Sheep and Wolf

During the time when An Yiyang was recuperating at home, Qi Fan was almost inseparable. All the work was assigned to his deputy, and all the work that others could not do was postponed. In this way, the already busy schedule became even more busy after An Yiyang recovered from his injury. It just got worse, and he didn't go home for a meal for a whole month. He went on business trips and social gatherings at every turn. Even if he had a good temper like An Yiyang, he finally broke out.

As usual countless times, Qi Fan called again before leaving get off work: "There is a party going to be late tonight, so I will..."

"Just what? Go home and sleep no matter how late it is!" An Yiyang showed such a destructive aura for the first time.

The other end was obviously stunned for a moment, and said: "Okay, then go to bed early, don't wait for me."

An Yiyang just hung up the phone, but he was still full of indignation in his heart. How could there be so many entertainments?If you don't want to come back, just say it, what's the point of beating around the bush like this!Isn't this married yet?After getting married, that's fine!

Ever since he listened to the conversation between the two women in the coffee shop, he felt more and more that Qi Fan's absence at night was definitely not just because of the simple entertainment, men are animals that think from the lower body, and Qi Fan looks so... pretty and delicious?In short, he is the type that women will like when they see it. Apart from other things, his face, figure, and status are not attractive?What's more, he still looks like a calm and stable elite, so it's no wonder that others don't flock to him.Sometimes the social activities in the business world are called "entertainment" at best, but at worst they are just pimping places wrapped in gold and jade. The corruption and extravagance inside are often disgusting, and there should not be too many go-betweens, like Qi Fan No one will let a big piece of fat be thrown into the meat grove in the wine pool.

Just because Qi Fan won't change his mind doesn't mean he can control his body. This is the reason why many men still refuse to divorce their wives even though they spend their time outside.

When he came back, he couldn't help thinking wildly all the way, but fortunately his driver's license was confiscated, and it was the driver who took him home, otherwise the car accident would definitely happen again.

At night, Qi Fan really came back as promised, but it was unavoidable that he smelled of alcohol, An Yiyang sat on the sofa and waited for him, the living room did not turn on the lights, only a yellow decorative lamp was left on at the entrance, the whole room was dark .

Qi Fan was obviously a little unsteady when he walked. When he came in, he staggered and leaned on the wall, and vaguely saw someone sitting on the sofa, so he asked, "An Yang? Why haven't you slept yet? Didn't you say you don't have to wait for me?"

An Yiyang didn't speak, and walked straight over. The strong smell of wine and... women's powder mixed with the smell of high-end perfume made his mind explode in an instant.Seeing him walking towards him, Qi Fan subconsciously stretched out his hand to hold him back to prevent him from approaching him. This conditioned reflex action made An Yiyang's whole heart feel cold.

"I smell of alcohol, go to sleep, I'll take a shower first." Qi Fan stumbled past An Yiyang after he finished speaking, and was hugged tightly from behind after only two steps.

An Yiyang was already dazzled by grievance and anger, he hugged him tightly regardless, not letting him move.Qi Fan struggled lightly, and said in a hoarse voice, "What's wrong?"

An Yiyang remained silent, hugged him stubbornly, started to fumble with his chest, grabbed his tie and tore it off indiscriminately, and started to take off his suit again.Qi Fan immediately grabbed his hand, turned around and stared at him with a pair of deep eyes in the darkness: "Go...to rest."

An Yiyang's eyes were reddened by his actions, and he buried his head directly on his chest, biting his chest muscle without fear of death, even through the shirt, he could clearly feel Qi Fan's heartbeat a lot faster , even breathing became heavy: "Don't uh... there's a fuss, go to bed first, okay? I'll take a shower." Qi Fan's voice seemed to be suppressed as much as possible, and he grabbed his wrists and pushed him away slightly. Some, patiently coaxing him: "What's wrong? Did something happen? I'm back, don't be afraid."

An Yiyang still wanted to throw himself into his arms, but Qi Fan was stronger than him, and kept holding his wrist to keep him from getting close to him. In the end, he simply stood on tiptoe and kissed Qi Fan's lips recklessly, Qi Fan Dazed for a moment, confused by this clumsy and careful touch, he bowed his head and kissed her almost instantly, and the two slowly hugged each other.

The strong smell of alcohol mixed with the smell of perfume lingers all over his body like the most powerful aphrodisiac. An Yiyang is like a drowning man clinging to the life-saving driftwood, and kisses each other almost resolutely. The familiar breath is full of Mouth and nose, let him be fascinated, the thought of someone sharing this unique taste in a place he couldn't see, it was like a hole was opened in his heart, endless emptiness and bitterness poured in, and he wanted to curl up in pain himself, to avoid all harm.

Qi Fan's breathing gradually became hotter, and the strength of kissing him became stronger and stronger, as if trying to tear him apart, An Yiyang's tongue tingled, and he tasted blood faintly, a familiar sense of fear hit his heart But he didn't want to let go at all, he took off Qi Fan's coat tremblingly, his cold fingertips stretched in from the collar of Qi Fan's slightly opened shirt, and just touched the other's hot skin, he was pulled away fiercely, Qi Fan seemed like Waking up from the dream, he shook his head vigorously, suddenly picked him up by the waist, and strode towards the bedroom.

An Yiyang was gently put on the bed, although he felt inexplicable fear of what was about to happen, but at the same time, he couldn't control the desire in his heart. He wanted to get in touch with the other party more deeply, and didn't want Qi Fan to just cover him with a quilt and bow his head. Kissed him on the forehead, then turned and went to the bathroom, expecting nothing.

An Yiyang, why are you so cheap?

The corner of his mouth hooked in self-deprecating, he turned sideways and buried his face deeply in the bed, a tear slipped silently into the side of the pillow.

Qi Fan came back, but went to sleep in the guest room after kissing him, and this time he really felt that Qi Fan really didn't want to touch him.

Frustrated, he woke up the next day and saw Qi Fan sitting on the sofa in the living room reading a newspaper. He immediately felt that he was a bit redundant, so he went straight to the study and closed the door after drinking a glass of water. After a while, Qi Fan walked in. , holding a plate in one hand with a sliced ​​cider on it, and a glass of hot milk in the other.

An Yiyang glanced at him, turned back and continued typing on the keyboard, Qi Fan, wearing home clothes, pulled a chair and sat down beside him, and put the things in his hand on the table: "Why don't you start working without breakfast?"

An Yiyang didn't answer, Qi Fan couldn't help but frowned: "What happened?"

Seeing that he was still silent, Qi Fan turned around his chair and they sat facing each other: "What's the matter?"

"Aren't you going to work today?" An Yiyang raised his eyebrows and asked.

"Today is the weekend, rest." Qi Fan said lightly.

"Oh, it's rare that busy people have time to rest."

Seeing his eccentric look, Qi Fan knew that he must have offended him somewhere: "What's wrong? Do you want me to go to work?"

An Yiyang shrugged and did not answer.

"What's going on? Why did you get angry when you're so good?"

An Yiyang just glanced at him and said, "I still have a manuscript to catch up." The implication is that I should do what I should do, and don't hinder me here.

Qi Fan sat for a while, seeing that he ignored him, he had no choice but to say: "Have breakfast first."

An Yiyang ignored him and continued to type without looking sideways, Qi Fan seemed to be angry too, he stood up and walked out: "It's up to you."

The young master has never had much patience, he understands it, but some things will still hurt even if he understands them, for example, at this moment, An Yiyang stretched out his hand to cover his left heart, his face was blank, his panicked look was like that of a little girl. Animals lost their way, how can they write a word.

It is rare for Qi Fan not to go out all day today, An Yiyang stayed in the study until night before coming out, when drinking water, he saw several dishes on the dining table, his stomach growled uncontrollably, the embarrassing thing was just right Qi Fan, who was walking this way, listened straight to him: "Hungry? Eat."

An Yiyang curled his lips and remained silent. He never thought that the guy who always looked at people with his nostrils would still be willing to talk to him.

Seeing that he didn't answer, Qi Fan went to the kitchen to help him prepare the meal and bring it out. It would be hypocritical to argue any longer, so An Yiyang had no choice but to sit down and eat at the same table with him.

During the meeting, Qi Fan suddenly said, "I'm sorry."

An Yiyang looked up at him.

"I shouldn't talk to you like that, shall we chat after dinner?" Qi Fan said in a slow tone.

An Yiyang nodded, lowered his head and took a mouthful of food ferociously, cursing himself for being easy to soften his heart, he was just one tenth of a second away from forgiving this person who had been away for nearly a month and night.

After the meal, the two of them sat on the sofa together, the TV was on, playing some incomprehensible things, and neither of them was thinking about it.

Qi Fan was the first to break the silence: "What happened today?"

"It's okay." An Yiyang took the pillow and hugged it in his arms, resting his chin on it.Qi Fan moved a little closer to him, and reached out to touch his soft hair: "Can't you tell me? You must have something on your mind."

An Yiyang shook his head.

Qi Fan sighed, hesitating a bit: "Is it last night..."

"No!" An Yiyang interrupted him suddenly.

"I didn't ask anything yet." Qi Fan opened his eyes wide, thinking that it was the reason last night, "Is it because I drank too much and did something outrageous to you?"

An Yiyang turned to look at him, also a little surprised, what was the outrageous thing he was referring to?It was obviously because I tried to do that wrong thing to him and finally failed, so I just became angry from embarrassment!He won't forget it?

As if answering his guess, Qi Fan looked at him with uncertain eyes: "What happened last night... I don't remember very clearly, because I drank a lot of wine and my mind is a little messed up, sorry."

really!

"You didn't do anything, don't worry!" An Yiyang said truthfully.

"Really?" Qi Fan was skeptical.

An Yiyang nodded, and turned to one side in a self-defeating way.

The two sat for a while, thinking that Qi Fan would get up and leave, but he hesitated and said, "Last time... what I said, how do you think about it?"

"What's the matter?" An Yiyang blinked innocently.

"That's right, get married..." Qi Fan saw that there was a trace of uneasiness and fragility in his eyes, An Yiyang sat up, remained silent for a while, and then seriously replied: "It's better not to."

"Why?" Qi Fan became a little at a loss for a moment, obviously agitated a lot.

An Yiyang fell silent again, unable to speak, what should I say?

Platonic love without sex only exists in fairy tales, right?He just didn't want to live with anxiety, and didn't want to live in worries about gains and losses all day long.

"There's no reason. I've figured it out. We're not suitable for marriage. If you don't want to maintain the status quo, you can end it." After he finished speaking almost coldly, he stood up and walked to the room.

"What did you say!" Qi Fan pulled him back, his eyes were full of dark tides.

He was very strong, holding An Yiyang's wrist, as if trying to crush his bones.

An Yiyang gasped in pain but didn't resist, just closed his eyes quietly: "I'm tired, really tired."

"What did I do wrong?" Qi Fan supported his shoulder, his eyes were red like a trapped animal.

Avoiding his gaze, An Yiyang said softly, "Don't you think there is something wrong with us now?"

"What's the problem?" Qi Fan asked back.

"It's okay for you to be busy with work, entertainment and business trips all day long, and you don't even come home?" An Yiyang sneered, and pushed his hand away.

Qi Fan was slightly taken aback, and said: "I am indeed at work, and the entertainment is also true, and business trips are also necessary. I will not go home. Do you suspect that I have done something wrong to you outside?"

"It's not a suspicion, it's what it is? You don't even want to touch me when you're drunk, and you'd rather live outside than go home. How dare you say it's okay? We are a couple who are about to get married, and you insist on going to the guest room to sleep if you have a room Do you dare to say it's okay? Do you think it's fair to me?" An Yiyang lost his voice at the end of his speech, and simply turned around and walked into the room, not wanting to entangle him too much and not wanting Qi Fan to see his red eye sockets, After only two steps, Qi Fan hugged him tightly from behind.

He wanted to break free but was hugged even tighter. Qi Fan seemed to be red-eyed: "Do you think I don't want to come back? Do you think I just want to work and socialize all day long and not go home? If I don't go home, I won't go home." Whether it’s going to sleep in the guest room or not, it’s not to avoid you on purpose. I work hard to distract myself, because as soon as I stay with you, I want to hug you until you cry. I don’t want to hurt you anymore. You, do you understand?"

An Yiyang was too shocked to speak.

"Because you know how much I regret the atrocities I did to you? Whenever I think of that time, I want to kill myself. If there is any way to erase the past, I am willing to do it no matter how much it costs. The person I love the most every day Do you know how painful it is for me to lie on my side but not be able to do anything? I go to a party and don’t come back to sleep because I’m afraid that I’ll drink too much and I won’t be able to control myself, but no matter how hard it is, I still wake up early the next day Hurry back home, because I'm afraid I'll be worried if you don't see me when you get up.

I try to avoid physical contact with you because I want to hug you all the time, wishing to integrate you into my blood and bones. I am afraid that my excessively strong desire will burst out completely uncontrollably one day, because I It's not normal in itself, I'm really afraid.I don't want to hurt you anymore Really, you don't know, you really don't know how much I love you, I've never loved someone like this, so deeply, for so long. "

A tear dripped quietly on the back of An Yiyang's neck. When he realized something, his whole heart tightened immediately, and he was so painful that he couldn't breathe. Qi Fan hugged him tightly, like a child who is too dependent on adults, sad And fragile, "I walk on thin ice every step of the way, carefully, I have done this, are you still unwilling to forgive me? Are you still going to leave? I will go crazy again, I really..."

"No, stop it, stop it." An Yiyang broke down in tears, turned around and hugged him tightly, "I'm sorry Qi Fan, I'm sorry, I blamed you." You are right, it's all my fault, It’s because I don’t believe you enough, because I’m always immersed in the past hurts and can’t let go, it’s because I created invisible shackles to imprison you tightly so that you have been living in pain.

"Qi Fan, hug me!" I am willing, without complaint or regret.

"What?" The other party was completely in a state of sluggishness.

An Yiyang smiled through tears: "Fool, I want you to hug me, you can hug me until I cry."

The other party was still staring at him blankly, An Yiyang held his face in his hands, and kissed his lips: "Idiot, let's get married!"

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Extra

Seven years later, Qi Fan appeared on the podium of the Pritzker Architecture Prize in formal attire, and major domestic and foreign media rushed to report. What kind of acceptance speech will this legendary genius architect have?Everyone is looking forward to it.

The people on the stage rarely showed a gentle smile, which was not in line with his strict and stern style in the past, but it made the hearts of thousands of girls sway.I saw him standing on the stage, adjusted the microphone a little bit, and said very sincerely and seriously: "I have only liked two things in my life, one is architecture, and the other is my lover. I would like to thank my little girl for winning this award." Wife, without him, I would not even be able to hold on to my so-called dream, so thank him for his tolerance and support all the way, and never give up. Now that I am standing here, I have finally realized my ideal, and I just want to be in front of the world In front of him, say to him: Wife, I love you forever."

There was thunderous applause and screams from the audience. Many people's eyes were red, including An's parents who were sitting in front of the TV. Their son had been married for seven years. It was only at this moment that they completely let go of their hearts.

Of course, the one who cried the most was An Yiyang.

Logged into Sina Weibo at night, and found nearly [-] @. He was startled. He thought it was poisoned. He didn’t want to click on it. He found that @他是吴豪, so many @ are because of Qi Fan’s The number of retweets on Weibo has almost reached [-], and it is still growing.Qi Fan has never posted a status since he opened Weibo, and he is the only one who follows him. An Yiyang couldn't help but wonder what he would say.

Weibo content is as follows:

Qi Fan V: Do you still remember that you said before that you prefer to be the wife of a Pritzker Prize winner than the wife of the president of the Qi family?Well, wife, I did. @ proud of V

This architect, who often appears in financial magazines and news, has a prominent background, looks and wisdom in one.There was a sensation when he came out, but as for the person he came out to, the media has never had the opportunity to interview him. His private life has always been the focus of media attention.

The author has something to say: Yang Xiaobaa did say that he hoped Qi Fan would win the award, Chapter 82

A short episode, to celebrate the day when Xiao Lizi won the award, haha~ It’s really gone now, see you in the next article!

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