After pondering for a moment, Tong Shu said: "He first checked to see if there was a portrait of himself, and when he saw it, he confirmed that Ling Xuelou did not abandon him, and he had achieved his goal, but he kept looking at Ling Xuelou. What do you see? Just because of this, I can't understand why I made myself weird and weird."

Xin Wu's eyes flashed, and he said, "Why?"

Tong Shu said: "I can't understand this kind of strong affection. The world is hard, and life is not easy. It's already troublesome, so why bother?"

Xin Wudao: "Do you know what kind of affection he has?"

"I know a little bit." Tong Shu replied.

Xin Wu looked up at him, waiting for the next sentence.

Tong Shu continued: "Don't say that he is one of the ten envoys, even the ordinary envoys in the building are rarely expelled. When he was expelled from the gate of Yanmen, there was a lot of shock. When I was in charge of the building, It has been a while since he was kicked out of the building, and there are still people talking about it. Sister Wen told me that Lingxuelou took Yao Shi under his command when he was young, gave him shelter and taught him spells. The existence of a father is like a teacher. Unexpectedly, one day, he was driven away by Ling Xuelou mercilessly. Naturally, he was disturbed, puzzled, resentful and hated. But today, he finally knew that Ling Xuelou still regarded him as one of the ten envoys in his heart , Naturally, the heart is at ease and the confusion is also resolved, so the resentment is gone."

Xin Wu listened to him, and the emotion in his eyes dissipated helplessly. He stared slightly and said, "That's all?"

"How about it? Ling Xuelou is dead, no matter how much he complains and hates, who can he turn to for an explanation. Compared with Lu Lan's treatment of me back then, Yao Shiqing is considered lucky. Death is like a lamp going out, even I don't complain He hates it, what else does he have to hate?" Tong Shu said loudly.

"It makes sense." Xin Wu's face was bitter, and he fell into silence for a long time. The two walked back and forth. Tong Shu was a little confused. He didn't know where he said something wrong. Said: "In your opinion, what is trouble?"

Tong Shu said: "It is said that there are seven sufferings. Birth, old age, sickness and death, resentment and hatred, love and parting, and not being able to ask for it. In my opinion, birth, old age, sickness and death are not sufferings. After all, you can make decisions; the latter three are sufferings."

Xin Wudao: "How can it not be bitter?"

Tong Shu said: "There's a saying called being strong without desire. These four words are the truth in dealing with things, a shield of human affection! As long as there is no desire, nothing can do anything to me."

Xin Wu's eyes darkened, and he said, "So you don't complain, love, or seek?"

Tong Shu raised his eyebrows and said, "If I hated, complained and begged, and my heart was full of demons, I would have gone into a madness eight hundred times, and I would still be there!"

Xin Wu bowed his head and remained silent, as if agreeing with his statement.Many, and suddenly said: "Less talk about the same thing."

Tong Shu turned his eyes and thought about it, and knew what hard work was referring to, and said, "Love affairs are too troublesome. Relatives, friends and lovers, which one is not a fetter..." At this point, his voice dropped, "My mother is gone, That bad thing Lu Lan is gone, there is no one in this world who can bind me with blood."

After these words, Tong Shu mentioned Lu Lan, and now he can admit with relief that he once had strong expectations for that person surnamed Lu Minglan.He had been looking forward to the attention and approval from his father throughout his teenage years. Every time he got into trouble, or made his first effort, he just hoped that someone would take a closer look at him.However, the man in the name of his father never gave him a normal father response, and even treated him like an enemy.He complained, hated, puzzled, and looked forward to it, and now he is really relieved.

There are all kinds of wonders in this world, and no one can guarantee that Tiger Poison will not eat children. He just got lucky and encountered a rare perverted scum.

Xin Wu fell into silence, and after a long time, he said slowly: "How about others?"

Tong Shu's eyes lit up, and then a look of worry appeared: "Other people, yes! I still have a senior brother! But, I don't know where my senior brother is, so let's go find him next!"

Xin Wu's eyes froze for a moment, but he didn't turn frosty when he heard Tong Shu talking about the elder brother as usual. His eyes flickered slightly, and he didn't know what he was thinking.

At this time, Tong Shu didn't know that Xin Wu's expression was distressed.A person who loses the ability to perceive love and goes to the step of losing love is mostly an abandoned child of life.In his previous life, he was abandoned by his father, his family, and the world. It is better to have a father than to have no father, and to have a family is worse than to have no home. He was also destroyed and lost his mother. He struggled several times on the edge of life and death, and his tenderness melted into one Guyong, Linglong's heart is ground into a diamond, and he will either become a demon or a ghost and be persistent, or he will see through and see through without love.The former is like Yao Shiqing, and the latter is like Tong Shu. In fact, it is hard to say who is better than the other.

Tong Shu waited for a while, but did not see Xin Wu answering. He thought very quickly, and suddenly understood something again, and said, "You mean, Yao Shiqing has another affair with Lingxuelou?"

Xin Wu took a look at Tong Shu and nodded slightly.

Tong Shu said again, "I don't understand."

Xin Wu actually opened his mouth and explained: "People who are completely disillusioned are either weary of the world or want to die; while Yao Shiqing, who is half human and half ghost, still refuses to die, there must be one thing or one person in this world that he can't let go of."

Tong Shu thought that Jing Xingzong's people really had sharp eyes. He thought that Jing Jue was cold-blooded and ruthless, but he didn't want to be transparent about human feelings, so he asked again: "If he is obsessed with Lingxuelou, can Lingxuelou be dead?" , where is his obsession tied?"

Xin Wudao: "In his opinion, Ling Xuelou is not dead."

Tong Shu looked at Xin Wu suspiciously.

Xin Wu stared into the distance and said slowly: "The facts are not important, what matters is how he sees it. When one thought dies, all thoughts are destroyed; when one thought arises, all things spring. If he wants to live, he wants him to live, that's all."

Tong Shu gnawed at these sentences carefully, before he realized that the last one he was referring to was Ling Xuelou.But after sorting it out, he still felt that there was something in Xin Wu's words. He suddenly remembered that he had read a sentence in the storybook-"There is a person in the world, who is beautiful. Like the stars and the moon, the night will never die. He will not die , he is still alive."

He thought so, so he read it out.

Xin Wuwenfang froze suddenly, stood in the middle of the road, and looked at Tong Shu fixedly. Tong Shu was puzzled by him, touched his nose and said, "Is there anything wrong with this sentence? As seen in the book, the story is about a man who is struggling to find his wife who was washed away by the flood many years ago along the big river. Alive, the folks said that the man was crazy—hey, what are you doing so fast!"

Out of the grove, there is a gravel field, and if you go deeper, you will find flint, which is difficult and hot.If the cultivation base is not enough, both feet will be abolished after walking a few steps.Although Tong Shu's cultivation has improved, he suffers from hand and foot disabilities and cannot walk smoothly.In addition, he was exhausted from frequent use of spells today, and it was late at night, which was the most difficult time for him.He was a little apprehensive facing the flint on the ground, and was thinking of gritting his teeth and enduring a few steps, but his feet were empty. He was picked up by someone, and he was hugged sideways.

At this time, Tong Shu was hanging horizontally in the air, only his waist was under pressure, it was itchy and sore, his head and feet were unbalanced, his hands fluttered in the air for a while, and finally caught Xin Wu's neck, hugged him, panting for a few times Only then did he hold his breath, lying on Xin Wu's shoulder pocket and panting, his eyes couldn't help but fall on Xin Wu's fair neck.So close, so white, it should be able to see the blood vessels under the skin, but... no.

His heart sank, he stretched out his fingers and tapped Xin Wu's neck, and then heard a heavy voice from above his head: "Don't move."

Tong Shu hurriedly raised his hands in a gesture of surrender, but when he let go, he lost his balance again, and hurriedly hugged Xin Wu again.He rested his head on Xin Wu's chest, on the left side.

There is no heartbeat.

Moreover, this body is so cold to the bone, it is definitely not a human body.

Suddenly his heart sank, his nose felt a little sore, he endured it, and then said softly: "Fifth brother, I want to ask you something."

Xin Wu held him firmly and walked, "Say it."

Tong Shu said, "You...is this the body of a living person?"

Xin Wu replied lightly, "No."

This simple negation was like a thunderbolt breaking the sky, Tong Shu's heart skipped a beat, he didn't dare to say it: "Really?!"

Xin Wu just replied with an "um" lightly.

Although he had inferred, Tong Shu's heart sank to the bottom after hearing Xin Wu's own confession, as if he had been blown out of his wits by the thunderbolt. , you shouldn't die..."

Xin Wudao: "Everyone must die."

Tong Shu asked back, "Why?"

Xin Wudao: "Birth, old age, sickness and death are not considered hardships, as you said, don't worry about it."

This is what Tong Shu said just now. At this time, Xin Wu returned to him the original words of "returning the other body with his words", but Tong Shu was so choked that he could not speak.

Tong Shu's heart sank and tensed for a while, as if he had knocked over a five-flavored bottle, and the river was overwhelmed for a while, and finally the bitterness rose, and his lips and teeth were bitter.He really couldn't find a word to describe the bitterness at the moment, and suddenly heard Xin Wu say: "Mind?"

"No, no, no, I don't mind." Afraid of Xin Wu's misunderstanding, Tong Shu raised his spirits, and hurriedly continued, "I'm not even afraid of being a ghost, so why would I be afraid of a dead body?" He froze suddenly after saying the word dead. , I really suffered a dull pain in my heart, I closed my mouth after speaking, raised my head from Xin Wu's arms, and met Xin Wu's eyes.

Xin Wu's eyes didn't have any grief about life and death, but were transparent, as if it had nothing to do with him.

Tong Shu knew that he shouldn't ask too much, but he couldn't help but said, "Can I ask, why did you die?"

"No." Xin Wu bluntly rejected him.

He once guessed, but now he has been proved in person. Even though he had already had psychological expectations, Tong Shu still could not accept the fact that Jing Jueyuan was dead.He always had a glimmer of hope that Jing Jue would not die, but now there is no luck, he pursed his lips unconsciously, not realizing that his expression was as if he was crying, and he was almost crying.With great grief in his heart, the scene in front of him became a little blurred.He still murmured, "Why did you die?"

Xin Wu stared straight ahead without saying a word.

Everyone has something they don't want to say, Tong Shu didn't force it, and said to himself: "I am a person who deserves to die. I have no choice. It is not a pity to die. But you, you obviously have a bright future, why did you die?"

Xin Wu said coldly: "There is no other choice."

"You—" Tong Shu almost revealed Jingjue's identity, and Master Nisi's detached status in the cultivation world, who else could do anything about it, and changed his tone when the words came to his lips, "Why didn't you choose?"

Xin Wu said calmly, "What's the difference between the world and hell?"

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