hit the soul to love you

After Chu An got home, he took a bath by himself, then fell down on the bed and sulked, knowing that he shouldn't do this, but he couldn't control himself.I don't know if it's because I will be like that in front of Tianci, or I am like this, and I am like this in front of everyone, and I can't tell which one is the real me for a while.

When Tianci came back in the middle of the night, Chu An had already fallen into a deep sleep. He didn't even know that he would come back, let alone that he climbed into his bed.

In the dream, Chu An shouted something, he couldn't hear clearly, but he could hear that he was very excited, and there was fear in his voice.

Tianci could only hold him tightly in his arms, and patted his back gently with a big hand, trying to calm his emotions.I also think that he can feel his own existence in the dream, not him alone.

Chu An didn't sleep well that night.I also went to the bathroom in the middle, but it felt like I went there with my eyes closed, and I didn't find Tianci back at all.She didn't even see him lying on her bed, even looking at her.

Tianci watched Chu An get up, and then watched him come back. While he was treating himself like air, he was also secretly surprised. Was it the same for Chu An at night before?

I really don't know, today is the first time I see you.

Chu An returned to the big bed, and subconsciously or habitually leaned towards Tianci.

After this night, Tianci never closed his eyes, looking at Chu An's face through the moonlight outside.I saw him sometimes frowning and sometimes relaxing.Asleep, with tears falling from the corners of my eyes.Not sure if he was sleeping or going through something.What kind of experience did he have in the dream.

Tianci hated himself for not being able to walk into Chu An's dream, otherwise he would know what happened.And he didn't want Chu An to get hurt, and he didn't want him to be a burden by his side.Otherwise, it would be impossible to agree to the person arranged by grandpa, let alone what happened today.

Suddenly Chu An put his arms around Tianci's neck, talking about something.Then weep in his arms.

Tianci didn't dare to move, and didn't speak.I don't know how to comfort the person who is still full of sadness in the dream.The first time I met, the first time I felt it.

Chu An just cried in Tianci's arms, calling her father or mother from time to time.Tianci knew that he was wrong. He originally thought that Chu An's ability to withstand pressure was quite strong, at least not too fragile.I didn't expect him to be different from what I thought.There are too many things in his heart, especially regrettable things.

"Chu An."

Chu An ignored it and hugged Tianci tightly.

"Your parents are dead."

"I know."

Chu An became quiet and stopped talking.But people are still uneasy, just when Tianci doesn't know what to do.Chu An in his arms said again, "My brother's whereabouts are unknown."

Only then did Tianci think of Chu Shi, that guy was assigned by him.Life must be difficult now, "Miss him?"

When Chu An heard Tianci's words, he nodded first, and then shook his head. "I can't find him, and I can't help him."

Tianci was very depressed, thinking about whether to let the two of them meet.But I can't just let that kid go, not because I'm stingy, but because I want him to know how powerful I am.Let him know that he is not something he can contend with, let alone something he can approach or control.

contradiction!

Tianci has always been decisive, even ruthless.But at this moment, there is a tinge of softness in my heart, but I haven't been completely moved yet.

Looking at the person in his arms, for a moment, he didn't know how to treat him. "Chu An, wake up."

Chu An remained silent, this time he really fell asleep.But Tianci no longer felt sleepy, and was about to get up soon.There are still many things waiting for me in the new day. I thought I could sleep well, but I didn't want to close my eyes.