I am a boss in the Three Kingdoms [System]

It is Sishi, the time when the autumn sun is the most genial.

The breeze blows past, with willow leaves falling like butterflies, as if expressing lingering feelings.

Xun Shuang has repelled everyone, including his own son Xun Biao.He asked earnestly, "Wen Ruo, are you willing to marry Tang Zhen's daughter?"

Xun Yu was silent for a while.

He suddenly knelt down and bowed to Xun Shuang, and said in a deep voice, "Shifu, forgive my nephew for being difficult to obey."

This reaction really surprised Xun Shuang.

It doesn't matter if you don't want to, after all, it was not a life-saving matter that Tang Heng helped Xun Mi back then, but now Tang Zhen's repayment with favor is really too much.

It can be said that Xun Yu's heart is not so resistant.

Xun Shuang read something indescribable from his movements, and asked after thinking: "Why?"

Xun Yu's eyelashes trembled slightly.

He felt his heart being clenched by invisible hands, which made him curl up his fingers on the ground uncomfortably.

He said shyly: "My nephew already has someone he admires in his heart, and in this life...he will not marry."

"Since that's the case, which girl is she from?" Xun Shuang asked naturally, "Just tell me, and Shifu will propose marriage for you."

Xun Yu seemed to have never heard of it.

He maintained the posture of bowing to the ground and remained silent for a long time.

Seeing him like this, Xun Shuang heaved a long sigh.He asked, "Who is she?"

Xun Yu said with difficulty: "He...I'm afraid he won't be able to be with my nephew."

He didn't want to say this person's name, let alone say it.This was not because he wanted to escape, but because he was afraid that Xun Shuang would be angry.It's not worth getting mad about it.

There was a moment of silence in the room.

Xun Shuang stared at Xun Yu, trying to find a clue from his face.But Xun Yu leaned over, and from his perspective, he could only see the young man's silent hair, and his unusually stubborn attitude.

Why can't we be together?

Is the other party already married as a woman, or is it another person who can't be imagined at all?

How did Wen Ruo find the time and opportunity, and who did he meet?What's more, with Wen Ruo's heart, after knowing that the other party is someone else's wife, he will definitely stop thinking about it, so how can he let himself sink?

"The person you admire..." Xun Shuang took a deep breath, and asked five words in an affirmative tone, "Is it Mi Zisu?"

Xun Yu raised his eyes suddenly.

He stared at Xun Shuang with unconcealable panic in his eyes.

Xun Shuang looked at his pale face, what did he not understand?

His nephew, this incomparably outstanding child who was supposed to have a bright future, unexpectedly fell in love with a man uncontrollably, and even refused to marry a wife for that man.

Disappointment is natural.But when he realized who that man was, Xun Shuang was completely dumbfounded.

It's Mi Zisu... This man is like a dragon and a phoenix among men, even like a banished immortal.It did not surprise him that his nephew would admire such a man.

He even totally understands that.

It was also like this, all the words that I wanted to persuade were stuck in my throat, and I couldn't say a word.

There was another suffocating silence in the room.

Xun Yu turned pale.

He bowed his head and said bitterly: "Father, my nephew doesn't want to harm the girls of other families. My nephew knows that if this matter is exposed, it will bring shame to the family, but he still can't restrain himself... I also ask my father to punish me." .”

The sun was shining brightly outside the house, but he shivered as if he had fallen into an ice cave.

"I'm not blaming you, Wen Ruo." Xun Shuang looked at his guilty look, and sighed, "You child, get up quickly!"

Being young and in love with love, young men and women are attracted by better people, this is the most uncontrollable thing in the world.If it could be controlled, there wouldn't be so many morons complaining about women in this world, causing all kinds of tragedies.

Xun Yu still leaned over, shook his head and remained silent.

Xun Shuang sighed again.

This child lost his father when he was young, and later lost his mother, and he almost raised him under his care.He knew that Xun Yu was sensible and sensible, and he also knew that he was tenacious and persistent. Whenever he decided on one thing, he would stick to it.

Even at the cost of your life.

He knew he had nothing to do with Xun Yu.But how could he bear to blame such a good child?

He sighed, "I just love you, Wen Ruo."

Seeing Xun Yu raised his head in a daze, Xun Shuang said gently and solemnly: "My father knows that you have a deep affection for him, so he recommends talents for him, because he doesn't want to marry a wife and have children... But what about him?"

"Does he know what you have done for him, and is he willing to repay you with equal affection?"

The habit of breaking sleeves and splitting peaches has not been strange since ancient times, but how sincere can you be when you are used to it?Isn't almost everyone having fun while marrying a wife?

What kind of person is Mi Yan?

It has only been a year and a half since he bought an official and entered Beijing Luo, not to mention turning the court upside down, and even leading troops to fight.Such a man is the object of love of countless men and women, how can he care about the love of other men?

Even if he cared, it might just be a temporary joke to him.When it is interesting, everything is good, when it is disdainful, it is a sin in front of it.

Cinnabar nevus, mosquito blood.After many years, what is left?

It's not a good thing to fall in love with such a person.If you don't pay attention, it will be an abyss.

How could Xun Yu not know these truths?It is precisely because he knows that he has always restrained his affection for Mi Yan.But liking this kind of thing is not something that he can eliminate if he wants to restrain himself, or forget it if he wants to endure it.

He tasted a bit of bitterness in his mouth, and finally said: "Nephew doesn't ask for anything in return."

"Zisu doesn't know that his nephew loves him in his heart. All these are what his nephew wants to do, and it has nothing to do with Zisu."

He likes Mi Yan, and doesn't expect Mi Yan to return the same affection, just because he loves himself.

So he asks for nothing in return.If Mi Yan still can't return the same feelings, and even looks at him with contempt, then he might as well keep silent forever and not tell Mi Yan the truth.

As long as Mi Yan stays true to her original intention and walks on unswervingly, it will be fine.He is willing to follow this person, overcome difficulties for him, and be a shield in front of the sword in his hand, and watch him finally create a kingdom in their imagination.

Just like following the warm sun in winter and looking up at the lonely moon in the high sky, maybe you can be satisfied by watching quietly.

"No matter what the result is," he smiled slightly, "it's as good as it is."

Of course, Mi Ren didn't know about the conversation between the two of them.

He is currently leading Guan Ning and Ren Gu into the Mi Mansion, where they sit in front of the delicious food and wine prepared by the butler.

He poured wine for himself and his two friends, since they hadn't seen each other for a long time, they had a lot to say, so they just had a good time talking over the wine.

After drinking for three rounds, the atmosphere is just right.

Seeing the smiles of reunion after a long absence on the faces of the two of them, Mi Ren was a little uncertain whether to interrupt the warmth, and spoke with a rare hesitation: "Actually... there is one thing I want to tell you two. "

"what's up?"

"It's not a big deal," Mi Yan subconsciously stroked the wine glass with her fingertips, her eyes filled with tenderness, "It's just that I have someone I admire in my heart."

"Oh?" Guan Ning was stunned for a moment, then quickly cupped his hands and smiled, "Congratulations Zisu, it seems that we will be able to drink Zisu's wedding wine soon!"

He is married, and his wife and children are currently in his hometown.Because Mi Rian said in the letter that it is not sure whether he will leave Jingluo in the future, so he did not bring his wife and daughter here.Hearing this, I can't help but miss my wife and children.

But she didn't want Mi Yan to shake her head: "Well... the wedding wine, maybe I won't be able to drink it."

"Huh? Why?" Ren Gu subconsciously glanced at Guan Ning, seeing surprise in each other's eyes, and asked subconsciously, "Is that girl unwilling to marry you?"

This is really a big strange thing, which girl actually looks down on their Zisu?

Regardless of appearance, status, and character, Zisu is a dragon and a phoenix among people, right?In his opinion, Zisu could beat [-]% of all young people in Beijing and Luo, right?Besides, as a national teacher, with military power in his hands, he is deeply favored by the emperor... Anyway, there is no reason why you don't want to, right?

Could it be that this girl is from some top gentry family, because she doesn't like the Mi family because of her background?

Mi Yan said: "He is not a girl."

Guan Ning was shocked when he heard the words, and suddenly called out: "Zi Su, you—"

Seeing that he guessed it, Mi Yan smiled slightly, nodded and said yes, "You'an, I'm not joking."

Guan Ning observed Mi Ren's expression carefully, feeling a turmoil in his heart.

Seeing that his expression is clear and his eyes are firm, he is definitely not as wretched and vulgar as those dandies who like to play with men nowadays, and his heart feels heavier.

It's not that he hates this, after all, he knows exactly who Zisu is.It's just because I was shocked and worried when I suddenly learned about it.

Without him, Zisu wants to seize a place in this troubled world, and even become king and hegemony.His background is already bad, if he doesn't make it right, won't the fact that he likes men become an indelible stain on him, which will lead to criticism from countless gentry in the future?

Ren Gu hadn't thought of this yet, and was looking at Mi Yan with a complicated expression, "Zi Su, tell me the truth, is that girl already married?"

"In this way, even if you are serious, you don't have to continue to be persistent."

It's too miserable, their family's son Su finally fell in love with her, and that girl has already married someone else's wife?

Ren Gu couldn't help but think of a girl he met by chance two years ago when he was traveling.

At that time, they happened to be sheltering from the rain in a pavilion. He fell in love with the girl at first sight, and later found out that she had already been engaged and would soon be married.

"Where is there no fragrant grass in the end of the world?" He patted Mi Ren's shoulder, "Look at it, Zisu."

You can't rely on power to snatch people over, can you?This kind of behavior is definitely not done by a gentleman, on the contrary, it is no different from a robber, which is too wicked.

Mi Yan dumbfounded: "..."

He was silent for a while, and suddenly realized that the tacit understanding between himself and Ren Gu for many years did not seem to be very good in this regard.

He could only helplessly say: "The person I like is not someone else's wife."

"I like men."

The chopsticks in Ren Gu's hand fell to the table with a clatter.

He stared at Mi Yan dumbfounded, completely dumbstruck.

His mind was in a mess, and it took him a long time to find his own voice: "Ah, it's just that I like men. In fact, it's not a big deal..."

Mi Yan got up and saluted: "Zhaoxian, You'an, you two are my closest friends. If you care about it, it's really nothing. Today is just the three of us reminiscing about the old days that we haven't seen for a long time."

"If you can't accept it, then eat and drink well today, and sleep well when you step out of this gate. When you wake up, treat it like a big dream and forget about it at will. You two must not accept it just because you accept it." Not my personal preferences, but any psychological burden."

As he spoke, he poured himself a glass of wine, picked it up and drank it all in one gulp: "I'll do it first as a respect, you two can do whatever you want."

After realizing that he actually liked Xun Yu, he didn't intend to hide it from Ren Gu, and wanted to find a suitable opportunity to tell the other party.Guan Ning is here today, just right.

After all, even if they hide it now, with their close friendship, there is a high probability that they will not be able to hide it in the future.It's better to say it as soon as possible, it's best for Ren Gu and Guan Ning to accept it, and if they can't accept it, it won't waste their time, and it is responsible for both parties to part ways earlier.

After all, it is impossible for him to violate his true feelings because of their opposition; it is also impossible for them to change their views on this matter because of their friendship with him.

It was discovered a little later, the letter sent to Guan Ning had already been delivered to the other party.Otherwise, it could have been written together in the letter, and there is no need to ask him to make a trip in vain.

Seeing Mi Ren salute solemnly, the two realized that their hesitation and shock just now seemed to have caused a little harm to their friends.

Ren Gu sighed: "Hey, why does Zisu have to be so serious? Is the friendship between us so shallow that it will disappear because you like a man?"

Mi Yan smiled: "I just don't want you to wrong yourself because of me."

"What's wrong with this, you're not the first one." Ren Gu comforted, "Just like E Jun's embroidered quilt in history, the goodness of Longyang, and the goodness of peach distribution... can it all be a good story? , this is not a big deal.”

Guan Ning also said: "Yes, Zisu, I am used to treating you as my own younger brother, and I am proud of you. I just like men, not committing crimes, so there is nothing I can't accept."

After hearing the comfort from the two, the big rock hanging in Mi Yan's heart finally fell to the ground safely.

He saluted the two of them again, and his smile finally returned to his face: "Thank you for your understanding, I thought I would really part ways with you because of this matter today."

Ren Gu said seriously: "Zisu is frank, and he said it because he cares about us. But I still hope that Zisu can trust us more,"

"You are fine with everything." Guan Ning shook his head, "It's just that there are too many things hidden in my heart and too many thoughts. This has not changed from before to now."

Mi Yan laughed and admitted his mistake willingly: "It's my fault, my brother admitted his mistake to two good brothers here."

The atmosphere returned to harmony, and the three drank happily again.

Ren Gu said: "Since Zisu told us this matter in a serious manner, it seems that the two are in love with each other, so who is your favorite?"

"It's not exactly a mutual affection," Mi Yan's gaze was on Ren Gu, as if thinking of something, a smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, "But I can feel that he cares about me too."

His brows are affectionate, with such a lovesick look that even Sanyue Taohua looks overshadowed, Ren Gu is slightly startled when he sees it.

"Wait, wait a minute!" Suddenly, a flash of lightning flashed across Ren Gu's mind, causing his heart to tremble instantly, "The person Zisu likes is not—"

He looked at the embarrassing, and pointed to himself with difficulty: "—Me?"

After hearing this, the three of them lost their voices.

Not to mention Guan Ning, even Mi Ren looked at Ren Gu in shock, unable to recover for a long time.

When he finally came back to his senses, he took Ren Gu's chopsticks, picked up a piece of white-cut chicken and stuffed it into his mouth.

Then Lianai said: "Don't just drink, eat more food, otherwise how can you get so drunk?"

Guan Ning at the side finally couldn't hold back, and burst into earth-shattering laughter.