hit the soul to love you

Tianci made himself look okay, as if he told himself that he would be fine, that he was fine, and Chu An was fine.

But the cruel facts almost knocked him down. He was a man of seven feet, and even a grown man who had gone through wind and rain and the world couldn't bear the pain of losing his lover.

He had this feeling when he was a child, that was the day his parents left one after another.He was so distressed that he always remembered it, and it was not until he was with Chu An that he slowly faded away.

Today, it came to my mind again.

"Chu An."

Tianci called Chu An's name in a low voice, and then blood flowed from the corner of his mouth.

"Brother Godsent."

It is said that the sky is falling apart, and Tianci knows that this is how he feels now.Without Chu An, the sky would collapse and the earth would sink.I will no longer be myself, and never will be.

The door opened, and Zhong Li came out again.Step forward to hold Tianci.

"elder brother."

Tianci didn't cry, his eyes were bloodshot.His legs were trembling, without the support of Xiao Man and Zhong Li, he might not be able to move a single step.

When Tianci saw Chu An again, he felt as if he was sleeping.It's just that his complexion is not good-looking, and his lips are even less bloody.

"Chu An."

This sentence is very light, and it can only be heard by listening with the soul.

"Chu An."

This sound was lighter, as if two souls were colliding.People who are not close can't feel this anxiety and reluctance at all.

But Chu An didn't respond at all, and lay there quietly.Like an angel, like a messenger who has lost his soul.

Tianci bent down and held his face.He used to treat him like this often, and he was either happy or angry.There will always be expressions, not the ones in front of you.

"Chu An, did you hear me calling you?"

Xiaoman was already sobbing, listening to what Tianci said.He burst into tears with a wow, he knew how well Chu An treated him.Especially when knowing that he likes a boy, not only support him, but also help him.

Zhong Li's eyes were also red, he knew what Chu An meant to Tianci.I hate that he is powerless and his medical skills are not good.

Chu An lay quietly, everything that happened around him had nothing to do with him.This made Tianci's breath stop. I thought about it, but I never thought it would be so fast.

"Chu An."

His Chu An would never respond to him again.He was still breathing, and his heart was still beating.But he has no perception of the outside world, or in other words, he will leave himself at any time.

How good this is, let me walk the rest of my life alone.

"Chu An, wake up. The children are still waiting for you, they can't live without Father Chu."

In the past, if children were mentioned, Chu An would jump up.But now, even with the children around, he wouldn't react.Although he cares about them so much and loves them so much.

It is said that new people laugh and old people cry.It is said that a new generation replaces the old.But this is not the case for Yu Tianci, his soul is full of embarrassment, unless he is replaced.His bones and blood are full of Chu An, so how can he change it.

Chu An broke into his life suddenly, and waved away today, his whereabouts came to an abrupt end.

Tianci knelt by his bed, tears streaming down his face.Silently, he was talking to himself again.

No one dares to break this beauty, because it is the last time two people who love each other get together.

Everything is so cruel, there will be joys and sorrows in the world.Godsend's heart was broken on this day, shattered and shattered.Chu An's departure took away his soul and destroyed his world.

Love, where there is a beginning, will have an end.The difference is who will be the first to leave.And leave the sadness and heartbreak to those who are still alive.

Love is so incredible.There is no reason when you fall in love, and you don't need a reason.If you can't love anymore, you don't need a reason.Because life doesn't give you a chance.

(Finish)

Xianggu / October 2018, 10 / Beijing