It was almost five o'clock at night, and it was about to dawn. Tong Shu couldn't care how to deal with "let you dispose of it".

His body was at its limit, the damn soul had been in pain for quite a while, the people in the back hall dispersed, and only he and Xin Wu were left. With a spasm in his limbs, Tong Shu could hardly stand up, feeling the familiar woody fragrance Approaching, he knew it was Xin Wu, so he leaned forward, grabbed a piece of cuff indiscriminately and said, "It hurts..."

--

In fact, when he uttered this word, he didn't realize it.There was a buzzing in his head, and a woman's voice kept calling him "Shu'er, Shu'er".

The voice was very soft and far away, but Tong Shu knew it was her mother's voice as soon as she heard it.

When he was reborn, the dream came up again, and Tong Shu limped after him in the mist. He tried in all directions, but he couldn't even find a piece of purple clothes.

What frightened him even more was that even the voice became softer and softer, as if the next moment, the voice would be blown away and the woman would disappear completely.

There was a strong uneasiness in his heart, and he couldn't make a sound even if he wanted to scream, so he could only search with all his strength. The more he ran, the more his limbs hurt, and his soul collapsed like a smash.It was so painful that he almost knelt down several times, but managed to hold on. Finally, at a certain moment, his legs gave way, and he fell to his knees, moaning very softly: "It hurts..."

Mother, Shu'er is in pain, don't go.

It was this pain that Xin Wu heard just now.

The dream became clearer, and finally the woman's voice was no longer erratic, it seemed to be getting closer, Tong Shu couldn't see the person, and couldn't tell which direction the voice was coming from, so she could only hear the woman sighing: "But, Shu'er , the pain can only be endured.”

Tong Shu asked, "Why?"

The woman still sighed.

Tong Shu said very lightly: "Why don't others have to bear it, but I have to bear it all the time?"

The woman choked up for a while, and said after a long time: "If you seek benevolence and get benevolence, there is no need to complain."

Tong Shu also choked for a while, and said: "Mother, my child knows that I chose the road myself, and I can't blame others. But..."

The woman said very slowly: "You still blame him?"

Hearing the erratic voice, Tong Shu was worried that the woman would leave after saying one more word. He really wanted to have a good conversation with her, so he said softly and slowly: "Mother, I couldn't not complain at first, but it got better later. He Twist my muscles and bones, break my soul, if I resent, I will retaliate, I will also cramp and strip my soul, because of the demons in my heart. If I blame him all my life, I will not be me at this time. Life can complain There are so many things, I was devoured by demons in the demon realm, if I complained, I would have been bloodied and turned into a demon; If there is chaos, there will be no future Lu Guimen."

"Mother, you have taught me, 'Likes and dislikes, joy and anger, sorrow and joy are the conditions of nature. When you are hungry, you want food, when you are cold, you want warmth, when you are tired, you want rest, and you like profit and hate harm. All the same'. [Note] My child understands that even though there are thousands of people in the world, there are few who love me and many who hate me. This is human nature. Those who love want to live and those who are evil want to die. I don’t want to be what I am. Evil person. Mother, I want to be like you, please don't leave me..."

Tong Shu spoke very slowly, holding back tears. His whole body hurts, his limbs hurt, and his soul hurts even more. I have never been comfortable in my life.

He was not loved by his father since he was a child, and his family members watched him coldly.There are dozens of peaks in Mount Furong, and many disciples with foreign surnames are the main ones, but as the son of the main branch of the Lu family, he has grown up to adulthood, and he does not have a peak of his own in Mount Furong.

He stubbornly hides his arrogance and arrogance in the small garden at the northern foot of Furong Mountain where there is no sunshine all the year round, guards the cold Shijing Lake with his mother, entertains himself, reads fairy books by candlelight, and learns pipa under the moonlight .

Tong Shu spoke in a low voice and listened attentively, he could hear the woman's low sigh.He was afraid that the woman would be sad, and thought of countless nights when he secretly saw his mother standing in front of the window and looking at the moon. He didn't know what her mother was looking at, but she was sad, but she never shed tears. Said - Shu'er, mother is not sad, mother is very good.

Tong Shu knew that the woman was listening, and said softly: "Mother, I have not forgotten to rebuild the Shangxie Jingji Pavilion. If I don't finish it, I will not disappear even if I am a ghost. Don't blame me for not being up to date."

The woman was speechless for a long time, and said cautiously: "Mother, are you sad?"

After a long time, the woman replied: "Mother is not sad, my son is fine. It's just..."

Tong Shu: "Just what?"

Woman: "Mother, I'm sorry."

Tong Shu: "It has nothing to do with your mother."

Woman: "It is indeed mother's fault, Shu'er, you should blame me."

Tong Shu: "Mother, don't say that."

The woman's voice became softer and sadder, "Shu'er, you can only rely on yourself for the rest of the journey."

He only felt a pain in the back of his neck, a slight peck, like being pecked by something, and he didn't have time to tell what it was.At this moment, he was feeling sad from the bottom of his heart, and felt a strong ominous feeling. The woman's tone seemed to be confessing something, and he kept shouting: "Mother, I don't feel hurt anymore, don't go."

"Mother will watch you. Shu'er, if you seek benevolence and benevolence, you will not complain. You have done a good job."

--

"I'm not in pain anymore! Don't go!" Tong Shu struggled to open his eyes, but it was dark, and he felt a figure in front of him.Tong Shu's ability to endure pain is several times that of ordinary people, and even in times of pain, he still has a thin line of reason. He can still distinguish between dreams and reality. With a trembling voice, he said, "Fifth brother?"

A familiar voice sounded: "It's me."

This voice made Tong Shu feel at ease.He felt that Xin Wu changed his posture, sat beside him, and held him in his arms. This posture was very comfortable, so he also leaned on it, leaning on Xin Wu's chest.

Neither of them spoke, only a faint woody fragrance entangled each other.One was from Xin Wu, and the other was from the Qinan bracelet on his body.

After getting along for a while, even the taste is the same.

Tong Shu's temples were touching Xin Wu's fingers, and there was a steady stream of spiritual power pouring in. Behind him, Xin Wu's body exuded a sense of coolness, surrounding him, suppressing the pain in his limbs.

Tong Shu wanted to say something, but felt that saying anything was futile. He owed Xin Wu too much, and his words were too pale.

"Does it still hurt?" Xin Wu asked him in a low voice.

"It doesn't hurt..." Tong Shu replied instinctively, after thinking about it or telling the truth, he said, "It actually hurts."

"I need to change the cold water."

"Okay." Tong Shu replied, and began to untie his clothes.

But he was held by the hand, and Xin Wu said: "What are you... doing?"

Tong Shu looked up at Xin Wu: "Didn't you want to untie it?"

Xin Wudao: "Aren't you unwilling to solve it?"

Tong Shu said with a smile: "Why don't you want to, it's so uncomfortable to be immersed in the water wrapped in clothes. You are a fool if you don't enjoy the blessing!"

After finishing speaking, he quickly untied his outer shirt, then his middle coat, and was about to untie his trousers when Xin Wu grabbed his hand again: "Don't untie any more."

Tong Shu said, "Alright."

He was bare-chested, but Xin Wu was fully clothed. Tong Shu felt a little regretful that he didn't see Xin Wu's figure. He really wanted to see if the position of Xin Wu's heart was in a normal structure. Why did he lean on it just now? Still can't feel the heartbeat!

He wanted to get out of the bed and climb into the bathtub by himself, but before he could move, Xin Wu grabbed his knees with one hand and supported his shoulders with the other, and picked him up horizontally.

The very skilled movements must have been practiced by holding him in the water every night.

When Tong Shu was awake, this was not the first time Xin Wu hugged him. After adapting to the initial sense of identity confusion, he hugged Xin Wu's neck with both hands very cooperatively.

As a result, when he hugged him, Xin Wu quickened his pace and quickly put him into the water.

It's a pity, Tong Shu thought, but he didn't detect Xin Wu's breath.

Even in the water, he refused to settle down.

Xin Wu had no choice but to put him on the other side of the bathtub. While he was being healed, he relied on the buoyancy of the water to lean back. Before he could touch Xin Wu, Xin Wu stretched out his hand to hold him back: "Don't leave me So close."

"It's convenient to be closer."

"Stay away!"

"The water is too cold, it's better to be closer."

"I said don't get too close!"

"Hey, fifth brother, why do you hate me so much?" After asking this question, he turned his head sideways to look at Xin Wu, and Xin Wu stretched out his hand to hold his face.

It was a palm that was much more comfortable than cold water. Tong Shu sighed comfortably, and raised his hand to stick it on the back of Xin Wu's hand. Xin Wubi withdrew his hand like a snake and said, "You still think about it!"

Tong Shu said: "Think about it! But it's comfortable to be close to you, I like to be close to you!"

Xin Wu was stunned, staring at him for a moment, Tong Shu felt that Xin Wu's dazed look was too rare, so he moved closer again.

Xin Wu retreated sharply, leaning against the wall of the barrel, and was forced to blurt out: "You obviously don't want to, so why come to seduce me."

With Xin Wu's previous experience of preemptively using seduction as a preemptive attack, Tong Shu will not be caught this time again. He said loudly: "What are you seducing? You and I are both men. What's wrong with my tattered body?" Is it worth a second look?"

Xin Wu looked at his unknowingly clear expression, and the pain flashed in his eyes.After that, he didn't want to say more, no matter how much Tong Shu teased, he firmly pushed Tong Shu to that side.

Xin Wu's spiritual power was clear and long, comfortable and long-lasting. Before he knew it, Tong Shu fell into a nap in a daze.

After regaining consciousness, Tong Shu heard Xin Wu's voice again, and said coldly: "Okay."

As soon as Xin Wu's words fell, people were already out of the water, and Tong Shu only came to mention that he saw a piece of Xin Wu's clothes when he looked back.

gone again.

What's wrong with this?

Tong Shu thought: He refused to take it off, and fought with him;If he fled, it was his fault; if he was sticky, he pushed him away.Both left and right are his faults, so what is right?

Tong Shu shook his head and climbed out of the water by himself. After sitting in the water for a long time, his legs were a little weak. He fell back into the water and waited for a while before getting up. He took a cotton towel to dry himself, and he casually put on a jade white coat and sat cross-legged. On the bed, I recalled the dream just now over and over again in my mind.Unconsciously, I stretched out my hand to the back of the neck, it was a little itchy, but there was no lump or wound when I stroked it carefully, so I didn't pay much attention to it.

Sitting and sitting, he became dazed again.

He knew that the conversation in the dream just now was just a dream. It was a conversation between their mother and child many years ago...

The scene by the Shijing Lake when I was a child comes to my mind frame by frame.As his cultivation base grew, the scattered memories gradually came back. He could already clearly outline the place where he grew up, and he could even see his mother standing by the gate of the small garden, waving to him and telling him to eat. .

Since his mother passed away, "Tong Xiansi", a name rarely mentioned by itself, has never been mentioned again.

Tong Xiansi was born in a small family of scattered cultivators, married to Furong Mountain, became Mrs. Lu, and lived in seclusion.The outside world only knows that there is Mrs. Lu in Furong Mountain. At most, they know that it is the Tong family. They don't know that Tong Xiansi plays a good piano, and they don't know that the long piano score of Furong Mountain was newly compiled by Tong Xiansi, and no one knows that Lu Lan became famous. "is composed by Tong Xiansi.

Tong Xiansi is the most peaceful and beautiful woman in the world. She personally taught him how to play the pipa, taught him how to make the pipa, and studied and composed five-string pipa music with him.The Shangxie pipa was Tong Xiansi's dowry. When he was expelled from Furong Mountain, he didn't take a single stitch from Furong Mountain.

If you seek benevolence and get benevolence, you will not complain.If there were any complaints in the past, after entering Jiewang Mountain, there will be no complaints. 50 years in prison is enough to understand the truth.

Tong Xiansi will look at him.

The strings of the pipa say lovesickness, when the bright moon was there, it once returned home according to the colorful clouds.The bright moon and colorful clouds are always in the sky, and Tong Xiansi is always there.

While thinking about it, footsteps came from outside the door.Xin Wu's voice sounded: "Tong Shu, Jian Guzun is here."

Tong Shu guessed that Jing Xingzong must have found some clues, and said, "Please come in."

When the door opened, he turned his head and saw Xin Wu's gray clothes swinging in, and then another pair of black boots.Tong Shu jumped out of bed in his middle clothes, and wanted to stand at the table to greet him, but without warning, a gray cloth came over his head, and then he turned dizzily, someone pushed him down on the bed, and even covered the thin quilt.

While he was upside down, he only saw the pair of black boots that had just entered the door being pushed and staggered a step and fell out of the door. He heard that Jing Zhao was unclear, so he asked, "Why are you pushing me?"

Then there was a "bang" sound of closing the door.

Tong Shu managed to get his head out from between the cloth mattresses.First he looked at the gray cloth, which was Xin Wu's coat; then he looked at the door, and saw that the two people who had entered just now went out again like a whirlwind.

What's going on here?

"Tong Shu, put on your clothes anyway." Xin Wu's voice came from outside the door.

The author has something to say: [Note: adapted from "Xunzi Honor and Disgrace"]

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