Cultivation of Life Winner

Huang Mao frowned, but what he recalled in his mind was the step he couldn't take in the sea of ​​suffering just now.

"Huang Mao..." In the end, it was Huang Yiyuan who spoke first.It's just that his voice was trembling, as if these two words had already been repeated in his mind hundreds of times before he finally yelled out.

Huang Mao was taken aback for a moment, and these two words came out of Huang Yiyuan's mouth.He really remembered it thoroughly.Huang Mao couldn't tell what kind of feeling this was, but he felt relieved, as if something that he had been suppressing had finally blown away with the wind.

But when Huang Mao was stunned, Huang Yiyuan had already flown to his side at this moment, and hugged him with such strength that Huang Mao regained his senses.

"You're still there, you're still here..." Huang Yiyuan repeated the same sentence, his voice still trembling, with the great joy of regaining what was lost.

Huang Mao just remained silent, he could feel the trembling of Huang Yiyuan's hands holding him, and even a drop of hot liquid fell down on his neck.

Huang Mao has always known that Huang Yiyuan is an extremely calm and indifferent person.When he seldom showed his emotions, such a big reaction at this moment showed that his mood was extremely unstable at the moment.

Huang Yiyuan's mood is so chaotic now that he can't even think.He only knew that what he had forgotten was such an important thing, how could he forget, how could he forget, he couldn't even forgive himself.

The other party was the person he had vowed in his heart to protect forever, but he forgot about the other party, and even just watched quietly when the other party was in danger.He had seen the other person's death with his own eyes, what kind of pain it was, and he couldn't forgive himself at that time.

As long as he thought of the other party's death at that time, Huang Yiyuan showed a great fear.If Huang Mao really died, without Wei Wenyu's protection, without Huang Mao's own chance.Perhaps, Huang Mao would not even have the chance to reincarnate his soul in this world long ago.

In this link, if there is a slight mistake, Huang Mao can't stand in front of him at the moment.But fortunately, Huang Mao didn't die, he was still standing in front of him alive.For this alone, Huang Yiyuan thanked God sincerely.

After a while, Huang Mao's body moved slightly, but he clasped Huang Yiyuan's shoulder with one hand and slightly pulled him away.

Huang Yiyuan obviously resisted, and was pulled away by Huang Mao reluctantly.Even if he pulled it away, Huang Yiyuan still looked at Huang Mao's face with fiery eyes.When he lost his memory, he always felt empty, as if he had lost something.But at this moment, he suddenly found that what he lost had been found.

The current Huang Yiyuan doesn't want Huang Mao to leave his sight for a moment.He has already missed too much time, and he is unwilling to continue missing a piece of the opponent's vitality.

Huang Mao smiled slightly, and then said, "Congratulations."

Huang Yiyuan was puzzled, but Huang Mao slightly cupped his hands and said, "Huang has some trivial matters to attend to, so I'll take my leave first."

"I'll go with you." Huang Yiyuan said immediately.

Huang Mao's eyes showed surprise, and he said: "Friend Huang, since you remember it, you should also know that the relationship between us is not the same as it used to be."

Huang Yiyuan subconsciously wanted to refute, but in the end he couldn't say anything.But he grabbed Huang Mao's arm and pursed his lips, as if you would never go alone no matter what.

Huang Mao said nothing, but looked directly into Huang Yiyuan's eyes.

Finally, Huang Yiyuan showed a hint of pain, and he murmured: "...I'm sorry."

Just as Huang Mao was about to speak, there was a sudden fluctuation in the sky above the Sea of ​​​​Bitter Realm, and a cyan figure stepped down step by step like a fairy breaking through the sky.

This is a woman wearing a blue dress, and the gauze skirt is floating in the air at this moment, like a swaying lotus flower.This woman has a beautiful and delicate appearance, with a faint smile on her lips.But her expression was a little bit confused, her brows were slightly frowned, and a look of worry quietly surfaced.

The moment the woman appeared, Huang Yiyuan's hand holding Huang Mao's arm increased his strength.

"Yiyuan, do you want to go home with me? Yi'er is still waiting for us." The woman gently stretched out her hand towards Huang Yiyuan, her slender and white fingers looked particularly pale at this moment.

Huang Mao took a deep look at this woman. Ming Yueyao never expected to see her again.The next moment, Huang Mao shook his wrist and fought for Huang Yiyuan's hand.

Huang Mao saw that Huang Yiyuan frowned, and there was a struggle in his eyes.He looked at Huang Mao, pain and guilt almost overwhelmed his thoughts.

He was wrong, he shouldn't have married Ming Yueyao in a hurry.At that time, he just felt lost in his heart, and then Ming Yueyao appeared in front of his eyes.The other party was a gentle and considerate woman, and Huang Yiyuan felt sorry for her at that time.Then, he got married.

Over the years, Ming Yueyao and him have always been together less and more apart.As time passed, the relationship between him and Ming Yueyao, although they treated each other with respect, were more like friends.

Ming Yueyao is an intelligent and quiet woman, she never let Huang Yiyuan worry about her.Between them, the purpose of being together at the beginning was not pure.

He wanted to make up for the inexplicable loss in his heart, Ming Yueyao wanted to break the seal, and only then could they be united.But it is undeniable that Ming Yueyao still has some feelings over the years.Even though Huang Yiyuan is indifferent, he has his own bottom line.He is such a person, seemingly cold, but still bound by too many shackles.

At this time, Ming Yueyao stood in the distance without saying a word, and she never took back the hand she stretched out to Huang Yiyuan.She may not have any love for Huang Yiyuan now, but this is her husband.As long as Huang Yiyuan didn't tell her that he was leaving, she would not give up on him.

Moreover, they also have Yi'er.There is Huang Yiyuan and there is Yier.That is a home.

Huang Yiyuan clenched his hands tightly, his nails deeply embedded in his palms, and traces of blood dripped from his palms.Huang Yiyuan is a decisive and resolute person, he has never been so difficult to make a decision.

Finally, Huang Yiyuan put away all his confusion.Gradually, he returned to his original appearance.He restrained his emotions, and his eyes showed a decisive color.

He looked at Huang Mao, he had a decision!He couldn't go back with Ming Yueyao against his will, he could give Ming Yueyao some compensation, but he couldn't go back.Because he can't control himself.

In the past, he had already let Huang Mao down, causing him to die tragically once.He can't, do it wrong again.Even if Ming Yueyao was wronged, it was his own crime, and he was willing to bear it all.

Ming Yueyao slightly lowered her eyes, and her slender figure looked especially thin in the wind and snow.She knew about Huang Yiyuan, and she knew the decision he had to make.At this moment, Ming Yueyao seemed particularly lonely.

But the moment Huang Yiyuan was about to speak, Huang Mao suddenly said first: "Yiyuan, walk with me for a while."

Huang Yiyuan's heart trembled, and a trace of fear suddenly appeared in his heart.Huang Mao has never called his name in such an extremely calm tone. In front of him, Huang Mao always has a trace of laziness and coquettishness.

Huang Mao likes to be ambiguous when calling him by his name on purpose, and he is always a little lazy in front of him, sometimes with a little teasing.Huang Mao once said that he did this to him because he liked him.Huang Yiyuan is an introverted and steady person who is not good at expressing his feelings with words.So he always hugged Huang Mao, and quietly stroked the other's back with doting eyes.

It was a time that once belonged to them, a memory that would make him smile when he thought of it.

But now, the name Huang Mao called out was no longer lingering.

"...Okay." In the end, Huang Yiyuan replied.He was the same as before, he liked to wear black robes, and he stood tall and straight beside Huang Mao.He was half a step behind slightly, and when looking at others with sharp edges and corners, there was a trace of indifference, and there was a sense of inaccessibility in his whole head.

And if you sweep your eyes towards Huang Mao's color, you will see warmth and pampering.As long as Huang Mao turned his head and saw Huang Yiyuan like this, he would always feel very at ease.

Now, Huang Yiyuan is doing the same as before.But some things are missed.

The snow in the Sea of ​​​​Bitterness has not stopped until now.

Under the gray sky, the two walked on the sea of ​​bitterness step by step.

The sea of ​​bitterness has no shore. After a long time, Huang Mao said, "Huang Yiyuan, I'm sorry for what you said. Let me answer you again. I forgive you. You don't have to blame yourself."

There was a glint of hope in Huang Yiyuan's eyes. With expectation, he tentatively asked, "Then... can we... still be together?"

Huang Mao didn't answer his words, but said solemnly, "I'm sorry, this time, I told you."

Huang Yiyuan was slightly taken aback, he was a little puzzled.

"I am a selfish person, I am lazy, I have no perseverance, I even have no ambitions, these are my character. Maybe I don't have these shortcomings in the eyes of others now, but I know that I have always been It is such a person.

Huang Yiyuan, as I said, I am a selfish and petty person.You are the first person I am willing to give my heart to. I selfishly think that no matter what happens, you should always be with me.

But you forgot me, so I hate you.I think even if you die, you should not forget me. It is this kind of selfishness and extreme hatred that when you forget me, I gave up on you and this relationship without making any effort.

I hate you, but I still pretend to be free and easy. Since you don't remember, I can let go easily.I even lied to myself, the marriage line that was once branded on my chest disappeared under my deception.

However, I stopped at the 360th step on the Yuluo Academy Stairway to Ask Heart, and I couldn't go up.I stopped on the sea of ​​bitterness, I couldn't get out.It turned out that from the beginning to the end, I had deceived myself, but I could not deceive others.

I never wanted to work hard to restore your memory, because I hate you for breaking my trust in you, how can you forget me!I don't care what other people think, but you, never give up on me!

I hate you, I secretly hope that one day you will recover your memory by yourself, I hope you will drown yourself in the great pain of this relationship, this is my revenge on you! "

Huang Mao was walking, quietly talking about the hidden deep thoughts that even he himself could not see through.