What to Do If I Am Caught by A Paranoid Gong

The opportunity to fall in love with someone is really just a very small thing sometimes.

That year, Jiang Xing moved from City B, where he had lived for ten years, to City S, where he was unfamiliar. The spotlight falls on a marginalized man who is separated from his family.

At that time, he was only ten years old.

The thin body that has not yet developed is curled up alone on the upper bunk of the bunk bed.Listening to the breathing of the two sleeping brothers in the lower berth, he couldn't cry.

He always thinks back to when he was very young, when he ran and fell to the ground, or broke his favorite toy, his mother would say: When you want to cry, just smile and you will be fine.

So from then on, Jiang Xing always smiled.

Living in a home that doesn't belong to him, he is very reserved and polite.His adoptive parents were good to him, they cared and disciplined him as much as they should have, and they didn't seize half of the inheritance he inherited from his parents.

For this, Jiang Xing has always been grateful.Since I got my first income by programming as an adult, the monthly alimony transfer to my adoptive parents is only a lot more.

It's just that a person's heart never grows in the middle, and in many cases, the adoptive parents don't always remember his part.

He had forgotten most of the things, or he was used to it so he didn't take it to heart.

The only thing that he wanted to forget for a long time, but never could, was his 11th birthday.

For the child who was spoiled and raised at that age, "eat when you are hungry", "drink water when you are thirsty", and "receive gifts when you are birthday" seem to be common sense.

Even though his parents are no longer around, he still has a little bit of expectation, imagining that he is still standing in the middle of the world.

However, when I opened my eyes in the morning, there was no gift beside the pillow; the family sat and ate together, without a word of birthday wishes.

He waited quietly all day until his adoptive father came home from get off work with two boxes of expensive model cars.

His eyes lit up.

Until the adoptive father smiled and distributed the gift to his two sons, saying that it was a gift from a colleague in the company.

The elder brother and the younger brother were very happy. They opened the box while holding it, and even forgot to eat.

The adoptive mother glanced at him and complained to her husband, and the adoptive father also glanced at him, his expression changed from embarrassment to apologetic, and said that he took less and would buy another one for him tomorrow.

He listened quietly, then smiled and said, no need to buy it, it doesn't matter to him.

His adoptive parents praised him for being sensible.

He did become sensible at that moment.

Looking at a family of four adoptive parents, the 11-year-old had to understand one thing——

It's not that things are missing, but that he has more.

After that day, Jiang Xing no longer celebrated his birthday.

Since junior high school, Jiang Xing was exposed to computer programming, and spent most of his time immersed in games. His grades were mediocre, but no one cared.

At the age of 15, he scratched the line and was admitted to the best high school in the city.

Boarding system, away from home.During the three years, except for winter and summer vacations, he generally did not go back.

The high school holds a school celebration performance every October, which is organized by the school student union.Not long after entering school, he saw Xiao Xu, a roommate in the student union, who was so busy with the performance that he was almost bald.And he didn't join any clubs, nor did he sign up for any class committee. He often stayed alone in the dormitory or in the corner of the classroom, playing games with his mobile phone, enjoying himself.

The school celebration performance in the first year of senior high school was on Friday night, followed by the weekend, many students were anxious to go home, and there were not a few members of the student union left to clean up afterwards.

Xiao Xu, who was in charge of shift scheduling, was in a state of desperation, so he asked Jiang Xing for help in a cramped and cautious manner, and also offered to help him do the dormitory on duty for a week.

Not bad.So Jiang Xing agreed.

The performance is over, and the finishing work of the student union is over.From the performance hall to the student dormitory, Jiang Xing walked slowly behind the students in the student union.

The school was very quiet at night, and the group in front was very noisy, arguing that the show had ended successfully, and the senior promised to drink water to count.

The senior who was surrounded by a group of junior high school students had a fair baby face and a bright smile. any estrangement.

Looking at that person, Jiang Xing suddenly understood the phrase "being liked by everyone".

The man was so troubled that he laughed and said yes repeatedly, saying that they could pick whatever they wanted, and took everyone into the canteen in the school.

Jiang Xing didn't go in.

He didn't belong to that group, he was just an extra outsider, and he had no reason to be treated.

He was just on the way, and there was no need to wait for those people to come out. There were still a few programming problems in the dormitory waiting for him to solve, so he told Xiao Xu to return first.

The street lights fell on the school road, and his shadow was stretched very long.

Leaving the noisy canteen, the path to the dormitory area became quieter and quieter. As he walked, he gradually heard hurried footsteps behind him.

"Apprentice!"

Jiang Xing frowned slightly, but didn't look back.

"Student wait a minute!"

Jiang Xing stopped, and the voice was not far behind him.

He looked back and saw that it was the senior.

The senior was panting, and he seemed to be exhausted after only a few steps.The face that was being illuminated by the street lights was slightly red, and a pair of obsidian-like eyes sparkled.

He rolled his eyes and smiled, showing his neat and white teeth: "This is for you."

Jiang Xing was taken aback for a moment, only to see the senior handing over a bottle of orange juice.

Jiang Xing wanted to say that I don't need it, that it's okay, but as soon as the words came to his lips, he heard the senior say apologetically:

"I'm sorry! I don't know what you like to drink, so I bought this. Do you not like orange juice?"

Jiang Xing's head was a little dull, and he answered subconsciously: "No."

The senior smiled again, and stuffed the orange juice into his hand: "That's good, take it. I'll go back and pay them, bye~"

After speaking, the person ran away in a hurry.

Jiang Xing's heartbeat seemed to miss a beat.

When someone got into the canteen, he realized that he forgot to say "thank you".

Under the light of the street lamp, the orange juice in his hand glowed golden, just like that person's smiling face.

The opportunity to fall in love with someone is really just a very small thing sometimes.

After that day, whenever Jiang Xing wanted to drink, he always chose orange juice intentionally or unintentionally.

Jiang Xing asked the senior's name from Xiao Xu, and said it was Mi Dao.

He threw these two words into the search box and searched, and a large number of landscape photos of rice fields full of bright sunshine came out.

Jiang Xing couldn't help laughing, he somehow felt that this strange name was quite suitable for that person.

Looking at the rice fields all over the screen, he kept a picture in his hand.

Soon, he found out that that person was the secretary of the previous student union, that he was in Class Three (4) of high school, that he was very popular, and that his grades were pretty good. Can touch hundreds of lists.

Gradually, Jiang Xing noticed that person more often in school.

He would see that person in the cafeteria smiling and saying thank you to the aunt in the cafeteria, he would see that person jogging bitterly at the back of the team in the sports field but refused to stop, he would see that person in the dormitory area and The old friends hooked their shoulders and played with each other, their smiling faces were full of sunshine.

He heard that that person often studied in the library before evening self-study, and for some reason, he put down the game and passed at that time.

He would sit in the corner where he could just see that person, watch him read a book, watch him drink water, watch him scratch his head at the finale of the math questions, and watch his smug face when he answered Chinese reading, Watching him put away the chair before leaving, always carefully move the heavy chair off the ground...

In the beginning, Jiang Xing might have simply wanted to meet him again and say "thank you" for the bottle of orange juice.

But I didn't expect that the more I watched, the harder it was to say "thank you".

That person graduated soon.

Jiang Xing, a sophomore in high school, stood in front of the school's public announcement of the university's admission of outstanding graduates, looking at the words "S University" followed by "Midao", feeling a little moved for no reason.

He changed his profile picture to that of the rice field.

Two years later, Jiang Xing University entered the university, and entered the major of S-holographic game programming, which ranks No. [-] in the country.

After two years, there was a little throbbing, but it seems to have become an understatement under the washing of time.

He was even a little confused for a while, whether he came here because of the programming major, or because of the senior named "Mi Dao".

Hearing the name "Midao" again was in the invitation of Chen Fangzhi to form a team.

Jiang Xing is a member of the holographic game programming club, and Chen Fangzhi, a junior senior in the same major, is the vice president and has a good relationship with him.After the big founding project announcement came out that year, Chen Fangzhi quickly approached him and asked him if he wanted to play games together.

There are many first-year courses in Quanyou major. In his spare time, Jiang Xing also does some part-time jobs outsourced by the company. The programming level is already above his peers. For Daiso, it is time-consuming and unpaid, even if it is a resume. He didn't really want to take on a project that was better than nothing at first.

Until he heard from Chen Fang that the person in charge of the script planning was called Mi Dao.

On the day the team met, when he introduced himself and talked to that person, Jiang Xing felt his heart was going crazy, his voice was choked in his throat, and he could hardly do anything except smile.

I used to be a little throbbing, thinking that it would become an understatement under the washing of time, but I didn't want it to be like a seed deeply buried in the soil. At the moment of goodbye, it took root and sprouted, and suddenly grew wildly, which was so fast that people were caught off guard.

Jiang Xing suddenly realized that he already liked him so much.

As the project deepens, the more I get in touch with, the more similar that person will be to the person I like.

The person's face shape, eye color, nose height, lip shape, collarbone depth, finger length, tone of voice, favorite things, screenwriting talent, optimistic personality, and even every look you look at, Every smile that hangs from the corner of the mouth... everything is right in the heart.

Jiang Xing only felt that he had never enjoyed the process of programming an idea so much when he was assigned to program the rice script.

He turned down all the part-time programming jobs in his hand. He wished he could do every word to the extreme, wishing he could present all the effects that person imagined exactly.

I wish I could give him everything he wanted.

That person is an outgoing and easy-going person. When work is over, he will take him to play, take him to wander, and take him to eat all over the snack street near the school.

Whenever he was pulling his sleeves and seeing that person's eyes glowing as he introduced delicious food, Jiang Xing only felt that his senior was extremely cute.

He likes him more and more, unable to extricate himself.

Even go online to check which countries can register same-sex marriage.

Even if that person likes him only a little bit, he can treat him wholeheartedly for the rest of his life.

However, he also realized at that time a very cruel reality: that kind of liking does not easily happen between two men.

That person treated him very well, but he didn't like him the way he liked that person.

That person always said with a playful smile that he wanted to be the best senior in Xiaoxing's heart.

But Jiang Xing just wanted to tell him that he was already the person he liked the most in his heart.

Jiang Xing never thought of giving up.

Even if in the future, you may only be able to stay by that person's side like this, watching that person fall in love, get married and have children, until the end of life.

He doesn't even want to give up.

So he didn't dare to confess, he was extremely afraid of failure, afraid that after being rejected categorically, even the right to be with that person would be completely deprived.

He couldn't imagine what it would be like to be himself at that time.

If possible, he wants that person to fall in love with him slowly.

It doesn't have to be too fast, even if it is ten or decades, he is willing to wait.

On the day when Daiso’s defense ended, five members of the team booked a seaside homestay, bought barbecue beer and snacks, and planned to hold a party all night to celebrate.

The terrace of the homestay faces the sea, and the full moon shines on the sea.

During the off-season of tourism, the surrounding area is not too lively, but it is bustling enough to make a big laugh.

Chen Fangzhi, who was halfway through the barbecue, was dragged by Tong Xixi to take pictures of the sea view, while Yao Zexi and Mi Dao were drinking and chatting and eating skewers.

Jiang Xing was behind, slowly cooking the barbecue.

He doesn't hate such a person who is busy, because he can see his senior when he looks up...

The only thing that makes people uncomfortable is probably Yao Zexi next to the senior.

In essence, Jiang Xing had no prejudice against Yao Zexi.No matter what his sexual orientation is, whether his family is rich or not, no matter whether his character is frivolous or not, these have nothing to do with Jiang Xing.

But there was only one thing that made Jiang Xing very upset: Yao Zexi had a good relationship with his senior.

Obviously, they only knew each other before Daiso.

Obviously, he met his senior earlier...

The sizzling charcoal fire brought Jiang Xing back to his senses, realizing that these thoughts were actually meaningless.

Jiang Xing had just grilled several skewers of his senior's favorite beef when Mi Dao came over.

He held a can of drinking wine in his hand, and his fair face was slightly red.

Jiang Xing smiled at him and handed the meatball over, thinking he would take it away, but he didn't expect him to sit down beside him.

He said with a smile, "Xiaoxing, chat with me."

Jiang Xing became in a good mood and couldn't help laughing.Because he knew that his senior didn't lack a chat partner, but he was afraid that he would be bored by grilling alone.

After Jiang Xing finished speaking, he was fed a mouthful of beef by Mi Dao.

While chewing, he looked at the rice and continued to bite the meat on the same skewer, silently placing a few more skewers of beef on the grill.

The two chatted one after another, seeming to use the couple who were taking pictures on the beach as a talking point, and the topic turned to emotional relationship.

Mi Dao asked him suddenly: "Xiao Xing, do you have someone you like?"

Jiang Xing froze, his heart beating suddenly.

For a moment, he almost blurted out the confession he had suppressed for a long time.

He looked at his senior, who was drinking leisurely, the question was just a question of concern, so he couldn't do that.

In the end, Jiang Xing just said, "Yes."

Mi Pao sounded more excited: "Really? Who is it? Isn't it cute?"

Jiang Xing couldn't describe his depressed mood.

He still looked deeply at his senior, and said the confession that couldn't be conveyed: "It's a student I met at the high school student union... Senior, very cute."

He shouldn't have used the offensive word "senior".

But obviously, his senior didn't notice this detail.

His senior happily put his arms around his shoulders, and asked him as if he was drunk, "Have you gone after him", "Does he like you", "If you don't know how to make a move, I will teach you! I have played many otome games "...

His senior asked him while drinking, and at the end the person spoke in a vague manner, as if he didn't know what he was talking about: "In short, you have to be responsible to others... Be nice to her..."

Jiang Xing helplessly protected him, moved him away from the grill, and took away the cocktail drink with a degree of less than 5 in his hand.

He was still drunk.

Mi Dao pulled Jiang Xing: "Xiao Xing, you have to be responsible..."

Jiang Xing asked him softly: "What do seniors think they should be responsible for?"

Mi Dao was a little confused when he heard the question, and after thinking for a long time, he said: "Yes, you must have a financial foundation. You have a house and a car, and you need a big house. I like a big bathtub, and... hiccup... the study room can match It’s good to put the beds together, so that you can sleep when you’re sleepy... If you don’t know much about cars, just sit comfortably. The point is, you have to be handsome, have abs, and have twenty ……belch……"

After Jiang Xing listened carefully, he picked up the half-drunk rice and sent it back to the room, and said softly, "Okay."

Everything his seniors say, he can do for him.

At the end of Dashuang, Yao Zexi said that he would continue to start a business with the "Leyang Love Song" project, and he was recruited into the team, and his seniors were also there, so there was no need to think about his answer at all.

Jiang Xing originally thought that he would spend more time meeting his seniors, but he was wrong.

His senior was busy with his graduation project, as well as the pre-graduate courses of the Baoyan Academy, so he rarely showed up at meetings, and he no longer asked him to have dinner with him.

He even seemed to be avoiding himself—or maybe he was just thinking too much.

On the crowded university campus, he and his seniors have different dormitories, different majors, different grades, and different clubs... All the intersections seem to be erased in an instant, and the possibility of encountering them by chance is almost equivalent to finding a needle in a haystack.

Jiang Xing couldn't see him, couldn't find him, and every time he opened the chat interface, he still didn't dare to disturb him.

Graduation season came quickly, but Jiang Xing didn't feel lost because his senior was still here.

The rest of the team also had their own way out. Tong Qianqian followed Yao Zexi to run their company, and Chen Fang went straight to graduate school, starting a business while studying.

The senior who was studying in the graduate school was even busier. The two of them occasionally had dinner appointments and shared their current situation. Once the senior said to him confidently: "I recently got a card in the gym! This time I will definitely be able to train my abs , the coach there is very good, I strongly recommend you to go!"

So Jiang Xing went, but he still couldn't meet his senior.

His senior must have been a pigeon spirit in his previous life.he thinks.

But kind of cute.he continued.

In this way, in his junior year, Jiang Xing was busy with his studies while continuing to work part-time, allocating some time to cooperate with Yao Zexi to start a business, and some time to exercise.

It was hard work, but not so hard.

The senior year is a turning point to decide the way out.

Jiang Xing's grades have always been top-notch, no matter how many or how few places in the insurance research institute, there will always be one of him.

After more than a year of hard work, the company has gradually entered the right track, and has accumulated a group of loyal player fans. It is a good time to make persistent efforts in the whole game circle.But these are not important.

The important thing is that his senior is here.

So he wanted to stay too.

His thoughts were soon known by his seniors. His seniors were a little surprised and asked him why he didn't go out, saying that although S University's full tour is the first in China, but with his ability, it's a pity not to go to the world's first reading .

His senior also said to him earnestly that although it is a good thing for him to stay in the country to build and win glory for the country, it is still an indisputable fact that foreign technology is superior. If he has this ability, he must study top technology and return to China To develop, learn from the barbarians to control the barbarians!

Jiang Xing: "..."

Facing such an enlightened senior, Jiang Xing really couldn't tell that it was because of him that he wanted to stay.

The senior also asked him if it was because of the tuition fee that he was so hesitant, saying that it would be absolutely no problem to get the full scholarship with his talent, and that if it really didn't work, he could ask Brother Jersey for help.

Jiang Xing: "..."

Whether he has money or not, he will never ask Yao Zexi to borrow money.

In the end, he chose to go abroad, and went to a university in country A, which is the world's number one tourist professional, with a 1.5-year schooling period and a full scholarship.

Jiang Xing has always been used to living away from home and living in a foreign country for a year and a half.

He just misses him so much.

Over the past year and a half, the company has been doing better and better. During this period, it also launched "Dasheng Dynasty", which made the company famous.

In March of that year, Jiang Xing returned to China after studying, and saw the senior who had been thinking about it for a long time, but suddenly he couldn't speak.

The senior seems to be a little thinner than in college, but he is more beautiful. Every time he meets those shining eyes looking at him, Jiang Xing always wants to kiss him.

Knowing that the senior has never been in contact with anyone, Jiang Xing feels very good. After all, he has been abroad for more than a year. The thing he fears the most is that the senior is sick.

Jiang Xing bought a house next to the company, and decorated it in the way his seniors liked: there was a big bathtub, and a bedroom connected to the study.

After moving in, the senior and the group went to his house to celebrate.

He asked the senior if he liked it, and the senior said he liked it very much, and also said that he was sour.

He just laughed.

Although he still wants to say to his seniors: don't use acid, these are all for the seniors.If the senior wants, he will give him anything.

That is, after drinking that day, Jiang Xing carried the drunk Mi Dao into the room, put it on the bed and covered it with a quilt.

Hearing his senior laughing and calling "Xiaoxing" in his sleep, for a moment, he couldn't restrain his impulse.

He leans over.

Stop within an inch of your lips.

But there was no kiss after all.

He got up to leave, but met Yao Zexi outside the door.

Yao Zexi folded his arms, leaned against the door frame, looked at him quietly and asked, "Do you like little rice?"

Obviously, the man saw it.

Jiang Xing's answer was straightforward and hostile: "I like him."

Yao Zexi frowned, "You're not gay, are you?"

Jiang Xing didn't answer.

In fact, he does not have the exact concept of homosexuality and heterosexuality. He has no preference for men, nor for women. He just simply likes his seniors.

Seeing his acquiescence, Yao Zexi only turned cold, and said as a warning: "Jiang Xing, think clearly. Mi Dao has his own life. Although he looks a little heartless on the surface, he is actually very serious about relationships—if you It's just that I suddenly became interested in a man, so let's play with someone else, don't shoot him."

He was very angry and unwilling after listening to the words of his senior who seemed to know everything about him and regarded himself as a protector.

He obviously has never been on a whim with his seniors.

But maybe it was due to self-esteem and jealousy, Jiang Xing didn't want to explain even half a sentence to Yao Zexi.

Moreover, Yao Zexi was right about the other half: his senior had his own life.

He has no right to disturb at will.

With the launch of "Galaxy III" and the development of "My Life", Jiang Xing was busy all the way until August.

I don't know whether his acting skills are too bad, or his feelings for that person can't be concealed like a cough. Tong Qianqian ran over to him once and asked him excitedly if he liked Xiaodaomi.

He said yes, and told her not to tell the senior.

Tong Qianqian agreed repeatedly, but she was extremely happy unexpectedly, and excitedly urged him to confess.

Tong Xixi said that he was excellent, that Xiao Daomi would definitely like him, and also showed him the characters in the senior's writing, saying how similar they were to him.

Tong Qianqian talked to him frequently about the confession, and even aroused Chen Fangzhi's jealousy.

To be honest, Jiang Xing felt a little innocent.

Maybe it's just being self-indulgent after hearing too much, or maybe it's true, Jiang Xing seems to have a little awareness that his seniors don't seem to have no affection for him at all.

Even a little bit is enough.

As long as his senior is willing to take one step towards him, he can take all the remaining 99 steps.

Jiang Xing decided to confess.

The day before the confession, he stayed to work overtime, and Chen Fangzhi came to him, chatted about work, and asked him: "Sissy is very curious, let me ask how your preparations are going."

"It's all done," he said.

Chen Fang asked directly: "Are you going to confess to him tomorrow?"

He replied: "Yes."

Chen Fang asked directly: "When did you start liking him?"

He paused, thinking of the golden bottle of orange juice on that autumn night in the first year of high school a long time ago.

His tone softened: "Ten years ago."

It turned out that he had liked him for so long.

That day, Jiang Xing returned home before eleven o'clock for the first time.

He thought everything would be fine until one o'clock in the middle of the night when he was woken up by a phone call.

Yao Zexi said, "Come to the hospital, something happened to Mi Dao."

When Jiang Xing rushed to the door of the operating room and looked at the three big red characters "in operation", he forgot what he had done.

He may have questioned Yao Zexi by the collar, his eyes may have turned red like a trapped animal, he may have been wandering around in front of the operating room, or he may have not moved for a long, long time...

Yao Zexi later said that it was the first time he had seen Jiang Xing go crazy like that.

Outside the operating room, Yao Zexi apologized to Jiang Xing, saying that he was wrong and should not just let Mi Dao go home alone.

Jiang Xing didn't say anything.

He was wrong.

He was wrong for not telling his senior earlier how much he loved him.

From that day on, Jiang Xing lost his sun.

The author has something to say: I thought I could finish writing the episode in two days...

On the day of the end, I received a new pot from the boss.

Alas, I am too naive, please allow me to read the episode slowly (lay flat [recommend a friend’s new Danmei article later]

"After Forcibly Marking Is Found" Shen Xiangyu highlights: #渣攻追妻妻健室场，first abuse and then abuse Gong#

Lin Zian, the school grass of Xicheng High School, is an Omega, handsome, with an A personality, and even the pheromone is the blue campanula, which is difficult to distinguish from AO, which fascinates all ABOs.

One day in the third year of high school, a gossip spread throughout the middle school——

The grumpy school grass has a little wife, a newly transferred Omega, who is delicate and beautiful, but a little tall.

The two pinnacles of beauty got together, obviously a heterodox love affair but damn sweet, making all the ABOs in the school bite their handkerchiefs with envy.

however……

The transfer student was called Jiang Nian, an Alpha pretending to be O.

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Lin Zian liked Jiang Nian and was willing to tolerate him and wait for him.

He traded all his love for deceit.

is to use.

If that's the case, then get the hell out of him.

He is not rare anymore.

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Jiang Nian thought that he was just a novelty to Lin Zian, and it was mutual benefit and mutual assistance.

He relied on Lin Zian's love to play with people's hearts, but he played himself deeply into it.

but……

Lin Zian no longer wanted him.

The scheming little wolf dog Alpha × violent temper super A poisonous tongue Omega

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