After being mistaken for a fellow by Long Aotian

"We have to think of a solution." Zhou Xun tried to calm himself down, "Do you want some water?"

He knew what kind of medicine the emperor had, but unfortunately - he didn't know how effective it was.Before today, he thought that this medicine only existed in legends.

- However, drinking plenty of water is always right.Zhou Xun turned around to pour water, and the voice of the emperor inside completely disappeared.He stabilized his wrist, thinking in his heart, he must call the imperial physician.

It's not that he doesn't know that one of the available methods for this kind of medicine is to find someone to vent the emperor's anger.But for one thing, the palace is heavily guarded, so Concubine Zhao must have taken a wild path to obtain this medicine, there may be any side effects, or it may cause permanent damage to the emperor's body.

Secondly, it's not because he doesn't want to see the "hypocritical" emperor sharing the bed with others, but because he knows that the emperor is not such a casual person.

The emperor has the emperor's carelessness, but also the emperor's pride and sense of responsibility.

He passed the water glass in through the gauze curtain, but...

It wasn't the water glass that was caught, but his wrist.

Zhou Xun's body temperature has always been very low, so just such a simple grip made him feel his entire wrist was burning.

The emperor clenched his hands tightly—maybe he didn't do it on purpose, but the fact is that he even made Zhou Xun feel a little pain.

But Zhou Xun did not withdraw his hand.

At that moment, all the calmness and decisiveness in planning the assassination returned to Zhou Xun.

What should we do at this time?Shouting "Emperor" in horror, then crashing into his arms in a panic, and waking up in tears the next morning?Or should he slap the emperor in shock and anger, throw the cup in his hand at his face, make everything out of control, and then slam the door and leave?

——This is not what he should be doing at this time.

Zhou Xun seems to be born for such a moment—he seems to be born for all kinds of crises.He only understands one thing, now here, only the emperor and him.

If the emperor is in chaos, he must not be in chaos.

If the emperor panics, he must not panic.

He's going to take care of it -- one way or another.The emperor is a very responsible person, so he cannot let the emperor make a decision that the emperor will regret for the rest of his life.No matter what, he will stabilize his emotions, and he must not be the first one to collapse between the two, especially when the emperor is already in a mess.

Think……

He wants to protect the emperor.

"Rong Haoyu, have you seen me?" Zhou Xun said softly, "I'm here, I brought you water. Are you thirsty?"

The hand holding his wrist tightened even tighter.

Enduring the painful feeling, Zhou Xun continued to say in the most restrained tone: "Can I come in now? Or, do you need me to come in?"

The emperor did not speak.

But the force he exerted on Zhou Xun's skin became smaller, which is indeed what Zhou Xun wanted.

"Then I'll come in." Zhou Xun whispered.

He lifted the gauze curtain, and the emperor kept holding his hand.Until walking in, Zhou Xun finally saw the emperor's face...

Zhou Xun: ...

At that moment, he thought he saw a male ghost with disheveled hair.

Obviously, the emperor—or Rong Haoyu from another world, did it on purpose.He let his hair down and draped it uniformly over his face.The moment he saw Rong Haoyu just now, Zhou Xun was even a little skeptical, whether he wanted to fuck him just now, or tricked himself into killing him...

"It's a little messy here." Rong Haoyu, whose hair was disheveled to deliberately cover his face at this time, said in a low voice, "Just find a place to sit..."

"Just sit down?"

Rong Haoyu: "..."

"Just sit down." He whispered, and sat down on another stool, his voice was still a little breathless, "Turn your back to me, don't move, don't talk."

Just this simple sentence, people can tell that the emperor—or Rong Haoyu, is extremely irritable at the moment.But Zhou Xun, who had always been so quiet in front of him that he was almost obedient, didn't listen to him at all this time.

His original cold and stubborn temper seemed to be back.At the same time that the emperor had given the order very forcefully, he came over, bent down, approached, and tried to brush the emperor's hair with his hands.

The emperor wanted to turn his head, but Zhou Xun said, "Don't move."

"Are you sure you don't want to look at me right now?" he said. "I have something very important to tell you."

The emperor stopped.

He looked at him without saying a word.

Through his hair, Zhou Xun could also feel the piercing gaze.As if he didn't notice it, he tried to brush the emperor's hair with his hands——

"I will do it myself."

When he parted his hair this time, the emperor didn't say anything bad like "I cover my face with my hair so that you won't see my snot all over my face".So they stared at each other in the dim candlelight.

The light was a bit dim, he didn't see the emperor's face clearly, but he knew that his eyes were on his body.Zhou Xun looked at those eyes that glowed even in the dark, and smiled at him.

"If you want to do something to me..." He tried to make his voice softer and more sincere, "I..."

"willing."

"Why?" He didn't expect the emperor's answer to be a bit sharp, "Because this is the emperor's power?"

"No," Zhou Xun said, "because you are Rong Haoyu."

"That's why I'm here." He paused, then laughed, "You don't think I'm that stupid, do you? I'll be dragged in by you crying...then the next morning, with endless shadows wake up?"

The emperor's voice was a little puzzled, but also a little muffled: "So you asked me to calm down, say those words, and do those actions just now... just to tell me specifically, would you like to?"

Zhou Xun said: "I don't want to regret it."

"... Who will regret it?"

"I make you regret it." Zhou Xun said, squatting down, and said very seriously, "I don't want you to think that you forced me, and think it's a very bad thing."

——I don't want you to feel that this is a stain in your life.One that "forces" someone else, taint.

In fact, as early as the moment he walked into the gauze curtain, Zhou Xun was ready-if the emperor needed it, he didn't mind dedicating himself.

However, he didn't half-push and half-go in the moment he was grabbed by the wrist.

Yes, he can bleed and be injured, Zhou Xun is afraid of pain, but he doesn't care about these - if it is caused by the established process.However, they can never be caused by a single rape.

He couldn't let the relationship between the two people be clouded by an uncontrollable chaos, and he didn't want the emperor to feel strongly guilty or guilty towards him because of this, and he would cast a shadow on this kind of thing, even ...Let the pity for Zhou Xun, the person who was "hurt" by him, occupy a greater proportion in their relationship than the love for Zhou Xun himself.

He knows what kind of person the emperor is like, so he doesn't want the emperor to treat him like a piece of porcelain.Now that he had seen the hairpin, he also saw the emperor's... hand holding him.He already understood that the emperor had vague feelings for him.

Because of this, he must cherish it.He knew that his liking for the emperor was more unforgettable than the emperor's current liking for him, but he didn't want to use this method of "being forced by the emperor, gaining sympathy, and being responsible" to obtain a stable relationship.

——To put it more harshly, he would rather the two of them break up decisively without love after many years, and he would not want the emperor to become a person who clearly wants to break up, but is entangled in the quagmire of self-blame because of this incident many years ago resentful husband.He wanted their relationship and relationship to be clean.

Therefore, he must tell the emperor that he is willing and that he likes him.

Crouching in front of the emperor, he could feel his body temperature getting higher and higher, his breathing getting heavier and heavier, and...

He puts hands behind his head.

The emperor's hand rubbed the back of his head twice, very hard, very hard.

In the end it was a...

embrace.

A hug that caught one off guard, robbed of all breath.

"You..." He heard the emperor's violent heartbeat and his hoarse voice, "What the hell are you..."

"How much do you like me?!"

He heard him say it.

He seemed to be rubbed into the bones by him, all freedom of movement was deprived, not even breathing.But the emperor put his head on Zhou Xun's neck, breathed hard, and spoke hoarsely.

"You know what? I wanted to hug you just now, and I was going crazy. Especially when you squatted in front of me and said something like that to me... Do you know the look in your eyes? You're telling me , you trust me so much, I can do anything to you, make you hurt, make you cry, and even make you dirty... That's what I thought at the time, I can't help myself from fantasizing about this... Do you understand? You are the culprit..."

"But the more I think about it, the more I can't do it. As you said, you don't want me to be embarrassed because of this matter. After many years, I also feel that I have done a wrong thing, but..."

"But wouldn't this make you feel that I chose to sleep with you casually?!"

"But wouldn't this make you feel that I'm only because of the medicine, just because of the physiological reaction, it makes you feel that you just got what you should have because of an opportunity... This is not romantic at all, not serious , and irresponsible. The fact that I would like you also doesn't need medication at all..."

"Even if there will be more in the future, I don't want the first time between us to happen in such a chaotic scene. I can't let you feel that I have the slightest factor that doesn't belong between the two of us."

"And... what I have given to you now... is far from worth what you do for me..." His voice was actually a little muffled, "I only paid for it. For me, losing is not worth it." Deadly, icing on the cake, mediocre stuff, but you... you..."

"You have given me a lot. What you have given me is something that no one else in this world will give me." Zhou Xun's voice was calm, "To me, they are unparalleled in the world. Then For a moment, only you appeared—and there will be no second person here. So—”

He didn't have time to say more.

because.

He gets a kiss.