Sheep and Wolf

The wind is strong and the waves are loud, and the seaside is quiet and noisy at night when there is no one there. An Yiyang sits on the beach with bare feet, watching the fishing boats in the distance, his heart is so calm that it is almost dead.He didn't know why he came here, he probably just wanted to sit on the deserted seaside all night, because the sea was vast enough to swallow all the sorrows.

"I'll say goodbye after tonight," he said to himself.

But before that, he had to sort out his thoughts and think of all the people in his life who deserved his nostalgia for this world one by one, otherwise he couldn't guarantee that he wouldn't just jump into the sea and finish it off. You know, there are some pains in this world that are worse than death It must be uncomfortable, not to mention that he has experienced this kind of pain once.

"What are you thinking about?" A voice suddenly sounded in my ear, hoarse and broken, there was a kind of "rustling" sound on the concrete floor when the dead leaves were blown by the wind.

He was shocked to find that Su Bai had already sat beside him at some point, his fair and delicate side face stood out in the darkness, and under the moonlight, he was as soft and beautiful as a boy who walked out of a cartoon, far more beautiful than what he saw on the screen. Also unreal.It turns out that there are really such good-looking people in this world, as if they were drawn out, but they corresponded to the name of his first album - "Angels Are Singing".Isn't it an angel?Whether it's appearance or voice, eh?sound!In my impression, his voice is ethereal and pure, clear and refined, when did it become such a vicissitudes of life?

"Did you...have a cold?" Somehow, he asked out of nowhere, shouldn't he be asked why he appeared here first?This is a fabulous figure in the music world, should I ask him for an autograph?While thinking wildly, Su Bai smiled, and quietly looked at the floating sea in the distance: "No."

"But your voice..." An Yiyang hesitated to speak.

"It's strange, isn't it? It's good that it didn't scare you." Su Bai glanced at him and said lightly.

"How did this happen? I remember... It was obviously not like this before." Speaking of which, it seems that this music king hasn't released a new song for a long time. Is this the reason?

"I hurt my throat, and it will be like this in the future."

"Ah, it can't be cured?" An Yiyang suddenly felt sorry.

"Well, it can't be cured." Su Bai turned his eyes to the sea again, and his tone of understatement seemed to be nonchalant.If a singer doesn't even care about his own voice, what else would he care about?

"You and Gu Qingliu..." Thinking of the chaos just now, An Yiyang couldn't help asking.

"Loved." Su Bai cut off his words without thinking.

"..." An Yiyang was stunned, a little embarrassed, "I'm sorry, I didn't want to inquire about your personal affairs, but... today's accident was all caused by me, I'm really sorry."

"It's okay. I do love him, loved him." Su Bai hooked the corners of his mouth, obviously smiling, but An Yiyang felt that the sadness in his eyes was deeper than the night.

"You don't care about his words, do you? I don't understand why such a good-looking person has such a vicious mouth." An Yiyang sighed, "Why do you like such a person?" The words hurt his own ears, and he couldn't imagine how Su Bai felt when he heard them.

"Oh, if you've ever loved someone, it's impossible not to understand what kind of person he is." Su Bai paused, and then said, "It's like you and Qi Fan, maybe you already knew him before you knew him." I fell in love with him, but don't tell me, you won't love him after you get to know him."

"..." An Yiyang was speechless.

"Forget it, it's all over anyway. I've heard about you and Qi Fan more or less when I was with Gu Qingliu. In short, everything is over, isn't it? One must know how to stand for oneself And live, otherwise I would be too sorry for myself who was once made difficult by life. If you plan to never recover from a setback, you might as well not work hard at the beginning. I don’t know how much you have paid for love. I only know that if you don’t pay, you will get rewards. There is no return, at least you have tried your best, and you are worthy of your conscience. This is enough. The big deal, if you don’t like this city, you can live in another city. This person is not worthy of your love, just change to another person Go to love." Su Bai's voice spoke calmly amidst the sound of the waves, such a hoarse, somewhat broken voice at this moment was as beautiful as the sounds of nature to An Yiyang, with a deafening effect.

"Thank you, whether it's at the banquet tonight or now." An Yiyang was very moved, "I'm glad you can chat with me and enlighten me. In fact, I have already thought about it. If we separate again this time, I will Just live in another city alone.” As for loving another person, he still hasn’t thought about it.What makes him sadder than Su Bai is that without Gu Qingliu, Su Bai seems to have another Shen Linghan to love, but he himself, except Qi Fan, seems to have no thought of loving anyone else.

Besides Qi Fan, who else could he love?I couldn't help but ask myself in my heart, Lin Wei?If it's this man, maybe he can still consider it. After all, Lin Wei's affection for him has already passed the test of time, but it's a pity that he doesn't dare to think about it now.

"Well, it's good if you can look away. It's a bit cold, so I'll go back first." Su Bai stood up, patted the sand on his body, and said lightly, "Now my body is no better than before, and the one who suffers from illness is myself again. " These words seem to be talking about himself, and they seem to be reminding An Yiyang to take good care of his body and don't mess around.

"Be careful on the road, thank you very much tonight." An Yiyang looked back at him, full of emotion in his heart: he is really a warm person.

"It's okay, here you take it," Su Bai walked a few steps and suddenly turned around and threw a business card to him, "If you need any help, you can find me. Also, my real name is Su Qian, the name Su Bai , will not be used again.”

An Yiyang picked it up and looked at it, and found in disbelief that he was about to get the mobile phone number of the big star so easily. Looking at the slender figure that was fading away not far away, he couldn't help getting up and shouting at him: "Gu Qingliu is not good enough for you, you deserve better!" The people in the distance didn't turn their heads, and didn't know if they heard it, but just disappeared into the night with their footsteps step by step.

An Yiyang sat alone for a while, his heart suddenly brightened, he went back to the original house to pack his things, and then sent a text message to An Yiling: Brother is going to live in another city, don't worry, take good care of your parents, and return There are grandparents.There is a house in Yihuan, the value of which has exceeded one million. I have saved money to buy it in the past few years.Address: XXX.XXX.XXX, I have already transferred to your name, I will send you the key and all the documents, you can move in with your parents, or sell it and choose a place you like to buy a new one, otherwise you will lose the money Save it too.The return date is uncertain, don't read it. "

One minute later the phone rang, An Yiyang was stunned for a moment, and realized that it was An Yiling calling, afraid that he would be worried, he still answered it: "Why haven't you slept yet?"

"Brother, what's the matter with you? Why do you want to leave suddenly? Where did you get so much money to buy a house? Where are you going?" An Yiling asked anxiously, not caring about answering his question.

"It's okay, I just want to change the environment, and I will live a good life there, don't worry."

"How can you not be worried? Did you really buy this house with your own money? You wouldn't have done something..."

"Don't worry! Your brother and I really didn't do anything illegal, and the house loan has been fully paid off, so don't worry!"

"Then why are you leaving? Tell me clearly! At least you should discuss it with your parents, such a big matter..."

"Don't panic, your brother and I are broken in love, and I want to find a place to heal my wounds, can you understand this?"

"Broken love? Brother, when did you fall in love? Why didn't I know? Who is that person? How could she..."

"Okay, okay, stop it! I'm really fine, I just want to leave this sad place quickly, start well, and seek success!"

"Why do you still want to leave if it's okay? You can't think about it, right? Where are you? I'll go find you now!"

"No need! Hey, why do you ask the child to be so determined? Can't think of it, and I will answer your call?"

"Woooo... Do I have to go? I miss you, what should I do?"

"I'll go, how old are you? Don't be so nasty, okay?"

"I'm 22! And I also want to tell you that I found a job and worked as a planning assistant in a well-known real estate company. Although the internship salary is only more than 2000 yuan, it will be more than 3000 yuan after I become a full-time employee. I will be a planning assistant in the future. It will definitely increase, I grow up and can earn money by myself, brother, I won’t cause you any more trouble.”

"Brother... know. You have always been sensible, from childhood to adulthood." After An Yiyang heard his words, the tip of his nose suddenly felt a little sore.

"No, I made a very serious mistake and hurt you very badly, brother. I will remember it for the rest of my life! In fact, I have always regretted it. If I didn't go to the casino with Wei Ge, I wouldn't be addicted to gambling. I secretly went to gamble on my own because I saw that he often won money, and I was really obsessed with ghosts, that's why I hurt you." An Yiling's voice was filled with tears.

An Yiyang's heart was shocked, and he vaguely noticed something: "Lin Wei took you to the casino?"

"Well, he often takes me there, and even lends me money to play, but he has a reminder not to indulge."

Heh, knowing that you can't be addicted, which place will it take you?

"Then how do you know that you can borrow money from an underground bank?" An Yiyang asked again.

"Because I saw that he asked them to take it, and Wei Ge didn't have enough money with him at that time, so I asked them to take it temporarily, saying that it required interest, and reminded me not to think of that."

Did he bring enough money to the casino?Is it a reminder or a temptation?

An Yiyang sneered in his heart.Thinking of Lin Wei's inexplicable closeness to Xiao Ling after he came back, he often took him out to play, bought him things, and then thought of all the things behind: gambling, borrowing usury, repaying usury, he broke with Qi Fan, and suddenly understood everything.All this is like a well-planned bureau, and Lin Wei always plays the role of the savior in between!

The guilt of the past was completely replaced by anger at this moment.Originally, I was thinking of calling Lin Wei after sending text messages to my younger brother, and being honest with this man who once loved and helped me wholeheartedly. I even thought, if there is a day when Lin Wei really lets go, Still insisting, maybe I can try it with him.

"Brother, why don't you talk? Brother?" The younger brother's voice recalled his thoughts, An Yiyang took a deep breath, and said: "Those things have passed, it's not your fault, you were just too young at that time, Too simple, brother never blamed you. It's late, go to bed! Don't worry about brother's affairs, I'm fine, brother has a call to make now, hang up first, good night!"