Sheep and Wolf

During the days when I didn’t hear from you, I often thought, if I didn’t provoke you at the beginning, if I didn’t muster up the courage, just quietly watched you live in my world, would I never lose it?

During the time when I couldn't see you, I wanted to tell you so many things, but now I can't say them.

Did you come back?Did you come back to me completely?Why is it so unreal, but in the past four years, I held expectations and thought of you every day, but now I think of it, it is so practical.

——An Yiyang's Weibo.

Enter the password that Qi Fan said, the door finally opened, An Yiyang dragged the simple luggage into the spacious villa, and sat on the sofa in a daze.He still couldn't get used to this huge thing that Qi Fan called "home". Everything inside was too tidy, and there was always a clean and cool atmosphere. The occasional scent of flowers just added to the illusory flavor, as if nothing could fill it up. Generally, there is no trace of home feeling.Everything he used to be familiar with seems to have disappeared, he can't even see the drawing board, it is the unique scenery that belongs to Qi Fan, what he likes most in the past is Qi Fan's concentrated expression when drawing pictures, his serious and serious appearance makes him I am extremely fascinated, it seems that when people are doing what they like to do, they always show the most charming side naturally, without the slightest modification or disguise, so they can easily infect others.

Qi Fan's talent in architectural design, the Pritzker Prize nomination is the best proof. When he was in school, the first thing he did every time he came home was to play with his drawing utensils. He never left his pencil. Sitting in front of the drawing board for a whole day, An Yiyang knew that this was Qi Fan's only hobby. If there is one thing in this world that can attract Qi Fan's attention, it must be something related to architecture. He believes that there is nothing better than architectural design. It will make Qi Fan more happy.But after graduating from Harvard, he resolutely chose the path of doing business. Although he should inherit the mantle of his parents and his business accomplishments are beyond doubt, An Yiyang still can't accept that he didn't do it in the end. The fact of choosing the road of architecture, for those who can even discard their dreams, what else can't be given up?

He was really a little confused, is the current Qi Fan really the same person he was determined to follow his whole life?

He remembered that Qi Fan once said that no one can change his decision, control his thoughts, and restrict his life. Architecture is his soul, something he must stick to in his life. Even if his parents don't support him, he still He can create a new world in the construction industry with his own ability, just like he said, if he can get into Harvard with his own strength, he can really get in.At the beginning when he suddenly changed his mind to become an exchange student, An Yiyang was of course extremely disappointed and waited for him to return to school, but later he learned that he was admitted to Harvard's graduate school during the exchange student period and stayed there, disappointed While being uncontrollably happy for him at the same time, there is nothing more fulfilling than being able to take one step closer to a dream.But what he never imagined was that there would be a day when Qi Fan gave up his design, and chose a path he hated the most, making things so successful, like a satire on the past.

Although he now has his own studio, An Yiyang went to check it out. He enjoys a good reputation in the architectural industry, gathers talented professionals from all over the world, and has already emerged in the United States.With the shift of the focus of Qi's development to China, the studio he founded has also entered China, which is a new army that should not be underestimated in the domestic architectural field.But now he is incapable of managing a group as big as Qi's, and he is powerless to do other things. It is simply a fantasy and unrealistic to design something himself. With his current time and energy, he can do nothing but make decisions behind the scenes. There is no other way to exist than to exist.

When Qi Fan came back from the meeting, he looked tired again. Seeing him sitting on the sofa in a daze, he came over and pinched the back of his neck, trying to put on a relaxed expression: "What are you thinking?"

"Miss you." An Yiyang twitched the corner of his mouth at him, but he looked like he couldn't lift it up.

"What's wrong?" Qi Fan touched his face and loosened his tie, "If we're tired, let's go out to eat at night, so we don't need to cook."

"Are you the one who is tired? It's just a meeting, and you will look like this when you come back." An Yiyang curled his lips, his face not very happy.Qi Fan hardly smiles on weekdays, and his lackluster face is always indifferent and alienated, giving people a feeling of being unattainable.What he saw him smile the most was when he successfully completed a design drawing, the kind of smile that came from the heart and unintentionally, maybe he didn't even realize it.

"Why, do you feel distressed?" Qi Fan pinched his angry cheeks, but he was in a good mood.

"Knowing that I love you, you make yourself so tired?" An Yiyang complained softly.

Qi Fan smiled, lay down on the sofa, put his head on his lap and closed his eyes: "Give me a head massage, and reward me as a husband."

"Reward your size! Who cares about you?" An Yiyang was a little dumbfounded.

"Who am I working so hard for?" Qi Fan opened his eyes and looked at him with a half-smile.

"Don't say it's for me." An Yiyang rolled his eyes.

"Is it for my parents? Are they still short of money?"

I am not short of money either!An Yiyang muttered in his heart, and began to massage his head seriously: "I don't know what you think, really don't care about the building? I think if you continue to work hard, you might win the Pritzker Prize What! The lover of the Pritzker Prize winner, with this title, I can hold on to it for most of my life."

"President Qi's wife is not enough for you?" Qi Fan raised his eyebrows.

"Ma'am, your sister! I still prefer to be the wife of a Pritzker Prize winner!" An Yiyang half-jokingly said, in fact, he hoped that Qi Fan could stick to his dream, "Who said ideals can't be abandoned? Artists should have the courage to dedicate themselves to art!"

"Really?" Qi Fan smiled, turned over suddenly and pressed him under him, pressed his wrists, and said lightly, "I only know that my wife can't be abandoned, and if I want to dedicate myself, I can only dedicate myself to her. "

"You're going to die!" Seeing that the man came to unbutton his clothes without any explanation, An Yiyang quickly pushed him away, "What kind of hooligans are you playing in broad daylight?"

"What does the gangster have to do with his own wife?" Qi Fan stood up and leaned against the sofa, squinting at him, unbuttoning two of his shirt buttons, his jet-black hair was slightly messy, An Yiyang couldn't help being seduced by this lazy beauty Myself, sit far away from him quickly, so as not to be controlled by this magnetic field, and lose your sense of propriety, "I'm serious with you, why do you want to give up your ideals? Don't you like design very much? Become a well-known building with your ability Teachers are just around the corner, and they can still make a lot of money by then."

"How much money do you think an architect can earn? So what if I become the most famous architect in the world?" Qi Fan chuckled and regained his original indifference, "I think it is very necessary for you to learn about Qi's Financial situation, if it depends on that, I will never be able to be my parents' opponent in my whole life."

"Hey, they are your close relatives, don't say it like a deadly enemy, can you? Why do you have to fight them? What if you win? Do what you don't like to do all your life. This kind of victory itself is a failure. Is it for the price? Can you deceive yourself if you can deceive others? Now that you are the president of the Qi Corporation, you are always holding on to the power in your hands, for fear that others will take it away if you are not careful. Do you think you have won?" An Yiyang was a little angry, money and fame were the things that Qi Fan ignored the most, but now he is desperately fighting for them, he finds it unbelievable, like the person you once loved the most has unknowingly Time was secretly replaced by time, including the soul.This feeling made him feel unprecedented anxiety and fear, maybe this is why he always felt unreal, because the current Qi Fan is like two completely different people from the previous Qi Fan.If this is the case, all the reasons to love him have been lost, what else is there to hold on to?

"Why?" Looking at the speechless man in front of him, An Yiyang's eyes suddenly turned red, and he said softly, "Qi Fan, do you know... I almost don't know you now gone."

"Oh, is it?" Qi Fan was stunned for a moment, then suddenly sneered, "Do you know why I became like this? Could it be because you have changed?"

"I haven't changed, from beginning to end!"

"Oh, yes, you haven't changed, I have changed, I just never really understood you from the beginning to the end." Qi Fan grabbed the coat on the sofa after speaking, and left without looking back.

This is the first quarrel since the reconciliation, but they have not been reconciled for a week.He had already packed his luggage, quit his job, and left everything with others like a fool.Four years ago, Qi Fan changed the trajectory of his life, and four years later, Qi Fan easily changed his life beyond recognition again, in just one week.

The words "I haven't really understood you" are heartbreaking, and I have never understood you, so what do the former self and the present self look like in his eyes?Can you fall in love without knowing?I have never understood you, but I have fallen in love with you. When I finally understand, is it too late to look back?

Standing up a little funny, pulling over the suitcase that I hadn't opened yet, and entering the password when opening the door, I found that coming in from the outside and going out from the inside are not the same!And Qi Fan only told him the password to open the door from the outside, is this setting too advanced?Only allowed in and not out?

"It's better if you can't go out, and you will be locked up like this for a lifetime, and you will be kept as a pet."

What Qi Fan said before appeared strangely in his mind, and he instantly had the illusion of being struck by lightning.After hesitating again and again, he still timidly sent a text message to Qi Fan: I want to go out, what is the password for the electronic gate?

There was no reply, and after waiting for a long time, the phone was still dead silent.If you can't get out, you can't really jump off the building, so An Yiyang had no choice but to turn on his laptop, log on to YY, and found that Duanli's profile photo was lit up, so he typed over: Are you there?

Duan Xiaoli: Damn...you're cheating!

An Yiyang: ￣へ￣

Duan Xiaoli: What's wrong with you?

An Yiyang: It's okay... I just wanted to tell you, so what... we're reconciled.

Duan Xiaoli:! ! ! ! !

An Yiyang: Then we quarreled again -_-|||

Duan Xiaoli: -_-|||Then broke up again?

An Yiyang: Not really.

Duan Xiaoli: Then what do you want to express now?

An Yiyang: If one day I say I want to find you and you don't ask anything, it must be because I have nothing, what!what!All!without!have!up!

Duan Xiaoli: Don't you just lose your love, what about it?

An Yiyang: No way (*^__^*)?Lord, I have made a big bet this time, betting all my belongings, betting that he loves me, if he doesn't love me, I will lose everything, and it will really be a [-]-[-] at that time.

Duan Xiaoli: Walk slowly, I will love this world for you (*^__^*).

An Yiyang: Σ(°△°|||)︴ only said goodbye to city A but not the world!can you wake upAt that time, maybe I can play games with you without worrying about the world.

Duan Xiaoli: Hit your sister!Hurry up and ask me about the whereabouts of the deserted city, what the hell, I'm still watching you from the sky!

An Yiyang: Look at your sister, isn't she just a man?Let him go with the wind!

Duan Xiaoli: Why don't you let Qi Fan go with the wind!

An Yiyang: ...

The author has something to say: Alas, I really want all the little gongs to go with the wind. . .Xiao Shou and Xiao Shou lived happily ever after HE! ! ! !