, even surpassing his own bottom line.Maybe when it comes to Huang Zitao, he never has such a thing as a bottom line.

"That's different. I'm good to Tao, because I like Tao very much. It's like liking Shixun and Zhong Ren."

"What exactly do you want to ask?"

"You like him, don't you?" After hesitating again and again, Jin Junmian decided to speak clearly.He didn't want to see through everyone's thoughts. In fact, the twelve of them seemed to be tied together by the same rope and wanted to use a boat to break through the turbulent wind and waves. Everyone had to be careful.Now we need to know Wu Yifan's true feelings for Huang Zitao, and then we will know how to deal with similar things in the future.If there is nothing, then no matter what happens, there is no need to worry. Discuss with the company, and even create popular news.But if... if there is anything, it has to be concerned, and some things have to be carefully kept from even the company.And he, as the captain, needs to be more careful and pay more attention if he wants to keep everyone.

In fact, Wu Yifan wanted to admit it for a moment, he wanted to say that his liking was not a sin, and there was no need to cover it up.

But he smiled, "Of course I like Tao, he is like my younger brother."

"Just brother?"

"It's just that you treat him as your son and me as your younger brother, can't you?"

"That's good." Junmian finally breathed a sigh of relief, he patted Wu Yifan's shoulder, "Tao is still young, he should find it difficult to understand what happened today, you should talk to him in a few days. Of course I will say it, but you also know that he listens to you more."

Wu Yifan nodded casually, looking at the night that had already fallen, he saw Huang Zitao and Wu Shixun not far downstairs, his eyes were even more gloomy than the night.

Wu Yifan turned around and left, startling Jin Junmian, he asked him loudly, "Why are you going?"

"Talk to him!"

"...Also, it shouldn't be now..."

"Hey, Huang Zhitao, do you know how anxious I am today?"

"So I invite you to dinner, don't you?"

"How could it be possible to keep eating?" Shixun gave him a vicious look, "Shouldn't you tell me the truth about today's affairs?"

"Hey, what's your tone? I'm brother, I'm brother~"

"Brother who always gets into trouble?"

"Hello!" Huang Zitao rubbed his nose, today...he didn't know where to start.

After entering the office today, I was obviously flustered. It's okay to not be able to speak Korean clearly, and it takes a lot of effort to listen to them.Coupled with nervousness, he was completely out of state in a daze.Fortunately, there is Brother Fan.At that time, my heart was full of rejoicing, fortunately there was Brother Fan, and Brother Fan was standing by his side now, it was great.

Then I couldn't help but think of the back of Brother Fan I saw when I entered the door...

Brother Fan has always been like a god in his heart, as if he can do anything, and he will never refuse all his requests.Never felt that Brother Fan was still vulnerable, but just now, he really saw all his fragility through his back.But even Brother Fan stood still with difficulty, but instinctively spread his scarred wings to shield himself from all the damage.Then the whole heart was completely sore, Brother Fan... also had his helplessness and pain, but he was the first one to reach out and hold himself when he was helpless.

Huang Zitao secretly raised his head to look at Wu Yifan, he was discussing something with those senior executives in the office, there was forbearance in his eyes, his brows were knit together, he couldn't say anything.

Wu Yifan nodded helplessly, "We have never thought about not doing activities as arranged by the company. Besides, no matter how good our relationship is, it won't affect how we get along with other teammates. It's even better to be with other teammates!"

Huang Zitao's eyes immediately darkened when he looked at Wu Yifan.

Just now... Brother Fan said...

Sensing Tao's emotions, Wu Yifan glanced slightly with his eyes, but didn't say anything to him.

Thinking of this, even if he understood, Huang Zitao's face became ugly.

"I just said something was wrong, didn't I?" Wu Shixun stepped forward and pulled Huang Zitao's sleeve, "What does the company say?"

"No, Sehun, let me ask you... we, I mean me and you, if we have a good relationship, better than everyone else, will the company be angry?"

Until now, he still doesn't know, since he and Brother Fan just have a good relationship, if the things that were exposed in advance are not pursued, why is the company dealing with it?Can this affect anything?

"We have a very good relationship, what if!" Shixun said, as if he didn't care, but secretly blushed.

"There is nothing wrong with saying that..."

"Otherwise, what do you want to say?" With a pout, Wu Shixun pulled Huang Zitao towards him bit by bit with his already tightened sleeves.Huang Zitao's eyes are wandering, he doesn't know what he is thinking, but even so, he can't be so far away from me, right?Shixun secretly poked hard.Tao didn't pay attention, and got closer and closer...

"Oh, I mean..." Raising his head suddenly, Tao suddenly realized that the relative position between himself and Shixun seemed wrong~ Forgot what he wanted to say, blinked his eyes, Tao stretched out his finger to poke Wu Shixun face, "By the way, what are you doing so close?"

"Is there..." Wu Shixun didn't move, he just looked away slightly, excluding that one, he still had a dignified look on the whole.

The boy Huang Zitao, whose brain circuit itself is very strange, suddenly thought of something in this weird atmosphere...

"Hey, Shixun, is it necessary for you to explain your attitude towards me today?"

"..."

"Don't pretend you don't understand, my Korean has improved a lot!!!"

"Oh Brother Tao~" Huang Zitao's sudden coquettishness startled him, he stared wide-eyed at Wu Shixun who kept pushing himself into his arms, his mind was full of cotton.

Shixun was a little guilty at the time, why he was so awkward, the reason had already been clearly thought over dozens of times, and he had clearly explained it.In literary terms, it's not because of love~ He is young and vigorous, and suddenly his heart becomes messed up with one person, and normal panic should be allowed.As for how to face his heart that is so much more honest than his mouth, Wu Shixun thinks that he has to think about it...

It's a very simple thing to like someone. He likes Huang Zitao for no reason.

Because there is no reason, there is no way to overturn it.

However, falling in love is not a matter of one person. I am so flustered that I don't know myself. Why can't that little fool Huang Zitao scare himself to death?What I'm most afraid of is what if Huang Zitao gets scared and simply ignores him?For him, love is a difficult problem to solve, let alone when he is dealing with a man.In fact, Shixun has been thinking, don't think about it so much and just confess, no matter how Huang Zitao reacts, can't he end the entanglement in his heart early?

But but, he is serious!In my own life, apart from the time when I made up my mind to enter the company and prepared to become an artist, only this time was the most serious.In the past, his dream was gorgeous but also hazy, with only a shadow hanging in the air, but now, he himself has added a person to it, Huang Zitao is one of the dreams he wants to realize. A person who occupies an important position in his dream.

For such a person, at least my confession should be solemn!

Wu Yifan walked over, neither of them realized, but Wu Yifan really saw Wu Shixun's face protruding from Huang Zitao's shoulder, and the meaningful expression on his face.

Unable to restrain himself, a certain nerve of Wu Yifan immediately broke down.

If it was Wu Shixun who rushed over suddenly and scared Huang Zitao, then it would be even more shocking when Brother Fan abruptly separated the two of them.Huang Zitao's eyes were wide open, even though Wu Yifan pulled him over, he couldn't speak.

"Are you finished?"

Wu Shixun immediately turned dark, "Brother, we are talking!"

"I'm hungry, Huang Zitao, let's go eat!" Then Wu Yifan carried Huang Zitao and left like a grandpa.

Wu Shixun who was left behind was even more speechless, didn't that brother hear his words?Does that kind of blatant neglect have to be so obvious? "Hey, hey, Wu Yifan!!!"

Huang Zitao carefully poked Wu Yifan's arm, "Brother Fan, Shixun is calling you!"

"To shut up!"

"But Sehun..."

"I said shut up Huang Zitao!"

"...Brother Fan..." It was rare for a certain panda to be so fiercely attacked, and she pretended to shed some tears when she couldn't get used to it.

Seeing Huang Zitao's appearance, Wu Yifan heaved a long sigh, and put his hands around his waist instead, and whispered to him, "Is there anything you want to eat?"

"Hmm... I want to eat meat!"

"It's very late now."

"...I just want to eat meat~Brother Fan~kris~Captain~"

"……I know, I know."

There was a faint smile on the corner of Wu Yifan's mouth, and with Huang Zitao, his speed was getting faster and faster...