The E-Sports Circle's Toxic Assembly Camp

Just as Lin Yan finished talking on the phone, he seemed to notice his gaze and looked up.

Jing Yuanzhou vaguely guessed something from that unhappy expression: "Rejected?"

Lin Yan gave Jing Yuanzhou a strange look, and soon understood: "You also know the origin of this kid?"

Jing Yuanzhou didn't hide anything: "Just now when we were in the fifth row, we met the anchor. After seeing it, Ku Tianlu called me and got to know him better."

Lin Yan sighed helplessly, and squeezed the center of his brows with a rare headache: "After all, the incident was quite big back then. Although the alliance finally removed Abyss from the youth training camp in order to calm things down, it also cut off other professions. The club's intention to recruit. Over the years, they have not even been able to do live broadcasts on the platform, and can only play as companions on this kind of unpopular app, and anyone with a little bit of enthusiasm will really not be able to stand it."

Jing Yuanzhou smiled: "I think he can bear it quite well. I heard from Ku Tianlu that it's been two years, isn't it that he hasn't even changed his ID?"

"It's more than that it hasn't been changed! All his accompanying accounts are called this name, and they are exactly the same except for some changes in symbols!" Lin Yan also admired this from the bottom of his heart, "Young people, probably from the bottom of their hearts. I don’t think I did anything wrong back then, so I insisted on protesting against the world in this way. This style looks cool, but it’s really a bit stubborn. If you change the name of the game and block your face , Who knows who he is across the Internet? After all, he was recognized as a talented rookie at the time. With his strength, it is better to find a platform to be an anchor than to play with him now."

Jing Yuanzhou glanced at Lin Yan: "You really feel sorry for him."

"My heart hurts, it's not that my heart hurts to death." Lin Yan said calmly, "Is there any way, I just don't want to see talents being ruined."

Jing Yuanzhou had just listened to Ku Tianlu's "warning", and he had some doubts about this talented jungler at first, but seeing Lin Yan's attitude at this time, he thought there was something hidden, and immediately put all his considerations aside. down.

He asked with great interest: "But hasn't he already rejected you? So what are you going to do next?"

Lin Yan has always had a good understanding of himself: "What else can I do, of course I should take advantage of my stalker."

Jing Yuanzhou laughed lowly: "It's true, you are the best at stalking."

After speaking, he took another deep look at Lin Yan: "It's just a pity."

Lin Yan: "What a pity?"

Jing Yuanzhou: "Unfortunately, I'm not the only man you stalk."

Lin Yan couldn't help coughing twice: "It doesn't have to be said as if I was abandoned from beginning to end. I am indeed a bit of a 'playful' person, but I am definitely not a 'scumbag'."

"It will take time to prove it." Jing Yuanzhou gave him a meaningful look, then turned the topic back lightly, "Then how do you plan to make use of this advantage?"

Mentioning this, Lin Yan's eyes lingered on Jing Yuanzhou for a moment, and suddenly he showed an incomparably innocent smile: "A home visit, are you interested?"

When Jing Yuanzhou saw his expression, he knew it: "Are you planning to let me make the best use of it again?"

Lin Yan was noncommittal, just looked at him steadfastly, and asked again: "So... are you interested?"

Jing Yuanzhou was silent for a moment, then replied: "Yes."

Accompanying player, formerly known as Chen Yushen, ID was Abyss when he was in the youth training camp. Because of his super jungle ability, he has attracted much attention, and he has been praised as a rare talented rookie in the past few years.

But obviously, that previous experience did have a great impact on him, so that when he saw the skinny young man with a decadent expression at the door, it was difficult for Lin Yan to connect him with the high-spirited rookie jungler in the video. Together.

As for Chen Yushen, he didn't even expect that after he had already expressed a clear rejection, the other party actually came to him from all the way because of his perfunctory words.

When he saw Jing Yuanzhou next to him clearly, something faintly flickered in his numb eyes.

As long as you pay a little attention to the hot professional league, no one will not know Titans.

What's more, the recent transfer of Titans to the GH club is still making a lot of noise on the Internet. It is really difficult to ignore this unforgettable face.

But even after transferring from a powerful club to this third-rate team, the name Titans is still full of glory.

Unlike him, he has been as humble as dust since two years ago.

The depths of the dilapidated warehouse were filled with all kinds of sundries, and the remaining space was already very narrow. Just a bed and a computer desk took up most of it.

Chen Yushen stood at the door without moving, hesitating whether to invite the two of them in.

Lin Yan noticed the boy's embarrassment, smiled calmly, and very naturally poked his head inside: "Ah, do you live here? It's really surprising that there is an e-sports atmosphere!"

Chen Yu looked up at him deeply, stepped aside and said, "Go in and talk."

The warehouse carrying three people seemed extremely crowded.

Chen Yushen usually lives alone, so naturally he didn't prepare anything for entertaining guests.

At this time, let Lin Yan and Jing Yuanzhou sit on the edge of the bed, while he sat on the gaming chair, and fell into a weird silence like this.

He obviously didn't like the feeling of being spied on in his private space, he frowned slightly, and finally opened his mouth: "I have already said on the phone, I have no interest in playing professionally now, so if there is no other If it’s something else, there’s no need to waste our time with each other.”

"I said it on the phone, no, haven't we talked face to face alone?" Lin Yan looked at Chen Yushen's expression while talking, and saw that he was not as repulsive as he imagined, so he drooped slightly Eyelashes, showing a smile, "After all, there are so many duplicity people in this world, just talking on the phone, who knows if they really don't want to play professionally?"

Chen Yu took a deep look at him, and his eyelids drooped slightly: "There is nothing real or fake, I just..."

The words stopped here for a moment, took a breath, and continued: "I don't plan to play professionally anymore."

Logically speaking, the attitude has been very clear at this point, and normal people should leave wisely, but Lin Yan is more wearable than anyone else.

At this time, not only was there no displeasure, but he cast his gaze with great interest: "Aren't you going to fight again? That is to say, you were going to fight before? So, why did you suddenly give up now when you still had enthusiasm before?" ?”

Chen Yushen frowned under such questioning.

I don't know what to think of, but the sternness in my eyes flashed, and I said a word in a low voice: "I feel disgusting."

Jing Yuanzhou had been by the side without speaking, but now he heard the words and looked up thoughtfully.

Lin Yan didn't seem to be surprised by such an answer, so he said "oh" clearly, and the corners of his mouth slightly raised without emotion: "So, are people disgusting, or... the dream of becoming a professional player?"

The expression on Chen Yushen's face froze slightly.

Lin Yan leaned down slowly, crossing his fingers against his chin, bringing the distance between the two closer.

He just looked at Chen Yushen steadfastly like this: "If you really say let it go, let it go, then why did you still stay in this dilapidated place when you left the youth training camp for two years, when there were so many paths to choose from? Where can I be this damn companion?"

After what happened that year, all professional clubs avoided him, and Chen Yushen had long been used to this situation.

Therefore, when Lin Yan extended an invitation to him, he instinctively thought that the young owner of this club had no knowledge of his past and would act in such a ridiculous way.

Now when I heard this, I couldn't help being stunned for a moment: "You... since you know about the youth training camp, why did you still come to me?"

Lin Yan's tone was slow and calm: "Because those people are not worthy of ruining your future."

Such words fell into his ears, and Chen Yushen's body trembled uncontrollably, and he was a little lost in thought for a while.

Lin Yan looked at the boy's drooping hair, and his tone slowed down a bit: "I know that some things are indeed very unfair to you, but there has never been any eternal fairness in this world. These injustices should not be The reason for self-abandonment. Since you feel wronged and unwilling, you should hit those people back in the face. Compared with giving up on yourself now, shouldn’t you trample them under your feet on the field? It's called real joy."

Chen Yushen didn't speak, but blinked hard, trying to suppress the soreness in his eyes.

It has been two years since what happened that year, and he has also locked himself in such a small space for two years.

During this period, there are only countless infamy every time he shows his face, but no one has ever asked him "why".

Why, he wanted to kill those beasts so hysterically back then!

Chen Yu's deep Adam's apple rolled down with difficulty, and he said in a hoarse voice: "You don't know anything..."

"Yes, I really don't know anything." Lin Yan's attitude was very calm, "Then let's put aside those past events and talk about other things."

He looked at Chen Yushen with such gentleness, "Does the ideal of playing a career really mean that you can give up if you give up? There are so many people in this world who want to take this path, but are stuck because of lack of talent." Outside the door. There are still some people who obviously have the ability to stand on the field, but are forced to give up due to various unchangeable reasons. You must know how much you are compared with their regrets. Lucky!"

"So now, do you really want to completely block such a road in front of you because of your own anger?" After a pause, Lin Yan sighed softly, "The strongest rookie jungler, Abyss? "

Abyss.

Even Chen Yushen can't remember how long it has been since no one called him by this name.

Such words are soft and soft, but it seems like a heavy punch has hit the most vulnerable place in my heart.

Next to him, Jing Yuanzhou's fingertips trembling slightly while holding the phone.

He subconsciously looked at Lin Yan, staring at the face that didn't show much emotion for a long time.

He already has the ability to stand on the field, but he is forced to give up due to various irreversible reasons.

Said, who is it?

Under the restored calm of the surroundings, the corners of Chen Yushen's lips trembled slightly, and before he knew it, his entire eye sockets finally couldn't help but completely flushed.

He lowered his head and buried his whole body between his arms, and the dull voice came intermittently: "Don't ask me... I don't know, I really don't know..."

After staying in the closed space for too long, every passing second has habitually made him even more disappointed in the field of e-sports.

Accumulated over the years, I thought that the originally active heart had been completely numb under the overwhelming scolding, but I didn't expect that it could still be so painful.

So, can the career dream that was once full of longing be given up like this?

In the narrow room, only the young man's suppressed sobs gradually remained.

Lin Yan watched him calmly, and after a long silence, he slowly stood up from the bed: "Think about it, if you change your mind, you can call me at any time. Don't worry, I promise you in the name of Titans, Our GH will definitely be your best choice."

Jing Yuanzhou, a tool man who was about to get up: "?"

After coming out of the warehouse, one can already see faintly mottled starlight outside.

Until they left, the stubborn boy still buried his head firmly in his arms in order not to expose his embarrassment.

Sitting in the driver's seat, Lin Yan recalled the last still picture he saw, and shook his head with some emotion: "This age is really good, and you can still be so shameless."

This matter has nothing to do with his tone, as if he was not the one who talked about the loss of emotional control just now.

Lin Yan waited for a while before noticing that Jing Yuanzhou hadn't spoken since he came out of Chen Yushen's, and he couldn't help but look back in doubt: "What's the matter Jingshen, don't you be moved by my ideological counseling? With your position, can’t you?”

Jing Yuanzhou: "Some people already have the ability to stand on the field, but they are forced to give up due to various unchangeable reasons."

The ridicule in Lin Yan's eyes froze slightly.

Jing Yuanzhou still looked at him, raised his eyebrows slightly: "I don't know why, but I always feel that Coach Lin seems to understand this kind of mood very well?"

There was an instant silence in the carriage.

Lin Yan's eyes flickered for a moment, and after a while, he chuckled: "It seems that the emotion in my speech just now was quite in place? Hi, thank you Titans for recognizing my acting skills."

Jing Yuanzhou and him looked at each other for a moment, and finally lowered their eyes slightly, and looked away: "You're welcome."

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