hit the soul to love you

It has to be said that the topic Chu An talked about is heavy, even if he doesn't want to face it, it still exists.And sooner or later, it will reach the point where it has to be solved.

Tianci fell silent, holding Chu An in his arms, speechless.

The same is true for Chu An, even though he is in Tianci's arms at the moment, there is no tomorrow.If you can't remember the past, it may be easy to break.What am I thinking now, I really can't let go.

"Chu An."

Chu An hummed, didn't move, and didn't look at Tianci.

"When did you remember?"

Chu An still didn't move, but he knew that Tianci would find out, so he was prepared.

"When I wake up."

Tianci buried his head down and let Chu An face himself. "Hate me?"

Chu An opened his eyes, still tired and in need of rest.Looking at Tianci, I can't say I hate it, but there must be regrets.

"We're married, you can always hate me."

Chu An sat up suddenly, looking at Tianci as if he was looking at a monster. "marry!?"

Some places are allowed, but the places where they live are not recognized.Besides, going to that kind of place to get married without meaning is not crazy.

"I'm serious."

Chu An still looked at Tianci, knowing that what he said was true.Never took his words as a joke, especially when he was serious.

"I do not want."

If that's the case, grandpa probably won't let him go.At that time, there will be one more person in this world who wants to kill himself, and I am afraid to think about it.It is not easy to be alive, and it is really difficult to have more people who want to die by themselves.

"Reason?" Is it love or not?Don't you dare?Still don't want to?

Tianci was guessing why Chu An refused her.

Chu An knew that he had to give God a reason, a reason that could convince him, otherwise, he would not let him go, and it was impossible for him to be stronger than him.

In Chu An's silence, Tianci's heart began to turn gray little by little, and then his face also darkened.But Chu An didn't want to lie to him, obviously he didn't want to, and accommodated him just to please him.

"God-given, it's good that we are like this."

This way he can get married without stress.As long as he doesn't put pressure on him, he can still have a normal life as a man.If there is a marriage contract, I can't give him freedom generously.

Tianci stood up and looked at Chu An with cold eyes.

Chu An sat on the sofa without moving, just raised his head to meet the god-given gaze.

"Actually, you know, the wishful thinking of the two of us can't change any reality."

Reality is cruel, they love each other, they should know the cruelty of reality.

Tianci turned and left, slamming the door loudly.

Chu An's tears fell silently.

I don't regret that I have offended Godsend by talking about this matter, and I will have to face it sooner or later.This time we have experienced life and death together, and have a new understanding of the future.There is nothing wrong with taking this opportunity to think about it.

The night was getting deeper and deeper, and Tianci hadn't come back yet.Chu An has been waiting for him, neither eating nor sleeping.But I didn't contact him either, to see if he really loved me as much as he thought.

In the early hours of the morning, the door rang.Chu An quickly closed his eyes, but he had long been accustomed to the light in the room, waiting for Tianci to come in.

Tianci pushed the door open, thinking that Chu An would wait for him, but he had already fallen asleep.Looking at the supper in his hand, he walked lightly to the bed.

Chu An slightly opened his eyes, wanting to know Tianci's expression at this time.

"Chu An."

Chu An didn't move, he smelled alcohol.Let him worry yourself, otherwise it is impossible to go out to drink.

Tianci sat down in front of the bed, Chu An was so frightened that he closed his eyes.He is not easy to be fooled, he will be found out if he makes a fuss.

"Chu An."