Hero, save the world and think about it

"You didn't lie to yourself, I was worth it, didn't I?"

When he said this, Feng Chuiyu's tone changed a bit, but it seemed dispensable, Shen Yu couldn't hear it, and at this moment, he really didn't bother to think deeply.

He just listened quietly, the words of wind and rain, as if waiting for the final judgment: "You know who is right, so you choose me, don't you?"

"I... am I such a person?"

Seeing such wind and rain, hearing such 'justification', Shen Yu could only laugh bitterly.

——Can this be regarded as a kind of retaining rhetoric?It seems impossible.

——Then can this be regarded as a line of expulsion?It seems impossible.

Wind and rain need it, so in other words, he likes him, but is this kind of liking really what Shen Yu wants?

Shen Yu weighed this and shrugged his shoulders. After a while, he shrugged again. Finally, he spread his arms and said helplessly, "...Maybe I'm not that right."

"..." Feng Chuiyu fell silent.

"Right, maybe I'm not that right, I'm not you, I'm just an ordinary thug, my choice must be wrong, I'm not you, and when I made a wrong choice, you didn't, right? "

Speaking of this, Feng Chuiyu clearly saw the longing in Shen Yu's eyes, he was looking for answers, he was looking for the right, and he was also looking for the truth in himself.

It's ridiculous, Shen Yu looked at himself, wanting to find the so-called truth in himself, but what about himself?He has already abandoned the so-called 'truth', and only wants to accomplish his goal - to strengthen his own rights, to complete this secret game.

For this kind of thing, he has already used up his most precious time, and the wind and rain will not do the so-called "prodigal son back", he has already spent too much time, and lost almost everything that can be lost , then if he wants to turn back now, he really has nothing

all over.

So the answer is, no.

The wind and the rain refused.

Of course, Shen Yu also saw Feng Chuiyu's thoughts, he smiled, as if it was expected, he found Feng Chuiyu to talk about this matter, maybe just hoping for a miracle to happen.

But for the wind and rain, there are no miracles in the world.

So Shen Yu got up and prepared to leave, intending to end this discussion like this, to end it forever.

"So, you're leaving?" Feng Chuiyu sat on the chair, looked at the ground in front of him, and said calmly, but there seemed to be some waiting or anticipation in it. "Where are you going?"

"I don't know, the wind blows the rain." With his back to the wind and the rain, Shen Yu paused for a moment when he wanted to open the door handle, and he even began to rejoice that the door was not automatic, which gave him some time to think about the problem . "Maybe not going anywhere, maybe going somewhere, doing something I like, at least not like now, either living clearly, or living in a daze, instead of half-knowledge, which makes people in a dilemma."

"Then, will we become enemies when we meet in the future?" Although Shen Yu didn't say where he was going, Feng Chuiyu knew clearly that if Shen Yu left him now, when they met again, the two of them would be very close. will become the enemy.To be precise, they are fighting on their own.

Feng Chuiyu didn't want this to happen, because even though he was not the only person like Shen Yu in this world, he was the only one, and only Shen Yu was the one Feng Chuiyu didn't want to kill.

Among the thousands of living beings, there are so many similar people, and there are so many experimental products produced for a certain purpose, but Shen Yu is the only person who can make the wind and rain hesitate and hesitate to such an extent. people only.

So Feng Chuiyu decided that this is 'like', this is his way of showing 'love': neither hurt nor accept.

Feng Chuiyu will not accept anyone, but he still maintains the closest way of getting along: that is, the close relationship with Shen Yu.

However, even this way is going to disappear now, if Shen Yu stands opposite him, then Feng Chuiyu has no choice but to kill

Heart, kill, even if you can't bear it, you have to do it, because there is indeed no room for negotiation.

Feng Chuiyu didn't want things to become like this, he tried his best to persuade him to stay, but in the conversation just now, they had already made it clear that Feng Chuiyu was not the kind of person who would give up his goals for the sake of emotion, and sink Lun is not the kind of person who would give up his freedom for the sake of emotion.

Shen Yu has worked hard, and Feng Chuiyu has also worked hard, but everything can't be undone, it can only be extended - and this extended time is a very long process for the two of them, not so much suffering Not too much.

And what about Shen Yu?Shen Yu didn't know how to answer this question. He knew that once he left the wind and rain, he would definitely belong to another force or multiple forces, and he would definitely face the wind and rain one day.

He thought of when he first came here, and when he first met Feng Chuiyu, those were really good memories—although if you think about it carefully, you will feel like a stick in your throat.

But at least it looks good, at least for Shen Yu, when he first came to this world, he met the wind and rain who liked him. Still undeniable.

The wind and the rain protected Shen Yu. Although he also used Shen Yu, he did give him freedom that others couldn't give him, allowing Shen Yu to do whatever he wanted to the greatest extent, and even tolerate some of his little mischief.

Thinking about the way Shen Yu and Shen Zui get along, Shen Yu will be grateful for the gentleness of the wind and rain. It's excruciating.

Maybe there shouldn't be any hope of 'emotion' from the beginning, after all, it's wind and rain, that's... wind and rain, the master of the Black League, although he looks like a casually met on the street in suits and ties But that is... the initiator of this doomsday, and even the end of this world.

Or survivor.

If you follow the wind and rain, will the future be smooth?Will wind and rain lead me to a better and more comfortable future?Will the wind and the rain win in this undercurrent and turbulent battle?

Maybe, maybe not, but if it succeeds, Shen Yu will get the best treatment, and if it fails

, Shen Yu will not end up too bad when he is around the wind and rain.

But this doesn't work.

No.

He can no longer tolerate his attitude towards the relationship between the two of them——Shen Yu himself has no experience with men, and he always treats 'love' delicately, just like life Condiments, if there is one, it will be beautiful, if not, it will be free.

To be honest, Shen Yu himself doesn't have any concept of 'family affection'. Apart from the so-called 'friendship' he has gained from being away all the year round, he knows nothing about the world and human emotions.

But when he came to this strange world, he thought that he could abandon his old things and start over again—even start a new life with the man who summoned him, including love, friendship, and even family affection.

But until now, he feels that all these attempts on 'new' products are accelerating his decline,

But it was different at this moment, Shen Yu wanted to experience this feeling of 'being loved', and the wind and rain had indeed given him this illusion of 'being loved', but all these were just illusions, just Just an illusion.

That's all, it's time to stop.

"Perhaps." With his back to the wind and rain, Shen Yu sighed heavily. He had already guessed the outcome of this conversation, but when it came to this time, he couldn't accept it. "Maybe, I don't want to either."

"...Really?" Feng Chuiyu was only silent, and at this moment, he was only silent.

He didn't want to make the parting too hysterical, so that if he thought about it accidentally in the future, he would feel that he was ugly like that, or it would be unbearable to look back-if he had to lose it, then he would rather leave a memory for the future that he was willing to ponder over and over , not full of anger, and madness.

"You..." Shen Yu opened his mouth, wanting to say something else, but he didn't know how to speak, so he could only spit out the word 'you', waiting for the other party to answer.

Although Shen Yu didn't know whether the wind and rain could catch up - he was too silent during this time, the silence exceeded Shen Yu's budget, he thought this scene would get out of control, but he was surprisingly calm .

Maybe it's just my own hindsight.

Perhaps, the wind and the rain are waiting for this moment.

Perhaps, all this is just my own wishful thinking.

However, the final result is already here, they can't turn back, they can only charge forward blindly, and for their own purposes, go further and further away as time goes by.

But in the end, Feng Chuiyu still caught up with Shen Yu's words, and he gave a soft, soft 'hmm'. "I am listening."

It's like Daoguang.

But it is a ladder of light that leads to the future, to the beautiful, but cannot be climbed.

"You really, can't give up your desire?"

"Then can you give up?"

"No."

Wind and Rain can't give up the only remaining greed, but Shen Yu can't give up the freedom that he has been pursuing all along.

The freedom of a knight is more about loneliness and freedom. It is a very lonely desire. In the freedom pursued by a knight, no trivial matter can hold him back, and the fireworks in this world will also go up. Nothing about him.

Wind and rain are different.

He has given up everything about himself, rolled himself into the mud of the world, and wants to be the king of the mortal world.