Optimists will also be wrapped up in negative emotions, and they will cry silently in the middle of the night when they are heartless. No matter how positive a person is, there will always be times when they just want to be alone for a while, but people's impression People who laugh a lot have no tears, funny creatures don’t feel sad, and people like Xu Tian who laugh and laugh all day will never have trouble, unless they are hypocritical once in a while.

Unfortunately not.

Xu Tian was ill, not physically, but psychologically—no matter how nervous he was, he hadn't experienced too much wind and rain after all, and he hadn't even fully walked out of the ivory tower of the school, so he was thrown into it. In this era with no sense of familiarity at all, he has become a lord who can kill at will. Maybe some people will like this character with the power of life and death, but Xu Tian really can't get used to it.

Everything here is quietly destroying him and assimilating him. No matter how hard he struggles, it only slows down the speed of integration. The ancient country in the east is the past of his hometown, but even this is gone, he Banished to this land, never to return.

Homesick, homesick, wants to go home.

There is nothing to miss here, he just wants to go back to be an ordinary person, be filial to his parents, and live his ordinary life well, instead of racking his brains for a mud house here, facing this A group of refugees cried for their powerlessness, and then looked back at their hometown from afar in their dreams.

But no.

Xu Tian has never been so sober, and he has never been so desperate. He knows that he is already sick. If he survives it, he will be reborn from the ashes. If he cannot survive it, he will be trapped in a cocoon. .

"It's really moaning without illness."

Occasional decadence is necessary, after a good night's sleep, Xu Tian regained his vitality, and then laughed at his stupid behavior yesterday without hesitation, but there seemed to be a haze in that smile.

Everything will leave traces, whether you admit it or not, a seed has been planted in Xu Tian's heart, but he has ignored it intentionally or unintentionally.

It will take some time to make clay bricks. Xu Tian turned his attention to pottery again. This time he planned to use stones to make the most primitive drawing machine. I have endured it for a long time!

It doesn’t matter if you don’t know the principle; the manual ability is scum, no problem——Xu Tian didn’t expect to be able to succeed once, he had already seen through the essence of his salty fish and waste wood, and after roughly describing this tool to carpenters and masons, he automatically Gu Zi went to do his own thing, leaving only two craftsmen who scratched their heads and didn't know why they didn't dare to show it. Among them, the stonemason was Emily's father.

The stonemason's life was not bad, and he stayed in the castle with peace of mind after sending the reward back. Although Emily still gave him a headache, the taste of acorn jelly and roasted worms was quite good. The tofu that came out recently is even more his favorite, but it's a pity that he can't grab it every time, and Nick, his taciturn wife, although there is something wrong, but as a woman, it doesn't matter if she can take care of the house and other things.

It turned out that Lord Xu, who was a daughter, didn't know what this stonemason was thinking, otherwise he would have thrown this man out with a cold snort, no matter how good his craftsmanship was, he would not have used it. Straight men have cancer, no matter what men in this world think, they must pretend to be a good man in front of Xu Tian, ​​otherwise they will be kicked out of this land directly if they are heard or seen by Lord Xu.

The efficiency of making mud bricks is really too slow. After simply calculating the amount of soil embryos needed to build a house, Xu Tian felt that it was time for the freedmen to have more jobs that could earn food. It doesn't require too much technical content, but the labor intensity is quite high, but men, women, old and young can also join the battle.

This sentence is a bit contradictory, but you can understand it if you think about it carefully-the most needed for making soil embryos is enough soil and a certain amount of grass, and everything else can be handed over to the cattle, digging and picking Anyone can make stones, the difference is only in efficiency and quantity, and wooden molds only need to trouble the carpenter.

Xu Tian is not good at doing business. Fortunately, his housekeeper is a born businessman, and his agricultural officer has basic personnel coordination skills, and even the two knights are also rich in trade... Cough cough, exchange experience, a few people in Here we put together a relatively fair price and remuneration - this is what the agricultural officer told Xu Tian. For Lord Xu, he has no vague concept of whether there is more or less. After all, he is not from the same era. .

"Grind some of those miscellaneous grains and cook them every day. Half of them will be yours, and you will give the rest to you."

The lord doesn't understand economics and psychology, but the emperor is not short of hungry soldiers. The taste of those miscellaneous grains is very strange. Not to mention Xu Tian, ​​even knights who are used to eating black bread are unwilling to eat more, but miscellaneous grains have Xu Tian still knows about nutrition, and he doesn't mind letting his subordinates nourish their bodies.

"Honorable lord..."

"that's it."

The agricultural officer just started talking, but was interrupted by Xu Tian simply - I don't know where the agricultural officer studied, and the flattery can be said to be one set after another, and there is no Russian matryoshka. There are a lot of clichés, the first few times Xu Tian would be polite, listen and show respect, but the agricultural officer can beep for a day without stopping. Since then, Xu Tian has left a psychological shadow, and he is decisive before flattery. Interrupt, maybe other nobles would like to hear this string of compliments, but Lord Xu really can't get used to it.

It was so simple and fast, even a little sloppy, a new order came out from Febrina's territory. People living in other places naturally didn't know and couldn't come, but the people near the manor seemed to be ordered The heated water started to boil—after the farming was over, everyone returned to their original life, and there was no more mush to eat and a little bit of beans handed out to their hands. Children are not as sensible as adults , after experiencing a short period of not being woken up by hunger in the middle of the night, I can no longer bear the present.

Their crying often wakes up the adults, and most of the time they are ignored. Only a few times will they get a burst of beating and scolding that makes them cry louder-this is only after a period of full meals in the lord's manor With the strength of distress, I don’t know how many people fell asleep in this long night before, and then never woke up again, and everyone was busy with their own livelihood. When they found the corpses, they smelled and were covered with maggots.

"Wow-wow-"

A cry weaker than that of a cat tore through the darkness. The woman, who would never be over thirty, but looked about fifty, turned her head away in disgust, as if this would make the baby's dick more pronounced. Like something.

"Another daughter."

She frowned and hugged the skinny baby rudely, without looking at the woman who had just given birth in the room, and the woman's eyes darkened when she heard the word daughter, she tried to support her body, But the labor just now took too much energy, and it was already a miracle for her to stay awake.

"don't want…"

Seeing the mother take the baby out without looking back, the woman's eyes were full of sadness, the bloody placenta had been eaten clean by the pig that could never get enough to eat, and she even let out a sound of satisfaction, Jenny knew After the daughter was taken out, she couldn't survive anymore, but she even hummed weakly to the mosquitoes, so how could she stop her mother's movements.

"Feel sorry…"

Jenny's tears flowed down. Her mother was really well. She didn't even drive her out after giving birth to three daughters. Although the daughters were not liked by their mother, they didn't deliberately abuse them. It was her stomach that didn't To be honest, their family really can't afford to support five children. This is not the mother's fault, it is her fault.

So I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, I hope you can go to a good place in the next life, we really can't afford you in this life...

The address here is not so particular. After a woman marries into her husband's family, her husband and her mother are both mothers, and no matter whether it is relatives on the father's side or the mother's side, they are only called uncles.

"don't want--"

After all, she was still reluctant to part with the child she had worked so hard to give birth to. The woman knew that she was embarrassing her mother, but she still screamed out with the strength she didn't know where it came from. Even the dilapidated hut seemed to shake, and Nina originally wanted to The released hand also froze in mid-air, and the woman's husband turned his head involuntarily, pleading all over his face.

"She's crying..."

The slight sound was like thunder, Nina's hands seemed to be tightly bound by chains, and her son's painful eyes were like sharp knives. The roar and the baby girl's crying just kept echoing in her mind, and her lips trembled. But he couldn't say a word.

"...wait until dawn."

After all, Nina made a compromise, although she knew it was only delaying the death of her granddaughter.

Granddaughter is right, although the world says that women are born with sin, but she still doesn't believe it - if women are sinful, why would a sinful woman give birth to a sinless son?

This point of view is simple and hard to refute. Nina has never told anyone that she never believes in any bullshit guilt theory, and she will not treat girls as disasters like some families, but it is also true that she cannot raise too many children. The real problem is that four of them can barely survive, but none of the five can survive.

After all, there must be a boy in this family. She knew this truth, and Nina also knew it, so they agreed that the fourth child was a girl and let her return to the embrace of the Lord immediately, otherwise they could only drag them to death.

Dawn was not far away, Nina stood motionless, and her son silently looked into the distance, expecting a miracle to happen. The servants in the castle had already mounted their horses and headed to the village to inform them that there was more work to be done. good news.

The author has something to say: You can choose whether you can survive (I bet on living)

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In fact, Xu Tian's psychology has already appeared. I don't know if you have noticed———————

Pigs can eat meat, placenta... In short, what do you think? ———————

Everyday insulting the Pirate Dog, welcome and thank you, little cute, for helping me to think of a sentence: Pirate Wengou never goes well when buying shoes!Because they can't find their codes!

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Since it's the weekend, let's have a double-yolk egg: the nutrient solution exceeds [-], and it will be double-changed on Sundays!

————————感谢在2020-03-1111:57:51~2020-03-1218:01:59期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angels who threw mines: 2 for King Miao Xiaomi; 1 for Unrequited Love;

Thanks to the little angels of irrigation nutrient solution: 37 bottles of string songs; 5 bottles of autumn leaves and maple grass;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!

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