hit the soul to love you

In front of the tomb of Chu An's parents.

Chu An stood first, then Chu Shi, and then his aunt, the driver, who came with him.Help him hold the baby and hold things.

When Chu An came empty-handed, he just bought a bunch of flowers at the foot of the mountain.

"Dad, Mom, I will bring my daughter and son to see you."

Chu An's heart ached. At the beginning, it was Chu Shi who worried his parents the most.This is also one of the reasons why he went crazy after knowing that he was with Ji Bei.If they are still alive, they really don't know if they can accept Chu Shi's life today.

"Now I have a son and a daughter, and I'm doing well. Don't worry over there, don't worry about me."

Chu Shi hugged the child and bowed three times to his parents.

Chu An's eyes were a little hot. Of course, he also wanted his parents to be happy in another world, and even more hoped that they could see the happiness of himself and Chu Shi today.Regardless of whether they can accept it or not, I believe they will respect their son's choice.

Chu Shi ordered the children to be taken away, after he and Chu An were the only ones.

"I do not like him."

Chu An was frightened and didn't know who Chu Shi was referring to.Seeing him not talking, she was also afraid that he would say something that would scare her.

"Chu Shi."

Chu Shi didn't look at Chu An, but stared at the photos of his parents.After a long time of silence, Chu An didn't dare to make a sound.He didn't know what Chu Shi was going to say, let alone what was going to happen.

"I don't like Tianci."

Chu An's heart calmed down a little quietly, thinking that what Chu Shi said was that he didn't like Jibei.In that way, what should he do in the future, what should the child do.

"He has a bad temper and is a bit domineering."

Chu Shi looked into the distance, not Chu An.It's like the person standing beside you is not your closest relative. "No matter what he is, I don't like him, and I won't in the future."

Chu An looked at Chu Shi again, without asking why.If he said he didn't like it, he didn't like it.It doesn't matter much, I believe Godsend doesn't care.

"If it wasn't for him, nothing would happen later."

Chu An knew that what Chu Shi said was right, there were some things like this.But it's not all the fault of Godsend, I am also responsible.

"Do you know why I'm with Ji Bei?"

Chu An felt that what he was afraid of still happened, and Chu Shi was about to confess everything to him.

"At the beginning, it was to survive, to escape from Tianci."

Chu An never asked Chu Shi how he and Ji Bei started, let alone what they went through together.

Today, Chu Shi suddenly mentioned it, not knowing why.Maybe what he wants to talk about is not these, but something else that he doesn't know.

"It was my fault at the beginning, and I failed to stop Tianci."

Chu Shi finally looked at Chu An, and smiled faintly.Then he lit a cigarette, "You can't protect yourself, can't you?"

Chu An wanted to snatch the cigarette from Chu Shi's hand, "Smoking is bad for your health, when did you learn it?"

"The days of being exiled by God."

Chu An felt distressed, really. "I didn't hear from you during those days, and none of them told me."

"Tianci exiled me and only let Ji Bei contact me. If he doesn't show up, I won't be able to say a word for a few days."

A lonely boy in a deserted place.

"It is my fault."

Chu Shi turned around.

Chu An walked beside him.

"I do not blame you."

Chu An smiled, he didn't blame himself, as long as he didn't hate him.

"Jibei and I are fine now."

Chu An grabbed Chu Shi. "Chu Shi."

Chu Shi looked at Chu An, this elder brother was his closest relative in this world.It was and it is now.It's the same with having a child, I'm afraid that he will have a bad life.

"No matter what kind of life you live, don't be hard on yourself."

Chu Shi didn't know whether he should cry or laugh.I am not someone who makes things difficult for myself, no matter who it is for.At the beginning, he could die for himself, because he lost his parents and wanted him to live well.

Now, he has a child and is a father.Even if you don't do it for anyone, you have to live and live well.

"What about you?"